have been watching vcds vcds and vcds thse few days. not enough sleep lately oso. but i managed to survive through all the lectures and not dozing off. =P
and did i tell you i went to watch moive with minhui, her sis and her cousin? it's soooooo nice~!! haaa... go watch *B xin nan you* it's really a good show. so funny, with handsome de lee dong-gun and pretty de han zhi hui. and really touched tat he sing under her house for her, and all the things he had done for her. haaa... so sweet. i want oso. =X lolz~ *tink im crazy over them le* haaa~ and still must thank minhui's cousin, cuz she bought *Lee dOng-gun* picture cards for me during her trip to Korean. =D
well, actually nothing much to write too. just tat tot i so long nv blog le, actually not long oso lar, den come and write something lor.
wuahahaaa.. getting my laptop later. heee~
anyway, went to buy tickets with cheng han yesterday. for the badminton thingy. got me, minhui and cheng han going. at 27th to 3rd bah.
yesterday met yongling in np. den she called wee huat *siao a* lOlz~ so cute. must tell wee huat someday. =X
it seems tat everyone here is condemning zhan xian. tats bad. lOlz~ dun be so mean lar... haaa... =X
hmmm... feeling quite sick of myself already. tink i've already changed, due to many things. *sick*
-pEiShi-
tired abt everything.
Friday, May 27, 2005
almost 12 le. had a tiring day today. hmmm... okay lar~ not TAT tiring oso. mayb physically tired? yar~ and a little mentally too. =X
had my speech training(basic) - *stb* today. i like the co-teacher. and of cuz definitely the lecturer too. they're just sooooo nice and fun!! they really live up the atmosphere and make learning so much fun! haaa... after the last lesson, went to the bookshop in np to buy the IT book. it cost me $26.80. rather ex huh? =X den went to buy np pe t-shirt too. but no S size le, den M size quite big. =X
haaa..! i tink xu zhen's really cute..!! not tat im les, but her character very cheerful and cute. haaa...
went to meet minhui and chun yan at lot 1 to go bac to kranji to take our O level cert. cuz i was buying things, thus rather late. den dunno is they impatient le or wat, they started calling me again and again. i was listening to my mp3, so cant hear anything. i was on the train mar, so was wondering why everyone is like looking at me. cuz the phone was ringing and ringing!! but yet i cant hear anything cuz i had my earpiece sticked to my ears. =X *bleah* mayb they tot i quarrelled with my boyfrend, den dun want to pick up the phone. lolz~ purely imagination. =X
talked to ms leong and ms tock. really had a great laugh! made me miss kranji even more. (o_o) esp during upper sec. really!! =(
den went to lot 1 with minhui, chun yan and cheng han. eat desert den went library. mummy called to say she nv cook today, den ask me to dine outside. okay lor~ since cheng han mother oso nv cook, den we eat outside. so went to send chun yan off. minhui stayed to talk for a little while. saw sham, tinesh (he bcum so tall le!! haaa... =X), sheryl, jac, wee huat and sean. den talked for awhile again, and went to eat dinner with sean, wee huat and cheng han. like quite x-tra liddat, cuz the only gurl and only 4b-ian there. =X
but okay lar~ they like quite lame. as in really lame tat kind. esp wee huat. his jokes are like... sooooo cold. haaaa... =X talked quite alot. this is the first time tat i really observe sean in such a close distance. haaa... =X den x-change numbers with wee huat and sean. and wee huat like comparing our schedule to see when we can meet out for lunch in school. oh yar, btw, he knows yong ling. haaaa... same class, cuz his course only like have 40+ ppl. worst than mine. haaaa~ =X den sean say mayb if he got time can come and find us to eat. cuz he got a 5 hrs, tink on tues or thurs bah. cant really rem. =X
well, after tat cheng han suggested go arcade. but i dun wanna go. den cheng say he need to go basic point at limbang, so nv go lor. den he go his basic point, i go home, and sean and wee huat stay at maC to do their lesson, tink is regarding their church thingy de lar.
so rather tired these few days. i actually slept at 1 yesterday, in which i normally sleep at like around 2 to 3+ de. tats consider really early le bah. cannot ta-han anymore le. so fall asleep when watching *da-chang-jin* it's really really a nice show~!! (^o^)v
tmr ish *er biao ge*- wei wei's birthday. dunno if i should get a present for him anot. =X *bleah* going to watch *B xing nan you* with minhui and her cousin.. tink on sunday bah. and the *u-zhong kan* is featuring han zhi hui and lee dong jian. sooooo cute~!! haaa...
-pEiShi-
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had my speech training(basic) - *stb* today. i like the co-teacher. and of cuz definitely the lecturer too. they're just sooooo nice and fun!! they really live up the atmosphere and make learning so much fun! haaa... after the last lesson, went to the bookshop in np to buy the IT book. it cost me $26.80. rather ex huh? =X den went to buy np pe t-shirt too. but no S size le, den M size quite big. =X
haaa..! i tink xu zhen's really cute..!! not tat im les, but her character very cheerful and cute. haaa...
went to meet minhui and chun yan at lot 1 to go bac to kranji to take our O level cert. cuz i was buying things, thus rather late. den dunno is they impatient le or wat, they started calling me again and again. i was listening to my mp3, so cant hear anything. i was on the train mar, so was wondering why everyone is like looking at me. cuz the phone was ringing and ringing!! but yet i cant hear anything cuz i had my earpiece sticked to my ears. =X *bleah* mayb they tot i quarrelled with my boyfrend, den dun want to pick up the phone. lolz~ purely imagination. =X
talked to ms leong and ms tock. really had a great laugh! made me miss kranji even more. (o_o) esp during upper sec. really!! =(
den went to lot 1 with minhui, chun yan and cheng han. eat desert den went library. mummy called to say she nv cook today, den ask me to dine outside. okay lor~ since cheng han mother oso nv cook, den we eat outside. so went to send chun yan off. minhui stayed to talk for a little while. saw sham, tinesh (he bcum so tall le!! haaa... =X), sheryl, jac, wee huat and sean. den talked for awhile again, and went to eat dinner with sean, wee huat and cheng han. like quite x-tra liddat, cuz the only gurl and only 4b-ian there. =X
but okay lar~ they like quite lame. as in really lame tat kind. esp wee huat. his jokes are like... sooooo cold. haaaa... =X talked quite alot. this is the first time tat i really observe sean in such a close distance. haaa... =X den x-change numbers with wee huat and sean. and wee huat like comparing our schedule to see when we can meet out for lunch in school. oh yar, btw, he knows yong ling. haaaa... same class, cuz his course only like have 40+ ppl. worst than mine. haaaa~ =X den sean say mayb if he got time can come and find us to eat. cuz he got a 5 hrs, tink on tues or thurs bah. cant really rem. =X
well, after tat cheng han suggested go arcade. but i dun wanna go. den cheng say he need to go basic point at limbang, so nv go lor. den he go his basic point, i go home, and sean and wee huat stay at maC to do their lesson, tink is regarding their church thingy de lar.
so rather tired these few days. i actually slept at 1 yesterday, in which i normally sleep at like around 2 to 3+ de. tats consider really early le bah. cannot ta-han anymore le. so fall asleep when watching *da-chang-jin* it's really really a nice show~!! (^o^)v
tmr ish *er biao ge*- wei wei's birthday. dunno if i should get a present for him anot. =X *bleah* going to watch *B xing nan you* with minhui and her cousin.. tink on sunday bah. and the *u-zhong kan* is featuring han zhi hui and lee dong jian. sooooo cute~!! haaa...
-pEiShi-
third dayy of school
Thursday, May 26, 2005
hmmm... so today is the third day of school le. couldnt really adapt the poly. the kind of life izznt wat i expected. breaks so long, den time table like not very organise liddat. not compact enough. can only blame tat i didnt work hard enough to go into jc bah. (x_x)
hmmm... yesterday got like 4 hrs break. everyone is quite lost with the given time. do wat? go where? so in the end we decided to go beauty world to grab a bite. and after tat walk bac to school again to go library to rot. =X
well, made some frends. those wilber-so-called ah mo kias. haaaa... =X *bleah* got gladys (nice name rite??! haaa), xin yi, elaine, anita, nancy, xu zhen and winnie. haaa... they're nice ppl. hmmm... our class de chinese gurls like somehow divided into 2 grps le. =X one of the so-called grp is the above mentioned. den the other grp is jessica, jasmine, laura, yi xin+. actually, i tink my grp bigger. lolz~ dun mean to compare, but... you know you know? haaa... of cuz, there are oso some scattered de *wondering ghosts* haaaa... =X
hmmm... i dun really like the jessica lar... cuz she.. hmmm... looked so bitchy. so AA... so flirtatous. attention seeker sia. luckily orientation tat time i sit beside gladys instead of her. den the yi xin oso, one of the AAs. haaa.... the so-called follower of jessica. watever jessica do, she will follow. follow her AA, follow watever she does. but i quite like the jasmine lar. cuz she seemed so nice, so frendly. at least frendly enough to like smile and talk with us. haaaa....
wah~ cham le lar. 3rd day of school den liddat condemn and critise ppl. how to survive?? =X sure got alot of things happen in these 3 years de. *bleah*
ended a call with cheng han. talk for like 40+ mins bah... about schools, about zhang xian, about npcc and stuffs liddat.
hmmm... today choose sports for pe. den i wanted to choose tennis de. but only limited space, so bo bian, decided to join softball in the end. it's some kind of basball thingy de lar. actually wanted to join dancesport oso de. its those tango, cha cha tat kinda thing. haaaa... =X
hmmm... so now have to think which CCA i wanna join le. but the good thing is tat i had already narrowed my choices to 2, tennis or squash. just this two. nothing else le. haaa...
