-pEiShi-
回想
Sunday, October 29, 2006
打完球，留了汗，只完午餐后，看了看手表，才两点半。不想太早回家，便决定从兀洛搭巴士回家。在巴士上边看风景，边读书。读累了，就看看窗外。突然想起第一次看到他的时候。是在 chalet 的时候吧。大家都在烧烤，不是很在意刚到的两个客人。我记得，我在试烤 cheese garlic bread 吧。好像还挺不错的。真正注意到他，好像是他问我是不是从 SA 来的。当时我在想，穿 SA 的衣服，一定要是从那里来的吗？之后的印象，就是他变成了大家的顾问，玩 bridge 的顾问。而我呢，以整晚就走来走去，看电视，吃饼干，不太理玩牌的他们。
不知不觉就早上了，因为刚配了隐形眼镜不久，还不太会分前后，所以抓了 ernest 来问。而他就站在旁边。有点不好意思的，因为配了隐形眼镜竟然不会分前后。但不管这么多了，要戴得进才是最重要的对吗？
之后的印象，就挺好笑的。就是我们的桂荣第一次煎蛋，竟然还煎到烟太多，害大家以为厨房着火了。哈哈。接下来，是他煎了一次给桂荣看。而我之后才知道他只炒过一次饭。哈哈。那天厨房没有二度熏出大量的浓烟，真是万分的奇迹啊。
再来就是回家的时候了。他那么好心的帮我拿我的大纸袋。对他来说可能算不了什么，但他应该不知道，他这么小的动作，对当时不舒服的我是具有多么大的意义吧。敏慧说我容易被感动，我想是真的吧。
第二次就是 myg 的 christmas party 了。不下心看到他，穿着黑色的 dryfit shirt 和短裤，看起来满整洁的。好感是在那时悄悄的产生的吗？我不知道。
不知不觉就快在一起两个月了。我们还有好多的两个月要走吧。亲爱的，我们一起加油吧。
Happy Holiday
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
*BOO! happy holiday! =))
hehs. anyway, woke up in the early morning and went to watch movie! haha. watched the death note. well, hmm, it's just another typical kind of police chasing the baddies? yeah. but much more impt is whom you watched it with. hehs. (:
OPPS! i've accidentally swollow a grape! *faint.
anyway, i woke up today, i mean from the afternoon nap, and realise sometimes the right way to handle a situation comes from the attitude from within you. which means, if you decide to be cheerful and happy, use this attitude to face everything. even during the most difficult circumstances, though it's not easy to maintain this attitude or thinking, it's something that has to cultivate and practise slowly.
ARGH! i bite my tongue! *ouch.
the grapes are so sweet! too sweet. anyway, thats besides the point. and the whole thing is, i should start doing it, if i believe so. right wrong? right left? okay. thats supposed to be funny. as in the right left part. lOl.
anyway, i've said 4 times 'anyway' alrd. this is the fifth time. okay, anyway, haha, im constipating, oh, thats besides the point again, haha. err. what was i saying? oh i remembered. i was saying that last night, i was browsing through my previous entry, starting from last year dec. and the memories were filled with kelvin. *tsk tsk. didnt realised it until i read through it, it was like almost every week. *tsk tsk. seems so easy to know my thinking yeah. haha.
anyway, he's going operational (issit the right word? =S) soon. which means not much time for me anymore! *sobs. okay lar. i must be understanding right? (:
i've been getting mosquito bites these few days. and they really itch!! >.<
and oh! happy birthday KOK HOWE, my SON! =p
-pEiShi-
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hehs. anyway, woke up in the early morning and went to watch movie! haha. watched the death note. well, hmm, it's just another typical kind of police chasing the baddies? yeah. but much more impt is whom you watched it with. hehs. (:
OPPS! i've accidentally swollow a grape! *faint.
anyway, i woke up today, i mean from the afternoon nap, and realise sometimes the right way to handle a situation comes from the attitude from within you. which means, if you decide to be cheerful and happy, use this attitude to face everything. even during the most difficult circumstances, though it's not easy to maintain this attitude or thinking, it's something that has to cultivate and practise slowly.
