卸下美丽的外壳
透明的我们还剩下什么
爱情就像水晶球
坚固而脆弱
一个人也需自由
两个人而感动大过天空
喜怒哀乐统统拥有
不让你恨留
Baby I still believe
爱也可以走过乱流
紧紧握住双手
一秒就够不孤单寂寞
Baby I still believe
爱要有梦才会快乐
就算未来的路不同
你在我心中
到永久
感觉很闷时候
我抱你在我胸口
当你泪留的时候
我在这里补痛~
爱散发的温柔
在此刻用心感受
我想和你一起让幸福转动
basic theory!
am supposed to blog on tuesday, only to rem today. HURHUR. forgetful mind.
yeaps! finally went to register my basic theory for driving. (: hehs. havent book the exam dates though. and anyway, my driving cost are sponsored! by my parents of course. hehs.
side note: this defragment of my laptop is taking far too long! ): i think it's kinda slows my com down. grr.
anyway, this pain in my jaw still wouldnt go away! *grumble.
i miss my dear. and i hope that i made the right decision. (: i have a few objectives for these few months. to stay more healthy, focus more on my school work, catch up with some old friends (: and lastly, LOVE MYSELF MORE! HEHS!
no school tmr. (: i pray not to slack the whole day, you know, i dun want to spent the whole day wasting my time doing nothing. and looking back at the sentence, the word is 'PRAY'. *wahaha. hur. PEISHI! dun slack anymore! :P suddenly, i feel so gracey. because she always did this to me. *tsk tsk.
-pEiShi-
i love you, peishi. (*wahaha!)
瓦解
说着笑着的午后
钟声一直在停留
风声静静躺着在诱惑
我一个人在角落
没有你陪伴的我
连寂寞都笑我太堕落
广场旁边的烟囱
烟雾弥漫你面容
我悄悄背颂你的温柔
喝着加温后的啤酒
这样唯美的镜头
是否只存在故事之中
在你的身后
时间把过去都带走
时间把镜头带走
不假思索回忆不放手
好想在跟你牵着手
牵着你给我的温柔
哭过以后眼泪还是不停的流
遇见彩虹
雨下过之后
街角出现彩虹
泪流乾之后有彩虹
...
yeaps! finally went to register my basic theory for driving. (: hehs. havent book the exam dates though. and anyway, my driving cost are sponsored! by my parents of course. hehs.
side note: this defragment of my laptop is taking far too long! ): i think it's kinda slows my com down. grr.
anyway, this pain in my jaw still wouldnt go away! *grumble.
i miss my dear. and i hope that i made the right decision. (: i have a few objectives for these few months. to stay more healthy, focus more on my school work, catch up with some old friends (: and lastly, LOVE MYSELF MORE! HEHS!
no school tmr. (: i pray not to slack the whole day, you know, i dun want to spent the whole day wasting my time doing nothing. and looking back at the sentence, the word is 'PRAY'. *wahaha. hur. PEISHI! dun slack anymore! :P suddenly, i feel so gracey. because she always did this to me. *tsk tsk.
-pEiShi-
i love you, peishi. (*wahaha!)
瓦解
说着笑着的午后
钟声一直在停留
风声静静躺着在诱惑
我一个人在角落
没有你陪伴的我
连寂寞都笑我太堕落
广场旁边的烟囱
烟雾弥漫你面容
我悄悄背颂你的温柔
喝着加温后的啤酒
这样唯美的镜头
是否只存在故事之中
在你的身后
时间把过去都带走
时间把镜头带走
不假思索回忆不放手
好想在跟你牵着手
牵着你给我的温柔
哭过以后眼泪还是不停的流
遇见彩虹
雨下过之后
街角出现彩虹
泪流乾之后有彩虹
friends
came across this email again. (:
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
Or saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart... if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You cant tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own...
when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you ?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...
for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid...
afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?
People live, but people die. I want to tell you that you are a friend.
If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)
you would be in my heart.
Would I be in yours?
You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life.
I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about friends.
...
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
Or saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart... if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You cant tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own...
when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you ?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...
for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid...
afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?
People live, but people die. I want to tell you that you are a friend.
If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)
you would be in my heart.
Would I be in yours?
You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life.
