-pEiShi-
complains.
Thursday, April 27, 2006
i dun like it. i dun like it at all, for being so chu chu bi ren. that's not like me! and it's not me! this is the first time in my whole life and i simply DUN LIKE IT! so angry with myself!
i didnt want to find excuses for myself. but everything is piling on me, and i feel so difficult, even to breathe. ep ep annd more ep. ernest just reminded me about the anniversary again! may 15. thats like 2 more weeks?! ep retreat! all the ppts, the year plans, the objective, the bbq food and the items needed! and i cant go for retreat somemore! how am i going to tell yinhong! i cant face any of her questions and tone alrd!!
and school. all the reflections to be done. the bonding between everyone. and everything. im trying hard, making so much effort, and i din even know if it helps anot! im breaking down...
im waiting for something to happen too. a miracle. waiting is a tired thing. and i dun want to wait anymore. sometimes i dun even know if he cares anot.
im complaining and complaining and complaining. and i dun like it at all.
-pEiShi-
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i didnt want to find excuses for myself. but everything is piling on me, and i feel so difficult, even to breathe. ep ep annd more ep. ernest just reminded me about the anniversary again! may 15. thats like 2 more weeks?! ep retreat! all the ppts, the year plans, the objective, the bbq food and the items needed! and i cant go for retreat somemore! how am i going to tell yinhong! i cant face any of her questions and tone alrd!!
and school. all the reflections to be done. the bonding between everyone. and everything. im trying hard, making so much effort, and i din even know if it helps anot! im breaking down...
im waiting for something to happen too. a miracle. waiting is a tired thing. and i dun want to wait anymore. sometimes i dun even know if he cares anot.
im complaining and complaining and complaining. and i dun like it at all.
-pEiShi-
robbery
200th post. mum told me that there was a daylight robbery last morning under my block. an auntie got robbed and she was shouting for help like mad. it was ard 7, the time that i got out of my house. *phew. and she was so worried for me. =X esp with so many indians and china man ard my blocks as the renovation of the lift upgrading goes on. grrr.
yeah. going to buy phone later. =) not exactly thrilled, but, mayb just happy? haa.
grace think im jiao1 di1 di1. a princess indeed, she said. =X
grrr. i overslept this morning. not exactly overslept lar. just that i got the time wrong.l i thought school starts at 10, but it starts at 8! haa. only woke up when winnie called at 7.20am. haa. of course, took a cab there. haa.
went back home after the 2 hours of financial mgmt lecture. dun really understand what the lecturer is talking about. =X went to the bank after some hours of sleep. while i was walking to the bank, 2 indian men followed me. grrr. and i purposely take a retour but they keep followed. almost freaked out. and there was nobody ard! so i quickly walk towards the crowd. but they were so far! amost ran. lOl. now i feel dangerous walking under my block.
-pEiShi-
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yeah. going to buy phone later. =) not exactly thrilled, but, mayb just happy? haa.
grace think im jiao1 di1 di1. a princess indeed, she said. =X
grrr. i overslept this morning. not exactly overslept lar. just that i got the time wrong.l i thought school starts at 10, but it starts at 8! haa. only woke up when winnie called at 7.20am. haa. of course, took a cab there. haa.
went back home after the 2 hours of financial mgmt lecture. dun really understand what the lecturer is talking about. =X went to the bank after some hours of sleep. while i was walking to the bank, 2 indian men followed me. grrr. and i purposely take a retour but they keep followed. almost freaked out. and there was nobody ard! so i quickly walk towards the crowd. but they were so far! amost ran. lOl. now i feel dangerous walking under my block.
-pEiShi-
piano emsemble!
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
i think my life is in a messy state now. with ep retreat to prepare for, the stupid major event once a year, the ep anniversary, school, esther jie's appointment, the kuantan trip, collection of money from all my 'beloved' friends and everything. at this rate, im going crazy in no time.
2 hrs of school today. grace and i agreed to meet after my class. lynn heng's lesson was to draw my fav childhood place. and i drew siling's u-shaped garden. =)
went westmall after that. ate bk. mh, xiaoyi and munjee came along after that. initial plan was to go queensway, but in the end didnt. walked ard and went back to school.
piano emsemble. it was to be pronouced as 'on-xom' because it's a french word. lOl. dunno which stupid ppl bluff me that guitar emsemble was detaching the guitar and den re-asemble it. and i thought it was the same for piano too. made grace laugh like hell. grrr. haa.
anyway, it was kinda bored during the cca. saw benjamin and asked him where's 02-01. in the end, luckily never trust him. haa. played blow wind blow and wrecko. *dOts.
mum say if i go kuantan with her, she'll get me n70 tmr. haa. but i have to skip ep retreat. but for my phone.... lOl. cant help it lar. haa. gonna get kill and trash by yinhong. *god bless me.
-pEiShi-
it seems like months even though it's only days. how long, do i have to wait?
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2 hrs of school today. grace and i agreed to meet after my class. lynn heng's lesson was to draw my fav childhood place. and i drew siling's u-shaped garden. =)
went westmall after that. ate bk. mh, xiaoyi and munjee came along after that. initial plan was to go queensway, but in the end didnt. walked ard and went back to school.
piano emsemble. it was to be pronouced as 'on-xom' because it's a french word. lOl. dunno which stupid ppl bluff me that guitar emsemble was detaching the guitar and den re-asemble it. and i thought it was the same for piano too. made grace laugh like hell. grrr. haa.
anyway, it was kinda bored during the cca. saw benjamin and asked him where's 02-01. in the end, luckily never trust him. haa. played blow wind blow and wrecko. *dOts.
mum say if i go kuantan with her, she'll get me n70 tmr. haa. but i have to skip ep retreat. but for my phone.... lOl. cant help it lar. haa. gonna get kill and trash by yinhong. *god bless me.
-pEiShi-
it seems like months even though it's only days. how long, do i have to wait?
2nd day of school
sch at 8 yesterday. meeting they all at 7.45am, but i forgot about the slow traffic in the morning. =X so i was late.
lynn heng's a beautiful woman. really wonder how old she is. probably 35+ alrd? haa. anyway, the whole day was her lesson. she's not a bad lecturer. haa. but while watching video, almost fell asleep at one point of time. mh suddenly msg. her msg is so lame! lOl. what dedicating song for me in the radio station. *dOts. haa.
hmmm. now lectures are held in small classes le. no more mass lectures. i like mass lecture better. =(
went nyp to meet tianhui after school. thats like so far away. almost slept during the trip. went heeren and ate pastamania there. *yuck. they serve baked rice cold! dun try it there. it really spoiled my appetite. =X
home. bath alrd straight away headed for bed. extremely tired and feverish. had diarrhea this morning. must be the baked rice lar. =S guilong msged me. den cat called. den grace msg and called. =X how to sleep?? decided to go online. chatted with grace. finally being persuaded to go to the piano emsemble with her for 1 time. grrrr.
yesterday was like a 'wow' day. saw leechiu, peimin and ngai hui during lunch time. saw pamela on the train. saw junrui and her friend in nyp. saw b01 girl on platform. saw jannah on the train. =)
-pEiShi-
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lynn heng's a beautiful woman. really wonder how old she is. probably 35+ alrd? haa. anyway, the whole day was her lesson. she's not a bad lecturer. haa. but while watching video, almost fell asleep at one point of time. mh suddenly msg. her msg is so lame! lOl. what dedicating song for me in the radio station. *dOts. haa.
hmmm. now lectures are held in small classes le. no more mass lectures. i like mass lecture better. =(
went nyp to meet tianhui after school. thats like so far away. almost slept during the trip. went heeren and ate pastamania there. *yuck. they serve baked rice cold! dun try it there. it really spoiled my appetite. =X
home. bath alrd straight away headed for bed. extremely tired and feverish. had diarrhea this morning. must be the baked rice lar. =S guilong msged me. den cat called. den grace msg and called. =X how to sleep?? decided to go online. chatted with grace. finally being persuaded to go to the piano emsemble with her for 1 time. grrrr.
yesterday was like a 'wow' day. saw leechiu, peimin and ngai hui during lunch time. saw pamela on the train. saw junrui and her friend in nyp. saw b01 girl on platform. saw jannah on the train. =)
-pEiShi-
yr 2 1st day!