ARGH! i bite my tongue! *ouch.
the grapes are so sweet! too sweet. anyway, thats besides the point. and the whole thing is, i should start doing it, if i believe so. right wrong? right left? okay. thats supposed to be funny. as in the right left part. lOl.
anyway, i've said 4 times 'anyway' alrd. this is the fifth time. okay, anyway, haha, im constipating, oh, thats besides the point again, haha. err. what was i saying? oh i remembered. i was saying that last night, i was browsing through my previous entry, starting from last year dec. and the memories were filled with kelvin. *tsk tsk. didnt realised it until i read through it, it was like almost every week. *tsk tsk. seems so easy to know my thinking yeah. haha.
anyway, he's going operational (issit the right word? =S) soon. which means not much time for me anymore! *sobs. okay lar. i must be understanding right? (:
i've been getting mosquito bites these few days. and they really itch!! >.<
and oh! happy birthday KOK HOWE, my SON! =p
-pEiShi-
a very random post
Sunday, October 22, 2006
had some fun yesterday. went sentosa in the morning with dear, bowling with bk in the afternoon, and dinner with them too.
sometimes, i just experience the 心痛的感觉when i think of him. i wish i know why. is it you care about him too much? i know he did alot of things for me, probably just to make me happy. but the question that comes back is: why do i have to give him? i do hope we both know what we want.
and sometimes, the times in which before we were tgt played in my mind over and over again. i missed all the fireworks, pasir ris and east coast park, junction 8, movies and singapore river.
anyway, 有时会心疼他要付出这么多。and im truly thankful we ended up tgt. (:
a very random post.
-pEiShi-
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sometimes, i just experience the 心痛的感觉when i think of him. i wish i know why. is it you care about him too much? i know he did alot of things for me, probably just to make me happy. but the question that comes back is: why do i have to give him? i do hope we both know what we want.
and sometimes, the times in which before we were tgt played in my mind over and over again. i missed all the fireworks, pasir ris and east coast park, junction 8, movies and singapore river.
anyway, 有时会心疼他要付出这么多。and im truly thankful we ended up tgt. (:
a very random post.
-pEiShi-
tired
thanks for everything today.
shall update again. too tired today.
-pEiShi-
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shall update again. too tired today.
-pEiShi-
back!
Saturday, October 21, 2006
part 1
*boo! im back after losing the internet connection for so long. hehs. (: and the best thing is, im the one who fixed it! haha.
okay. so the latest event that happened to me this week was my aunt's wedding. (: took alot of pics!
look at what we've prepared! chilli sauce, honey, bitter gourd juice and lime juice! hehs.
aww. how sweet! lOl.
小帅哥！
look at how happy she is! ((:
at the bridegroom's house.
thats my beloved cousin! (: okay. i know i look fat. lOl.
yeap. me and 大表哥.
二表哥！
四表哥. okay. he's drunk. haha.
shih lei and me. (:
bin rong and me! (:
wei peng and me! hehs.
li qi and me! ((:
li shan and me! (:
shih hui and me. (:
look at how touched she was when she saw the short clip that we made specially for her. (:
group photo. (:
the three brothers with their best song!
me with my aunt, the bride! hehs.
haha, it's really a fun and memorable wedding. well, now the 'elder' generation are all married, so they are aiming at us now. haha. of course i wouldnt be the next one, cuz i still have so many elder cousins to count on before the arrow points towards me. hehs.
the clip was really a touching one. well, alomst everyone cried. esp when my aunt talked about how late this wedding came, after his father, our grandfather, passed away. *sobs. all the family members, 5 family, 24 + the husband, wishes were in it. (: really put alot of effort in it, esp sher li, who did most of the work. (:
of course! after much photo taking session with my cousins, those self took pictures will come next! *wahaha. =P
hehs. i've nv deny that im zi lian. lOl.
this looked super blur. haha.
tata! shih lei took this for me.
well, finally, i have to say, i love my family. the BIG family. (:
part 2
hehs. had sakae with the beloved 7cranes and 2 goose. lOl. it's great to start school again, because it has been almost 2 months since i last saw them! the 7 cranes - xuzhen, nancy, laura, yixin, gladys and jasmine plus me, the 2 goose - loon and terrence. we had quite some fun on wed. (: and today, i received my birthday present! hehs. a purple wallet. it just gives me a romantic feel when i see it. hehs. thanks ppl! hope new wallet = more money inside! lOl. lousy theory.