I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about friends.
trekking
Sunday, November 26, 2006
*BOO! (:
went trekking this morning. felt so fresh and healthy. ((: with kaishin, yinhong, verna, andrew, huingee, guirong and liangyu. ((:
yeah. i wasnt panting or sweating when i trekked! hehs! okay. because i dun sweat easily lar. haha. but as for the panting part, i wasnt so sure alrd. lOl. maybe my lungs are good? haha! =P the last time i went to bukit timah hill was like pri school days? haha!
surrounded by trees, muds, flowers and nature. but sadly, we were kind of rushing for time, thus we just walk and walk and walk, not enjoying the greatness of the place at all! hurhur. sidenote, im having this jaw pain on and off this period of time. and it hurts alot! ): okay. hehs. back to track. we took the 'jungle route', and it's nice! hui ngee and andrew need certainly need more exercise! haha. for andrew, maybe it's because he just had his RT yesterday. quite siong i think. haha. so he didnt go up to the peak with us! hurhur. good sense of accomplishment you know? (:
and we had lame jokes as we go up! haha! of course, they are mostly by me. lOl. liangyu and guirong contributed some too. haha. and the best one was the dead ant one. hahaha. it was very funny i tell you. at least i think it's funny lar. haha. thanks to corliss, anita and cherynne who told me this joke. haha. (:
hurhur. my right jaw really hurts a lot.
anyway, im glad that liangyu came too. new volunteer. (: i hope we didnt make her feel left out. she's a nice one, i swear. i like her, hope she will be a regular. (: and she's darn funny i tell you. haha. she's a babe! =P
and this ernest, wrote me a near 5,400 words essay email. lOl. thanks huh! it certainly helps me a lot! (:
i wish that there's endless outings from ep. im getting more and more in love with them. so guirong, better organise somemore outings! ((:
this lu xin called in the evening. supposed to have a so-calling 4bians 'outing' at his house. his house? do what? to play blackjack of course! must be thiskok howe's idea. haha. i didnt know peimin went! arh. and jiahui actually msged me to ask if im going or not. that's very very rare, say once 3 years? haha. so im booked on christmas day. bbq with my beloved 4bians. what a bad vice-chairperson i am! haha. to be pon-ing all the outings and chalets that were organised. pardon me alright? i was sick for so long, on and off, that i missed so much school in secondary school. come to think of it, i miss them! (: hope leechiu, melissa and jiahui will turn up during the bbq. (:
school projs have been tieing my limbs and mind up these few weeks. i seriously need a break! hurhur. though trekking today is a good one, i need more! hehhehs! =P
-pEiShi-
hur! my jaws! it hurts so much that i feel like crying!
...
went trekking this morning. felt so fresh and healthy. ((: with kaishin, yinhong, verna, andrew, huingee, guirong and liangyu. ((:
yeah. i wasnt panting or sweating when i trekked! hehs! okay. because i dun sweat easily lar. haha. but as for the panting part, i wasnt so sure alrd. lOl. maybe my lungs are good? haha! =P the last time i went to bukit timah hill was like pri school days? haha!
surrounded by trees, muds, flowers and nature. but sadly, we were kind of rushing for time, thus we just walk and walk and walk, not enjoying the greatness of the place at all! hurhur. sidenote, im having this jaw pain on and off this period of time. and it hurts alot! ): okay. hehs. back to track. we took the 'jungle route', and it's nice! hui ngee and andrew need certainly need more exercise! haha. for andrew, maybe it's because he just had his RT yesterday. quite siong i think. haha. so he didnt go up to the peak with us! hurhur. good sense of accomplishment you know? (:
and we had lame jokes as we go up! haha! of course, they are mostly by me. lOl. liangyu and guirong contributed some too. haha. and the best one was the dead ant one. hahaha. it was very funny i tell you. at least i think it's funny lar. haha. thanks to corliss, anita and cherynne who told me this joke. haha. (:
hurhur. my right jaw really hurts a lot.
anyway, im glad that liangyu came too. new volunteer. (: i hope we didnt make her feel left out. she's a nice one, i swear. i like her, hope she will be a regular. (: and she's darn funny i tell you. haha. she's a babe! =P
and this ernest, wrote me a near 5,400 words essay email. lOl. thanks huh! it certainly helps me a lot! (:
i wish that there's endless outings from ep. im getting more and more in love with them. so guirong, better organise somemore outings! ((:
this lu xin called in the evening. supposed to have a so-calling 4bians 'outing' at his house. his house? do what? to play blackjack of course! must be thiskok howe's idea. haha. i didnt know peimin went! arh. and jiahui actually msged me to ask if im going or not. that's very very rare, say once 3 years? haha. so im booked on christmas day. bbq with my beloved 4bians. what a bad vice-chairperson i am! haha. to be pon-ing all the outings and chalets that were organised. pardon me alright? i was sick for so long, on and off, that i missed so much school in secondary school. come to think of it, i miss them! (: hope leechiu, melissa and jiahui will turn up during the bbq. (:
school projs have been tieing my limbs and mind up these few weeks. i seriously need a break! hurhur. though trekking today is a good one, i need more! hehhehs! =P
-pEiShi-
hur! my jaws! it hurts so much that i feel like crying!
verge of collapsing
life is getting a little restless for me now. school proj is taking up most of my time. did ita2 case study till xuzhen and i almost puked. we havent finish it, even if we started it at ard 4.30 and did till 10.30 at my house. but anyway, our eyes were still glued to the tv. at some point of time, not all. haha. (:
-pEiShi-
im on the verge of collapsing. tell me what's happening. pls.
...
