alright. made specs today. black frame. looked decent. i mean I AM DECENT, and the specs make me look MORE decent. (:
shall update about today again. (: tired. arh. I AM GOOD. i eat my medicine on time these few days. (:
GOODNIGTHS. (:
-pEiShi-
Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
29/12/06
Friday, December 29, 2006
YEAPS.
SIGH. it's the stress period. ARH.
feeling so SICKENING and SPEECHLESS about PROJECTS that i believe i can turn my tap on and let the water stream down my cheek as fast as the second hand of the clock turns one full round. i just cant believe it when gladys told me that we have 18 assignments this semester. i feel like procrastinating but obviously cant. i want an oversea trippppppppp! last night i was telling ernest how i wish a car could bang me down as soon as i stepped on the road. PFFFTT. how bad can things go at this rate? no amount of ice-cream can make me happy now. RAH!
alright. some nice things now. (:
went out with sean, dovel and minhui. (: finally got to meet up with sean after he came back from australia for a month. fetching him from the airport last year was like yesterday only. HMM. anyway, saw beloved dovel as well. (: SIGH. she went back to indonesia in the mid of the year. but she said she will be back next year! haha. so we k-boxed today. had fun. ((: ate PEPPER LUNCH too! GRINS. but it was pepper lunch express. i would prefer the real PEPPER LUNCH in town though. AWW. i miss it. anyway, had almond bubble tea after dinner, and went to mh's house. (: I MISS AUNTIE! and we talked a lot. i mean with sean, dovel and mh.
yours truly's finger got caught in between the window panel today! and it turned PURPLISH! it still hurt till now. GRR.
ARH. hungry right now. thats the negative thing of having early dinner.
HMM. i realised that i've been going out everyday this week! TSK TSK. i wish i have 36 hours everyday. but NO I DUN.
alright. i look forward to the next meet up with Sean and Dovel. (:
and anyway, it's not andrian pang, it's PIERREpang png? ERR. never mind. i forgot his surname. he's not going to be my husband anyway. (: and it's JESSICA LIU. not jessica LAU. *bang head on the wall. i think i should really watch TCS Mediacorp shows more.
-pEiShi-
If i leave my love unspoken, it's because i know so well that the feelings which are the deepest are the hardest to tell.
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SIGH. it's the stress period. ARH.
feeling so SICKENING and SPEECHLESS about PROJECTS that i believe i can turn my tap on and let the water stream down my cheek as fast as the second hand of the clock turns one full round. i just cant believe it when gladys told me that we have 18 assignments this semester. i feel like procrastinating but obviously cant. i want an oversea trippppppppp! last night i was telling ernest how i wish a car could bang me down as soon as i stepped on the road. PFFFTT. how bad can things go at this rate? no amount of ice-cream can make me happy now. RAH!
alright. some nice things now. (:
went out with sean, dovel and minhui. (: finally got to meet up with sean after he came back from australia for a month. fetching him from the airport last year was like yesterday only. HMM. anyway, saw beloved dovel as well. (: SIGH. she went back to indonesia in the mid of the year. but she said she will be back next year! haha. so we k-boxed today. had fun. ((: ate PEPPER LUNCH too! GRINS. but it was pepper lunch express. i would prefer the real PEPPER LUNCH in town though. AWW. i miss it. anyway, had almond bubble tea after dinner, and went to mh's house. (: I MISS AUNTIE! and we talked a lot. i mean with sean, dovel and mh.
yours truly's finger got caught in between the window panel today! and it turned PURPLISH! it still hurt till now. GRR.
ARH. hungry right now. thats the negative thing of having early dinner.
HMM. i realised that i've been going out everyday this week! TSK TSK. i wish i have 36 hours everyday. but NO I DUN.
alright. i look forward to the next meet up with Sean and Dovel. (:
and anyway, it's not andrian pang, it's PIERRE
-pEiShi-
If i leave my love unspoken, it's because i know so well that the feelings which are the deepest are the hardest to tell.
SINGAPORE ZOOLOGICAL GARDENS!
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
350th post! (:
okay. i've decided to change my blogskin. in search of one now. i finally figured out that this skin of mine is kinda too dark alrd. i want something brighter and livelier. (:
YEAH! went to the ZOO today! went to do PROJECT! *bleah. alright. but it's still nice to go to the zoo to do project right? i mean how often do you get the chance to go to our SINGAPORE ZOOLOGICAL GARDENS to do project? and NO ERNEST TAN, i didnt get chased by any tigers or lion. im blessed you see. GRIN. ((:
hmm. ZOO certainly brought back a lot of memory. like being a paparazzi and secretly snap shots of people. oh well. never mind. lets come back to the present.
so gladys, nancy, xuzhen and i reached zoo at 9+. alright. again, i was the last to reach. i didnt mean it! but bro played RISK with me and younger bro till 4 in the morning, and i got the bus frequency wrong! thats why. *tsk tsk. maybe it's not a good day for me. *PFFFTT! and a short side note, i've realised i've been to the zoo 4 times this year! gladys said i should present a award to myself for that, or a LOYALTY award could do as well too. (:
anyway, we started out by visiting the OTTER! alright. we didnt stop at that station, but merely walked past. lOl. so with the aim of going to the Children's World-Animal Land/Children's World-Play Land in mind, we walked around the perimeter of the ZOO. took pictures along the way too. but SIGH. mostly proj pics. and there's this lady with her son playing the swing! SO CUTE! i mean the mother. HAHAHA. i am so in love with her smile! lOl. alright. i think i shall stop thinking about her. RAH.
the ZOO is assmelly nice as ever. HAHA. esp the cows section i tell you! FAINT. and the pigs too! and we saw BABE! lOl. there's this pig that looks like Babe lar. haha.
oh. side note 2. did i mention we sawandrian pang pierre png, jessica lau jessica liu and another senior actress? cant rem her name huang biren. ah. i just scroll up, and YES, i havent mention that, and YES, we saw them. nancy was gaga-ing over andrian pang pierre png. anyway, was his name andrian pang pierre png? AWW. so it's time i should start watching TCS mediacorp instead of scv alrd. TSK TSK.
arh. alright. back to topic. so what was i saying? ARH. Babe. yes. we saw Babe, ERR, i mean we saw a pig that looked like Babe. then went around taking pictures. the sheeps were smelly too. i think it's time they clean up the place of the animal land alrd. =X yeah. and so we were there trying to figure out which cow is male and which is female. and finally, someone saw the difference in size, and of course, the breast. ARH. again, was it call breast for cows? PPFFFT. i should read more on animals or watch more discovery channel.
anyhow, we went to watch the animal show, Wonders of the Wild Show, at the amphitheatre. it hasnt change at all, since the last time i went this year, previous years and previous previous years. lOl. i was stoning while watching. we skipped the Elephants at Work and Play Show, and took two rounds of tram ride. after we got down after the first round, we went to visit the polar bear. BUT! she was hiding behind the rocks and we couldnt see her. she was neither moving too. anyway, it was her 16th birthday yesterday! gladys said she must have partied and been disco-ing all night, till she was too tired to wake up today. HAHAHA. after that, took another tram ride. it was the same driver! haha. and his colleague was saying, "tram again?" HEH. "you have the same driver leh." TSK TSK. so he remed us after the last ride. lOl.
yeaps. so we took tram back to the children's world and have kfc for lunch. was too full after savouring my first chicken and half the cheese fries. SIGH. and i wasted food again. ):
side note 3: i've been forgeting to take my medicine. so kinda having relapse now. *PPFFFT.
anyhow, i forgot to visit the kangaroos! HAHAHA. but nonetheless, i still get to see my POLAR BEARS, GIRAFFE - my fav! ((:, WHITE TIGER and the WHITE RHINOS! ((:
after we finished eating, it started to pour. HUR. when will the rain ever stop? the news said it will continue to rain till jan. though it's only a few days to jan, but, SIGH. never mind. *rain rain go away, come again another day. better still, dun come back anymore. (:
so nothing much to see after lunch, decided to end the trip. (: 1.30pm then. went home, napped and dinnered. (: and it's fun to go out with the girls! <3
alright. i shall look for a new blogskin now. (: listening to 933 now too. guessing the items! ((: turned out to be a hp accessory. HAHAHA.