anyway, once again, i tricked my boyboy into answering me nonsense questions again. err. i didnt trick him lar. but he answered me willingly. hehs. so when i was tutoring him on thursday, i asked him:
me: so who do you think is the most prettiest?
sebas: err. you. (:
me acting shock: really! haha. den peipei lao shi (the previous tutor) pretty or not?
sebas looking disgusted: eee. no. she not pretty at all. she so fierce.
me: den i fierce or not?
sebas with the angelic look: you so good. nv scold me. not like pei pei lao shi.
me grinning away: haha! okay. den mummy pretty or pei lao shi (his way of calling me) pretty?
sebas thinking: i think both also pretty.
*wahaha! i think im so evil! hehs! later he keep dreaming that pei lao shi, which is me, keep asking him this kind of questions! haha! but it really feels good listening to this kinda answers okay! you guys should try it one day. even if the answers were deceiving. *wahaha! =P
im in love with the cosy section of the library of my school. hehs. flipping through those design books really interest me. lOl. (: esp with my other 6 cranes. haha. talking and joking as we share the books and making comments. haha. ((: went cineleisure with mh today. (: bought SOME things. heh hehs. *shhhh.
meeting dear tmr. hehs. (:
-pEiShi-
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*boo! im back after losing the internet connection for so long. hehs. (: and the best thing is, im the one who fixed it! haha.
okay. so the latest event that happened to me this week was my aunt's wedding. (: took alot of pics!
look at what we've prepared! chilli sauce, honey, bitter gourd juice and lime juice! hehs.
aww. how sweet! lOl.
小帅哥！
look at how happy she is! ((:
at the bridegroom's house.
thats my beloved cousin! (: okay. i know i look fat. lOl.
yeap. me and 大表哥.
二表哥！
四表哥. okay. he's drunk. haha.
shih lei and me. (:
bin rong and me! (:
wei peng and me! hehs.
li qi and me! ((:
li shan and me! (:
shih hui and me. (:
look at how touched she was when she saw the short clip that we made specially for her. (:
group photo. (:
the three brothers with their best song!
me with my aunt, the bride! hehs.
haha, it's really a fun and memorable wedding. well, now the 'elder' generation are all married, so they are aiming at us now. haha. of course i wouldnt be the next one, cuz i still have so many elder cousins to count on before the arrow points towards me. hehs.
the clip was really a touching one. well, alomst everyone cried. esp when my aunt talked about how late this wedding came, after his father, our grandfather, passed away. *sobs. all the family members, 5 family, 24 + the husband, wishes were in it. (: really put alot of effort in it, esp sher li, who did most of the work. (:
of course! after much photo taking session with my cousins, those self took pictures will come next! *wahaha. =P
hehs. i've nv deny that im zi lian. lOl.
this looked super blur. haha.
tata! shih lei took this for me.
well, finally, i have to say, i love my family. the BIG family. (:
part 2
hehs. had sakae with the beloved 7cranes and 2 goose. lOl. it's great to start school again, because it has been almost 2 months since i last saw them! the 7 cranes - xuzhen, nancy, laura, yixin, gladys and jasmine plus me, the 2 goose - loon and terrence. we had quite some fun on wed. (: and today, i received my birthday present! hehs. a purple wallet. it just gives me a romantic feel when i see it. hehs. thanks ppl! hope new wallet = more money inside! lOl. lousy theory.
anyway, once again, i tricked my boyboy into answering me nonsense questions again. err. i didnt trick him lar. but he answered me willingly. hehs. so when i was tutoring him on thursday, i asked him:
me: so who do you think is the most prettiest?
sebas: err. you. (:
me acting shock: really! haha. den peipei lao shi (the previous tutor) pretty or not?
sebas looking disgusted: eee. no. she not pretty at all. she so fierce.
me: den i fierce or not?
sebas with the angelic look: you so good. nv scold me. not like pei pei lao shi.
me grinning away: haha! okay. den mummy pretty or pei lao shi (his way of calling me) pretty?
sebas thinking: i think both also pretty.