Monday, April 24, 2006
winnie mentioned about something in my blog that i didnt realised. i was quite surprised. her observation was so sharp that i was taken aback by her question. anyway, wasnt able to answer her. haa.
1st day of school for the second year! haa. when i look at the register that was being passed ard, i look at the class. it stated 2A02. haa! year 2 alrd.! that was so fast. after this year, left only another year to graduation. =) gonna buck up this sem! =P
anyway, first day of class. haa. still not bad. almost falling asleep during agnes dieu's class. and mh's msges woke me up. lOl. good thing is that we end early today. lOl. 1 hr earlier. *grin. but it's going to be till 6pm next next monday le. =( and grace asked if i wanna join choir, practices are on fri. i dun want a fri. going to ask loon about the song composing club tmr. haa.
haa. called tianhui just now. lOl. rather funny conversation we had. made him did something. haa. =P
-pEiShi-
im waiting! =)
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1st day of school for the second year! haa. when i look at the register that was being passed ard, i look at the class. it stated 2A02. haa! year 2 alrd.! that was so fast. after this year, left only another year to graduation. =) gonna buck up this sem! =P
anyway, first day of class. haa. still not bad. almost falling asleep during agnes dieu's class. and mh's msges woke me up. lOl. good thing is that we end early today. lOl. 1 hr earlier. *grin. but it's going to be till 6pm next next monday le. =( and grace asked if i wanna join choir, practices are on fri. i dun want a fri. going to ask loon about the song composing club tmr. haa.
haa. called tianhui just now. lOl. rather funny conversation we had. made him did something. haa. =P
-pEiShi-
im waiting! =)
chalet!
Sunday, April 23, 2006
yeah! chalet finally came and went away.
dad drove me and tianhui to chalet at sentosa on the first day. mummy tagged along because she had nothing to do. check in and off we went up the room.
the room was super small. 2 single beds, 1 mini fridge, 1 wall-tv and 1 bathroom. tianhui and i got a lil shock by the size. how to sleep 6+ ppl? grrr. unpack some things and lied on the bed to slack. walked ard to seven-11 and went to wheelock place to collect tianhui's blurtooth set. shop at fareast and had teabreak at basement's full house. the toasts are not bad, just that i cant finish it. the milk tea's great too. but the serving is too big. lOl.
met yw and rot at the chalet. *some things are not meant to be said. not so good stuffs of course! haa. =P
went to beach bar and had some drinks. yw went ard, flirting (opps! lOl.), den tian hui and i sat on the beach bench and look at stars, and a BRIGHT moon. haa.
took pizza at the entrance. initiately was told to wait at the arrival centre. in the end have to run to the entrance. lOl. ate at the resort while yw took a dip in the pool. jason, yujun and salina came after that. i missed salina so much! haa.
watched horror movie in the room. freaked out! haa. but in the end the show was too boring till i fell asleep. someone suggested nightwalk so went out again. but it started to rain as soon as we set foot outside.! haa.
played animal games, 7-up, bluff, blow wind blow and chop chilli chop. forgot to bring my life board game. *sad. haa. had fun with the animal game. everyone were so funny, the actions and everything. tianhui forfeited the most, drank alot of water. haa. jason too. i didnt drink any! lOl. end the games at ard 4-5+ and went to bed.
a horrible night. cant get to sleep.
woke up as early as 8. jason cant woke up! yw slept like a log. and tianhui keep disturbing me while im trying to get some sleep. haa. snatch my pillow and jacket, messing my hair. in the end, dragged till 9 den go out of the room. and i think im the culprit! lOl.
played volleyball. it was ultimate hot that day. felt that i could almost melt in the glaring and burning sun. had fun time playing though. i got many points by starting the ball. *wahaha. like at least 6 per game? lOl. i was granted the permission to stay in the shade while jason and yw trying hard to gain points for our grp, since i only know how to start the ball. lOl. i always stone there and jason had to get the ball for me. =X
sent salina to the arrival centre after buying drinks. went back to the room with tianhui and get some sleep. den fetch kangsheng back to the chalet. went to play the sentosa luge and ate sakae. phone flat, diverted all calls to tianhui. =)
bbq! =) sadly, everyone pangseh the last min. *sObs. went out alone. just about to start the fire before realiseing we didnt have gauze for the pit. grrr. tianhui and kangsheng went to buy, and fetch guilong. run about to see if anything that i can help. duojie and ruoying came. so nice of them! haa. ruoying hugged me too! *wahaha. jessline and her bf came after that.
bathed. they complained that i bathed too long. lOl. went by the pool and played some games. the animal games was the favourite! haa. but our tempo was rather messy. kangsheng was a lil retarded in coordination too. in the end, everyone started to aim him, and the forfeit was to drink a small cup of beer! haa. he drank alot. den tianhui too. after that is jason, followed by guilong, yujun den me. lOl. lixian drank 7-up. i escaped at least 2 cups because they are not paying attention to me. so i skipped the forfeits and no one realised that. lOl.
sent lixian. jason and yujun to the taxi stand. walked back with tianhui, guilong and kangsheng. feeling kinda tipsy. probably because of the baron drank earlier. ppl drink le will get high, i drink le will quiet down. opposite from others. haa. ran a short distance back to the resort.
sleep immediately when reached the room. haa. there was only the 4 of us in the room that night.
morning time. woke up to realise that my eyes are swollen. food allergy. grrr. mum said probably because of the prawn, cuz dad's also allergic to that. put ice pack on the eyes. so ugly! with swollen eyes. grrr.
ate at the food centre. saw yanxian. =)
didnt go to the comm meeting in the end. called yinhong up. got a short lecture from her. lOl. she said she changed the comm meeting day to suit me. lOl. not sure if she said is true anot, but she had successfully instill guiltness in me. =X did a quick draft and sent her before the comm meeting time. took 1/2 hr to do it. grrr.
had to reply to so many msges when i on my phone. gladly, at least duojie and ruoying appreciate the bbq. lOl. =)
when chalet ended, everything is back to normal again. just like the cinderella story, when the clock struck 12, she's back to her *hui gu nian again. how i wish everything will still be the same, like what we had in the chalet. *sigh.