-pEiShi-
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okay. i've decided to change my blogskin. in search of one now. i finally figured out that this skin of mine is kinda too dark alrd. i want something brighter and livelier. (:
YEAH! went to the ZOO today! went to do PROJECT! *bleah. alright. but it's still nice to go to the zoo to do project right? i mean how often do you get the chance to go to our SINGAPORE ZOOLOGICAL GARDENS to do project? and NO ERNEST TAN, i didnt get chased by any tigers or lion. im blessed you see. GRIN. ((:
hmm. ZOO certainly brought back a lot of memory. like being a paparazzi and secretly snap shots of people. oh well. never mind. lets come back to the present.
so gladys, nancy, xuzhen and i reached zoo at 9+. alright. again, i was the last to reach. i didnt mean it! but bro played RISK with me and younger bro till 4 in the morning, and i got the bus frequency wrong! thats why. *tsk tsk. maybe it's not a good day for me. *PFFFTT! and a short side note, i've realised i've been to the zoo 4 times this year! gladys said i should present a award to myself for that, or a LOYALTY award could do as well too. (:
anyway, we started out by visiting the OTTER! alright. we didnt stop at that station, but merely walked past. lOl. so with the aim of going to the Children's World-Animal Land/Children's World-Play Land in mind, we walked around the perimeter of the ZOO. took pictures along the way too. but SIGH. mostly proj pics. and there's this lady with her son playing the swing! SO CUTE! i mean the mother. HAHAHA. i am so in love with her smile! lOl. alright. i think i shall stop thinking about her. RAH.
the ZOO is as
oh. side note 2. did i mention we saw
arh. alright. back to topic. so what was i saying? ARH. Babe. yes. we saw Babe, ERR, i mean we saw a pig that looked like Babe. then went around taking pictures. the sheeps were smelly too. i think it's time they clean up the place of the animal land alrd. =X yeah. and so we were there trying to figure out which cow is male and which is female. and finally, someone saw the difference in size, and of course, the breast. ARH. again, was it call breast for cows? PPFFFT. i should read more on animals or watch more discovery channel.
anyhow, we went to watch the animal show, Wonders of the Wild Show, at the amphitheatre. it hasnt change at all, since the last time i went this year, previous years and previous previous years. lOl. i was stoning while watching. we skipped the Elephants at Work and Play Show, and took two rounds of tram ride. after we got down after the first round, we went to visit the polar bear. BUT! she was hiding behind the rocks and we couldnt see her. she was neither moving too. anyway, it was her 16th birthday yesterday! gladys said she must have partied and been disco-ing all night, till she was too tired to wake up today. HAHAHA. after that, took another tram ride. it was the same driver! haha. and his colleague was saying, "tram again?" HEH. "you have the same driver leh." TSK TSK. so he remed us after the last ride. lOl.
yeaps. so we took tram back to the children's world and have kfc for lunch. was too full after savouring my first chicken and half the cheese fries. SIGH. and i wasted food again. ):
side note 3: i've been forgeting to take my medicine. so kinda having relapse now. *PPFFFT.
anyhow, i forgot to visit the kangaroos! HAHAHA. but nonetheless, i still get to see my POLAR BEARS, GIRAFFE - my fav! ((:, WHITE TIGER and the WHITE RHINOS! ((:
after we finished eating, it started to pour. HUR. when will the rain ever stop? the news said it will continue to rain till jan. though it's only a few days to jan, but, SIGH. never mind. *rain rain go away, come again another day. better still, dun come back anymore. (:
so nothing much to see after lunch, decided to end the trip. (: 1.30pm then. went home, napped and dinnered. (: and it's fun to go out with the girls! <3
alright. i shall look for a new blogskin now. (: listening to 933 now too. guessing the items! ((: turned out to be a hp accessory. HAHAHA.
-pEiShi-
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
MERRY CHRISTMAS! (:
arh. i realised i havent blogged about last night! *PPFFT!
so i went to weichan's house for 4bians bbq! (: heh. got to see some old friends. met jiahui before going together.
who attended: weichian (obviously), lu xin (our dearest chairperson), me! (the vice-chairperson! HEH!), jiahui (the female scholar), cherie (the creative director), guizhen (the noise maker =P), kangsheng (came back from aust for holiday), SUSAN!, peimin, lee chiu, ngai hui, zhi kai, lin shee, ivy, kok howe, cheong keat, sham and shaiful. (:
it's great to see them again. HEH (: almost 2 years since i last saw them after graduate. too bad melissa, yunjie and others cant come. even some guys like hong wei, our male scholar, went into ns alrd. the next person to be enlisted is zhi kai! haha. (: 11th jan, then weichian i think, 26 jan.
it's really fun last night. played the polar and hunter game, and the detective game. i think they were grossed by the result of the detective game. HAHAHA. i think i gave too much clue! =P
the guys were the one who bbq the food. not all the guys lar. but mostly by kang sheng and lu xin and susan leong! haha. then the drizzle came and started to increase. so we decided to shift from outdoor to indoor, the lobby. played the all-times-favourite game, zhong ji mi ma, to finish up the food. i lost twice! *HUR. not that i got the number, but i was left with the only number! lOl. had to eat 2 otah. and they were darn hot and spicy! luckily susan help me finish the second one. ((:
yeaps. played till quite late, only to go home at 12. felt like cinderella and brother came to fetch me from mrt station.
thats all. yeaps. hope to meet them again soon! *HUGS.
going to the ZOO tmr! (: to do project though. lOl. it rained the whole day. so i hope tmr's share is rained today alrd. *PLS. dun rain tmr anymore.
-pEiShi-
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arh. i realised i havent blogged about last night! *PPFFT!
so i went to weichan's house for 4bians bbq! (: heh. got to see some old friends. met jiahui before going together.
who attended: weichian (obviously), lu xin (our dearest chairperson), me! (the vice-chairperson! HEH!), jiahui (the female scholar), cherie (the creative director), guizhen (the noise maker =P), kangsheng (came back from aust for holiday), SUSAN!, peimin, lee chiu, ngai hui, zhi kai, lin shee, ivy, kok howe, cheong keat, sham and shaiful. (:
it's great to see them again. HEH (: almost 2 years since i last saw them after graduate. too bad melissa, yunjie and others cant come. even some guys like hong wei, our male scholar, went into ns alrd. the next person to be enlisted is zhi kai! haha. (: 11th jan, then weichian i think, 26 jan.
it's really fun last night. played the polar and hunter game, and the detective game. i think they were grossed by the result of the detective game. HAHAHA. i think i gave too much clue! =P
the guys were the one who bbq the food. not all the guys lar. but mostly by kang sheng and lu xin and susan leong! haha. then the drizzle came and started to increase. so we decided to shift from outdoor to indoor, the lobby. played the all-times-favourite game, zhong ji mi ma, to finish up the food. i lost twice! *HUR. not that i got the number, but i was left with the only number! lOl. had to eat 2 otah. and they were darn hot and spicy! luckily susan help me finish the second one. ((:
yeaps. played till quite late, only to go home at 12. felt like cinderella and brother came to fetch me from mrt station.
thats all. yeaps. hope to meet them again soon! *HUGS.
going to the ZOO tmr! (: to do project though. lOl. it rained the whole day. so i hope tmr's share is rained today alrd. *PLS. dun rain tmr anymore.
-pEiShi-
眼泪
哦。今天不小心让眼泪掉了下来。
真的好累哦。累到无法用言语来形容。累到不能再往前走。累到希望这一切立刻就结束。累到... 好像此刻就是世界末日。
很想放声大哭，又怕被别人看见。对一切事，我都感到很厌倦了。是不是没有一件事会像我所想象的那样发生？没有一件事如我所愿。还是我对这世界来说，什么多不是？可能我对任何人来说，什么也不是吧。
我快撑不住了。就像站在悬崖边一样，随时都可能掉进无底深渊。周围一片黑暗，不知道有没有人会来拉住我？
有谁会了解我现在的感觉？就像天随时都会塌的感觉？
...