*wahaha! i think im so evil! hehs! later he keep dreaming that pei lao shi, which is me, keep asking him this kind of questions! haha! but it really feels good listening to this kinda answers okay! you guys should try it one day. even if the answers were deceiving. *wahaha! =P
im in love with the cosy section of the library of my school. hehs. flipping through those design books really interest me. lOl. (: esp with my other 6 cranes. haha. talking and joking as we share the books and making comments. haha. ((: went cineleisure with mh today. (: bought SOME things. heh hehs. *shhhh.
meeting dear tmr. hehs. (:
-pEiShi-
love. <3
Monday, October 16, 2006
the more i know him, the more i love him. (:
-pEiShi-
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-pEiShi-
the wonder of universe
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
wow. an INTERESTING chat with dear. made me understand and know about so many things. the wonder of the universe. haha. supposed to talked till 11pm only, but ended up hang up the phone at 1.15am. lOl.
went 'shopping' with junrui and joy today again. hehs. bought my contact lens and the solution, a shirt, nail polish, a small notebook and a belated children's day gift. nearly 200 bucks spent today? yeah. =X
time always seemed to pass very fast when im tuitoring sebastian. (: partially because there's so little time, but so much to teach. he's not like what he seemed as not smart, but instead, he's just mere lazy. lazy to read the instuction, lazy to use his brain to think, lazy to work out the answers.
-pEiShi-
i do hope thatyou'll have a good sleep. (:
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went 'shopping' with junrui and joy today again. hehs. bought my contact lens and the solution, a shirt, nail polish, a small notebook and a belated children's day gift. nearly 200 bucks spent today? yeah. =X
time always seemed to pass very fast when im tuitoring sebastian. (: partially because there's so little time, but so much to teach. he's not like what he seemed as not smart, but instead, he's just mere lazy. lazy to read the instuction, lazy to use his brain to think, lazy to work out the answers.
-pEiShi-
i do hope thatyou'll have a good sleep. (:
09 oct
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
*boo! it's 1.44 am now.
well, YESTERDAY, haha, went out with junrui and joy. (: did some shopping, and tah-tah! i bought my dress for aunt's wedding lunch. hmm. quite like it because it makes me look good. hehs.
so we had mos burgur for lunch, at 2pm? yeah. late lunch. had great fun talking, cant really rem what the topic was, but the part whom junrui MIGHT be marrying left us laughing so hard in the fast food restaurant. whispers: dun worry junrui yeah? i wun tell ppl that you might be marrying a thai, bangladesh or an african. shhhh. (: lOl.
anyway, really thanks to them for accompany me this fickled minded woman to buy dress and shoes. (:
sidenote: there's this china number missed called me.
pay is coming tmr! hehs. buying contact lens, so at least 150 bucks is gone. grr. there goes my money. though thomas called and asked if i want to go back to dnp to work, but i doubt i can, looking at my schedule, mon for myself or friends, tues and thurs - tuition, wed and fri are for dear (just in case, lOl.) sat for ep and sunday for family/dear. well, this is the crappy time table that i came up with myself. lOl.
anyway, talking about time table, class schedule is out long ago. still digesting the information. it looks bad to me. i feel like fainting, just by looking at my even week. ): thats the worst can happen to our class, a 4hrs break on thurs, with just an hour of fp class to attend.
attachment on every monday, 8 - 12pm
odd week: mon: no class; tues: 5pm; wed: 3pm; thurs: no class; fri: 4pm
even week: mon: 6pm; tues: 5pm; wed: 5pm; thurs: 4pm with a 4hrs break inbetween; fri: 4pm
-pEiShi-
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well, YESTERDAY, haha, went out with junrui and joy. (: did some shopping, and tah-tah! i bought my dress for aunt's wedding lunch. hmm. quite like it because it makes me look good. hehs.
so we had mos burgur for lunch, at 2pm? yeah. late lunch. had great fun talking, cant really rem what the topic was, but the part whom junrui MIGHT be marrying left us laughing so hard in the fast food restaurant. whispers: dun worry junrui yeah? i wun tell ppl that you might be marrying a thai, bangladesh or an african. shhhh. (: lOl.
anyway, really thanks to them for accompany me this fickled minded woman to buy dress and shoes. (:
sidenote: there's this china number missed called me.
pay is coming tmr! hehs. buying contact lens, so at least 150 bucks is gone. grr. there goes my money. though thomas called and asked if i want to go back to dnp to work, but i doubt i can, looking at my schedule, mon for myself or friends, tues and thurs - tuition, wed and fri are for dear (just in case, lOl.) sat for ep and sunday for family/dear. well, this is the crappy time table that i came up with myself. lOl.