-pEiShi-
im on the verge of collapsing. tell me what's happening. pls.
so tired
Thursday, November 23, 2006
mum and brother went back to malaysia for 3 days. so, which means, im home alone for 3 days! (:
well, dad called. (: i missed him so much!! and heard that he wouldnt be back even till after chinese new year. ): 1st chinese new year without dad. i dun want! ):
anyway, i was saying about home alone for 3 days. haha. mum helped me collected my medicine before going back. first night! laura and xuzhen came over to stay overnight. (: had fun. ate so much! haha.
we woke up early in the morning. and went school together. laura's so funny! she kept saying that we were 3 spinsters, staying together. hahaha. poor old spinsters. lOl.
okay. im tired after a long day in school playing tug and war, and tutoring sebas. yawn.
-pEiShi-
i miss you. i love you. pls come home?
...
well, dad called. (: i missed him so much!! and heard that he wouldnt be back even till after chinese new year. ): 1st chinese new year without dad. i dun want! ):
anyway, i was saying about home alone for 3 days. haha. mum helped me collected my medicine before going back. first night! laura and xuzhen came over to stay overnight. (: had fun. ate so much! haha.
we woke up early in the morning. and went school together. laura's so funny! she kept saying that we were 3 spinsters, staying together. hahaha. poor old spinsters. lOl.
okay. im tired after a long day in school playing tug and war, and tutoring sebas. yawn.
-pEiShi-
i miss you. i love you. pls come home?
falling, help!
Sunday, November 19, 2006
suddenly, it seems that my world is falling upon me. or maybe it's me who is falling into a deep deep hole.
-pEiShi-
...
-pEiShi-
ep
EP yesterday! (:
woke up rather early in the morning. but due to the deeli dehli-ness of mine, i was late for badminton, thus decided not to go for it. haha. went for ep camp meeting, with only 3 people, me, guirong and ernest. -_-"
meet up with mh after that, and went to tgs after buying ernest's lunch.
yesterday ep started half an hour earlier, because of the trusteeship seminar that the parents have to attend. did pass the parcels and group sing-a-long. nothing much happened at ep, except that teck ann was behaving sp weird that i was so afraid that he will have fits. but he didnt. (:
waited for more than an hour after ep before the parents came back. dinner time, only yinhong, me, da shu, ernest and guirong. had dim sum at aljunied. and we were talking about the trekking that we are going to have next week sunday. ((: bukit timah hill though. haha. i should exercise more. lOl. took train with ernest home after that.
arh arh. and tianhui didnt tell me he was attached to his girl! haha. ((:
been feeling so tired lately. mentally not enough rest. there's so many things to do, but very little time. so many lesson plans to write out too. argh. my language art lesson plans. ):
-pEiShi-
...
woke up rather early in the morning. but due to the deeli dehli-ness of mine, i was late for badminton, thus decided not to go for it. haha. went for ep camp meeting, with only 3 people, me, guirong and ernest. -_-"
meet up with mh after that, and went to tgs after buying ernest's lunch.
yesterday ep started half an hour earlier, because of the trusteeship seminar that the parents have to attend. did pass the parcels and group sing-a-long. nothing much happened at ep, except that teck ann was behaving sp weird that i was so afraid that he will have fits. but he didnt. (:
waited for more than an hour after ep before the parents came back. dinner time, only yinhong, me, da shu, ernest and guirong. had dim sum at aljunied. and we were talking about the trekking that we are going to have next week sunday. ((: bukit timah hill though. haha. i should exercise more. lOl. took train with ernest home after that.
arh arh. and tianhui didnt tell me he was attached to his girl! haha. ((:
been feeling so tired lately. mentally not enough rest. there's so many things to do, but very little time. so many lesson plans to write out too. argh. my language art lesson plans. ):
-pEiShi-
vivo city
Friday, November 17, 2006
grr. i started my day not very well. shall not mention it. haha.
okay. headache in school and i bet my face was very black. haha. i thought i could talk to my dear for awhile on the phone, but he was busy i think. ): anyway, ITA lesson, then AST decoding MOCK test. i made a few careless mistake which made me feel so 'grr'. but never mind, it's just a mock test. shall be more careful on tuesday. (:
anyway, meet up with ernest and guirong to recce vivo city for ep camp wet weather programme. ALOT of shops. and i feel like shopping! haha. anyway, the best part is when we stepped into giant. haha. it was huge, and like it's name suggested, GIANT. lOl. took a couple of pictures. ((: okay. i think im so auntie, like to shop in marts. hahaha. and guirong is SOOOO funny! lOl. you should have seen him carrying the lady bag and the decor ard him! haha!
anyway, saw leechiu, lilian, iLin, christina, xueling, darrel, andre, hong seng and jelaine. (: i miss my iLin. haha. anyway, guirong went off after that, ernest and i went for dinner at foodrepublic. and oh. after that we went to the world's largest floating bookshop. yeaps. haha. was a lil seasick. grr.
the handbag 'auntie' guirong.
the beatle ernest.
the dancer guirong! (:
ernest and i had a round of chinese chess before he went off. lOl. under my block. haha. and he was so funny. i was going into my house to take the chess, but he dun dare to come in. okay. not he didnt dare, but he claimed that he was wearing shoes, and it's diff to put it on if he takes it off. and my mum was like, "why is he hiding himself?!" haha.