-pEiShi-
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hmmm... yesterday got like 4 hrs break. everyone is quite lost with the given time. do wat? go where? so in the end we decided to go beauty world to grab a bite. and after tat walk bac to school again to go library to rot. =X
well, made some frends. those wilber-so-called ah mo kias. haaaa... =X *bleah* got gladys (nice name rite??! haaa), xin yi, elaine, anita, nancy, xu zhen and winnie. haaa... they're nice ppl. hmmm... our class de chinese gurls like somehow divided into 2 grps le. =X one of the so-called grp is the above mentioned. den the other grp is jessica, jasmine, laura, yi xin+. actually, i tink my grp bigger. lolz~ dun mean to compare, but... you know you know? haaa... of cuz, there are oso some scattered de *wondering ghosts* haaaa... =X
hmmm... i dun really like the jessica lar... cuz she.. hmmm... looked so bitchy. so AA... so flirtatous. attention seeker sia. luckily orientation tat time i sit beside gladys instead of her. den the yi xin oso, one of the AAs. haaa.... the so-called follower of jessica. watever jessica do, she will follow. follow her AA, follow watever she does. but i quite like the jasmine lar. cuz she seemed so nice, so frendly. at least frendly enough to like smile and talk with us. haaaa....
wah~ cham le lar. 3rd day of school den liddat condemn and critise ppl. how to survive?? =X sure got alot of things happen in these 3 years de. *bleah*
ended a call with cheng han. talk for like 40+ mins bah... about schools, about zhang xian, about npcc and stuffs liddat.
hmmm... today choose sports for pe. den i wanted to choose tennis de. but only limited space, so bo bian, decided to join softball in the end. it's some kind of basball thingy de lar. actually wanted to join dancesport oso de. its those tango, cha cha tat kinda thing. haaaa... =X
hmmm... so now have to think which CCA i wanna join le. but the good thing is tat i had already narrowed my choices to 2, tennis or squash. just this two. nothing else le. haaa...
-pEiShi-
first dayy of school
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
hmmm... today is first day of sch... fun? interesting? hmmm... not really bah... cuz today starts at 3pm. supposed to have 2hrs of class de, but mrs Tan decided to end early. so school ends at 4.25pm. 35 mins earlier than expected. mrs Tan is a nice person. haaaa... really... she's humorous. and she teaches speech training today. (^_^) i like her~ haaaa....
well, start off with the day by watching *da chang jing* nice! haaa... yesterday daddy watched it with me in the late night. felt rather surprised tat he will watch with me. and he even know tat it's a popular show in taiwan. so my daddy is not outdated huh... haaaa... (^o^)
den saw the clock. about to be late for school le. so *chop chop* went to bathe le den *chop chop* again get my butt out of the house. but it started to rain when i was walking to the mrt station. but nvm, den reached le mrt station, i realised i forgot to bring my ez-link card out. so *chop chop* again bought a single trip ez-link cuz lazy to go bac to my house to take. i guess im having my short-term-memory again. lolz~
tot today was like disaster for me. but after talking wilber, he managed to convince me tat it's not tat bad afterall lar. always felt better after talking to him. haaa... thanz~ and still must thank him and chun yan who comforted and stayed by me througout the baby incident. thank-euuu!! and he's fine now outta hospital too. and he WILL live a healthy life. =)
on the way to bukit batok, saw a guy. actually he was rather nice-looking. i mean at least is those type i like de. haaa... but when he talked on the hp, wah~ =X hokkien all the way. den his laugh was like sooooooo horrendous. haaa... i was like (-_-|||) haaaa... kOng bu wOr~!!
and i bought a khaki today. going to wear tat tmr~ hmmm... i wun say really very nice lar, but at least better than when i wear jeans. lolz~ and a little baggy, so like those doing yoga de gurls? haaa... yeah... something like tat. but my bones are too stiff to do yoga, so tats why i like to eat yogurt in return!! haaa... *lame*
haaa... yesterday went to ECP with wilber, yan and minhui. hmmm... quite fun lar, nothing much to write about the ecp oso. just tat i finally ridden the bicycle tat i long wanted to. haaa.. but i am guilty for making minhui fall. cuz we were like holding hands when i bike and she skate. i was pulling her and over the hump, she couldnt balance. soooo.... *thump* she fell. =X sOrriE~
-pEiShi-
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well, start off with the day by watching *da chang jing* nice! haaa... yesterday daddy watched it with me in the late night. felt rather surprised tat he will watch with me. and he even know tat it's a popular show in taiwan. so my daddy is not outdated huh... haaaa... (^o^)
den saw the clock. about to be late for school le. so *chop chop* went to bathe le den *chop chop* again get my butt out of the house. but it started to rain when i was walking to the mrt station. but nvm, den reached le mrt station, i realised i forgot to bring my ez-link card out. so *chop chop* again bought a single trip ez-link cuz lazy to go bac to my house to take. i guess im having my short-term-memory again. lolz~
tot today was like disaster for me. but after talking wilber, he managed to convince me tat it's not tat bad afterall lar. always felt better after talking to him. haaa... thanz~ and still must thank him and chun yan who comforted and stayed by me througout the baby incident. thank-euuu!! and he's fine now outta hospital too. and he WILL live a healthy life. =)
on the way to bukit batok, saw a guy. actually he was rather nice-looking. i mean at least is those type i like de. haaa... but when he talked on the hp, wah~ =X hokkien all the way. den his laugh was like sooooooo horrendous. haaa... i was like (-_-|||) haaaa... kOng bu wOr~!!
and i bought a khaki today. going to wear tat tmr~ hmmm... i wun say really very nice lar, but at least better than when i wear jeans. lolz~ and a little baggy, so like those doing yoga de gurls? haaa... yeah... something like tat. but my bones are too stiff to do yoga, so tats why i like to eat yogurt in return!! haaa... *lame*
haaa... yesterday went to ECP with wilber, yan and minhui. hmmm... quite fun lar, nothing much to write about the ecp oso. just tat i finally ridden the bicycle tat i long wanted to. haaa.. but i am guilty for making minhui fall. cuz we were like holding hands when i bike and she skate. i was pulling her and over the hump, she couldnt balance. soooo.... *thump* she fell. =X sOrriE~
-pEiShi-
Sunday Monday Tuesday...
Sunday, May 22, 2005
hmmm... today is already Sunday le. and tmr is Monday, a public holiday tat is to be enjoyed. but... haiz~ actually tmr is supposed to have a outing for the few of us. but... big prob comes... no one seemed to like going. the guys left wilber only. den gurls only have me, chun yan and minhui... how to go? suan le. so tink have to cancel it.
haiz~ just wanted to like have the last outing before the few of us going to poly become very busy. but... suan le. its okiE. cuz we are actually not meant to go out together rite? just kinda disappointed. yeah, okie!! im really disappointed okie? just dun want to admit it only.
i missed the sea. i dun want to start school. i missed the sea. i dun want to start school. im just afraid of everything de dan xiao gui. coward!! =X haiz~ im so afraid tat the days of feeling low and helpless come again. i dun want those days. so negative, so pessimistic.
yEa, went back to m'sia today. went to see Brathen. haaa... he's okie now. can breathe on his own le. (^o^) heard from Gany jiE jiE tat he actually can be discharged today. but the senior doctor did not go for work. cuz today Vesak day and Sunday. watever... haaa... as long as he can be discharge from hospital can le. thank god.
went to play badminton the day before. and went to snowcity yesterday with EP. my body is like aching all over. hand pain, butt pain. okie lor. aching den can cancel the outing for tmr, since everyone dun want to go too... (x_x)
hmmm... missed the *ba Li Lian rEn* tat i've finished. especially Lee Dong-gun. haaa... so handsome. quite angry with cheng han. cuz he critise Dong-gun not handsome. i mean watever i put as my display picture, he will critise. esp guys. (x_x) im going to buy the soundtrack of *lOvErs in pAris* and of cuz, the vcds. but first, im going to buy *swEEt 18* - *xin niAng 18 shui* first. haaa.. cuz got Dong-gun. and going to watch *my bOyfrEnd blOOd type is B+* - *B xing nAn yOu*, cuz got him again, and Han Zhi Hui too. haaa~ actually *pu xin yang* oso not bad, but he 37 le. haaa...
listening to Avril Lavigne's Anything but Ordinary. very nice.