真的好累哦。累到无法用言语来形容。累到不能再往前走。累到希望这一切立刻就结束。累到... 好像此刻就是世界末日。
很想放声大哭，又怕被别人看见。对一切事，我都感到很厌倦了。是不是没有一件事会像我所想象的那样发生？没有一件事如我所愿。还是我对这世界来说，什么多不是？可能我对任何人来说，什么也不是吧。
我快撑不住了。就像站在悬崖边一样，随时都可能掉进无底深渊。周围一片黑暗，不知道有没有人会来拉住我？
有谁会了解我现在的感觉？就像天随时都会塌的感觉？
merry christmas! (:
Monday, December 25, 2006
merry christmas! (:
23/12 Saturday
*BOO! went for bowling with da shu, hui ngee, andrew, ernest, yinhong and cat on saturday. (: supposed to meet at 10.30 but i reached at 10! haha. that was really a rare thing for me. haha. had some fun. it was great in the beginning. but towards the end, i think i was distracted by some factors, i actually had a cold turkey! haha. that is having 0 pin falling for 3 in a row. haha. anyway, after that, we played the table soccer game. haha. i dunno what it is called lar. but it was fun alright! (: i had difficulty in my motor skills! lOl. =P
anyway, after that, we (hui ngee, andrew, da shu, ernest and me) heading for changi airport and had swensen for our lunch. shared curry chicken baked rice and breaded chicken with da shu. was so full! haha. and all of us talked so much! ((: it's always fun to be with them.
anyway, after that, ernest got to rush off to pass his sweetheart the present that he handmade. (: and the rest of us went to walk around before settling down at mac to have some drinks. da shu's treat! (: haha. thats so rare i tell you! =P and andrew went off to pay his tv license bill.
so the three of us sat down and chat.
home sweet home after that! (: at ard 6+.
24/12 Sunday - Christmas Eve
Christmas eve! (: went out with ep again. heh. we went to sentosa! haha. they had breakfast at vivo. anyway, hui ngee, andrew, jerison, guirong, ernest, da shu and yinhong were there. iLin and i reached after that. and we both bought the kitkat honeycomb! (: it was so nice! the last time i bought was actually for kelvin, but i ate it up before i can meet him. =P we walked in to sentosa and headed for palawan beach. (: went to the tower and had the luge after that. yinhong was so scared! =P she was afraid of speed i think. and she held so tight to me when we took the skyride. haha.
so while waiting for the luge ride, she offered me a vw (volunteer welfare) and p.e 'officer' role. im still considering. i dunno if i still want to be in the comm or not. actually what matters most is not being a GL. thats good enough. even though hui ngee is offering me a treasurer post, but i still find it quite weird to be handling money. even the parents will find it weird too. but never mind, there's still a few months to think about before i decide again. (:
yeaps! we took the luge! but it started to drizzle as soon as we got onto the luge! *HUR. im still having the fear of riding too fast from last time. haha. so i went super slow. the 4 girls, that is yinhong, hui ngee, iL and me went first. the guys were the next batch. they were so evil! haha. they speed and overtook us! they were going at such a fast speed and laughing at us. lOl. childish! =P
yeaps. the drizzle continued and we decided to have lunch at sakae. didnt have much appetite thus didnt ate much. and we went to play frisbee! (: had some rounds of trying out before playing the Ultimate Frisbee. (: fun! guirong's shorts was so loose that he had to borrow my belt. hahaha. played for like half an hour, den played monkey frisbee before jerison and guirong dipped into the pool for a swim. AND! our dear guirong went into the pool with my belt! *HUR!
i drew a pic on the sand. (: we went off to bathe as the rain started to get heavier and heavier. guirong forgot his slippers on the beach! haha. so he and kaishin went back to take it. then jerison told us guirong was hanging loose! lOl! that was so funny! =P he had his brief dropped onto the floor and it was wet. EEE. lOl. hanging loose. haha. =S
yeaps. so we met verna after that, then ernest and yinhong went off. had dinner in vivo. went to foodrepublic and had bak gu teh. it wasnt very nice. :( shared a few dish with iL, guirong and jerison. went for dessert after that at habourfront mall (or something liddat? =P) verna ordered a few things and all of us shared. her treat. ((: *HUGS! heh. the cheesecake was so nice! i cant describe it but it was seriously nice. it was rich yet wouldnt get too sick of it if you ate too much. (:
we talked alot too! but the funniest was still guirong. haha. his family went egypt and left him home alone for 20 days. and he told us that he wanted to go home at 9 to do housework. and when we asked him what did he need to do, he said keep the 2 clothes that he left hanging on the bamboo stick. HAHAHA. all of us thought he was going home to sweep and mop the floor, tidy up things and everything. but he is going home so early to keep 2 shirts! lOl. all of us couldnt understand why he cant go home at ten to keep the clothes, since he insist on going home at nine. and andrew said something super funny! almost made me laugh to death. guirong cant go back at ten to keep his shirts because at 9, one button will drop, 9.10, the 2nd button will drop, then till 10, the thread will start coming out! HAHAHA! okay! it might not be funny when you see this, but it was SUPER funny when he was saying that! haha.
we sat for super long and talk before going off. (: i enjoyed their company.
went to sher li's house after that for christmas party. actually i was rather late. heh. so most of my cousins went off alrd! haha. =S
25/12 Monday - Christmas Day
YEAPS! it's christmas day! MERRY CHRISTMAS! (: going to weichian house for 4bians bbq in the night. (: shall update later again!
-pEiShi-
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23/12 Saturday
*BOO! went for bowling with da shu, hui ngee, andrew, ernest, yinhong and cat on saturday. (: supposed to meet at 10.30 but i reached at 10! haha. that was really a rare thing for me. haha. had some fun. it was great in the beginning. but towards the end, i think i was distracted by some factors, i actually had a cold turkey! haha. that is having 0 pin falling for 3 in a row. haha. anyway, after that, we played the table soccer game. haha. i dunno what it is called lar. but it was fun alright! (: i had difficulty in my motor skills! lOl. =P
anyway, after that, we (hui ngee, andrew, da shu, ernest and me) heading for changi airport and had swensen for our lunch. shared curry chicken baked rice and breaded chicken with da shu. was so full! haha. and all of us talked so much! ((: it's always fun to be with them.
anyway, after that, ernest got to rush off to pass his sweetheart the present that he handmade. (: and the rest of us went to walk around before settling down at mac to have some drinks. da shu's treat! (: haha. thats so rare i tell you! =P and andrew went off to pay his tv license bill.
so the three of us sat down and chat.
home sweet home after that! (: at ard 6+.
24/12 Sunday - Christmas Eve
Christmas eve! (: went out with ep again. heh. we went to sentosa! haha. they had breakfast at vivo. anyway, hui ngee, andrew, jerison, guirong, ernest, da shu and yinhong were there. iLin and i reached after that. and we both bought the kitkat honeycomb! (: it was so nice! the last time i bought was actually for kelvin, but i ate it up before i can meet him. =P we walked in to sentosa and headed for palawan beach. (: went to the tower and had the luge after that. yinhong was so scared! =P she was afraid of speed i think. and she held so tight to me when we took the skyride. haha.
so while waiting for the luge ride, she offered me a vw (volunteer welfare) and p.e 'officer' role. im still considering. i dunno if i still want to be in the comm or not. actually what matters most is not being a GL. thats good enough. even though hui ngee is offering me a treasurer post, but i still find it quite weird to be handling money. even the parents will find it weird too. but never mind, there's still a few months to think about before i decide again. (:
yeaps! we took the luge! but it started to drizzle as soon as we got onto the luge! *HUR. im still having the fear of riding too fast from last time. haha. so i went super slow. the 4 girls, that is yinhong, hui ngee, iL and me went first. the guys were the next batch. they were so evil! haha. they speed and overtook us! they were going at such a fast speed and laughing at us. lOl. childish! =P
yeaps. the drizzle continued and we decided to have lunch at sakae. didnt have much appetite thus didnt ate much. and we went to play frisbee! (: had some rounds of trying out before playing the Ultimate Frisbee. (: fun! guirong's shorts was so loose that he had to borrow my belt. hahaha. played for like half an hour, den played monkey frisbee before jerison and guirong dipped into the pool for a swim. AND! our dear guirong went into the pool with my belt! *HUR!
i drew a pic on the sand. (: we went off to bathe as the rain started to get heavier and heavier. guirong forgot his slippers on the beach! haha. so he and kaishin went back to take it. then jerison told us guirong was hanging loose! lOl! that was so funny! =P he had his brief dropped onto the floor and it was wet. EEE. lOl. hanging loose. haha. =S
yeaps. so we met verna after that, then ernest and yinhong went off. had dinner in vivo. went to foodrepublic and had bak gu teh. it wasnt very nice. :( shared a few dish with iL, guirong and jerison. went for dessert after that at habourfront mall (or something liddat? =P) verna ordered a few things and all of us shared. her treat. ((: *HUGS! heh. the cheesecake was so nice! i cant describe it but it was seriously nice. it was rich yet wouldnt get too sick of it if you ate too much. (:
we talked alot too! but the funniest was still guirong. haha. his family went egypt and left him home alone for 20 days. and he told us that he wanted to go home at 9 to do housework. and when we asked him what did he need to do, he said keep the 2 clothes that he left hanging on the bamboo stick. HAHAHA. all of us thought he was going home to sweep and mop the floor, tidy up things and everything. but he is going home so early to keep 2 shirts! lOl. all of us couldnt understand why he cant go home at ten to keep the clothes, since he insist on going home at nine. and andrew said something super funny! almost made me laugh to death. guirong cant go back at ten to keep his shirts because at 9, one button will drop, 9.10, the 2nd button will drop, then till 10, the thread will start coming out! HAHAHA! okay! it might not be funny when you see this, but it was SUPER funny when he was saying that! haha.
we sat for super long and talk before going off. (: i enjoyed their company.
went to sher li's house after that for christmas party. actually i was rather late. heh. so most of my cousins went off alrd! haha. =S
25/12 Monday - Christmas Day
YEAPS! it's christmas day! MERRY CHRISTMAS! (: going to weichian house for 4bians bbq in the night. (: shall update later again!