hope to see everyone soon! =D
-pEiShi-
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dad drove me and tianhui to chalet at sentosa on the first day. mummy tagged along because she had nothing to do. check in and off we went up the room.
the room was super small. 2 single beds, 1 mini fridge, 1 wall-tv and 1 bathroom. tianhui and i got a lil shock by the size. how to sleep 6+ ppl? grrr. unpack some things and lied on the bed to slack. walked ard to seven-11 and went to wheelock place to collect tianhui's blurtooth set. shop at fareast and had teabreak at basement's full house. the toasts are not bad, just that i cant finish it. the milk tea's great too. but the serving is too big. lOl.
met yw and rot at the chalet. *some things are not meant to be said. not so good stuffs of course! haa. =P
went to beach bar and had some drinks. yw went ard, flirting (opps! lOl.), den tian hui and i sat on the beach bench and look at stars, and a BRIGHT moon. haa.
took pizza at the entrance. initiately was told to wait at the arrival centre. in the end have to run to the entrance. lOl. ate at the resort while yw took a dip in the pool. jason, yujun and salina came after that. i missed salina so much! haa.
watched horror movie in the room. freaked out! haa. but in the end the show was too boring till i fell asleep. someone suggested nightwalk so went out again. but it started to rain as soon as we set foot outside.! haa.
played animal games, 7-up, bluff, blow wind blow and chop chilli chop. forgot to bring my life board game. *sad. haa. had fun with the animal game. everyone were so funny, the actions and everything. tianhui forfeited the most, drank alot of water. haa. jason too. i didnt drink any! lOl. end the games at ard 4-5+ and went to bed.
a horrible night. cant get to sleep.
woke up as early as 8. jason cant woke up! yw slept like a log. and tianhui keep disturbing me while im trying to get some sleep. haa. snatch my pillow and jacket, messing my hair. in the end, dragged till 9 den go out of the room. and i think im the culprit! lOl.
played volleyball. it was ultimate hot that day. felt that i could almost melt in the glaring and burning sun. had fun time playing though. i got many points by starting the ball. *wahaha. like at least 6 per game? lOl. i was granted the permission to stay in the shade while jason and yw trying hard to gain points for our grp, since i only know how to start the ball. lOl. i always stone there and jason had to get the ball for me. =X
sent salina to the arrival centre after buying drinks. went back to the room with tianhui and get some sleep. den fetch kangsheng back to the chalet. went to play the sentosa luge and ate sakae. phone flat, diverted all calls to tianhui. =)
bbq! =) sadly, everyone pangseh the last min. *sObs. went out alone. just about to start the fire before realiseing we didnt have gauze for the pit. grrr. tianhui and kangsheng went to buy, and fetch guilong. run about to see if anything that i can help. duojie and ruoying came. so nice of them! haa. ruoying hugged me too! *wahaha. jessline and her bf came after that.
bathed. they complained that i bathed too long. lOl. went by the pool and played some games. the animal games was the favourite! haa. but our tempo was rather messy. kangsheng was a lil retarded in coordination too. in the end, everyone started to aim him, and the forfeit was to drink a small cup of beer! haa. he drank alot. den tianhui too. after that is jason, followed by guilong, yujun den me. lOl. lixian drank 7-up. i escaped at least 2 cups because they are not paying attention to me. so i skipped the forfeits and no one realised that. lOl.
sent lixian. jason and yujun to the taxi stand. walked back with tianhui, guilong and kangsheng. feeling kinda tipsy. probably because of the baron drank earlier. ppl drink le will get high, i drink le will quiet down. opposite from others. haa. ran a short distance back to the resort.
sleep immediately when reached the room. haa. there was only the 4 of us in the room that night.
morning time. woke up to realise that my eyes are swollen. food allergy. grrr. mum said probably because of the prawn, cuz dad's also allergic to that. put ice pack on the eyes. so ugly! with swollen eyes. grrr.
ate at the food centre. saw yanxian. =)
didnt go to the comm meeting in the end. called yinhong up. got a short lecture from her. lOl. she said she changed the comm meeting day to suit me. lOl. not sure if she said is true anot, but she had successfully instill guiltness in me. =X did a quick draft and sent her before the comm meeting time. took 1/2 hr to do it. grrr.
had to reply to so many msges when i on my phone. gladly, at least duojie and ruoying appreciate the bbq. lOl. =)
when chalet ended, everything is back to normal again. just like the cinderella story, when the clock struck 12, she's back to her *hui gu nian again. how i wish everything will still be the same, like what we had in the chalet. *sigh.
hope to see everyone soon! =D
-pEiShi-
bugis... orchard.. cck.. finally home.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
went bugis with junrui. automatic woke up at 7. haa. fell back asleep and slept till 10.
met junrui at yio chu kang at 1+. she just ended school. train to bugis. talked alot. =)
met baohui on the train. still so *di go* touch my butt and tried to pinch me. but of course, im fast to run away from the evil hand. haa. talked a lil while den headed for bugis village with junrui. bought a bag there. and earings and rings too. jr bought a mickey mouse sweater.
walkd back to bugis to buy my shorts. grrr. no more stock le. and they wun be restocking cuz they are closing down. big grrr. no other outlet too. went to take neoprints afterward.
saw lauraand jasmine. they told me they saw winnie at icon. =)
brought jr to icon. saw grace cheang. nothing much to shop about.
took train to orchard then. bought my slippers. went to grab a bite at shi-ling. had bubble tea. apple vinegar from happy cup is not bad. i missed it. haa.
meet minhui at cck. acc her to print photos. walked ard while waiting for the photos to develop. bought the travel pack contact lens solution. now den i realise they dun sell it in optical shops. bought combs too. flat comb and brush comb.
only reached home at ard 9.30+ too tired to talk.
chalet's tmr! everyone is pangseh-ing. =( in the end, left me and tianhui to check in. thank god there's still tianhui. if left only me, i dun think i would even want to go! hmmm. must rem to take the link points card from mummy.
-pEiShi-
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met junrui at yio chu kang at 1+. she just ended school. train to bugis. talked alot. =)
met baohui on the train. still so *di go* touch my butt and tried to pinch me. but of course, im fast to run away from the evil hand. haa. talked a lil while den headed for bugis village with junrui. bought a bag there. and earings and rings too. jr bought a mickey mouse sweater.
walkd back to bugis to buy my shorts. grrr. no more stock le. and they wun be restocking cuz they are closing down. big grrr. no other outlet too. went to take neoprints afterward.
saw lauraand jasmine. they told me they saw winnie at icon. =)
brought jr to icon. saw grace cheang. nothing much to shop about.
took train to orchard then. bought my slippers. went to grab a bite at shi-ling. had bubble tea. apple vinegar from happy cup is not bad. i missed it. haa.
meet minhui at cck. acc her to print photos. walked ard while waiting for the photos to develop. bought the travel pack contact lens solution. now den i realise they dun sell it in optical shops. bought combs too. flat comb and brush comb.
only reached home at ard 9.30+ too tired to talk.
chalet's tmr! everyone is pangseh-ing. =( in the end, left me and tianhui to check in. thank god there's still tianhui. if left only me, i dun think i would even want to go! hmmm. must rem to take the link points card from mummy.