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive
Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident turbulent suculent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away
i dun want to be ordinary. not extra too. but... extra-ordinary? hmmm... maybe.... i need something to make me feel alive!! =X
-pEiShi-
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haiz~ just wanted to like have the last outing before the few of us going to poly become very busy. but... suan le. its okiE. cuz we are actually not meant to go out together rite? just kinda disappointed. yeah, okie!! im really disappointed okie? just dun want to admit it only.
i missed the sea. i dun want to start school. i missed the sea. i dun want to start school. im just afraid of everything de dan xiao gui. coward!! =X haiz~ im so afraid tat the days of feeling low and helpless come again. i dun want those days. so negative, so pessimistic.
yEa, went back to m'sia today. went to see Brathen. haaa... he's okie now. can breathe on his own le. (^o^) heard from Gany jiE jiE tat he actually can be discharged today. but the senior doctor did not go for work. cuz today Vesak day and Sunday. watever... haaa... as long as he can be discharge from hospital can le. thank god.
went to play badminton the day before. and went to snowcity yesterday with EP. my body is like aching all over. hand pain, butt pain. okie lor. aching den can cancel the outing for tmr, since everyone dun want to go too... (x_x)
hmmm... missed the *ba Li Lian rEn* tat i've finished. especially Lee Dong-gun. haaa... so handsome. quite angry with cheng han. cuz he critise Dong-gun not handsome. i mean watever i put as my display picture, he will critise. esp guys. (x_x) im going to buy the soundtrack of *lOvErs in pAris* and of cuz, the vcds. but first, im going to buy *swEEt 18* - *xin niAng 18 shui* first. haaa.. cuz got Dong-gun. and going to watch *my bOyfrEnd blOOd type is B+* - *B xing nAn yOu*, cuz got him again, and Han Zhi Hui too. haaa~ actually *pu xin yang* oso not bad, but he 37 le. haaa...
listening to Avril Lavigne's Anything but Ordinary. very nice.
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive
Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident turbulent suculent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away
i dun want to be ordinary. not extra too. but... extra-ordinary? hmmm... maybe.... i need something to make me feel alive!! =X
-pEiShi-
tiredd
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
hmmm... harlo. *kinda lame* haiz~ today i had a tiring day. went to my course orientation. yeh, the programme went smoothly, but i just dun find the mood to enjoy myself. and i dun feel like talking, esp after i receive an sms.
hmmm... im afraid tat i was late, so kinda wake up earlier for the day. brush teeth, bathed, dressed and everything, den went out of the house. reached np, couldnt find sock ruan. nah~ actually didnt bother to find oso. cuz like when i look at those ppl, all are girls. sianz~ imagine no guys! lolz~
after tat, waited for like 25mins or so, finally it's time to check our class and go into the LT le. oh yar, before i went in, im glad tat i saw around 5 guys. haaa... but actually there was 6. out of 190 ppl.!! lOlz~ and 2 of them were in my class. there was this guys, hmmm... first glance not bad lar. but went he came nearer... =X first impression is always the best. lOlz~
hmmm... into the LT le. nah~ just dun feel like describing anything about it. it's just terrible. cuz all of them like some sort of English speaking de. i could find non chinese speaking ppl. wat kinda shit is tat?? haiz~ and i know this gurl in my class which i stick to asked me to join her for lunch. so nice of her. =) with her grps of frends, all from fairfield de. and they were like talking about things from their school, and so i dun understand. and of cuz, i didnt talk much with them. btw, does all fairfield ppl talk very loudly?? =X
hmmm... dunring lunch saw yak wee. so long nv see him le. kinda miss him. haaa... he saw me first and i waved to him. he complained to me about the orientation of the course tat he's in. haaa... poor thing. and we exchanged hp numbers. kinda glad tat i met him. at least my day is not tat dull.
hmmm... actually nothing much. just feel bored during the orientation camp. the only happy thing is tat my class needs to loan a laptop from the school. and the best thing is... it's free! haaa... =X got free laptop to use le. *bleah*
so i received a msg from this idiotic person. dun wish to mention who it is. kinda stressed up when received the msg. nah~ tink is damn stressed up.
i-lin told me to call her. actually kinda tired and sick today le. dun wish to talk much. but... wat are frends for?? =)
-pEiShi-
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hmmm... im afraid tat i was late, so kinda wake up earlier for the day. brush teeth, bathed, dressed and everything, den went out of the house. reached np, couldnt find sock ruan. nah~ actually didnt bother to find oso. cuz like when i look at those ppl, all are girls. sianz~ imagine no guys! lolz~
after tat, waited for like 25mins or so, finally it's time to check our class and go into the LT le. oh yar, before i went in, im glad tat i saw around 5 guys. haaa... but actually there was 6. out of 190 ppl.!! lOlz~ and 2 of them were in my class. there was this guys, hmmm... first glance not bad lar. but went he came nearer... =X first impression is always the best. lOlz~
hmmm... into the LT le. nah~ just dun feel like describing anything about it. it's just terrible. cuz all of them like some sort of English speaking de. i could find non chinese speaking ppl. wat kinda shit is tat?? haiz~ and i know this gurl in my class which i stick to asked me to join her for lunch. so nice of her. =) with her grps of frends, all from fairfield de. and they were like talking about things from their school, and so i dun understand. and of cuz, i didnt talk much with them. btw, does all fairfield ppl talk very loudly?? =X
hmmm... dunring lunch saw yak wee. so long nv see him le. kinda miss him. haaa... he saw me first and i waved to him. he complained to me about the orientation of the course tat he's in. haaa... poor thing. and we exchanged hp numbers. kinda glad tat i met him. at least my day is not tat dull.
hmmm... actually nothing much. just feel bored during the orientation camp. the only happy thing is tat my class needs to loan a laptop from the school. and the best thing is... it's free! haaa... =X got free laptop to use le. *bleah*
so i received a msg from this idiotic person. dun wish to mention who it is. kinda stressed up when received the msg. nah~ tink is damn stressed up.
i-lin told me to call her. actually kinda tired and sick today le. dun wish to talk much. but... wat are frends for?? =)
-pEiShi-
boringg
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
hmmm... been feeling bored these few days. no one to go out with, no place to go. and no money to spend too. actually wanted to go play badminton de. cuz my elder brother wanna date me. lOlz~ but he cant make the time out these few days. =X so the only entertainment is my *bA Li Lian rEn* de vcd. haaa... and i've finished it le. and tat means i've been staying at home and sit infront of the tv in my room almost everyday. *blEah*
yesterday went to NP for the dunno wat international student seminar. yesh, dunno why am i considered an international student. and international student = foreign student. which... haaa.. i really am lar~ lOlz~ no one to go there with me. and i sat there alone for like 3 hrs? hmm... tats quite okiE too lar. den got lunch provided, but i run as fast as i could. stay there for wat? to make yourself feel lonely? lOlz~
after tat went to sunshine place to take my x-ray with my big goodie bag from np. den went to cck de library to return books. den went to buy lunch. haaa... usually i dun, but im hungry yesterday. haaa...
wOoOo~ yesterday slept at 3+ cuz watching *bA Li Lian rEn* its sooooooooo nice. think im going to buy the soundtrack. cuz yesterday try to download the soundtrack, but is those remix version. and i cant find the normal ones. (x_x)
suddenly received a msg in the middle of the night. the beep tone seemed defening comparing to the silent of the night. not very silent too lar. cuz watching vcd mar. haaa... but i still got a scare, cuz so late le still got ppl havent sleep meh? i tot im the only one left wide awake in this entire world. lOlz~ honestly, im so scared tat its kaiwei. haiz~ dunno wat the hell he wants. was watching vcd again tat afternoon. and i set away for msn. and he talked to me, but i din see it. when i saw it, he was like, "dun wan to talk to me? nvm." huh?? hello~ i set away!! cant you see? (>_<) really very pissed off with him. did he failed his english???!! and when the msg came, im so afraid tat its him. =X he has successfully injected fear into my life. but *heng ar* its wilber. lOlz~ worried for nothing. (^o^)
haiz~ whenever the house phone rings, im so scared. scared tat they called bac from m'sia and tell us there's a funeral. scared it will be like last time when my great granny past away like tat. ask us to go back and see her for the last time. but 5 mins later, they called to say its too late le. i dun want tat.!! somebody save the baby pls... at least show me there's still some miracles tat i can depend on to see hope in life.