*yawn. badminton tmr morning. ep camp meeting right after that. im tired tonight.
(im missing you badly, my silly boy.)
-pEiShi-
...
okay. headache in school and i bet my face was very black. haha. i thought i could talk to my dear for awhile on the phone, but he was busy i think. ): anyway, ITA lesson, then AST decoding MOCK test. i made a few careless mistake which made me feel so 'grr'. but never mind, it's just a mock test. shall be more careful on tuesday. (:
anyway, meet up with ernest and guirong to recce vivo city for ep camp wet weather programme. ALOT of shops. and i feel like shopping! haha. anyway, the best part is when we stepped into giant. haha. it was huge, and like it's name suggested, GIANT. lOl. took a couple of pictures. ((: okay. i think im so auntie, like to shop in marts. hahaha. and guirong is SOOOO funny! lOl. you should have seen him carrying the lady bag and the decor ard him! haha!
anyway, saw leechiu, lilian, iLin, christina, xueling, darrel, andre, hong seng and jelaine. (: i miss my iLin. haha. anyway, guirong went off after that, ernest and i went for dinner at foodrepublic. and oh. after that we went to the world's largest floating bookshop. yeaps. haha. was a lil seasick. grr.
the handbag 'auntie' guirong.
the beatle ernest.
the dancer guirong! (:
ernest and i had a round of chinese chess before he went off. lOl. under my block. haha. and he was so funny. i was going into my house to take the chess, but he dun dare to come in. okay. not he didnt dare, but he claimed that he was wearing shoes, and it's diff to put it on if he takes it off. and my mum was like, "why is he hiding himself?!" haha.
*yawn. badminton tmr morning. ep camp meeting right after that. im tired tonight.
(im missing you badly, my silly boy.)
-pEiShi-
random random ITA
ITA lesson now. kinda bored. going to vivo city later with ernest (i hope). *hugs. feel better soon. this is so random. i dun feel like writing anymore. oh. ep camp is coming soon. with lotsa love. (: have fun, i hope. ast decoding mock test later. *pray hard.
-pEiShi-
...
-pEiShi-
dun end at the wrong note pls.
Thursday, November 16, 2006
*BOO!
woke up early, meet xuzhen, anita, corliss, cherynne and sinyi at mac today. did our EC. quite fun. did 'what you need to know about body language on your first date'. interesting information found. have you ever realised that your body language actually set the other person to think if you are interested in him/her? fun fact such as your eyebrow actually raised for 1/10 of a second when you are interested in that person? dilated pupils is actually a sign of attraction too. you'll know more about it during our presentation. and if you ever wonder what has it got to do with Early Childhood, we are doing a module on Effective Communication, and need to do an assignment on showing how effective we are in communicating to others in a presentation. or something liddat. lOl. (: anyway, laura came after that and we went off to bukit batok driving centre to meet gladys and register for basic theory test.
grr. i forgot to bring my i/c, thus have to go back another day to register again. ):
meet up with nancy, jasmine, yixin, loon and terrence at cafe cartel for lunch at ps. the food was okay. the serving was not as big as we expected yeah? haha. had st louise pork ribs. though it was not VERY big, but i still couldnt finish it. and good terrence helped me to clear the rest off. (:
it rained quite some bit. hmm. halfway, wacky starfish cried and i wanted to go out to console her. but jas and yixin stopped me. but what i feel funny is that they said let her cool down for awhile, but less than a min later, they asked loon to go and see how she was. so contradicting. im not sure how i should feel. ):
walked ard after lunch. somehow, things gone wrong and end off at the wrong note. i cant help but feel sad. because we were supposed to have a so-called celebration for yixin's birthday. things went very wrong. ):
went to meet up with mh and siying at wisma. (: walked ard and catch up some times with them. they've finished their A levels finally. ((: so proud of them, to endure through the toughest time. iL's going to end her miserable days soon. hehs. cant wait to see her.
bought slippers and shoes. YES! my shoes finally. ((: but it's the same style. lOl. im too lazy to look ard for shoes anymore. after buying the shoes and slippers, im short of cash now. lOl.
went tuition after that. sebastian's mum asked me to call her. and i did. sebas added a science subj next month, which means, more money! lOl. and she wanted me to teach the younger brother, terren as well. i didnt check the market price, and i quote her 300 bucks. mind you, thats after discount. which is still quite alot i think. =X of course, taking her money, i must show some responsibilities and teach her sons well. (:
im worried about my body.