-pEiShi-
my room!
Friday, December 22, 2006
*BOO! (:
i finally took some pictures of my room! (:
the overview of my room.
my desk. (: just beside the door. and did you see the white bear in the middle? it's a christmas present from terrence! (: okay. i know i dun have a neat desk, so next picture please!
my bed and desk. (: saw my two teddy bear? been with me since 5 and 6 yrs old. (:
the small desk. with GOONG on it! okay. this desk is not neat either. next! (:
the window. the shirt and the skirt are not supposed to be there though. =P
arent they cute? one of the book shelf section. (:
my piano and 'junk' section. =P
and oh! this is the 'notice' that xuzhen and i did for dpip. ((: i love the colours.
went imm today. actually wanted to date myself, but meet up with ernest in the end. (: bought 2 bag, yellow and pink. those cheap one lar. but i like them! heh. and grr! ernest say it's a waste of money! didnt buy much today. lOl. not as if go out means must buy something lar. but there's still this sense of achievement when you buy something and bring it back home. haha. crap.
i wanna go oversea too. ): kor kor going to KL for backpacking trips with his friends and gf i think, xuzhen going to genting with her friends, laura is going to china tmr with her family and kelvin is in brunei. but im still here, in singapore. ): i wanna go taiwan, hong kong, new zealand, batam or rota island to see my dad! okay. im starting to feel depressed now. shant talk about it anymore.
this back pain of mine is getting more and more unbearable alrd. ): it's both the spine and muscles. grr. i cant even lean on anything now. maybe i have spina bifida! OPPS! *cover mouth.
and dad send a card back for mummy! he bought a card that is supposed to be for a friend, and wrote 4 big words - 生日快乐. plus the word 老公. haha. and my mummy said he didnt even write an I LOVE YOU. haha. but i know she must be feeling sweet. if it's me, haha, okay lar. very sweet also lar. all the way from america to singapore. <3
anyway, i've finished watching GOONG! heh! it's nice i tell you. i like SHIN GOON! ((: i hope they'll use the same person for season 2. but i doubt they can lar. and i like the alfred bear! i wish i can own one. but it's super ex. was looking through the net and it actually cost 90+ bucks. sigh. ): it has been so long since the last time i see a bear that i really love. (other than the two on my bed right now) and did i said i stepped on my specs alrd? i think i did. arh. anyway, yes. i stepped on my spectacles ACCIDENTALLY and it broke. so i was hoping i can get my specs soon, since i wanted a new one long ago. (:
oh. and im watching 花样少年少女 now! it's damn funny i tell you. (: and it's from my favourite comic book,偷偷爱着你 (Hanazakarino Kimitachihe) it's super nice! ((: i hope i can buy the vcd. hahaha. =P i want to buy 'my girl' too! haha. (:
arh. i promised my younger brother to bring him to bowling someday next week. and im going to pay for it. *tsk tsk. moolahs, come quickly to me will you? (: i love you, do you know that? *hugs.
okay. i think i've wrote enough. (: goodnights! and oh! going for bowling with da shu, hui ngee, andrew, ernest tmr at tampines safra. (:
-pEiShi-
...
i finally took some pictures of my room! (:
the overview of my room.
my desk. (: just beside the door. and did you see the white bear in the middle? it's a christmas present from terrence! (: okay. i know i dun have a neat desk, so next picture please!
my bed and desk. (: saw my two teddy bear? been with me since 5 and 6 yrs old. (:
the small desk. with GOONG on it! okay. this desk is not neat either. next! (:
the window. the shirt and the skirt are not supposed to be there though. =P
arent they cute? one of the book shelf section. (:
my piano and 'junk' section. =P
and oh! this is the 'notice' that xuzhen and i did for dpip. ((: i love the colours.
went imm today. actually wanted to date myself, but meet up with ernest in the end. (: bought 2 bag, yellow and pink. those cheap one lar. but i like them! heh. and grr! ernest say it's a waste of money! didnt buy much today. lOl. not as if go out means must buy something lar. but there's still this sense of achievement when you buy something and bring it back home. haha. crap.
i wanna go oversea too. ): kor kor going to KL for backpacking trips with his friends and gf i think, xuzhen going to genting with her friends, laura is going to china tmr with her family and kelvin is in brunei. but im still here, in singapore. ): i wanna go taiwan, hong kong, new zealand, batam or rota island to see my dad! okay. im starting to feel depressed now. shant talk about it anymore.
this back pain of mine is getting more and more unbearable alrd. ): it's both the spine and muscles. grr. i cant even lean on anything now. maybe i have spina bifida! OPPS! *cover mouth.
and dad send a card back for mummy! he bought a card that is supposed to be for a friend, and wrote 4 big words - 生日快乐. plus the word 老公. haha. and my mummy said he didnt even write an I LOVE YOU. haha. but i know she must be feeling sweet. if it's me, haha, okay lar. very sweet also lar. all the way from america to singapore. <3
anyway, i've finished watching GOONG! heh! it's nice i tell you. i like SHIN GOON! ((: i hope they'll use the same person for season 2. but i doubt they can lar. and i like the alfred bear! i wish i can own one. but it's super ex. was looking through the net and it actually cost 90+ bucks. sigh. ): it has been so long since the last time i see a bear that i really love. (other than the two on my bed right now) and did i said i stepped on my specs alrd? i think i did. arh. anyway, yes. i stepped on my spectacles ACCIDENTALLY and it broke. so i was hoping i can get my specs soon, since i wanted a new one long ago. (:
oh. and im watching 花样少年少女 now! it's damn funny i tell you. (: and it's from my favourite comic book,偷偷爱着你 (Hanazakarino Kimitachihe) it's super nice! ((: i hope i can buy the vcd. hahaha. =P i want to buy 'my girl' too! haha. (:
arh. i promised my younger brother to bring him to bowling someday next week. and im going to pay for it. *tsk tsk. moolahs, come quickly to me will you? (: i love you, do you know that? *hugs.
okay. i think i've wrote enough. (: goodnights! and oh! going for bowling with da shu, hui ngee, andrew, ernest tmr at tampines safra. (:
-pEiShi-
creep
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
hmm. i almost fainted on the way home today. things are getting worse each day. the giddy spells wouldnt leave me. i think i must be down with something. i might die someday soon. =S
ironically, im more afraid of getting old rather than death. because as you get older, and i mean like the age of 50+/60s, you need to rely more on others when your motor skills and mental development starts to deteriorate. thats when your organs are failing too. i dun want to be relying on my sons or daughters, that is if i were able to get married and give birth, haha. i mean okay, the feeling of vulnerability that i will experience during the later phase of my life and feel that the life is slipping away slowly and silently. okay. creepy. but as for death, heh. i dunno. i wouldnt be feeling anything. but maybe it's more of the people around me? i wouldnt say they wouldnt care if im alive or dead lar. thats lame. because i know they care. (: heh. they will be sad though.
side note: guo rong sounded like little boy! so excited about christmas! made me so excited too! lOl. and something funny. bro just now was telling me about deathnote. there had been so many unpredicted death these few months. without any signs of death. and he said someone is using deathnote. haha. this entry is getting more and more creepy. grrr.
hmm. okay. i was saying about fainting. yeah. i dunno why too. *hur. it's so scary.