-pEiShi-
last day of work.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
200th entry soon. haa. i mean soon, not now. still got ard 7 more entries? haa. didnt realise so fast i have been blogging for so long alrd. from '05 april till now, how many mths alrd. opps. one year alrd! i just realised that only! haa. grrr. apr 12. cant do anniversary le. haa. find myself quite stupid while looking at the older post. haa. cant make it! haa.
been working this few days. finally, today is the last day of work alrd! haa. felt so great. had so much fun while working, even though sometimes bored till i kept yawning away and almost feel asleep. but the ppl working there dotes on me. =) i like them. will try to visit them when i have time. haa. got my pay, a lil higher than i expected, although still not those outside rate. dad even told the manager not to give me so much when he offer a higher salary. grrr. bad dad. but he's the boss, he call shot. *shoot him! lOl.
met tianhui to buy some things needed for bbq. bought so much. ard 60+. *phew. finally settled the bbq things. at least something off my mind alrd. haa. nothing much for chalet le. just wait for that day to come! haa. oh yar. need to buy slippers too. grrr. i wanna make new specs too. those with think frame like black colour ones. haa. tried some with mh and xiaoyi that day. looks good. haa. although the red colour one look like *bian tai lao shi. =P
going with junrui tmr to bugis. haa. meeting her at yio chu kang at 1pm. going to drag her to take neoprints. missed her so much! lOl.
yeah! can sleep till late tmr. *wahaha. sound so good. haa. and dad and mum finally finished da chang jin! haa.
talking to munjee now. he sound so funny. and i know munjee is reading this now! haa. i wun take away the picture! no way will i! never! *wahaha. witch laughing.
chalet is in 2 days time! *qi dai. been *grr-ing too much. lOl.
-pEiShi-
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been working this few days. finally, today is the last day of work alrd! haa. felt so great. had so much fun while working, even though sometimes bored till i kept yawning away and almost feel asleep. but the ppl working there dotes on me. =) i like them. will try to visit them when i have time. haa. got my pay, a lil higher than i expected, although still not those outside rate. dad even told the manager not to give me so much when he offer a higher salary. grrr. bad dad. but he's the boss, he call shot. *shoot him! lOl.
met tianhui to buy some things needed for bbq. bought so much. ard 60+. *phew. finally settled the bbq things. at least something off my mind alrd. haa. nothing much for chalet le. just wait for that day to come! haa. oh yar. need to buy slippers too. grrr. i wanna make new specs too. those with think frame like black colour ones. haa. tried some with mh and xiaoyi that day. looks good. haa. although the red colour one look like *bian tai lao shi. =P
going with junrui tmr to bugis. haa. meeting her at yio chu kang at 1pm. going to drag her to take neoprints. missed her so much! lOl.
yeah! can sleep till late tmr. *wahaha. sound so good. haa. and dad and mum finally finished da chang jin! haa.
talking to munjee now. he sound so funny. and i know munjee is reading this now! haa. i wun take away the picture! no way will i! never! *wahaha. witch laughing.
chalet is in 2 days time! *qi dai. been *grr-ing too much. lOl.
-pEiShi-
weird night
Monday, April 17, 2006
im feeling weird tonight. cant really explain, just feel so unfamiliar with this week's sunday night 'course i dun usually spent it this way, so, simply weird.
im feeling a little lost tonight. because school is starting soon. cant really explain why, but just feeling lost.
im feeling a little stone tonight. had the 'clearing stomach' drink in the afternoon but till now still got no feeling to pass motion. cant really explain why, it just dun work tonight.
im feeling a little unsecured tonight. because that thing is still not settled. cant really explain why, but it's my own doing.
im feeling a little excited tonight. because tianhui said we had a special guest during chalet. cant really explain why, but feeling anticipation tonight.
im feeling a little moody tonight. because im feeling so many emotions in a night. cant really explain why, but who wun feel kinda moody when you cant explain the weirdness in you.
rubbish.
and thanks sean for teaching me using my laptop. *miss ya. hope you'll be back soon.
-pEiShi-
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im feeling a little lost tonight. because school is starting soon. cant really explain why, but just feeling lost.
im feeling a little stone tonight. had the 'clearing stomach' drink in the afternoon but till now still got no feeling to pass motion. cant really explain why, it just dun work tonight.
im feeling a little unsecured tonight. because that thing is still not settled. cant really explain why, but it's my own doing.
im feeling a little excited tonight. because tianhui said we had a special guest during chalet. cant really explain why, but feeling anticipation tonight.
im feeling a little moody tonight. because im feeling so many emotions in a night. cant really explain why, but who wun feel kinda moody when you cant explain the weirdness in you.
rubbish.
and thanks sean for teaching me using my laptop. *miss ya. hope you'll be back soon.
-pEiShi-
neoprints
Sunday, April 16, 2006
neoprints that me, mh and xiaoyi had taken when going to bugis on fri.
mh, xiaoyi and me!
me, mh and xiao yi!
sean said i look pale.
-pEiShi-
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mh, xiaoyi and me!
me, mh and xiao yi!
sean said i look pale.
-pEiShi-
ep swimming lesson
Saturday, April 15, 2006
today is ep quaterly swimming lesson. meet mr munjee at cck and took train to aljunied. weng siong and weng guan plus their mother reached there before us. so early. haa. we alrd reached at 2.10pm, which is 20 mins before meeting time, and they are actually earlier than us! haa. anyway, the bubble tea there sucks. too much tea flavour and i cant take it. threw away almost half of it. feel that i was so spoiled. munjee told me his blue carol also no taste.
as usual, i didnt go down into the pool. just look ard and do parents meeting with grace and teck ann/peng mother.
halfway during swimming, yinhong was looking for junxian. grace and i searched ard frantically 'course thought he went missing. look ard at small pool, middle pool and big pool. still cant see him. in the end, found him with cat in the bathroom, showering. *phew.
charles daddy bought us fries from mCdonald today. wanted to return him money but he told us that he just had his exam, so he treated us. what a reason! haa. should have ask him to buy meals right? haha. and grace and me tried to sing *xin dong xin tong. but we keep forgetting the tune. =X
parent meeting session with teck brother's mum, together with grace. asked alot of questions, and let grace understand what to do when one of them have fits.
dinner time! had frog porridge in geylang since it's near. played the detective game with grace, munjee, jenny, guirong, ernest and kaishin. of course, plus charles daddy. kaishin was the one who got the right answer. and think i gave too much hints and clues as we played. charles daddy gave a IQ questions too. but it was rather dumb. haa.
they had tou-hua in one of the shop in geylang. i didnt like to eat tou-hua, so i was the only one sitting there, look at ppl eat. haa. and i always think drink soy bean milk should drink in the morning. =X while eating, we saw a skilled driver reversing. he missed 1 mm to the front car, and 1 mm to the lamp post. can you imagine how little is 1mm?! skilled! =)
took train home. keep psycho-ing ernest not to go bugis, 'course it's late. but it was not yet 8. felt a lil tired. everything makes me tired. the bbq, ep, ****, work. grace and verna asked me the same question when they saw me today. *shrugged. nothing yet. =X talked about presents. munjee said wanted to buy me a roxy slippers. and grace told me to put picture of what i want in my blog, so that ppl can buy for me. lOl. added somemore things in my wishlist. and i keep showing ppl my new elephant purse. so cute!