-pEiShi-
...
woke up early, meet xuzhen, anita, corliss, cherynne and sinyi at mac today. did our EC. quite fun. did 'what you need to know about body language on your first date'. interesting information found. have you ever realised that your body language actually set the other person to think if you are interested in him/her? fun fact such as your eyebrow actually raised for 1/10 of a second when you are interested in that person? dilated pupils is actually a sign of attraction too. you'll know more about it during our presentation. and if you ever wonder what has it got to do with Early Childhood, we are doing a module on Effective Communication, and need to do an assignment on showing how effective we are in communicating to others in a presentation. or something liddat. lOl. (: anyway, laura came after that and we went off to bukit batok driving centre to meet gladys and register for basic theory test.
grr. i forgot to bring my i/c, thus have to go back another day to register again. ):
meet up with nancy, jasmine, yixin, loon and terrence at cafe cartel for lunch at ps. the food was okay. the serving was not as big as we expected yeah? haha. had st louise pork ribs. though it was not VERY big, but i still couldnt finish it. and good terrence helped me to clear the rest off. (:
it rained quite some bit. hmm. halfway, wacky starfish cried and i wanted to go out to console her. but jas and yixin stopped me. but what i feel funny is that they said let her cool down for awhile, but less than a min later, they asked loon to go and see how she was. so contradicting. im not sure how i should feel. ):
walked ard after lunch. somehow, things gone wrong and end off at the wrong note. i cant help but feel sad. because we were supposed to have a so-called celebration for yixin's birthday. things went very wrong. ):
went to meet up with mh and siying at wisma. (: walked ard and catch up some times with them. they've finished their A levels finally. ((: so proud of them, to endure through the toughest time. iL's going to end her miserable days soon. hehs. cant wait to see her.
bought slippers and shoes. YES! my shoes finally. ((: but it's the same style. lOl. im too lazy to look ard for shoes anymore. after buying the shoes and slippers, im short of cash now. lOl.
went tuition after that. sebastian's mum asked me to call her. and i did. sebas added a science subj next month, which means, more money! lOl. and she wanted me to teach the younger brother, terren as well. i didnt check the market price, and i quote her 300 bucks. mind you, thats after discount. which is still quite alot i think. =X of course, taking her money, i must show some responsibilities and teach her sons well. (:
im worried about my body.
-pEiShi-
kbox!
Monday, November 13, 2006
*BOO! feeling so tired but contented now. haha.
i actually watched the vcd which had been passing ard in ep for quite some time on sunday, which is yesterday. it's called 'The Miracle Worker' a super nice show. it didnt earn my tears, but it astonished me indeed. the movie was actually about this girl who is deaf, blind and of course, non verbal. (im so distracted now! been looking at fahrenheit and talking to ernest, junrui and laura. thats beside the point. haha.) seriously, it's a great movie. i was.. hmmm. astonished by the teacher's way of teaching her language that is needed in the pampered girl. nobody thought they could do anything to the girl, but the annie teacher actually did. thats why it's called the miracle worker i think. haha. ((:
anyway, after the tiring attachment, did ita proj with xuzhen. decided to go cck, and she accompanied me. went kbox-ing. hehs. i swear that was a last min decision, since we both have nothing to do. lOl. so cuckoo lar. haha. and we sang from 2 to to almost 7, before auntie xuzhen have to rush off for tuition. lOl.
and well, it's super fun! lOl. we've simply gone crazy! lOl. we jumped, danced and sang at the top of our voices. and pls do imagine the both of us singing in the voices when we are having flu. haha. and most importantly went gaga-ing over fahrenheit! *wahaha! 吴尊！and 汪东城！haha. they're cute. lOl. i mean seriously, we really went gaga-ing over them. haha. =p it feels good because it felt as if i've travelled back the time and gone back to secondary school times. like going gaga over some guys, i mean artists. haha. to clarify, i dun go gaga over guys ard me. lOl. it, err, kinda looked mad when i see my friends doing it? lOl.
and oh! i was pretending he yao shan when i sang her song and it almost freaked auntie xuzhen out. lOl. quite alike lar, esp when i sing her song and have a lil nasal sound. lOl.
okay. so tmr is tuesday. grr. i feel tired, and the time now is 11.01pm. lOl. going to hit the sack soon. (: goodnights everyone! haha. im still in the kinda-gaga-ing mood. lOl. ((:
-pEiShi-
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i actually watched the vcd which had been passing ard in ep for quite some time on sunday, which is yesterday. it's called 'The Miracle Worker' a super nice show. it didnt earn my tears, but it astonished me indeed. the movie was actually about this girl who is deaf, blind and of course, non verbal. (im so distracted now! been looking at fahrenheit and talking to ernest, junrui and laura. thats beside the point. haha.) seriously, it's a great movie. i was.. hmmm. astonished by the teacher's way of teaching her language that is needed in the pampered girl. nobody thought they could do anything to the girl, but the annie teacher actually did. thats why it's called the miracle worker i think. haha. ((:
anyway, after the tiring attachment, did ita proj with xuzhen. decided to go cck, and she accompanied me. went kbox-ing. hehs. i swear that was a last min decision, since we both have nothing to do. lOl. so cuckoo lar. haha. and we sang from 2 to to almost 7, before auntie xuzhen have to rush off for tuition. lOl.