anyway, went to school today and did proj. quite pissed during the beginning. why did SHE think she can choose to come or not to come when this is a group proj? and her attitude is pissing everyone's off. and in the end, she will complain that she dd everything, when she didnt even bother to discuss the topic with us. like what nancy said, we are always following her schedule to meet up, and everyone is sick of that alrd. the second PP. making everyone more united. =P
anyway, im supposed to be posting pictures of my room up. but it's still in a mess now. haha. so next time! (:
-pEiShi-
...
ironically, im more afraid of getting old rather than death. because as you get older, and i mean like the age of 50+/60s, you need to rely more on others when your motor skills and mental development starts to deteriorate. thats when your organs are failing too. i dun want to be relying on my sons or daughters, that is if i were able to get married and give birth, haha. i mean okay, the feeling of vulnerability that i will experience during the later phase of my life and feel that the life is slipping away slowly and silently. okay. creepy. but as for death, heh. i dunno. i wouldnt be feeling anything. but maybe it's more of the people around me? i wouldnt say they wouldnt care if im alive or dead lar. thats lame. because i know they care. (: heh. they will be sad though.
side note: guo rong sounded like little boy! so excited about christmas! made me so excited too! lOl. and something funny. bro just now was telling me about deathnote. there had been so many unpredicted death these few months. without any signs of death. and he said someone is using deathnote. haha. this entry is getting more and more creepy. grrr.
hmm. okay. i was saying about fainting. yeah. i dunno why too. *hur. it's so scary.
anyway, went to school today and did proj. quite pissed during the beginning. why did SHE think she can choose to come or not to come when this is a group proj? and her attitude is pissing everyone's off. and in the end, she will complain that she dd everything, when she didnt even bother to discuss the topic with us. like what nancy said, we are always following her schedule to meet up, and everyone is sick of that alrd. the second PP. making everyone more united. =P
anyway, im supposed to be posting pictures of my room up. but it's still in a mess now. haha. so next time! (:
-pEiShi-
专属天使
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
*HUR. i seriously need a new specs. BECAUSE this super blur woman, which obviously refers to me, stepped on her specs which happened to be on the floor, blown off the table by the wind when the cats and dogs (rain) pours down and strong wind howling. yeah. enough of crap. so the bottom line of the whole paragraph is - i need a new specs. it's so irritating without one at home. i cant see things clearly, esp when watching tv, reading books and using my dear laptop. and i cant possibly put on contact lens at home right? my mum would think i must have been traumatised by some events and gone crazy. and of course, i have been wanting a new specs! heh. so while i complain to my mum that i've stepped on my 2nd pair of eyes and i need a new pair, i was smiling like hell inside me. heh heh. dun tell my mum this, else you wouldnt see me in class when school reopens. ((:
alright. there's so many new songs during this period! i love the Tank song, 专属天使. it's so sweet yet a little heartbreaking. i dunno why heartbreaking though. maybe the angel who is supposed to be in the heaven fell into the mortal world?
grr. i've been procastinating quite alot these few days. havent been doing my math lesson plans, learning corner, recording of conversation, science evaluation, dpip etc. okay. im starting to feel the stress and pressure now. on top of that, *tsk tsk, there's more to fret about my life.
christmas is coming soon! (: both happy and sad. anyway, ep are going for a va outing on 24th at sentosa. not confirmed though, but hope it's still on. having bbq with lu xin and others on 25th. (:
-pEiShi-
i miss you dear.
专属天使
我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
...
alright. there's so many new songs during this period! i love the Tank song, 专属天使. it's so sweet yet a little heartbreaking. i dunno why heartbreaking though. maybe the angel who is supposed to be in the heaven fell into the mortal world?
grr. i've been procastinating quite alot these few days. havent been doing my math lesson plans, learning corner, recording of conversation, science evaluation, dpip etc. okay. im starting to feel the stress and pressure now. on top of that, *tsk tsk, there's more to fret about my life.
christmas is coming soon! (: both happy and sad. anyway, ep are going for a va outing on 24th at sentosa. not confirmed though, but hope it's still on. having bbq with lu xin and others on 25th. (:
-pEiShi-
i miss you dear.
专属天使
我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
agony
Monday, December 18, 2006
im dying soon. why didnt you come and save me from all these agony? have you realised how much it hurts?
-pEiShi-
...
-pEiShi-
爱情
爱情
听窗外的雨
它滴滴嗒嗒打在窗口
像我思绪
反覆的把你想念叫做爱情
我好想证明
从不在一起
我还是不能停止想你
我对着玻璃
轻轻的吐气再用手指
写着爱你
恰像是一起寻找叫做爱情
不需要证明
对白很干净
我唯一想说只有我爱你
咖啡馆外面的雨境
我们一起向前进
所有画面都很熟悉
我打开口袋里的记忆
充满的都是你
平凡又显得神奇
我喜欢说爱我的你
一样的对着玻璃
用呼吸吹醒平淡的水气
苦了也变得多麽甜蜜
在慵懒的天气
借着雨点说爱你
看窗外的你
拥抱着爱情
我们一起继续前进
听风中的歌
谱写歌颂爱情
你我在和音
对白很清晰
会是个美丽的结局
依旧是爱情
你让我欢喜
让我执着让我安静
不必有太多理由叫做爱情
因我只要你
对白很干净
我唯一会说只有我爱你
...
听窗外的雨
它滴滴嗒嗒打在窗口
像我思绪
反覆的把你想念叫做爱情
我好想证明
从不在一起
我还是不能停止想你
我对着玻璃
轻轻的吐气再用手指
写着爱你
恰像是一起寻找叫做爱情
不需要证明
对白很干净
我唯一想说只有我爱你
咖啡馆外面的雨境
我们一起向前进
所有画面都很熟悉
我打开口袋里的记忆
充满的都是你
平凡又显得神奇
我喜欢说爱我的你
一样的对着玻璃
用呼吸吹醒平淡的水气
苦了也变得多麽甜蜜
在慵懒的天气
借着雨点说爱你
看窗外的你
拥抱着爱情
我们一起继续前进
听风中的歌
谱写歌颂爱情
你我在和音
对白很清晰
会是个美丽的结局
依旧是爱情
你让我欢喜
让我执着让我安静
不必有太多理由叫做爱情
因我只要你
对白很干净
我唯一会说只有我爱你
Last Christmas
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Last Christmas
Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
Once bitten and twice shy,
I keep my distance,
But you still catch my eye.
Tell me baby,
Do you recognize me?
Well, it's been a year
It doesn't surprise me
(Happy Christmas)
I wrapped it up and sent it.
With a note saying "I love you" --
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been.
But if you kissed me now,
I know you'd fool me again.
A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My god I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me?
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore him apart
Maybe next year I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special.
...
Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
Once bitten and twice shy,
I keep my distance,
But you still catch my eye.
Tell me baby,
Do you recognize me?
Well, it's been a year
It doesn't surprise me
(Happy Christmas)
I wrapped it up and sent it.
With a note saying "I love you" --
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been.
But if you kissed me now,
I know you'd fool me again.
A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My god I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me?
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore him apart
Maybe next year I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special.
可乐戒指
可乐戒指
星星在天上写诗
浪漫到放肆
嘴角的吻还未湿
我害羞掩饰
我调整了我坐姿
假装更矜持
你的紧张你的公式
就像个孩子
你把我喝完的可乐
来换当作戒指
轻轻套上了我手指
你问能不能一辈子
那一秒突然爱上了你
傻傻的固执
我不要你解释
我不要你发誓
我只要你记得此刻
你眼里我的样子
爱我不要解释
爱我不要发誓
这一刻到世界末日
让我们一起把爱
化成最美最美的钻石
你把平凡的日子
变成纪念日
永恒变成未来史
男孩变王子
我不要有大房子
也不要大宝石
我会珍惜可乐戒指
永恒的消失
你用吃完的糖果纸
那是你的方式
默默地写下你发誓
你说保护我一辈子
那一秒突然看到了
你背后的双翅
从此刻到世界末日
活成最美的钻石
你在等答案
我会对你说 yes
...