-pEiShi-
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yesterday went to NP for the dunno wat international student seminar. yesh, dunno why am i considered an international student. and international student = foreign student. which... haaa.. i really am lar~ lOlz~ no one to go there with me. and i sat there alone for like 3 hrs? hmm... tats quite okiE too lar. den got lunch provided, but i run as fast as i could. stay there for wat? to make yourself feel lonely? lOlz~
after tat went to sunshine place to take my x-ray with my big goodie bag from np. den went to cck de library to return books. den went to buy lunch. haaa... usually i dun, but im hungry yesterday. haaa...
wOoOo~ yesterday slept at 3+ cuz watching *bA Li Lian rEn* its sooooooooo nice. think im going to buy the soundtrack. cuz yesterday try to download the soundtrack, but is those remix version. and i cant find the normal ones. (x_x)
suddenly received a msg in the middle of the night. the beep tone seemed defening comparing to the silent of the night. not very silent too lar. cuz watching vcd mar. haaa... but i still got a scare, cuz so late le still got ppl havent sleep meh? i tot im the only one left wide awake in this entire world. lOlz~ honestly, im so scared tat its kaiwei. haiz~ dunno wat the hell he wants. was watching vcd again tat afternoon. and i set away for msn. and he talked to me, but i din see it. when i saw it, he was like, "dun wan to talk to me? nvm." huh?? hello~ i set away!! cant you see? (>_<) really very pissed off with him. did he failed his english???!! and when the msg came, im so afraid tat its him. =X he has successfully injected fear into my life. but *heng ar* its wilber. lOlz~ worried for nothing. (^o^)
haiz~ whenever the house phone rings, im so scared. scared tat they called bac from m'sia and tell us there's a funeral. scared it will be like last time when my great granny past away like tat. ask us to go back and see her for the last time. but 5 mins later, they called to say its too late le. i dun want tat.!! somebody save the baby pls... at least show me there's still some miracles tat i can depend on to see hope in life.
-pEiShi-
Ep's swimming lesson...
Sunday, May 15, 2005
haaa... yesterday Ep got swimming lesson at bedok. so went to bedok swimming complex. me and minhui were actually late when we reached there. 3+?? hahaz~ the lesson is supposed to start at 2.45pm. and on the way there, wanted to let hua fang lompang us de, so waited with catherine. but in the end, didnt. cuz saw the two newbie, ernest and gui rong. decided to walk there with them, and *shun bian* teach them bad. *late is already late, so no need to rush anymore.* lolz~ sure kena scolded by yin hong if let her hear this de. (x_x) haaa...
so yesterday Ep is having swimming lesson. as usual, i din go into the pool. haaa.. out of so many swimming lessons, i din go down even once. but!! today wasnt a planned one, cuz my *big auntie* came to visit me. so bo bian too. haaaa... (^_^)v
yesterday Adeline throw a little tantrum. she dun wat to go down into the pool. heard from hui ngee tat whenever she's wearing a new swimming suit, she would refuse to go down into the pool. so we tried pulling her into the pool, but she will resist greatly. *bleah* and whenever hui ngee go near her, she will sit further away from the pool. hahaaa... (x_x) and she almost pull minhui and xing zhen into the adult pool. (o_o) haaaa....
hmmm... saw wei sheng there. haaa... of cuz is to bring wei zhi there to swim lor. but today wei zhi... hmm... seems kinda high. haaa... and charles cant control him. in the end, hua fang have to abondon joel to teach wei zhi. hmmm... saw yin hong talking to wei sheng. tink is about the volunteering thing. haa... he bluff us. he told us tat he is interested in volunteering but till now still havent see him helping. lOlz~ but tink he's really a good brother lar. although sometimes see him scold wei zhi, but still can see tat he cares for him. if not, he wun let wei zhi take up his time to bring him to Ep le.
so the lesson finally end le. after boon hao (5 yrs old) had finish bathing le, gave him a small packet of milo to drink. but he wanted to eat tibits. =X cannot. too bad. lolz~ so minhui gave him some oreo to eat. and i gave him another small packet of milo which he cant finish. lOlz~
after his meal, we played some silly little games while waiting for ms wong who is going to tutor him. and he's really looking forward to going to Ms Wong's house. haaa... we played rock-a-bye. haaaa... gotta learn the full lyrics cuz boon hao knows it but i dun!! lOlz~ and so.... we played the game tat i am carrying and hugging him. and whenever i sing, he have the pretend tat he's sleeping soundly (tats a good way to stop him from screaming). and we had so much fun! he's such a dear! (^o^)v and tink it's becuz of this, charles approached us and asked us to become the ACID (annual camp for intellectually disabled) grp leaders. xD
hmmm... on the way back, mh, me, ernest and gui rong did the craziest thing!! haaa... guess wat? we bought a 2 litre de chocolate n nuts ice-cream from giant at bedok, and sat outside KFC and finish it. haaa... crazy rite? lolz~ and we did finish the 2 litre of ice-cream okiE?! haaa.. (^o^)v
hmmm... i dun really like the ernest. feel tat he's kinda... hmmm... noisy, *da nan ren zhu yi*. i mean have a little of *da nan ren zhu yi* is not tat bad.... but too much is bad. =X the only good thing is tat he clicks with minhui... haaa... den tat way i dun really have to talk to him le mar. lOlz~ im bad huh?? haaa... =X
today entry is kinda long le. haa... havent finish writing too. mayb finish it in another blog bah. lOlz~
-pEiShi-
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so yesterday Ep is having swimming lesson. as usual, i din go into the pool. haaa.. out of so many swimming lessons, i din go down even once. but!! today wasnt a planned one, cuz my *big auntie* came to visit me. so bo bian too. haaaa... (^_^)v
yesterday Adeline throw a little tantrum. she dun wat to go down into the pool. heard from hui ngee tat whenever she's wearing a new swimming suit, she would refuse to go down into the pool. so we tried pulling her into the pool, but she will resist greatly. *bleah* and whenever hui ngee go near her, she will sit further away from the pool. hahaaa... (x_x) and she almost pull minhui and xing zhen into the adult pool. (o_o) haaaa....
hmmm... saw wei sheng there. haaa... of cuz is to bring wei zhi there to swim lor. but today wei zhi... hmm... seems kinda high. haaa... and charles cant control him. in the end, hua fang have to abondon joel to teach wei zhi. hmmm... saw yin hong talking to wei sheng. tink is about the volunteering thing. haa... he bluff us. he told us tat he is interested in volunteering but till now still havent see him helping. lOlz~ but tink he's really a good brother lar. although sometimes see him scold wei zhi, but still can see tat he cares for him. if not, he wun let wei zhi take up his time to bring him to Ep le.
so the lesson finally end le. after boon hao (5 yrs old) had finish bathing le, gave him a small packet of milo to drink. but he wanted to eat tibits. =X cannot. too bad. lolz~ so minhui gave him some oreo to eat. and i gave him another small packet of milo which he cant finish. lOlz~
after his meal, we played some silly little games while waiting for ms wong who is going to tutor him. and he's really looking forward to going to Ms Wong's house. haaa... we played rock-a-bye. haaaa... gotta learn the full lyrics cuz boon hao knows it but i dun!! lOlz~ and so.... we played the game tat i am carrying and hugging him. and whenever i sing, he have the pretend tat he's sleeping soundly (tats a good way to stop him from screaming). and we had so much fun! he's such a dear! (^o^)v and tink it's becuz of this, charles approached us and asked us to become the ACID (annual camp for intellectually disabled) grp leaders. xD
hmmm... on the way back, mh, me, ernest and gui rong did the craziest thing!! haaa... guess wat? we bought a 2 litre de chocolate n nuts ice-cream from giant at bedok, and sat outside KFC and finish it. haaa... crazy rite? lolz~ and we did finish the 2 litre of ice-cream okiE?! haaa.. (^o^)v
hmmm... i dun really like the ernest. feel tat he's kinda... hmmm... noisy, *da nan ren zhu yi*. i mean have a little of *da nan ren zhu yi* is not tat bad.... but too much is bad. =X the only good thing is tat he clicks with minhui... haaa... den tat way i dun really have to talk to him le mar. lOlz~ im bad huh?? haaa... =X
today entry is kinda long le. haa... havent finish writing too. mayb finish it in another blog bah. lOlz~
-pEiShi-
movie!