and well, it's super fun! lOl. we've simply gone crazy! lOl. we jumped, danced and sang at the top of our voices. and pls do imagine the both of us singing in the voices when we are having flu. haha. and most importantly went gaga-ing over fahrenheit! *wahaha! 吴尊！and 汪东城！haha. they're cute. lOl. i mean seriously, we really went gaga-ing over them. haha. =p it feels good because it felt as if i've travelled back the time and gone back to secondary school times. like going gaga over some guys, i mean artists. haha. to clarify, i dun go gaga over guys ard me. lOl. it, err, kinda looked mad when i see my friends doing it? lOl.
and oh! i was pretending he yao shan when i sang her song and it almost freaked auntie xuzhen out. lOl. quite alike lar, esp when i sing her song and have a lil nasal sound. lOl.
okay. so tmr is tuesday. grr. i feel tired, and the time now is 11.01pm. lOl. going to hit the sack soon. (: goodnights everyone! haha. im still in the kinda-gaga-ing mood. lOl. ((:
-pEiShi-
botanic gardens!
Sunday, November 12, 2006
*BOO! was super sick last night. actually flu and cough started the night before, but it got worse, and escalated into a fever. had my medicine and im quite alright now. just a lil flu and cough this morning. the fever is almost gone too. (:
went to botanic gardens yesterday. it was fun! ((: i enjoyed quite abit. laura, xuzhen, jas, loon, terrence and me reached the gate just in time. (: i hope i didnt turn any darker because i forgot to put on my sunblock lotion! haha. so you thought we were lucky to reach just in time? NO! haha. just in time means i dun have the time to visit the toilet because everything starts alrd! and i had to endure after the presentation. haha.
botanic gardens changed so much this few years, at least compared to the last time i visited the place. haha. it was beautiful i tell you. ((: i want to visit there again! haha. yeah. and going to do the science proj about botanic gardens too. haha.
it ended quite early so we decided to go for lunch in the food court there. xz and i had duck rice. it was tough. as in the meat. my mouth sore after eating it. haha. well, okay lar. my mouth usually gets tired after eating anything. lOl.
missed the ep camp meeting in the morning. meet ernest, guirong, hui ngee, lishan and kaishin at kemb mrt station. it was raining so heavily! grr. i was feeling cold and wet, which i think adds on to my flu and cough that i had in the morning. anyway, the trainees were having hep b jab yesterday. so ppl from amk and other projs flooded the bus stop. charles had to drive up and down the slope to get ppl back to tgs.
had mass sing-a-long today! it was fun. it was so long since our last mass sing-a-long with grp A and B. ((: i cant wait for camp to come, when we'll have another one! ((: slacked a lil, without taking trainee, because i dun want to go too near them with my flu. excuses lar. haha. anyway, debrief and evaluation, ep and bk decided to merge and have dinner together since both proj have very lil ppl. quite funny throughout the dinner. ((: i like it. hehs. too bad kelvin is not there. i was kinda feeling more and more unwell. =X and bk malacca's trip is actually on the 10 dec. it clashed with ep camp. ):
went back home after the dinner with andy. jiat chow was quiet today. andy said he was kinda feeling down last night. anyway, talked quite alot with andy. haha. he's a nice uncle. and i got to know his secrets. *wahaha. =P
wanted to call kelvin last night. but felt very terrible and decided to have my medicine and head for bed. my eyes are a lil swollen when i woke up. because of the medicine i think.
been reading the book, men are from mars, women are from venus. it's so interesting, and i get to know alot about things i didnt notice or understand about guys. (: a great book. ((:
i hope dear is not so stressed up these few days because of his work. (:
-pEiShi-
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went to botanic gardens yesterday. it was fun! ((: i enjoyed quite abit. laura, xuzhen, jas, loon, terrence and me reached the gate just in time. (: i hope i didnt turn any darker because i forgot to put on my sunblock lotion! haha. so you thought we were lucky to reach just in time? NO! haha. just in time means i dun have the time to visit the toilet because everything starts alrd! and i had to endure after the presentation. haha.
botanic gardens changed so much this few years, at least compared to the last time i visited the place. haha. it was beautiful i tell you. ((: i want to visit there again! haha. yeah. and going to do the science proj about botanic gardens too. haha.
it ended quite early so we decided to go for lunch in the food court there. xz and i had duck rice. it was tough. as in the meat. my mouth sore after eating it. haha. well, okay lar. my mouth usually gets tired after eating anything. lOl.