now then i know mh and munjee think that im a *xiao fu po* lOl. richie. they wonder i dun work, but yet i always have money, and wonder where the money comes from. haa. of course from my parents lar! haa. and they think that whenever i say i bring a lil out only, means i at least have $30-40 with me. that's not lil they say.
chalet is finally nearing. 6 days more. less than 1 week. =)
-pEiShi-
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mh, munjee and xiao yi at sakae.
the sushis that we had the other day.
brother's brithday cake.
my carrot juice drink! =) with my pretty cup.
yO! woke up at 11+. haa. so late! den called mh. going to meet her at 2.
went bugis instead of east coast. it rained. haa. met xiao yi there and decided to watch ice age 2. mh's cousin's treat! because she had the shaw's vouchers. lOl. free movie! yeah. haa.
mh said there's a new building beside bugis, call the icon, or something liddat. so went there to walk. bought a shirt there. seems so ridiculous because the auntie only offer to cut the price if i walk out of the shop in that shirt. haa. it was supposed to be 33, if i dun rem wrongly, den she cut till 25. lOl. feels kinda funny in that shirt. but xiao yi kept saying i look sweet in it. haa. she was saying that i look sweet for the whole day. =X
my new shirt! looked cute? lOl.
my new purse! elephant! haa!
hmmm. i wonder if it's good to look sweet. 'course fat and look sweet dun link.
saw a short at bugis junction. wanted to buy badly. haa. still considering now, cuz dunno if really nice anot. haa. i think it's simple and nice lar. haa.
anyway, i think ice age 2 is not bad. haa. some parts are quite touching. im so afraid that ally is going to die when rocks fell. almost cried! lOl. so paiseh. and my heart was racing. xiao yi asked how come my heart is beating so fast. lOl.
walked ard. took neoprints and bought a purse. so cute! haa.
been absorbed with devil beside you for these few days. so nice, and funny. esp the *bu shi xiang* part. laugh like hell when i told mh about it. haa. just finished the last episode, the finale. so sad. lOl. as usual, i ALMOST cried. lOl. so useless.
-pEiShi-
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as usual, i didnt go down into the pool. just look ard and do parents meeting with grace and teck ann/peng mother.
halfway during swimming, yinhong was looking for junxian. grace and i searched ard frantically 'course thought he went missing. look ard at small pool, middle pool and big pool. still cant see him. in the end, found him with cat in the bathroom, showering. *phew.
charles daddy bought us fries from mCdonald today. wanted to return him money but he told us that he just had his exam, so he treated us. what a reason! haa. should have ask him to buy meals right? haha. and grace and me tried to sing *xin dong xin tong. but we keep forgetting the tune. =X
parent meeting session with teck brother's mum, together with grace. asked alot of questions, and let grace understand what to do when one of them have fits.
dinner time! had frog porridge in geylang since it's near. played the detective game with grace, munjee, jenny, guirong, ernest and kaishin. of course, plus charles daddy. kaishin was the one who got the right answer. and think i gave too much hints and clues as we played. charles daddy gave a IQ questions too. but it was rather dumb. haa.
they had tou-hua in one of the shop in geylang. i didnt like to eat tou-hua, so i was the only one sitting there, look at ppl eat. haa. and i always think drink soy bean milk should drink in the morning. =X while eating, we saw a skilled driver reversing. he missed 1 mm to the front car, and 1 mm to the lamp post. can you imagine how little is 1mm?! skilled! =)
took train home. keep psycho-ing ernest not to go bugis, 'course it's late. but it was not yet 8. felt a lil tired. everything makes me tired. the bbq, ep, ****, work. grace and verna asked me the same question when they saw me today. *shrugged. nothing yet. =X talked about presents. munjee said wanted to buy me a roxy slippers. and grace told me to put picture of what i want in my blog, so that ppl can buy for me. lOl. added somemore things in my wishlist. and i keep showing ppl my new elephant purse. so cute!
now then i know mh and munjee think that im a *xiao fu po* lOl. richie. they wonder i dun work, but yet i always have money, and wonder where the money comes from. haa. of course from my parents lar! haa. and they think that whenever i say i bring a lil out only, means i at least have $30-40 with me. that's not lil they say.
chalet is finally nearing. 6 days more. less than 1 week. =)
-pEiShi-
ice age 2
mh, munjee and xiao yi at sakae.
the sushis that we had the other day.
brother's brithday cake.
my carrot juice drink! =) with my pretty cup.
yO! woke up at 11+. haa. so late! den called mh. going to meet her at 2.
went bugis instead of east coast. it rained. haa. met xiao yi there and decided to watch ice age 2. mh's cousin's treat! because she had the shaw's vouchers. lOl. free movie! yeah. haa.
mh said there's a new building beside bugis, call the icon, or something liddat. so went there to walk. bought a shirt there. seems so ridiculous because the auntie only offer to cut the price if i walk out of the shop in that shirt. haa. it was supposed to be 33, if i dun rem wrongly, den she cut till 25. lOl. feels kinda funny in that shirt. but xiao yi kept saying i look sweet in it. haa. she was saying that i look sweet for the whole day. =X
my new shirt! looked cute? lOl.
my new purse! elephant! haa!
hmmm. i wonder if it's good to look sweet. 'course fat and look sweet dun link.
saw a short at bugis junction. wanted to buy badly. haa. still considering now, cuz dunno if really nice anot. haa. i think it's simple and nice lar. haa.
anyway, i think ice age 2 is not bad. haa. some parts are quite touching. im so afraid that ally is going to die when rocks fell. almost cried! lOl. so paiseh. and my heart was racing. xiao yi asked how come my heart is beating so fast. lOl.
walked ard. took neoprints and bought a purse. so cute! haa.
been absorbed with devil beside you for these few days. so nice, and funny. esp the *bu shi xiang* part. laugh like hell when i told mh about it. haa. just finished the last episode, the finale. so sad. lOl. as usual, i ALMOST cried. lOl. so useless.
-pEiShi-
first day of work
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
first day of work at dad's office today. watched another episode of 'devil beside you' before dad fetch me to work. i really think the show is nice. funny, yet touching. =) met 'auntie' serene, 'auntie' esther and 'auntie' jennifer. haa. although they are alrd 30+/40, but they still look so young! esp auntie jennifer. haa.
auntie serene exclaimed to my dad when we came into the office: you daughter is so pretty! haa. so paiseh. and auntie jennifer treated me to lunch. she's so nice. auntie serene thinks im a good girl because i eat plain stuff- yu pian mi fen. lOl.
quite bored at office today. stamp some invoice, print some document and calculate some timesheet. so boring. in the end, become drowsier and drowsier...
finally went home at near 7. yawn. went to bathe and found out that i had fever again! *bleah, tianhui said i was too weak alrd. haa. go one day work also will get sick.
next week chalet alrd. so fast. just cant imagine! haa. so excited. lOl. going to 'shopping' with ms oh, and the best thing is that she said she will pay for our food! haa. *grin.
i miss *you. probably because im sick, so makes the feeling more deep? sigh. cannot be so dependent! =S
chalet countdown: 9 days.
school reopen countdown: 12 days.