星星在天上写诗
浪漫到放肆
嘴角的吻还未湿
我害羞掩饰
我调整了我坐姿
假装更矜持
你的紧张你的公式
就像个孩子
你把我喝完的可乐
来换当作戒指
轻轻套上了我手指
你问能不能一辈子
那一秒突然爱上了你
傻傻的固执
我不要你解释
我不要你发誓
我只要你记得此刻
你眼里我的样子
爱我不要解释
爱我不要发誓
这一刻到世界末日
让我们一起把爱
化成最美最美的钻石
你把平凡的日子
变成纪念日
永恒变成未来史
男孩变王子
我不要有大房子
也不要大宝石
我会珍惜可乐戒指
永恒的消失
你用吃完的糖果纸
那是你的方式
默默地写下你发誓
你说保护我一辈子
那一秒突然看到了
你背后的双翅
从此刻到世界末日
活成最美的钻石
你在等答案
我会对你说 yes
last week
keys found. (: in minhui's bag.
it has been a hectic week for me. slept at 3 or 4+ almost everynight. especially with the lack of sleep on the weekend during the camp, i think i need 2 months to recuperate. haha.
finally handed in ITA assignment on friday. was too dead to wake up for lesson that morning, after handing in through mel on thurday midnight, 4am. anyway, before that, xuzhen came over to stay overnight to finish things up but we didnt manage to do so. so ended up, i finish the last bit, to add in the audio, flash, link the pages together, decorate a little big and finish up my personal dossier. it almost made me went mad that night. in fact, i think those who are doing it almost went mad. haha. thank goodness our flash worked and i managed to hide the audio somewhere in the webpage. (:
hmm. gladys and nancy came over the next day and we bought things for our dpip. (:
meanwhile, mr tianhui is jio-ing me to for clubbing! haha. *tsk tsk.
so i missed the cd lecture on friday morning. haha. *tsk tsk. thank goodness it's a speaker lecture. handed in the ita assignment cover sheet and went for ast lesson.
we ended early that day! (: no ita lesson, and ast was pushed up alrd. so we ended school at 12 on friday. went for syc meeting and got everything settle very fast. went to library and waited for xz and jasmine. went to bukit timah plaza and bugis after that. bought 2 t-shirt, 'im not spoiled but just well-taken care of' and 'i used to have an open mind but my brains keep falling out' haha. damn cute. (: bought a watch, mum's present and 2 books! ((: heh. one is for hui ngee though. for her and her baby. 365 games for baby. but i think im keeping for awhile before giving it to her. (: wait till her tummy grows bigger first. (:
went facial last week. cost me 120! plus facial products lar. *tsk tsk. i hope my face does get better. :( mum was telling me that i should go do my hair alrd. she wanted me to reborn during jan. i think im going to pay it myself. (: and oh! i made a card for her birthday, and i think she's delighted, cuz i forgot when was the last time i made a card for her alrd. hahaha.
christmas party on saturday. quite fun. took jolin, though she wasnt a trainee. haha. she's cute. (: and hui ngee was so agitated that day, i was so scared for her baby. *tsk tsk. went home before the party ends and have dinner with mum and brothers. went to jurong again and meet up with ernest, iL, munjee, huingee, andrew, da shu, jerison, guirong, and yinhong to go to cheavron together. we walked a very big round! sweating all over. yesterday's game was good. (: and i won a lucky draw! haha. (: and i got a chipped nail in the end. *HUR. and we really cheered very loudly. haha. till my voice sore a little now. haha.
played till 11 and we all went for supper. jerison suggested kbox but it was too late. haha. and now i think jerison is very talented. (:
i had a very ridiculous dream last night. it freaked me out, seriously. it bothers me when i think of it. nothing of such should happen, i hope so.
yeaps. im going to prepare myself now for the badminton later. (:
anyway, holiday alrd! heh. finally. 2 weeks break before school starts again. and christmas is around the corner too. (:
-pEiShi-
i saw the one. the one who makes my heart throbs, my heart stops and my heart hurts.
...
it has been a hectic week for me. slept at 3 or 4+ almost everynight. especially with the lack of sleep on the weekend during the camp, i think i need 2 months to recuperate. haha.
finally handed in ITA assignment on friday. was too dead to wake up for lesson that morning, after handing in through mel on thurday midnight, 4am. anyway, before that, xuzhen came over to stay overnight to finish things up but we didnt manage to do so. so ended up, i finish the last bit, to add in the audio, flash, link the pages together, decorate a little big and finish up my personal dossier. it almost made me went mad that night. in fact, i think those who are doing it almost went mad. haha. thank goodness our flash worked and i managed to hide the audio somewhere in the webpage. (:
hmm. gladys and nancy came over the next day and we bought things for our dpip. (:
meanwhile, mr tianhui is jio-ing me to for clubbing! haha. *tsk tsk.
so i missed the cd lecture on friday morning. haha. *tsk tsk. thank goodness it's a speaker lecture. handed in the ita assignment cover sheet and went for ast lesson.
we ended early that day! (: no ita lesson, and ast was pushed up alrd. so we ended school at 12 on friday. went for syc meeting and got everything settle very fast. went to library and waited for xz and jasmine. went to bukit timah plaza and bugis after that. bought 2 t-shirt, 'im not spoiled but just well-taken care of' and 'i used to have an open mind but my brains keep falling out' haha. damn cute. (: bought a watch, mum's present and 2 books! ((: heh. one is for hui ngee though. for her and her baby. 365 games for baby. but i think im keeping for awhile before giving it to her. (: wait till her tummy grows bigger first. (:
went facial last week. cost me 120! plus facial products lar. *tsk tsk. i hope my face does get better. :( mum was telling me that i should go do my hair alrd. she wanted me to reborn during jan. i think im going to pay it myself. (: and oh! i made a card for her birthday, and i think she's delighted, cuz i forgot when was the last time i made a card for her alrd. hahaha.
christmas party on saturday. quite fun. took jolin, though she wasnt a trainee. haha. she's cute. (: and hui ngee was so agitated that day, i was so scared for her baby. *tsk tsk. went home before the party ends and have dinner with mum and brothers. went to jurong again and meet up with ernest, iL, munjee, huingee, andrew, da shu, jerison, guirong, and yinhong to go to cheavron together. we walked a very big round! sweating all over. yesterday's game was good. (: and i won a lucky draw! haha. (: and i got a chipped nail in the end. *HUR. and we really cheered very loudly. haha. till my voice sore a little now. haha.
played till 11 and we all went for supper. jerison suggested kbox but it was too late. haha. and now i think jerison is very talented. (:
i had a very ridiculous dream last night. it freaked me out, seriously. it bothers me when i think of it. nothing of such should happen, i hope so.
yeaps. im going to prepare myself now for the badminton later. (:
anyway, holiday alrd! heh. finally. 2 weeks break before school starts again. and christmas is around the corner too. (:
-pEiShi-
i saw the one. the one who makes my heart throbs, my heart stops and my heart hurts.
ep camp '06
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
ep camp '06 rocks! ((: actually to me, all ep camps rock. (:
yeaps. 4th ep camp for me. in charge of food AGAIN. continuously for 2 years. haha. i hope the standard is better, at least the same. heh. i slacked quite a lot during this camp. yeah. and i really mean A LOT. haha. alright alright. im still in the post-ep-camp mood. lOl.
1st day. a lot of things cropped up. and i cried. grr. didnt want to bring it up anymore. but thanks to charles for driving me around and accompanying me. (:
and did i said hui ngee is pregnant?! oh yeah. i think i did. hahaha. anyway, nothing much. basically, i just hid in my kitchen most of the time during the camp. =P charles and i sneaked out to have bubble tea on the second day afternoon! heh. not exactly sneak out though. but we went to collect food from boon hao's nany and develop the photos. so 'shun bian' buy bubble tea for ourselves. (:
volunteers' night! yeah!! hehs. it was great. quite some people stayed. had bbq. nowadays, the trend is changing. guys are the one who bbq now. (: so we girls get to enjoy the food! lOl. though most of them are either 1/2 cooked or 'chao-da' =P but thanks for the effort lar. ((: i didnt get to play on the swing. ):
anyway, star award was on the air that day. so many of us went in halfway to watch it. actually, most of the 'elderlys'. so the youngsters all stayed outside, chit-chat and eat.
only a few peeps stayed overnight. minhui, iL, kaishin, guirong, ernest and me. seemed like a trend, we have someone joining us for the volunteers' night again. (: jerrison. a nice and funny guy. i felt like a queen/princess that night, because he made mashed potatoes and cup noodles for me, jelly for everyone. (: and all of us, except guirong and kaishin who had heart-to-heart talk in the room on second floor, we were playing mahjong! haha. we started at ard 12, end at 6. and halfway, they casted the doha games, remy ong's match. they were crazy i tell you! haha. the rest were screaming and yelling, so i decided to go find guirong and kaishin in the bedroom. (:
no more scrambled egg for guirong on monday morning. just cant stop laughing thinking about last year's camp. the whole room was smoked! lOl. anyway, checked out and had brunch at white sands cavanas. i dun like their rice. =X actually, i never like cavanas rice.
talked for an hour and we went back home. took bus and i felt so tired that i feel like skipping the test at 3.10. but i didnt! (: okay. i think i did fairly alright. haha. skipped syc and went home early today. wasnt feeling very well. feeling giddy. ):
i've lost my keys! *boo. last saw it in charles car. but he couldnt find it. >.<
alright. im tired now. (:
-pEiShi-
...
yeaps. 4th ep camp for me. in charge of food AGAIN. continuously for 2 years. haha. i hope the standard is better, at least the same. heh. i slacked quite a lot during this camp. yeah. and i really mean A LOT. haha. alright alright. im still in the post-ep-camp mood. lOl.