missed the ep camp meeting in the morning. meet ernest, guirong, hui ngee, lishan and kaishin at kemb mrt station. it was raining so heavily! grr. i was feeling cold and wet, which i think adds on to my flu and cough that i had in the morning. anyway, the trainees were having hep b jab yesterday. so ppl from amk and other projs flooded the bus stop. charles had to drive up and down the slope to get ppl back to tgs.
had mass sing-a-long today! it was fun. it was so long since our last mass sing-a-long with grp A and B. ((: i cant wait for camp to come, when we'll have another one! ((: slacked a lil, without taking trainee, because i dun want to go too near them with my flu. excuses lar. haha. anyway, debrief and evaluation, ep and bk decided to merge and have dinner together since both proj have very lil ppl. quite funny throughout the dinner. ((: i like it. hehs. too bad kelvin is not there. i was kinda feeling more and more unwell. =X and bk malacca's trip is actually on the 10 dec. it clashed with ep camp. ):
went back home after the dinner with andy. jiat chow was quiet today. andy said he was kinda feeling down last night. anyway, talked quite alot with andy. haha. he's a nice uncle. and i got to know his secrets. *wahaha. =P
wanted to call kelvin last night. but felt very terrible and decided to have my medicine and head for bed. my eyes are a lil swollen when i woke up. because of the medicine i think.
been reading the book, men are from mars, women are from venus. it's so interesting, and i get to know alot about things i didnt notice or understand about guys. (: a great book. ((:
i hope dear is not so stressed up these few days because of his work. (:
-pEiShi-
08/11/06
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
school as usual these few days. had attachment on monday. ernest asked if i want go seaside with him this mon, but i had school till 6. ): so late. anyway, i didnt conduct my lesson plan on monday. well, i wasnt prepared i must admit. i forgot to bring my materials, except for my storybook. so kinda dumb.
hehs. i must proudly tell everyone that i havent been late for the whole week so far! though it's only wednesday today. haha. and tell you, laura and i have been going ga-ga over this sandwiches dispenser machine, especially the mushroom multigrain sandwich. gonna try make it myself at home one day. and speaking of making sandwiches, i think it's quite long since i last step into the kitchen and do cooking/baking (other than maggie mees) ):
and so, i wonder how one will be like if he or she does not have a dream. a dream of ideal career, ideal partner, ideal life or even ideal wedding and husband or wife to be. i was talking to sebastian while tutoring him. and i asked him what does he want to be when he grow up. he give me a 'huh? what's that?' look. i thought by the time you're at pri two, almost a dozen of people would have asked you such question until you feel like ignoring them. and the best part of the question is actually you changes your answer every time a different person asked you such question. anyway, the main thing is, when he finally understood what my question was, he gave me a vomiting answer. at least the vomiting part applies to me. he wanted to be our '政府' reason? because they always have so much money. -_-" so cuckoo.
and oh, my latest fav phrase is 'so cuckoo' i think it sounds so cute, at least to me. (:
and today is the mid of the week. (: which means it will be soon weekend. too soon to be true. i always love wednesday. it just gives me an 'oh! 3 days have passed, and weekend is nearing' feeling. most probably because i was so used looking forward to saturday since dunno when? maybe since jan. (:
3 hours break tmr. ):
anyway, botanic garden fieldtrip this sat! and oh, talking about it, i need to check the route to go there. haha. okay lar. not exactly VERY excited, but kinda? (: but im going to miss ep. ):
grrr. you'll know how i feel if you were me. i really hope you understand, but you probably dont. i've lose the ability to think.
-pEiShi-
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hehs. i must proudly tell everyone that i havent been late for the whole week so far! though it's only wednesday today. haha. and tell you, laura and i have been going ga-ga over this sandwiches dispenser machine, especially the mushroom multigrain sandwich. gonna try make it myself at home one day. and speaking of making sandwiches, i think it's quite long since i last step into the kitchen and do cooking/baking (other than maggie mees) ):
and so, i wonder how one will be like if he or she does not have a dream. a dream of ideal career, ideal partner, ideal life or even ideal wedding and husband or wife to be. i was talking to sebastian while tutoring him. and i asked him what does he want to be when he grow up. he give me a 'huh? what's that?' look. i thought by the time you're at pri two, almost a dozen of people would have asked you such question until you feel like ignoring them. and the best part of the question is actually you changes your answer every time a different person asked you such question. anyway, the main thing is, when he finally understood what my question was, he gave me a vomiting answer. at least the vomiting part applies to me. he wanted to be our '政府' reason? because they always have so much money. -_-" so cuckoo.
and oh, my latest fav phrase is 'so cuckoo' i think it sounds so cute, at least to me. (:
and today is the mid of the week. (: which means it will be soon weekend. too soon to be true. i always love wednesday. it just gives me an 'oh! 3 days have passed, and weekend is nearing' feeling. most probably because i was so used looking forward to saturday since dunno when? maybe since jan. (:
3 hours break tmr. ):
anyway, botanic garden fieldtrip this sat! and oh, talking about it, i need to check the route to go there. haha. okay lar. not exactly VERY excited, but kinda? (: but im going to miss ep. ):
grrr. you'll know how i feel if you were me. i really hope you understand, but you probably dont. i've lose the ability to think.