-pEiShi-
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auntie serene exclaimed to my dad when we came into the office: you daughter is so pretty! haa. so paiseh. and auntie jennifer treated me to lunch. she's so nice. auntie serene thinks im a good girl because i eat plain stuff- yu pian mi fen. lOl.
quite bored at office today. stamp some invoice, print some document and calculate some timesheet. so boring. in the end, become drowsier and drowsier...
finally went home at near 7. yawn. went to bathe and found out that i had fever again! *bleah, tianhui said i was too weak alrd. haa. go one day work also will get sick.
next week chalet alrd. so fast. just cant imagine! haa. so excited. lOl. going to 'shopping' with ms oh, and the best thing is that she said she will pay for our food! haa. *grin.
i miss *you. probably because im sick, so makes the feeling more deep? sigh. cannot be so dependent! =S
chalet countdown: 9 days.
school reopen countdown: 12 days.
-pEiShi-
apr 11
Monday, April 10, 2006
yeah. mum bought a new router and a new printer yesterday for me. cost her ard 200 bucks? think so bah. i think just this holiday alone, i've spent like over $3000 ard bah. my holiday is so ex! cant think about it anymore.
quite frustrated yesterday. about my NEW router that bro brought. but it's alright. everything is okay now. *smiles. thanks to my younger bro. so smart. this is the few of the times that i actually appreciated him. lOl.! give you a kss! *muacks! haha!
dunno if still going to dad's office to work anot. 'course he didnt wake me up this morning. haa. i want to earn some money. lOl. for my new phone. hope to get it soon. but seeing my situation now, esp spending so much this holiday, heh, wait long long bah. =X but anyway, shall get dad to sponsor my n70. haa.
transferred a video clip from xiao jiu mu's n70. she said that the phone is good! haa. wait for me n70! =P
dreamt of meiteng, ms oh, tianhui and lil weng guan last night. wonder how come weng guan will pop out. haa. and all of us were eating the tofu-hua. yucks. i hate it.
countdown time: 11 days to chalet! =)
-pEiShi-
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quite frustrated yesterday. about my NEW router that bro brought. but it's alright. everything is okay now. *smiles. thanks to my younger bro. so smart. this is the few of the times that i actually appreciated him. lOl.! give you a kss! *muacks! haha!
dunno if still going to dad's office to work anot. 'course he didnt wake me up this morning. haa. i want to earn some money. lOl. for my new phone. hope to get it soon. but seeing my situation now, esp spending so much this holiday, heh, wait long long bah. =X but anyway, shall get dad to sponsor my n70. haa.
transferred a video clip from xiao jiu mu's n70. she said that the phone is good! haa. wait for me n70! =P
dreamt of meiteng, ms oh, tianhui and lil weng guan last night. wonder how come weng guan will pop out. haa. and all of us were eating the tofu-hua. yucks. i hate it.
countdown time: 11 days to chalet! =)
-pEiShi-
happy birthday!
Sunday, April 09, 2006
happy birthday brother! it's his 19th birthday yesterday. had bangawan solo cake last night.
xiao jiu mu came yesterday morning. with bin rong, bin wei and kai kai. of course the ka-ka also lar. haa. kai kai was exploring my house. took the cotton buds, the chess set and everything. haa.
went to ep after that while they go to cwp. bought some packet drinks for parents meeting session. so heavy. took train to ep. hmmm. felt a sudden short heart pain. =X
after ep. verna and grace enlightened me. i've decided. but that doesnt means it will work. it really depend on alot of things. and now, i feel strong about it. but...
-pEiShi-
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xiao jiu mu came yesterday morning. with bin rong, bin wei and kai kai. of course the ka-ka also lar. haa. kai kai was exploring my house. took the cotton buds, the chess set and everything. haa.
went to ep after that while they go to cwp. bought some packet drinks for parents meeting session. so heavy. took train to ep. hmmm. felt a sudden short heart pain. =X
after ep. verna and grace enlightened me. i've decided. but that doesnt means it will work. it really depend on alot of things. and now, i feel strong about it. but...
-pEiShi-
kbox with yinhong!
Saturday, April 08, 2006
yeah! it's sat officially alrd. haa. had so much fun YESTERDAY!!! *wahaha
i didnt go for tennis today! shall tell you why later. haa. lOl.
slacked for the whole morning. found a new skin! haa. wasnt really very fond of it, but... *jiang jiu first before i find one that i really like. haa.
went out in the afternoon. dunno is my hand spoiled alrd or my eyes spoiled. i cant seemed to put my contact lens into my eyes. only succeeded after several tries. lOl. den went out, thinking that i was able to go for kbox with mh, munjee and xiaoyi. BUT! in the end, they called and say they wanna eat sakae. SAKAE! *thunderstorm. lOl. i had it once every week for 2 week alrd. grrr. it's the 3rd time in a month alrd. im kinda sick with jap food now. lOl.
talked alot of crap. become *ai qing zhuan jia* of xiao yi alrd. i think im good at solving ppl's relationship problem, but i dunno how to solve mine. =X
anyway, went off at ard 5.45pm. proceed on to bedok thinking that i have tennis date with kaishin, cat and andrew they all. mh last min cant go, so went alone. met yinhong on the train. so coincidental! haa. and she got a surprise news for me. she heard from catherine that tennis is cancelled! they've changed to bowling. it's CANCELLED! *2nd thunderstorm. den i checked my handphone. argh! *3rd thunderstorm. i saw the msg but forgot about it!! grrr! i feel so stupid and so silly!! *sobs! made a waste trip. imagine all the way from cck to bedok. *just let the thunderstorm strike and kill me!
felt so bad. didnt check things properly. den in the end.... sigh. anyway, talked alot about ep with yanhong as i acc her to aljunied. she told me that the others were going bowling, ask if i wanna join them. i said i dun mind, unless she's going lar. but when we check with them, it was at 9. *yawn. so late. so in the end, went to tampines with her and acc her to have dinner.
went to phin's. their beer batter fish and chips not bad. i wasnt hungry so ordered a peach tea. yinhong's tab! haa. talked about some personal stuff of hers and mine. she told me that it was the first time that she open up to someone, talking about her personal stuff. haa. and yeah! she suggested going to kbox! she pay! lOl. haa. that's the good thing if you go out with a acjc teacher who's single, generous and willing to pay! and of course, you must have fate to meet her on the road or mrt. lOl! it dun happen everyday you know. =P
went to sing kbox at tampines. sang for 3 hours! i guess we are going crazy while singing. 2 person sing kbox for 3 hours! can you imagine that?! had so much fun! lOl. super shiok. keep singing and singing and singing. haa. like what yinhong said, what's your is yours. i thought i cant sing kbox yesterday le, but in the end! lOl!
i think i've spent quite alot of HER money yesterday. lOl. feel quite bad. in the end, took cab home. haa. den she msg me asking me if i still feel silly anot. only did i know that she spent so much money and time with me to let me feel less stupid, silly and more worth it. what a good chairperson! haa. acjc is so fortunate to have her. haa. although in the end didnt have tennis, but i still had so much fun. thought she was a strict person, but she can be 'open' too. haa.