1st day. a lot of things cropped up. and i cried. grr. didnt want to bring it up anymore. but thanks to charles for driving me around and accompanying me. (:
and did i said hui ngee is pregnant?! oh yeah. i think i did. hahaha. anyway, nothing much. basically, i just hid in my kitchen most of the time during the camp. =P charles and i sneaked out to have bubble tea on the second day afternoon! heh. not exactly sneak out though. but we went to collect food from boon hao's nany and develop the photos. so 'shun bian' buy bubble tea for ourselves. (:
volunteers' night! yeah!! hehs. it was great. quite some people stayed. had bbq. nowadays, the trend is changing. guys are the one who bbq now. (: so we girls get to enjoy the food! lOl. though most of them are either 1/2 cooked or 'chao-da' =P but thanks for the effort lar. ((: i didnt get to play on the swing. ):
anyway, star award was on the air that day. so many of us went in halfway to watch it. actually, most of the 'elderlys'. so the youngsters all stayed outside, chit-chat and eat.
only a few peeps stayed overnight. minhui, iL, kaishin, guirong, ernest and me. seemed like a trend, we have someone joining us for the volunteers' night again. (: jerrison. a nice and funny guy. i felt like a queen/princess that night, because he made mashed potatoes and cup noodles for me, jelly for everyone. (: and all of us, except guirong and kaishin who had heart-to-heart talk in the room on second floor, we were playing mahjong! haha. we started at ard 12, end at 6. and halfway, they casted the doha games, remy ong's match. they were crazy i tell you! haha. the rest were screaming and yelling, so i decided to go find guirong and kaishin in the bedroom. (:
no more scrambled egg for guirong on monday morning. just cant stop laughing thinking about last year's camp. the whole room was smoked! lOl. anyway, checked out and had brunch at white sands cavanas. i dun like their rice. =X actually, i never like cavanas rice.
talked for an hour and we went back home. took bus and i felt so tired that i feel like skipping the test at 3.10. but i didnt! (: okay. i think i did fairly alright. haha. skipped syc and went home early today. wasnt feeling very well. feeling giddy. ):
i've lost my keys! *boo. last saw it in charles car. but he couldnt find it. >.<
alright. im tired now. (:
-pEiShi-
boring
Friday, December 08, 2006
*BOO! (:
ITA lesson now. bored. actually, the lecturer is not even here yet. looking around, gladys and nancy are surfing friendster, xuzhen is looking at her blog, jasmine is looking at a forum, laura reading my blog. (: and yixin reading her book. i feel so bored now.
anyway, photoshop test later. god bless. (:
ep camp tmr! ((: heh. going to shop for stuff later with mh and iL at sheng siong.
okay. nothing to blog now. ta-ta! (:
-pEiShi-
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ITA lesson now. bored. actually, the lecturer is not even here yet. looking around, gladys and nancy are surfing friendster, xuzhen is looking at her blog, jasmine is looking at a forum, laura reading my blog. (: and yixin reading her book. i feel so bored now.
anyway, photoshop test later. god bless. (:
ep camp tmr! ((: heh. going to shop for stuff later with mh and iL at sheng siong.
okay. nothing to blog now. ta-ta! (:
-pEiShi-
so happening. (:
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
i've got so much things to blog about! i've been procastinating for the past few days. haha.
yeaps. ep camp is coming this week. time flies dun they? im in charge of food again. planning the meals and ordering of food. plus helping ernest with his budget and finance allocation. plus buying the logistic items. it can really make someone so busy that sleep is limited to a few hours, probably 3 or 4 every day. =( would some kind soul help me? =P
projs are going on too. lets just hope we dun have difficulty meeting deadlines, or else, we'll be dead. lOl. okay. not funny. im so tired now! grr.
anyway, i guess i HAVENT blog about this. i repainted my room! oh well, i didnt repaint actually, my mum did. lOl. so my room turned from light blue into lime green! YES! you are not having vision problem. i typed LIME GREEN just now! haha. it was rather striking at first, but i got used to it soon after that. and like what ernest said, im in love with my room and fanscinated by it. anyway, i rearranged the furniture in my room. changed the position of my bed and wardrobe. the dump area and the book shelves. threw away all the unwanted items (though i bet there's still quite alot of unwanted things chuck somewhere, waiting to be freed during spring cleaning when miss peishi have the time to do it. lOl.) anyway, shall post the pic of my room some time soon. (:
yeah. been watching 宫 these few days. super nice i tell you! didnt like 信 at first. instead, liked 律 better. hehs. but things started to change in the middle of the whole series. hehs.
cca fair on sunday. went for the afternoon shift. ernest asked me to go for the whole day, since he'll be there the whole day, but i wanna watch my 宫! haha. =P had so much fun that there, though i was the 'princess', slacking and enjoying myself when other people work. yeah. i WATCH other people like i-lin, minhui, guirong and munjee work. lOl. ate quite a lot of things too. and guirong bought 豆奶 for me! in the afternoon! lOl. i still feel funny drinking it in the afternoon. it's a morning drink for me. after sipping two mouth, guirong finished it for me. (: i like the lemonade though. it's just nice. ((: i wish i can drink it again. lOl.
had dinner with them. walked all the way to ps from taka. mind you, we, in fact our clich other than me, had been standing for quite some time to tend the stall. but i didnt know why i was having backache too. hahaha. i did help at the last half an hour, bending and picking up the balls. maybe thats why. maybe... lOl.
anyway, did i said we had dinner together? oh. i think i did. okay. anyway, we did have dinner together. at ps. i think i said that too? HUR. err. alright. ate pastamania. waited so long for the seats, because we are quite a big group. 6 people? yeah. talked, chit chat and we walked ard while iL and guirong left first. the rest of us, me, mh, munjee and ernest went shopping. actually, i was the one who shopped. heh. bought a long sleeve shirt and a belt. finally. (: i saw this mickey mouse shirt i liked so much. save it for the next time. lOl.
bus home. crapped and listen to music on the way. dropped near pending station and ernest sent me home.
what else? oh. sunday! badminton in the morning. ((: been so long since my last workout. :P lunch at tampines and we last min decided to go andrew and hui ngee's house! AND OH!!! mentioning this two people, some good news. really good news! heh! HUI NGEE IS PREGNANT!!! (((: they were married only for 3 months? lOl. that was fast right?! haha. but nevertheless, it's a good news. (:
hmm. oh. back to track. played mahjong and watched vcd. (: had dinner with da shu, ernest and siok cheng at bedok. took bus home after that.
oh oh! xuzhen, nancy, gladys and i found a great spot in the school library to hang out at! heh! the lifestyle library, lifeskills section! they've got super interesting books i tell you! haha. WE LOVE THEM! hahaha. borrowed two books home.one of it was 'Secrets about Men Every Woman Should Know' even corliss, cherynne and anita find them interesting! haha. ((: that shall be xuzhen and my fav spot for the time being, till we find a better one! but for now, it has got to be there. heh. ((:
going to celebrate terrence's birthday tmr! at seoul garden. finally changing to a different venue other than sakae huh? lOl. been quite sick with sakae alrd. :P my life is so happening now. lOl. so many activities. but on the other hand, school projs. *tsk tsk. so stressed. ):
holiday holiday please come soon. anyway, thanks for those who cared! (: you guys made my day. heh. and LAURA! *hugs! ((:
-pEiShi-
sometimes i felt as if i cannot take the overwhelmed feeling anymore, but the thought of you made me move on.