-pEiShi-
spare me from crying
Sunday, November 05, 2006
any single little thing can make me cry right now. and i hate myself for that.
* make the world a better place * says:
then it's not so bad
* make the world a better place * says:
maybe this time ain't right at all
* make the world a better place * says:
it's a time whereby u need him a lot
* make the world a better place * says:
n he can't quite give u time
* make the world a better place * says:
but times will get better
i truly hope what he said is true.
-pEiShi-
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* make the world a better place * says:
then it's not so bad
* make the world a better place * says:
maybe this time ain't right at all
* make the world a better place * says:
it's a time whereby u need him a lot
* make the world a better place * says:
n he can't quite give u time
* make the world a better place * says:
but times will get better
i truly hope what he said is true.
-pEiShi-
LOVE is...
Friday, November 03, 2006
Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.
Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.
Love is when mummy gives daddy the best piece of chicken.
Love is when mummy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer then Robert Redford.
When you love somebody, yout eye lashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.
Love is what makes you smile when you are tired.
When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.
-pEiShi-
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Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.
Love is when mummy gives daddy the best piece of chicken.
Love is when mummy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer then Robert Redford.
When you love somebody, yout eye lashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.
Love is what makes you smile when you are tired.
When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.
-pEiShi-
sorry my 6 cranes
Thursday, November 02, 2006
anyway, i just wanna say sorry to my 6 cranes for what happened on tuesday. i didnt expect it to affect anyone. and now, i know you guys still cares for me. (: thanks.
just feeling kinda emo these few days. everything will be fine soon. i promise.
-pEiShi-
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just feeling kinda emo these few days. everything will be fine soon. i promise.
-pEiShi-
the ARGH feeling
as im on the way home from tuition, i seriously feel like crying. i feel so weak, so vulnerable. the ARGH feeling is overwhelming me these few days.
it's a peaceful day for me today, except for sending my dad off to the airport. he's going to be there for at least 2 months, thats what he said. all the while i thought it will last only a month, or even only a few weeks. didnt expect that he will be gone for so long. well, he woke up early, went to the office for while, and bought us each a $3 nasi lemak for breakfast. thats quite a big packet, with egg, fish and chicken wing. ((: and everyone woke up to eat. haha. not like what we usually did, eat only after we slept through the morning. haha.
anyway, after sending dad off, watched first love of a royal prince. nice! ((: all the sceneries are so beautiful! korea, japan and bali! haha. and sung yu-ri is beautiful! haha. had afternoon nap for awhile before going off to sebastian house for tuition.
i think i kind of get a lil pissed off when he gives me the 'i-dont-want-to-study' attitude today. so i raised my voice a lil, and the both of us got a lil pissed with each other. pms is coming alrd i think. not very sure. ): so better dun provoke me these few days.
hmm. havent been talking to him for the past 3 or 4 days alrd? i dunno how am i supposed to feel now. sad? angry? sometimes i hate myself for being so understanding. i know i would like to talk to him, sms him or even see him. but we cant. he even too nusy to reply me. forget it. things wouldnt get any better in near future, and i just hope that i can make it through.
kaiwei and guilong suddenly popped into my head this week. wonder how they are doing now.
-pEiShi-
i felt as if im single for these few days again.
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it's a peaceful day for me today, except for sending my dad off to the airport. he's going to be there for at least 2 months, thats what he said. all the while i thought it will last only a month, or even only a few weeks. didnt expect that he will be gone for so long. well, he woke up early, went to the office for while, and bought us each a $3 nasi lemak for breakfast. thats quite a big packet, with egg, fish and chicken wing. ((: and everyone woke up to eat. haha. not like what we usually did, eat only after we slept through the morning. haha.
anyway, after sending dad off, watched first love of a royal prince. nice! ((: all the sceneries are so beautiful! korea, japan and bali! haha. and sung yu-ri is beautiful! haha. had afternoon nap for awhile before going off to sebastian house for tuition.
i think i kind of get a lil pissed off when he gives me the 'i-dont-want-to-study' attitude today. so i raised my voice a lil, and the both of us got a lil pissed with each other. pms is coming alrd i think. not very sure. ): so better dun provoke me these few days.
hmm. havent been talking to him for the past 3 or 4 days alrd? i dunno how am i supposed to feel now. sad? angry? sometimes i hate myself for being so understanding. i know i would like to talk to him, sms him or even see him. but we cant. he even too nusy to reply me. forget it. things wouldnt get any better in near future, and i just hope that i can make it through.
kaiwei and guilong suddenly popped into my head this week. wonder how they are doing now.
-pEiShi-
i felt as if im single for these few days again.