-pEiShi-
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i didnt go for tennis today! shall tell you why later. haa. lOl.
slacked for the whole morning. found a new skin! haa. wasnt really very fond of it, but... *jiang jiu first before i find one that i really like. haa.
went out in the afternoon. dunno is my hand spoiled alrd or my eyes spoiled. i cant seemed to put my contact lens into my eyes. only succeeded after several tries. lOl. den went out, thinking that i was able to go for kbox with mh, munjee and xiaoyi. BUT! in the end, they called and say they wanna eat sakae. SAKAE! *thunderstorm. lOl. i had it once every week for 2 week alrd. grrr. it's the 3rd time in a month alrd. im kinda sick with jap food now. lOl.
talked alot of crap. become *ai qing zhuan jia* of xiao yi alrd. i think im good at solving ppl's relationship problem, but i dunno how to solve mine. =X
anyway, went off at ard 5.45pm. proceed on to bedok thinking that i have tennis date with kaishin, cat and andrew they all. mh last min cant go, so went alone. met yinhong on the train. so coincidental! haa. and she got a surprise news for me. she heard from catherine that tennis is cancelled! they've changed to bowling. it's CANCELLED! *2nd thunderstorm. den i checked my handphone. argh! *3rd thunderstorm. i saw the msg but forgot about it!! grrr! i feel so stupid and so silly!! *sobs! made a waste trip. imagine all the way from cck to bedok. *just let the thunderstorm strike and kill me!
felt so bad. didnt check things properly. den in the end.... sigh. anyway, talked alot about ep with yanhong as i acc her to aljunied. she told me that the others were going bowling, ask if i wanna join them. i said i dun mind, unless she's going lar. but when we check with them, it was at 9. *yawn. so late. so in the end, went to tampines with her and acc her to have dinner.
went to phin's. their beer batter fish and chips not bad. i wasnt hungry so ordered a peach tea. yinhong's tab! haa. talked about some personal stuff of hers and mine. she told me that it was the first time that she open up to someone, talking about her personal stuff. haa. and yeah! she suggested going to kbox! she pay! lOl. haa. that's the good thing if you go out with a acjc teacher who's single, generous and willing to pay! and of course, you must have fate to meet her on the road or mrt. lOl! it dun happen everyday you know. =P
went to sing kbox at tampines. sang for 3 hours! i guess we are going crazy while singing. 2 person sing kbox for 3 hours! can you imagine that?! had so much fun! lOl. super shiok. keep singing and singing and singing. haa. like what yinhong said, what's your is yours. i thought i cant sing kbox yesterday le, but in the end! lOl!
i think i've spent quite alot of HER money yesterday. lOl. feel quite bad. in the end, took cab home. haa. den she msg me asking me if i still feel silly anot. only did i know that she spent so much money and time with me to let me feel less stupid, silly and more worth it. what a good chairperson! haa. acjc is so fortunate to have her. haa. although in the end didnt have tennis, but i still had so much fun. thought she was a strict person, but she can be 'open' too. haa.
-pEiShi-
thing's i'll never say
Thursday, April 06, 2006
I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
(Cause) I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it
Yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Guess, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What's on my mind
If ain't coming out
We're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care
What's wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I've got nothing to say
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
These things I'll never say
-pEiShi-
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I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
(Cause) I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it
Yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Guess, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What's on my mind
If ain't coming out
We're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care
What's wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I've got nothing to say
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
These things I'll never say
-pEiShi-
are we moving?
*phew. was cutting a mango for dad and mummy. i almost slashed my finger. so closed! =X
yeah. later got ppl come and take a look at my house. hope this time can succeed in selling this house. and den... yeah! im feeling that i can see my new house alrd! haa. mummy say if really shift house, going to move into a 5 room flat. actually, that makes no difference to me, 'course im alrd sleeping alone. err. i mean im having my own bedroom. lOl. and if really moved, going to stay ard at sembawang or admiralty. haa. which also means nearer to somewhere, but further from school! haa.
*praying very hard. =)
sigh. i wanna get good sleep. pls. O.O
-pEiShi-
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yeah. later got ppl come and take a look at my house. hope this time can succeed in selling this house. and den... yeah! im feeling that i can see my new house alrd! haa. mummy say if really shift house, going to move into a 5 room flat. actually, that makes no difference to me, 'course im alrd sleeping alone. err. i mean im having my own bedroom. lOl. and if really moved, going to stay ard at sembawang or admiralty. haa. which also means nearer to somewhere, but further from school! haa.
*praying very hard. =)
sigh. i wanna get good sleep. pls. O.O
-pEiShi-
shopping
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
was trying to search for a better skin for my blog the whole morning. but none was really nice.
went to cousin's house with mum this afternoon. was hoping to see my beloved cousin bin rong. but i forgot he had school in the afternoon session alrd. haa. thinking of buying some sweet for him, but cannot lar. his teeth are all dropping alrd. haa.
hmmm. nothing much to do at the house too. so mum decided to go lot 1 to shop. it's always good to travel far with mum. because she will get so lazy, that we will get to sit cab! lOl! haa, took cab to lot 1. haa.
bought a shorts and some facial stuff. total up, ard $70+. haa.
was so tired! *yawn. not getting enough sleep. =X
-pEiShi-
i think he's lovely and sweet.
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went to cousin's house with mum this afternoon. was hoping to see my beloved cousin bin rong. but i forgot he had school in the afternoon session alrd. haa. thinking of buying some sweet for him, but cannot lar. his teeth are all dropping alrd. haa.
hmmm. nothing much to do at the house too. so mum decided to go lot 1 to shop. it's always good to travel far with mum. because she will get so lazy, that we will get to sit cab! lOl! haa, took cab to lot 1. haa.
bought a shorts and some facial stuff. total up, ard $70+. haa.
was so tired! *yawn. not getting enough sleep. =X
-pEiShi-
i think he's lovely and sweet.
grrr.
grr. it's so terrrible. i slept only 4 hrs yesterday. i went into bed at 12 plus alrd. toss and turn for so many hours till 4am. 3 days alrd. sigh. and the only thing i did is i think of him! =S and more worse, i dream of him too. =X
been helping mum to do housework this few days. from early morning, i help her do laundry, vacuum the floor, mop the floor, wash plates. feel like a coolie. lOl. i think im prepared to be a mum alrd. lOl. having headache these few days too. haa.
thought of the conversation me and tian hui had the last last night. sounds so funny. =P
really cant wait for chalet to come. =)
-pEiShi-
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been helping mum to do housework this few days. from early morning, i help her do laundry, vacuum the floor, mop the floor, wash plates. feel like a coolie. lOl. i think im prepared to be a mum alrd. lOl. having headache these few days too. haa.
thought of the conversation me and tian hui had the last last night. sounds so funny. =P
really cant wait for chalet to come. =)
-pEiShi-
test
Monday, April 03, 2006
did a test from yan's link.
the quick and painless ENNEAGRAM test
you chose CX - your Enneagram type is TWO.
"I must help others"
Helpers are warm, concerned, nurturing, and sensitive to other people's needs.
How to Get Along with Me
* Tell me that you appreciate me. Be specific.
* Share fun times with me.
* Take an interest in my problems, though I will probably try to focus on yours.
* Let me know that I am important and special to you.
* Be gentle if you decide to criticize me.
In Intimate Relationships
* Reassure me that I am intersting to you.
* Reassure me often that you love me.
* Tell me I'm attractive and that you're glad to be seen with me.