Friday, May 13, 2005
mOviE~!! haaa... just came back after the movie. hmmm... one word... hmmm... no... is two words to describe it. *damn gross*... really... haaa... so *er xin*~ all the bloody bloody sence. *blEah* made me want to leave the theatre halfway. lOlz~ but tat guys was handsome. my chad murray~ haaaa.... he's mine okiE??!! dun try to steal! lolz~ and the female lead is soooo beautiful!! her face... so smooth. (^_<) did i mention wat movie i watch?? lolz~ its *hOusE Of wAx* *bleah* xp
when we went to buy tickets, the ticket seller dun believe tat me n chun yan are above 16 le. cuz tat show is NC16 mar. we had to show our i/c. n our miss yan forget to bring. lolz~ had to go back to yew tee to get it. dun we look like 16?? we are 5 mths to 17 only!! gosh~!! (x_x)
got soon nih's msg again before everyone reached. she said Gany jiE jiE was crying alone. she's such a poor thing. although i didnt really like her sharp tongue, but, she's my *shEn shEn* afterall. and den yan came. haiz~ i nearly break down into tears. and tat stupid yan keep looking at me. so paiseh~ haaa... *didnt mean to call you stupid... =P*
wOo~ mr wilbEr was real late today. we meet 6.15pm at choa chu kang control station. but he only reached at tink 7.05pm? yEa~ tink so. wasnt good in remembering figures. haaa.... anyway, actually wanted to eat dinner de. but he came so late and yan gotta go bac to take her i/c, so we didnt eat in the end. so... i didnt ate breakfast, plus lunch, plus dinner today. except for a hotdog burgur, which i didnt even finish. haaa...
so went to kfc, aries n mCdonald after the movie. and to find wilber's frend, in a cart shop. lolz~ saw baoxin n liLian. *blEah* from her face, can tell tat she tot me n wilber..... cuz me walking with him, and chun yan walking behind us. =X *bleah bleah bleah and more bleah* haaaa.... =X smilEz~!!
-pEiShi-
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when we went to buy tickets, the ticket seller dun believe tat me n chun yan are above 16 le. cuz tat show is NC16 mar. we had to show our i/c. n our miss yan forget to bring. lolz~ had to go back to yew tee to get it. dun we look like 16?? we are 5 mths to 17 only!! gosh~!! (x_x)
got soon nih's msg again before everyone reached. she said Gany jiE jiE was crying alone. she's such a poor thing. although i didnt really like her sharp tongue, but, she's my *shEn shEn* afterall. and den yan came. haiz~ i nearly break down into tears. and tat stupid yan keep looking at me. so paiseh~ haaa... *didnt mean to call you stupid... =P*
wOo~ mr wilbEr was real late today. we meet 6.15pm at choa chu kang control station. but he only reached at tink 7.05pm? yEa~ tink so. wasnt good in remembering figures. haaa.... anyway, actually wanted to eat dinner de. but he came so late and yan gotta go bac to take her i/c, so we didnt eat in the end. so... i didnt ate breakfast, plus lunch, plus dinner today. except for a hotdog burgur, which i didnt even finish. haaa...
so went to kfc, aries n mCdonald after the movie. and to find wilber's frend, in a cart shop. lolz~ saw baoxin n liLian. *blEah* from her face, can tell tat she tot me n wilber..... cuz me walking with him, and chun yan walking behind us. =X *bleah bleah bleah and more bleah* haaaa.... =X smilEz~!!
-pEiShi-
gOd blEss brathEn...
just now soon nih msg to me again. she went to hospital to see the baby again. she said the baby had alot of tubes all over his little body. haiz~ i just sent a msg to Gany jie jie. hmmm... actually i should call her *shEn shEn* lE, but i still cant change. >_< the msg is to *jia yOu* for Gany jie jie de. really hope god will bless this child.
-pEiShi-
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-pEiShi-
trOublE~
hmmm... just not really feeling well today. cuz last night dad and didi quaralled. i was watching my tv alone in the living room. den they started... haiz~ dun wish to talk about tat. and last night, when i was about to sleep, soon nih msg me. she said tat Brathen, who was just born the day before, was in the ICU. heard from Gany jie jie told her tat he might be having lung infection. really dunno wats happening. still waiting for test result. and soon nih and i encourage each other, and assure the both of us tat nothing is going to happen to him. hmmm... at least tats wat i hope so.
-pEiShi-
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-pEiShi-
awww~!!
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
awwww~!!! it hurts so much ya know? haaa... went for my medical checkup today. for height n weight, blood test and x-ray. wah~ @#%$# the blood test super duper painful. *sObz* when i saw the needles i almost fainted. (x_x) cuz it's like 2.5-3 inches long. nxt, the doctor say my blood vessel too small, cannot find it. and im soooooo scared tat he will poke the wrong place. after tat, he took such a long time to draw my blood tat i almost wanted sleep le. *bleah* at the instant tat he pulled out the needle, =X can really faint le. and the doc say those who have small blood vessels de will easily blue-black. lolz~ and i did have it after the poke. i felt tat my hand is not mine after the checkup. *bleah* and thanz to yan, she helped me to carry my things cuz i cant carry heavy things for the nxt 2+ hrs. thank-euu~!
so basically, went to checkup today. bloodtest at choa chu kang, the dunno wat sunshine place. near yan's pri sch. *bleah* and the x-ray at jurong east. den after tat, went back to cck again to library. so guai rite?? haa... of cuz lar~ me n yan are good gurl mar~ go library borrow boys. (so paiseh, wanted to type books, den dunno why become boys. (x_x) decided to keep it cuz funny. haaa...) lolz~ we went to borrow BOYS in the library wor~ lolz~ *bleah* and im looking for a book call "a thousand cranes" super nice book. about a gurl affected by the radiation in hiroshima during the world war 2 after the famous bombing of the hiroshima and yamasaki. very touching. but couldnt find it. =X read it before, but forgot borrowed it from who le. *bleah*
anyway, reach home le sooooo tired. wanted to slp. but my mummy asked me to eat first. so i eat lor. ytd sleep at 2, cuz watch tv mar. and woke up 10 in the morning. n ms chun yan slp at 11, wake up at the same time as me. (-_-") to yan: i did not slp late just becuz i chat in msn okie?! she always tot i am chatting with my prince charming till very late. haa... lolz~ today goona sleep earlier, and wake up earlier too~!! haaa...
sianz~ im having a dunno wat foreign students seminar on 16th may and a dunno wat freshman orientation programme on 18th may. =X haiz~ am i have totally forgotten about the seminar tat i have to attend on tmr. argh~!! 3 seminars in total.
-pEiShi-
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so basically, went to checkup today. bloodtest at choa chu kang, the dunno wat sunshine place. near yan's pri sch. *bleah* and the x-ray at jurong east. den after tat, went back to cck again to library. so guai rite?? haa... of cuz lar~ me n yan are good gurl mar~ go library borrow boys. (so paiseh, wanted to type books, den dunno why become boys. (x_x) decided to keep it cuz funny. haaa...) lolz~ we went to borrow BOYS in the library wor~ lolz~ *bleah* and im looking for a book call "a thousand cranes" super nice book. about a gurl affected by the radiation in hiroshima during the world war 2 after the famous bombing of the hiroshima and yamasaki. very touching. but couldnt find it. =X read it before, but forgot borrowed it from who le. *bleah*
anyway, reach home le sooooo tired. wanted to slp. but my mummy asked me to eat first. so i eat lor. ytd sleep at 2, cuz watch tv mar. and woke up 10 in the morning. n ms chun yan slp at 11, wake up at the same time as me. (-_-") to yan: i did not slp late just becuz i chat in msn okie?! she always tot i am chatting with my prince charming till very late. haa... lolz~ today goona sleep earlier, and wake up earlier too~!! haaa...
sianz~ im having a dunno wat foreign students seminar on 16th may and a dunno wat freshman orientation programme on 18th may. =X haiz~ am i have totally forgotten about the seminar tat i have to attend on tmr. argh~!! 3 seminars in total.
-pEiShi-
lost bOys~
hmmm... today's entry is about 2 poor boy. the poor as in not tat kinda poor.. you know... no $$$... but is the *kE liAn* dE poor. heez~ hmmm... they mummy shut them from the house. actually is their fault oso lar. cuz who ask them to steal their money, and they stole tink more than $100 from their mummy. =X and guess wat? they're only 12 yrs old and the other one is like pri 4, how old only?? aiyo~ why steal?? den my mummy gave them water to drink, cuz they already stayed outside their house and sleep on the stairs for the whole nite le. without food and drinks. and their lips like already cracked. they are having exams today, but didnt go to sch~ =X
hmmm... so its their punishment. others can do nothing to help. =S
hmmm... going to do a health check tmr, chun yan acc me. haa... thanz le~ and she asked alot of time who i missed.. but i just didnt tell her... wuahahahaa... it's my secret... hahaaa...
hmmm.... nothing much to do everyday. peimin asked me to go out, but i didnt. haa... =X prepared my own lunch today, loaf dip sauce. lolz~ nicey~!