...
yeaps. ep camp is coming this week. time flies dun they? im in charge of food again. planning the meals and ordering of food. plus helping ernest with his budget and finance allocation. plus buying the logistic items. it can really make someone so busy that sleep is limited to a few hours, probably 3 or 4 every day. =( would some kind soul help me? =P
projs are going on too. lets just hope we dun have difficulty meeting deadlines, or else, we'll be dead. lOl. okay. not funny. im so tired now! grr.
anyway, i guess i HAVENT blog about this. i repainted my room! oh well, i didnt repaint actually, my mum did. lOl. so my room turned from light blue into lime green! YES! you are not having vision problem. i typed LIME GREEN just now! haha. it was rather striking at first, but i got used to it soon after that. and like what ernest said, im in love with my room and fanscinated by it. anyway, i rearranged the furniture in my room. changed the position of my bed and wardrobe. the dump area and the book shelves. threw away all the unwanted items (though i bet there's still quite alot of unwanted things chuck somewhere, waiting to be freed during spring cleaning when miss peishi have the time to do it. lOl.) anyway, shall post the pic of my room some time soon. (:
yeah. been watching 宫 these few days. super nice i tell you! didnt like 信 at first. instead, liked 律 better. hehs. but things started to change in the middle of the whole series. hehs.
cca fair on sunday. went for the afternoon shift. ernest asked me to go for the whole day, since he'll be there the whole day, but i wanna watch my 宫! haha. =P had so much fun that there, though i was the 'princess', slacking and enjoying myself when other people work. yeah. i WATCH other people like i-lin, minhui, guirong and munjee work. lOl. ate quite a lot of things too. and guirong bought 豆奶 for me! in the afternoon! lOl. i still feel funny drinking it in the afternoon. it's a morning drink for me. after sipping two mouth, guirong finished it for me. (: i like the lemonade though. it's just nice. ((: i wish i can drink it again. lOl.
had dinner with them. walked all the way to ps from taka. mind you, we, in fact our clich other than me, had been standing for quite some time to tend the stall. but i didnt know why i was having backache too. hahaha. i did help at the last half an hour, bending and picking up the balls. maybe thats why. maybe... lOl.
anyway, did i said we had dinner together? oh. i think i did. okay. anyway, we did have dinner together. at ps. i think i said that too? HUR. err. alright. ate pastamania. waited so long for the seats, because we are quite a big group. 6 people? yeah. talked, chit chat and we walked ard while iL and guirong left first. the rest of us, me, mh, munjee and ernest went shopping. actually, i was the one who shopped. heh. bought a long sleeve shirt and a belt. finally. (: i saw this mickey mouse shirt i liked so much. save it for the next time. lOl.
bus home. crapped and listen to music on the way. dropped near pending station and ernest sent me home.
what else? oh. sunday! badminton in the morning. ((: been so long since my last workout. :P lunch at tampines and we last min decided to go andrew and hui ngee's house! AND OH!!! mentioning this two people, some good news. really good news! heh! HUI NGEE IS PREGNANT!!! (((: they were married only for 3 months? lOl. that was fast right?! haha. but nevertheless, it's a good news. (:
hmm. oh. back to track. played mahjong and watched vcd. (: had dinner with da shu, ernest and siok cheng at bedok. took bus home after that.
oh oh! xuzhen, nancy, gladys and i found a great spot in the school library to hang out at! heh! the lifestyle library, lifeskills section! they've got super interesting books i tell you! haha. WE LOVE THEM! hahaha. borrowed two books home.one of it was 'Secrets about Men Every Woman Should Know' even corliss, cherynne and anita find them interesting! haha. ((: that shall be xuzhen and my fav spot for the time being, till we find a better one! but for now, it has got to be there. heh. ((:
going to celebrate terrence's birthday tmr! at seoul garden. finally changing to a different venue other than sakae huh? lOl. been quite sick with sakae alrd. :P my life is so happening now. lOl. so many activities. but on the other hand, school projs. *tsk tsk. so stressed. ):
holiday holiday please come soon. anyway, thanks for those who cared! (: you guys made my day. heh. and LAURA! *hugs! ((:
-pEiShi-
sometimes i felt as if i cannot take the overwhelmed feeling anymore, but the thought of you made me move on.
Disguise
Monday, December 04, 2006
Disguise
Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up to those people
You must be strong
Can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone
Something that's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop all the wondering
And questions they may have
I'm okay I really am now
Just needed some time to figure things out
Not telling lies I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
Have you ever seen your face
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess
You feel far from good
Need to hide 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish
Of being somewhere else
To let go of your disguise
All your worries too
And from that moment
Then you see things clear
Are you waiting for that day
When your pain will disappear
When you'll know that it's not true
What they say about you
You couldn't care less about the things surrounding you
Ignoring all the voices from now on
Still we don't know what's yet to come
-pEiShi-
...
Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up to those people
You must be strong
Can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone
Something that's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop all the wondering
And questions they may have
I'm okay I really am now
Just needed some time to figure things out
Not telling lies I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
Have you ever seen your face
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess
You feel far from good
Need to hide 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish
Of being somewhere else
To let go of your disguise
All your worries too
And from that moment
Then you see things clear
Are you waiting for that day
When your pain will disappear
When you'll know that it's not true
What they say about you
You couldn't care less about the things surrounding you
Ignoring all the voices from now on
Still we don't know what's yet to come
-pEiShi-
women are like waves
Sunday, December 03, 2006
A woman is like a wave. When she feels loved, her self-esteem rises and falls in a wave motion. When she is really good she will reach a peak, but suddenly her mood may change and her wave crashes down. This crash is temporary. After she reaches bottom, suddenly her mood will shift and she will feel good about herself. Automatically, her wave rises back up.
When a woman's wave rises she feels she has an abundance of love to give, but when it falls she feels her inner emptiness and her need to be filled up with love. This time of bottoming out is a time for emotional housecleaning.
If she has suppressed any negative feelings or denied herself in order to be more loving on the upswing of her wave, then on the downswing she begins to experience these negative feelings and unfulfilled needs. During this down time she especially needs to talk about problems and be heard and understood.
When she is not feeling as good about herself, she is unable to be as accepting and appreciative of her partner. At her down times, she tends to be overwhelmed or more emotionally reactive. When her wave hits bottom, she is more vulnerable and needs more love. It is crucial that her partner understand what she needs at these times, otherwise he may make unreasonable demands.
Men argue the right to be free while women argue the right to be upset. Men want space while women want understanding.
If a woman is not supported in being unhappy sometimes then she can never truly be happy. To be genuinely happy requires dipping down into the well to release, heal and purify the emotions. This is a natural and healthy process.
~Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus (John Gray, 1992)
i feel like my wave is crashing right now. maybe it has been going downswing days before today. but i kinda ignored it. which of course makes me more unhappy or upset. i dun have what i want with me right now. i hope i can heal the wounds myself and have my needs fulfilled 2-3 months later.
hmm. im feeling so stressed with life right now. school work have been piling up and i feel like running away. grr. i hate crying.
-pEiShi-
...
When a woman's wave rises she feels she has an abundance of love to give, but when it falls she feels her inner emptiness and her need to be filled up with love. This time of bottoming out is a time for emotional housecleaning.
If she has suppressed any negative feelings or denied herself in order to be more loving on the upswing of her wave, then on the downswing she begins to experience these negative feelings and unfulfilled needs. During this down time she especially needs to talk about problems and be heard and understood.
When she is not feeling as good about herself, she is unable to be as accepting and appreciative of her partner. At her down times, she tends to be overwhelmed or more emotionally reactive. When her wave hits bottom, she is more vulnerable and needs more love. It is crucial that her partner understand what she needs at these times, otherwise he may make unreasonable demands.
Men argue the right to be free while women argue the right to be upset. Men want space while women want understanding.
If a woman is not supported in being unhappy sometimes then she can never truly be happy. To be genuinely happy requires dipping down into the well to release, heal and purify the emotions. This is a natural and healthy process.
~Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus (John Gray, 1992)
i feel like my wave is crashing right now. maybe it has been going downswing days before today. but i kinda ignored it. which of course makes me more unhappy or upset. i dun have what i want with me right now. i hope i can heal the wounds myself and have my needs fulfilled 2-3 months later.
hmm. im feeling so stressed with life right now. school work have been piling up and i feel like running away. grr. i hate crying.
-pEiShi-