What I Like About Being a Two
* being able to relate easily to people and to make friends
* knowing what people need and being able to make their lives better
* being generous, caring, and warm
* being sensitive to and perceptive about others' feelings
* being enthusiastic and fun-loving, and having a good sense of humor
What's Hard About Being a Two
* not being able to say no
* having low self-esteem
* feeling drained from overdoing for others
* not doing things I really like to do for myself for fear of being selfish
* criticizing myself for not feeling as loving as I think I should
* being upset that others don't tune in to me as much as I tume in to them
* working so hard to be tactful and considerate that I suppress my real feelings
Twos as Children Often
* are very sensitive to disapproval and criticism
* try hard to please their parents by being helpful and understanding
* are outwardly compliant
* are popular or try to be popular with other children
* act coy, precocious, or dramatic in order to get attention
* are clowns and jokers (the more extroverted Twos), or quiet and shy (the more introverted Twos)
Twos as Parents
* are good listeners, love their children unconditionally, and are warm and encouraging (or suffer guilt if they aren't)
* are often playful with their children
* wonder: "Am I doing it right?" "Am I giving enough?" "Have I caused irreparable damage?"
* can become fiercely protective
some are quite true. like how to get along with me. and in intimate relationship. TELL ME HOW IMPT I'M TO YOU! SHOW ME! lOl. i think it's impt to me.
hmmm. went badminton today with tianhui. so tired. lOl. should exercise more. haa.
kw asked if i want to patch anot. i told him no. no point, i told him. =(
-pEiShi-
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the quick and painless ENNEAGRAM test
you chose CX - your Enneagram type is TWO.
"I must help others"
Helpers are warm, concerned, nurturing, and sensitive to other people's needs.
How to Get Along with Me
* Tell me that you appreciate me. Be specific.
* Share fun times with me.
* Take an interest in my problems, though I will probably try to focus on yours.
* Let me know that I am important and special to you.
* Be gentle if you decide to criticize me.
In Intimate Relationships
* Reassure me that I am intersting to you.
* Reassure me often that you love me.
* Tell me I'm attractive and that you're glad to be seen with me.
What I Like About Being a Two
* being able to relate easily to people and to make friends
* knowing what people need and being able to make their lives better
* being generous, caring, and warm
* being sensitive to and perceptive about others' feelings
* being enthusiastic and fun-loving, and having a good sense of humor
What's Hard About Being a Two
* not being able to say no
* having low self-esteem
* feeling drained from overdoing for others
* not doing things I really like to do for myself for fear of being selfish
* criticizing myself for not feeling as loving as I think I should
* being upset that others don't tune in to me as much as I tume in to them
* working so hard to be tactful and considerate that I suppress my real feelings
Twos as Children Often
* are very sensitive to disapproval and criticism
* try hard to please their parents by being helpful and understanding
* are outwardly compliant
* are popular or try to be popular with other children
* act coy, precocious, or dramatic in order to get attention
* are clowns and jokers (the more extroverted Twos), or quiet and shy (the more introverted Twos)
Twos as Parents
* are good listeners, love their children unconditionally, and are warm and encouraging (or suffer guilt if they aren't)
* are often playful with their children
* wonder: "Am I doing it right?" "Am I giving enough?" "Have I caused irreparable damage?"
* can become fiercely protective
some are quite true. like how to get along with me. and in intimate relationship. TELL ME HOW IMPT I'M TO YOU! SHOW ME! lOl. i think it's impt to me.
hmmm. went badminton today with tianhui. so tired. lOl. should exercise more. haa.
kw asked if i want to patch anot. i told him no. no point, i told him. =(
-pEiShi-
jealous!
Saturday, April 01, 2006
sigh. jealous. im so jealous! just soooooo jealous. dun ask me why. >.<
just realised that im having a fever. 37.9 degree. *bleah. other ppl's temp was like 36.9, but my usual temp was like 36.2 degree. now worse, 37.9 alrd. =(
went to meet my cousins for sushi in the afternoon. 3 cousins and 1 cousins' friend. went to have sakae sushi at cwp. i always forgot that there is a sushi restuarant beside the cinema. almost had to go cck and eat alrd.
anyway, met tianhui and lixian at ard 5. left earlier from the sakae and meet them. supposed to be going to play badminton and jogging. in the end, ended up shopping. haa. saw mijuan and her friend on the platform while waiting for the train. kinda miss her. haa. hop onto the train and went to somerset. walked ard. wasnt feeling very well. so no mood to look at things. sigh. feeling kinda sad too. =(
mh called, and talked a lil while tianhui and lixian purchase their things. as i talked, become sadder and sadder, more confused too. big SIGH! hais.
anyway, after that went to mos and have some drinks. lixian and tianhui had corn soup. i think probably im not feeling really well alrd, den the corn soup smell makes my stomach feels sick. *bleah.
was telling some jokes while walking to mrt station. and lixian scared me. she thought she saw a snake, which was actually a mop (according to tianhui). and grabbed me and i almost shout. im so glad that i have the habit of covering my mouth to stop any shouting. haa. took train home after that.
came home. called mh. to finish up our topic. she told me to write an evaluation about myself. going to write later. den tmr she'll do the analysing part with me when we meet up for breakfast. den went to bath. help dad organise his recipts and teach mum how to use internet. in the end, almost 12 den can use com. better ask brother to buy the router asap. =X
changed a new skin of my blog. i quite like it. haa. even though it really looks kinda small lar. test you guy's eyesight mar. =X
still feeling so sick. and sad. =(
-pEiShi-
i hope you are still waiting
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just realised that im having a fever. 37.9 degree. *bleah. other ppl's temp was like 36.9, but my usual temp was like 36.2 degree. now worse, 37.9 alrd. =(
went to meet my cousins for sushi in the afternoon. 3 cousins and 1 cousins' friend. went to have sakae sushi at cwp. i always forgot that there is a sushi restuarant beside the cinema. almost had to go cck and eat alrd.
anyway, met tianhui and lixian at ard 5. left earlier from the sakae and meet them. supposed to be going to play badminton and jogging. in the end, ended up shopping. haa. saw mijuan and her friend on the platform while waiting for the train. kinda miss her. haa. hop onto the train and went to somerset. walked ard. wasnt feeling very well. so no mood to look at things. sigh. feeling kinda sad too. =(
mh called, and talked a lil while tianhui and lixian purchase their things. as i talked, become sadder and sadder, more confused too. big SIGH! hais.
anyway, after that went to mos and have some drinks. lixian and tianhui had corn soup. i think probably im not feeling really well alrd, den the corn soup smell makes my stomach feels sick. *bleah.
was telling some jokes while walking to mrt station. and lixian scared me. she thought she saw a snake, which was actually a mop (according to tianhui). and grabbed me and i almost shout. im so glad that i have the habit of covering my mouth to stop any shouting. haa. took train home after that.
came home. called mh. to finish up our topic. she told me to write an evaluation about myself. going to write later. den tmr she'll do the analysing part with me when we meet up for breakfast. den went to bath. help dad organise his recipts and teach mum how to use internet. in the end, almost 12 den can use com. better ask brother to buy the router asap. =X
changed a new skin of my blog. i quite like it. haa. even though it really looks kinda small lar. test you guy's eyesight mar. =X
still feeling so sick. and sad. =(
-pEiShi-
i hope you are still waiting