-pEiShi-
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hmmm... so its their punishment. others can do nothing to help. =S
hmmm... going to do a health check tmr, chun yan acc me. haa... thanz le~ and she asked alot of time who i missed.. but i just didnt tell her... wuahahahaa... it's my secret... hahaaa...
hmmm.... nothing much to do everyday. peimin asked me to go out, but i didnt. haa... =X prepared my own lunch today, loaf dip sauce. lolz~ nicey~!
-pEiShi-
yEa~ back~
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
yEa~ im back. lolz~ from m'sia. haa... went for 3 days, till today den come back de. went there, finally ate the duck rice i've missed so muchhh!!! haaa... finally get to eat it le. so delicioussss! hehee... den went to aunt's hse. haa... i did the craziest things tat i done back there. went to eat dessert, 3 big bowls with my biao mEi~!! haa... so shiok~ haaa... but in the end... too full le... feel like vomitting... den when to play badminton. lolz~
hmmm... basically, slpt like more than 12 hrs everyday, and havent plus naps in the afternoon. haa.. almost become a pig le. and i was like... hmmm... really hungry 1/2 hr after my meals. everyone was like... =S so fast? again? =X so i guess chun yan and i are a pair. lolz~ hmmm... actually nothing much to write too lar... did quite alot of things there. went to *ming gE chan ting* to listen to song. got approached when i went playground. lolz~ stupid guys... =X
anyway, now back in Singapore le... so sianz~
hEy~!!! i havent tell anyone about the letter huh?? haa... it totally slipped outta my mind le!! haa... so got to go checkup, can ask chun yan along. haa... but heard tat her mum didnt really allow her to go out these fews days, so... hmmm... we shall see...
haiz~ actually intended to stay for another few days before i come back de. but.. =X have been missing someone. so *chop chop* come back. =X"
sigh~ i-lin is feeling down these few days... hmmm... maybe not only these few days, but for a long time le. haiz~ how can i help her?? im really worried about it.
i wanna watch house of wax. but tink chun yan watching with jing xiang or whoever. hmmm... gotta ask her and wilber again and see how. not forgetting about others. haaa...
-pEiShi-
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haa... copied this from frendster. so true for mE... lOlz~
"dO yOu miss mE? cuz i miss yOu." wuahahahaaa... cannot ask in his face, den ask here lor... lalalalalaa~ =X
-pEiShi-
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hmmm... basically, slpt like more than 12 hrs everyday, and havent plus naps in the afternoon. haa.. almost become a pig le. and i was like... hmmm... really hungry 1/2 hr after my meals. everyone was like... =S so fast? again? =X so i guess chun yan and i are a pair. lolz~ hmmm... actually nothing much to write too lar... did quite alot of things there. went to *ming gE chan ting* to listen to song. got approached when i went playground. lolz~ stupid guys... =X
anyway, now back in Singapore le... so sianz~
hEy~!!! i havent tell anyone about the letter huh?? haa... it totally slipped outta my mind le!! haa... so got to go checkup, can ask chun yan along. haa... but heard tat her mum didnt really allow her to go out these fews days, so... hmmm... we shall see...
haiz~ actually intended to stay for another few days before i come back de. but.. =X have been missing someone. so *chop chop* come back. =X"
sigh~ i-lin is feeling down these few days... hmmm... maybe not only these few days, but for a long time le. haiz~ how can i help her?? im really worried about it.
i wanna watch house of wax. but tink chun yan watching with jing xiang or whoever. hmmm... gotta ask her and wilber again and see how. not forgetting about others. haaa...
-pEiShi-
i missshh youu..
Saturday, May 07, 2005
Have you ever missed someone and felt terrible
because you think that he/she doesn't miss you?
Missing someone is a terrible but at the same
time, sweet feeling.
You will be sitting around wondering if you meant
anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about you.
Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's
him/her.
Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will
surprise you by appearing downstairs.
Sitting in front of the television but thinking of
him,
missing the final episode of your favourite show.
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time you
were out together.
Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars
again, talking about everything, your dreams,
plans, future.
Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her
online.
When you realise that he/she isn't online and did
not return your page, you will start worrying if
he/she is okay.
Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes you to loneliness.
It teaches you how to cope with being lonely and
let you know that there is actually a feeling known
as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
You know that you really care and you indulge in
the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is
feeling the same is terrible.
You feel as if you are being left alone.
So if you miss someone, tell him/her and let them
know.
At the same time, ask if they miss you.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone become
jealousy or paranoia.
If you are the one being missed and you know it,
let the other party know.
if you miss him/her too, tell them. Don't let them
wait.
because you think that he/she doesn't miss you?
Missing someone is a terrible but at the same
time, sweet feeling.
You will be sitting around wondering if you meant
anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about you.
Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's
him/her.
Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will
surprise you by appearing downstairs.
Sitting in front of the television but thinking of
him,
missing the final episode of your favourite show.
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time you
were out together.
Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars
again, talking about everything, your dreams,
plans, future.
Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her
online.
When you realise that he/she isn't online and did
not return your page, you will start worrying if
he/she is okay.
Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes you to loneliness.
It teaches you how to cope with being lonely and
let you know that there is actually a feeling known
as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
You know that you really care and you indulge in
the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is
feeling the same is terrible.
You feel as if you are being left alone.
So if you miss someone, tell him/her and let them
know.
At the same time, ask if they miss you.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone become
jealousy or paranoia.
If you are the one being missed and you know it,
let the other party know.
if you miss him/her too, tell them. Don't let them
wait.
haa... copied this from frendster. so true for mE... lOlz~
"dO yOu miss mE? cuz i miss yOu." wuahahahaaa... cannot ask in his face, den ask here lor... lalalalalaa~ =X
-pEiShi-
im sick
Friday, May 06, 2005
OkiE~ so im sicked. physically ill. =X not very serious. just with some flu, some fever and some sore throat. i might not talk for the nxt few days. lolz~ just kiddin. xP how can i not talk?? lOlz~
yEa~ tmr finally going for a movie le. been waiting for this day for very long. lOlz~ going to watch divergence - *san cha kOu* lOlz~ wu yan zhu so handsome~!!! haaa... esp in the house of fury... act as ah jiao's admirer. lOlz~ and being a spy worker. haa... guess tat time watch house of fury, i keep making noise to show tat he's handsome. haaa~!! but really okiE~ he's so handsome. heheee.... xP haa... yEa~ wanna watch *are we there yet?* and rebOund*... lOlz~ yEa~!!!
today went to lot 1 with yan. went to the library first. borrow some books. *tis shows tat me n yan got culture one okiE?!! haaa...* anyway... went to eat kfc. but cannot like eveyday eat le nv go exercise mar. so suggested to yan tat we'll go workout. lOlz~ go jogging... and stuffs like tat. haaa... =P and today we actually found a joke about *laO zi* dE... lOlz~ nxt time tell you~ haaa... really funny. no matter how many time we said, we laughed like mad.. haaa... (^_<)
yEa~ today walk till halfway.. haaa... actually is about to end le lar... den feel really very sick. i always get those signals tat i know im about to sick le. amazing rite?? lOlz~ so today went home, got slight flu++ xP wat?? i dun look sick?? lOlz~ finE~!
hee.. not going to Ep this week. cuz going back to m'sia to celebrate mummy's day. lOlz~
*bleah* not going to write much. so byeeeeee~ kEkEx... (^_^)
-pEiShi-
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yEa~ tmr finally going for a movie le. been waiting for this day for very long. lOlz~ going to watch divergence - *san cha kOu* lOlz~ wu yan zhu so handsome~!!! haaa... esp in the house of fury... act as ah jiao's admirer. lOlz~ and being a spy worker. haa... guess tat time watch house of fury, i keep making noise to show tat he's handsome. haaa~!! but really okiE~ he's so handsome. heheee.... xP haa... yEa~ wanna watch *are we there yet?* and rebOund*... lOlz~ yEa~!!!
today went to lot 1 with yan. went to the library first. borrow some books. *tis shows tat me n yan got culture one okiE?!! haaa...* anyway... went to eat kfc. but cannot like eveyday eat le nv go exercise mar. so suggested to yan tat we'll go workout. lOlz~ go jogging... and stuffs like tat. haaa... =P and today we actually found a joke about *laO zi* dE... lOlz~ nxt time tell you~ haaa... really funny. no matter how many time we said, we laughed like mad.. haaa... (^_<)
yEa~ today walk till halfway.. haaa... actually is about to end le lar... den feel really very sick. i always get those signals tat i know im about to sick le. amazing rite?? lOlz~ so today went home, got slight flu++ xP wat?? i dun look sick?? lOlz~ finE~!
hee.. not going to Ep this week. cuz going back to m'sia to celebrate mummy's day. lOlz~
*bleah* not going to write much. so byeeeeee~ kEkEx... (^_^)
-pEiShi-
yEaaa~!!!
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
yea!!! i so smart. lolz~ did my archives all by myself. i mean although alot of ppl will be able to do this without any help, just as easy as 'ABC', but for me... =X pls rem tat im a computer idiot! lolz~ yEsh~! haaaa... so proud of myself.
hmmm... yesterday went to causeway point with Junrui. long time nv see my mei le. haa... she become like a little *ba-ba* de... i mean for her face lar~ haaa... still so cute as ever. lolz~ actually intended to meet her like 5+ 6 de. go her house eat dinner, but drag drag drag, till quite late de. so nv go her house in the end. =X so last night nv eat lor. which is like, hmmm... a VERY VERY stupid thing to do when i have gastric. and i forgot all about it! but i ate pizza hut with my parents and di-di for lunch!! =) haiz~ last night was like, pain until im sweating all over. and yet cant find anything to eat. the other part is like lazy lar~ lolz~ so nv go find oso. in the end, kena scolded by cheng han. so bo bian, have to go search for something to eat. in the end found a pathetic packet of biscuit. lolz~ luckily cheng han somehow forced me to go find something to eat, if not tink i'll be found dead in my hse this morning. lolz~ just kiddin. haaa... anyway, last night was like the worst gastric i had ever. =X dun really have strength le, but still go online. lolz~
yea~ and i was talking about going to cwp. lolz~ found out tat i keep side-tracking. talking about other things. =X yeah~ was onlining b4 meeting Junrui. so im late. lolz~ and my mummy was like asking alot of things. am i going out with my bf in the middle of the night?? lolz~ tat was like 7+ only lor. haaa... in the middle of the night?? lolz~ she dun have time concept de. lolz~ so finally can escape out of the hse. nah~ not tat i didnt like my hse okie?? just tat i want to go out and take a walk, feeling low. after chatting in the msn about a serious topic. gotta run away from the reality. so *whOshhh* running le. haaa... *lamE* (^o^)
see... i side-track again. dOtz~
anyway, finally the bus came after i had waited for ard 15 mins, and i was late again. =X lolz~ everytime meet Junrui i'll be the one who is late. =x sOrriE~ (x_x)" so anyway, we went walking in cwp lor. went to see my shorts first. actually i din know wat color i want to buy, blue or pink. but i got a blue one de le, so decided to buy the pink one. lolz~ went to giodarno. they r having a 30% sale for all bottoms. *tempting man!* (^o^) lolz~ i like giodarno. calculating how much tops i have from giodarno... 8 shirts!! lolz~ was tinking to buy another 1 or 2 giodarno tops again. lolz~ =X but in the end nv buy. cuz tot of $$. my mummy very bad leh. she said i have to use my money from now on. i mean till i start sch lar~ with the 400 bucks?? =X yesterday i already spent like 50 bucks on a skirt and shorts le leh. haiz~ must control le.
yea~!! so i mentioned i bought a skirt too!! haa.. from samuel & kelvin (S & K) de. the M size is too big for me. lolz~ so took the S one. wow... their clothes were like... hee... nice!! haaa... actually wanted to buy a top from S & K de. but... =X must control you know?!! lolz~ actually didnt really intend to buy the skirt too. just wanted to tryout, cuz quite like the design of the skirt. but Junrui say it's nice and suits me. *dOubting* (*_*) lolz~ after much consideration... lolz~ actually not much oso lar, cuz kena psycho by Junrui, den i buy lor. =) den we were talking about skirts. haa... got a plaided jeans skirt, but i didnt wear out. except for the only time, which was new year. so kena scolded by her. =X lolz~ cuz it's rather short, and i dun really like to wear tat. cuz you know why de lar. lolz~ =X mayb nxt time wear for her to see. lolz~ (^-^)v
den reach home at ard 11. everyone slp le except for my elder brother. cuz he talking to his gf over the phone mar. (o_o") and everytime when i buy any clothes, i will definately wear to let him see, which i might not even wear for my mummy to see. lolz~ tats the trend. dunno why. and he said its nice! haa... =X den went bathing, cuz really too warm le. the hair only dried at ard 2+ and only den, i can slp. if i slp with my hair wet, sure get scolded by mummy n brother one. =X *taO yan* lolz~ and if you ask me why i dun use hair-dryer?? cuz... i hate using hair dryer!! lolz~ cuz i dunno how to dry the back of my head mar. cannot see. how to dry?? (x_x)
hmmm... have to pangseh chunyan for the mp3 le. sOrriE~ cuz my mummy dun allow me to buy. =X *sad* haiz~ see how first lor. my dad is easy with tat, just have to go thru' my mummy le. =X
lalalalaa~~ my mummy keep emphasizing tat i have small eyes. #@^2#!^ who's fault?? lolz~ she give birth to me one mar. so is not my fault le. haaa... just hope my children wun have small eyes can le. lolz~ *tink too much* =X
gotta go open the letter-box to see if got the np letter anot le. =X haiz~ so scared!
-pEiShi-
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hmmm... yesterday went to causeway point with Junrui. long time nv see my mei le. haa... she become like a little *ba-ba* de... i mean for her face lar~ haaa... still so cute as ever. lolz~ actually intended to meet her like 5+ 6 de. go her house eat dinner, but drag drag drag, till quite late de. so nv go her house in the end. =X so last night nv eat lor. which is like, hmmm... a VERY VERY stupid thing to do when i have gastric. and i forgot all about it! but i ate pizza hut with my parents and di-di for lunch!! =) haiz~ last night was like, pain until im sweating all over. and yet cant find anything to eat. the other part is like lazy lar~ lolz~ so nv go find oso. in the end, kena scolded by cheng han. so bo bian, have to go search for something to eat. in the end found a pathetic packet of biscuit. lolz~ luckily cheng han somehow forced me to go find something to eat, if not tink i'll be found dead in my hse this morning. lolz~ just kiddin. haaa... anyway, last night was like the worst gastric i had ever. =X dun really have strength le, but still go online. lolz~
yea~ and i was talking about going to cwp. lolz~ found out tat i keep side-tracking. talking about other things. =X yeah~ was onlining b4 meeting Junrui. so im late. lolz~ and my mummy was like asking alot of things. am i going out with my bf in the middle of the night?? lolz~ tat was like 7+ only lor. haaa... in the middle of the night?? lolz~ she dun have time concept de. lolz~ so finally can escape out of the hse. nah~ not tat i didnt like my hse okie?? just tat i want to go out and take a walk, feeling low. after chatting in the msn about a serious topic. gotta run away from the reality. so *whOshhh* running le. haaa... *lamE* (^o^)
see... i side-track again. dOtz~
anyway, finally the bus came after i had waited for ard 15 mins, and i was late again. =X lolz~ everytime meet Junrui i'll be the one who is late. =x sOrriE~ (x_x)" so anyway, we went walking in cwp lor. went to see my shorts first. actually i din know wat color i want to buy, blue or pink. but i got a blue one de le, so decided to buy the pink one. lolz~ went to giodarno. they r having a 30% sale for all bottoms. *tempting man!* (^o^) lolz~ i like giodarno. calculating how much tops i have from giodarno... 8 shirts!! lolz~ was tinking to buy another 1 or 2 giodarno tops again. lolz~ =X but in the end nv buy. cuz tot of $$. my mummy very bad leh. she said i have to use my money from now on. i mean till i start sch lar~ with the 400 bucks?? =X yesterday i already spent like 50 bucks on a skirt and shorts le leh. haiz~ must control le.
yea~!! so i mentioned i bought a skirt too!! haa.. from samuel & kelvin (S & K) de. the M size is too big for me. lolz~ so took the S one. wow... their clothes were like... hee... nice!! haaa... actually wanted to buy a top from S & K de. but... =X must control you know?!! lolz~ actually didnt really intend to buy the skirt too. just wanted to tryout, cuz quite like the design of the skirt. but Junrui say it's nice and suits me. *dOubting* (*_*) lolz~ after much consideration... lolz~ actually not much oso lar, cuz kena psycho by Junrui, den i buy lor. =) den we were talking about skirts. haa... got a plaided jeans skirt, but i didnt wear out. except for the only time, which was new year. so kena scolded by her. =X lolz~ cuz it's rather short, and i dun really like to wear tat. cuz you know why de lar. lolz~ =X mayb nxt time wear for her to see. lolz~ (^-^)v
den reach home at ard 11. everyone slp le except for my elder brother. cuz he talking to his gf over the phone mar. (o_o") and everytime when i buy any clothes, i will definately wear to let him see, which i might not even wear for my mummy to see. lolz~ tats the trend. dunno why. and he said its nice! haa... =X den went bathing, cuz really too warm le. the hair only dried at ard 2+ and only den, i can slp. if i slp with my hair wet, sure get scolded by mummy n brother one. =X *taO yan* lolz~ and if you ask me why i dun use hair-dryer?? cuz... i hate using hair dryer!! lolz~ cuz i dunno how to dry the back of my head mar. cannot see. how to dry?? (x_x)
hmmm... have to pangseh chunyan for the mp3 le. sOrriE~ cuz my mummy dun allow me to buy. =X *sad* haiz~ see how first lor. my dad is easy with tat, just have to go thru' my mummy le. =X
lalalalaa~~ my mummy keep emphasizing tat i have small eyes. #@^2#!^ who's fault?? lolz~ she give birth to me one mar. so is not my fault le. haaa... just hope my children wun have small eyes can le. lolz~ *tink too much* =X
gotta go open the letter-box to see if got the np letter anot le. =X haiz~ so scared!
-pEiShi-
i woonderrrrr
wEll... i wonder i wonder... yesterday i was talking to minhui after the Ep retreat when we were returning home. the retreat ended like about 7... and start at 1. but we only reached at 1.30pm cuz i got the time screwed up. sOrriE ppl!!! =X and they were like calling us up. but we din hear anything. so... =X *erp*
basically, the whole Ep retreat ar... not bad lar... just kinda feel like falling asleep from time to time. haaa... but think the speech therapy not bad, and learnt about things like some stuff for intellectually disabled like it occurs in 3 stages, before birth e.g malnutritious, hereditary stuffs. den during birth and after birth like brain damage due to shaken after birth. sounds professional huh?? lolz~ so be careful with babies!! haaa... and we planned for the program for the future Ep lor... not enuff time!!!! den they actually wanted to go eat le dinner den go sing KTV de. but me n minhui cant. so... =X
anyway... back to wat im talking about. we were somehow commenting about love. lolz~ haiz~ den i was tinking this for very long. so i asked minhui, izzit tat ppl date and be together becuz they already understand each other, and want to be together. or izzit they didnt really understand one another, but fond of each other?? and want to *tryout*??
yEa~ basically ish like dis le... haa.... anyone have the answer. tell me okie?? thank-euuu!!! =)
wuahahaaaa... and anyway, i finally found the song i have been looking for these past 2 yrs!!! wOOOO~ and being dumb, i didnt know it was in my computer all the while!!!! lolz~ (^_<)v and just now listened to *liAn rEn wEi man* sOOOO nicE!! and sending it to wilbEr now. haaa...
and borrowed *bA li liAn rEn* from minhui's cousin. lolz~ cuz now no work le. slacking at home. so bo bian. have to find some entertainment for myself. lolz~ haaaa...
haiz~ read my younger brother's blog. feels tat we are both very stupid. esp in love. and im getting tired le bah. dun wish to wait anymore.
-pEiShi-
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basically, the whole Ep retreat ar... not bad lar... just kinda feel like falling asleep from time to time. haaa... but think the speech therapy not bad, and learnt about things like some stuff for intellectually disabled like it occurs in 3 stages, before birth e.g malnutritious, hereditary stuffs. den during birth and after birth like brain damage due to shaken after birth. sounds professional huh?? lolz~ so be careful with babies!! haaa... and we planned for the program for the future Ep lor... not enuff time!!!! den they actually wanted to go eat le dinner den go sing KTV de. but me n minhui cant. so... =X
anyway... back to wat im talking about. we were somehow commenting about love. lolz~ haiz~ den i was tinking this for very long. so i asked minhui, izzit tat ppl date and be together becuz they already understand each other, and want to be together. or izzit they didnt really understand one another, but fond of each other?? and want to *tryout*??
yEa~ basically ish like dis le... haa.... anyone have the answer. tell me okie?? thank-euuu!!! =)
wuahahaaaa... and anyway, i finally found the song i have been looking for these past 2 yrs!!! wOOOO~ and being dumb, i didnt know it was in my computer all the while!!!! lolz~ (^_<)v and just now listened to *liAn rEn wEi man* sOOOO nicE!! and sending it to wilbEr now. haaa...
and borrowed *bA li liAn rEn* from minhui's cousin. lolz~ cuz now no work le. slacking at home. so bo bian. have to find some entertainment for myself. lolz~ haaaa...
haiz~ read my younger brother's blog. feels tat we are both very stupid. esp in love. and im getting tired le bah. dun wish to wait anymore.
-pEiShi-
im bacckkkkk
Sunday, May 01, 2005
wuahahahaaa... im finally back... haa.. so long nv write blOg lE... almost a week? haaa...
yEa~ yesterday was the last day for my work. haa... den like finally *jiE tuO* lE... i had my frEEdOm back again!!! haaa... sounds very serious man... i mean as in lose my freedom. lolz~ haaa.. so yesterday, after my last day, went out with chun yan and cheng han, cuz acc cheng to go buy his camp equiment at beach road. jokes and chokes all the way... haaa... =X
den i tink is with them used up all the energy le. den become very very tired. so after tat went online. kwang wei find me to talk. den he talk about np with me. he told me tat he called np yesterday. den he called FSV to ask about the letter mar. and the person checked for him, and confirmed tat he got into fsv, so for now, he only have to wait for the confirmation letter lor. but me... =X dunno leh. cuz the person called at sunday. dunno is got ppl bluff me or wat. (*_*) but anyway, the person told kwang wei tat they are still organising the confirmation letter... so havent send out. (-_-") made me go and see my mail-box everyday. dOtz man~ =X
den mood become very sian le lor. but wilber seems very high, talked to me and played the yahoo pool with me. 3:2... i lost... lolz~ played till like... hmmm... nearly 2? yea~ we talked about the movie tat he wanted to watch. den have to ask the others want to watch oso mar.. but seemed impossible this weekend... cuz today minhui got course... cheng got camp. den me and minhui tmr got Ep retreat. till like 6+ unless they want to watch the night movie. den okie lar~ =) and me and wilber got a secret!!! lolz~ wuahahahaaa... no lar... actually is twO~ lolz~ haaa... >_< *lips sEalEd*
yEa~ today acc chunyan go buy her mp3. she bought the V200 creative white color de. tink quite nice. mayb i will buy tat too... lolz~ but its S$279... if i buy le... den i'm only left with like $100+ a little only... =X
haaa... yesterday told my mummy about the laptop thingy. as expected, she ask tot ech no need to use notebook one. den i use cheng han teach me one... haa... say it's actually optional... but buy le better... lolz~ =X *baddiE* lolz~
lOlz~ chunyan and me put the same nick on msn. so cute.. haa... you got to see it yourself. lolz~ we'r not les okiE?! haa.. we are normal and like only guys... haaa... (^o^)v
tO bE cOntinuE... lOlz~
-pEiShi-
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yEa~ yesterday was the last day for my work. haa... den like finally *jiE tuO* lE... i had my frEEdOm back again!!! haaa... sounds very serious man... i mean as in lose my freedom. lolz~ haaa.. so yesterday, after my last day, went out with chun yan and cheng han, cuz acc cheng to go buy his camp equiment at beach road. jokes and chokes all the way... haaa... =X
den i tink is with them used up all the energy le. den become very very tired. so after tat went online. kwang wei find me to talk. den he talk about np with me. he told me tat he called np yesterday. den he called FSV to ask about the letter mar. and the person checked for him, and confirmed tat he got into fsv, so for now, he only have to wait for the confirmation letter lor. but me... =X dunno leh. cuz the person called at sunday. dunno is got ppl bluff me or wat. (*_*) but anyway, the person told kwang wei tat they are still organising the confirmation letter... so havent send out. (-_-") made me go and see my mail-box everyday. dOtz man~ =X
den mood become very sian le lor. but wilber seems very high, talked to me and played the yahoo pool with me. 3:2... i lost... lolz~ played till like... hmmm... nearly 2? yea~ we talked about the movie tat he wanted to watch. den have to ask the others want to watch oso mar.. but seemed impossible this weekend... cuz today minhui got course... cheng got camp. den me and minhui tmr got Ep retreat. till like 6+ unless they want to watch the night movie. den okie lar~ =) and me and wilber got a secret!!! lolz~ wuahahahaaa... no lar... actually is twO~ lolz~ haaa... >_< *lips sEalEd*
yEa~ today acc chunyan go buy her mp3. she bought the V200 creative white color de. tink quite nice. mayb i will buy tat too... lolz~ but its S$279... if i buy le... den i'm only left with like $100+ a little only... =X
haaa... yesterday told my mummy about the laptop thingy. as expected, she ask tot ech no need to use notebook one. den i use cheng han teach me one... haa... say it's actually optional... but buy le better... lolz~ =X *baddiE* lolz~
lOlz~ chunyan and me put the same nick on msn. so cute.. haa... you got to see it yourself. lolz~ we'r not les okiE?! haa.. we are normal and like only guys... haaa... (^o^)v
tO bE cOntinuE... lOlz~
-pEiShi-