anyway, talking about time table, class schedule is out long ago. still digesting the information. it looks bad to me. i feel like fainting, just by looking at my even week. ): thats the worst can happen to our class, a 4hrs break on thurs, with just an hour of fp class to attend.
attachment on every monday, 8 - 12pm
odd week: mon: no class; tues: 5pm; wed: 3pm; thurs: no class; fri: 4pm
even week: mon: 6pm; tues: 5pm; wed: 5pm; thurs: 4pm with a 4hrs break inbetween; fri: 4pm
-pEiShi-
did you know?
Monday, October 09, 2006
did you know i took all my courage to say im sorry? so much effort is needed not because i dun think im wrong, but for the very fact that i need to admit my mistake sincerely, deep from the heart, make up for what i did wrongly and promise not to do it again.
did you know that you can make the smallest, even the tiniest true feeling from my heart surface? it's as easy as a snap of your fingers. you made me learn how to face my worries and troubles slowly, but truthfully. i cant bring myself to hide anything in front of you. hiding things away from you seemed silly, for the very fact that because i want you to know more about me.
did you know i spent such a long time persuading myself to accept a new relationship? we know that the last relationship ended because it didnt work out. and the question that ponders in everyone's heart is "will this one work out, different from the last one?" you made me want to try something again, without questioning the future nor the ending, for the very fact that i know you're worth it.
did you know that i sometimes wished that you were by my side no matter how positive or negative im feeling? there's nothing better than having you with me and experiencing all the feelings and events that i've gone through. but i know that you will learn and grow in another environment which benefits you more and i should not be too selfish to tie you by my side, for the very fact that i know you need your own freedom too.
did you know all the fears i have inside me? the fear of all the temptings that you will face in the outside world, the fear of not worthy of you, the fear of not finding me as good as you think, the fear of i cant fill the happiness inside you, the fear of you feeling too controlled. all these fears made me paranoid that caused the internal conflict in myself. but i tried to push all the thoughts behind me, for the very fact that i know 'trust' is a very important value and factor that makes a relationship goes on.
sometimes, i rather you be more chauvinistic but who still love me for who i am, so that i know that i have a place in your heart. tonight, i know more about you, how you felt all these while. because you've told me all these showed your willingness in sharing with me the deepest of your heart. im still learning the best way to communicate and overcoming all the obstacles and rocks that stood in my way to get to you. please be patient. i might take a long time to do so, but do believe that im putting in effort.
we both know what is important in an relationship. mutual respect, trust, and most important, love. i thank god for showing you to me. take care my dear. (:
-pEiShi-
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did you know that you can make the smallest, even the tiniest true feeling from my heart surface? it's as easy as a snap of your fingers. you made me learn how to face my worries and troubles slowly, but truthfully. i cant bring myself to hide anything in front of you. hiding things away from you seemed silly, for the very fact that because i want you to know more about me.
did you know i spent such a long time persuading myself to accept a new relationship? we know that the last relationship ended because it didnt work out. and the question that ponders in everyone's heart is "will this one work out, different from the last one?" you made me want to try something again, without questioning the future nor the ending, for the very fact that i know you're worth it.
did you know that i sometimes wished that you were by my side no matter how positive or negative im feeling? there's nothing better than having you with me and experiencing all the feelings and events that i've gone through. but i know that you will learn and grow in another environment which benefits you more and i should not be too selfish to tie you by my side, for the very fact that i know you need your own freedom too.
did you know all the fears i have inside me? the fear of all the temptings that you will face in the outside world, the fear of not worthy of you, the fear of not finding me as good as you think, the fear of i cant fill the happiness inside you, the fear of you feeling too controlled. all these fears made me paranoid that caused the internal conflict in myself. but i tried to push all the thoughts behind me, for the very fact that i know 'trust' is a very important value and factor that makes a relationship goes on.
sometimes, i rather you be more chauvinistic but who still love me for who i am, so that i know that i have a place in your heart. tonight, i know more about you, how you felt all these while. because you've told me all these showed your willingness in sharing with me the deepest of your heart. im still learning the best way to communicate and overcoming all the obstacles and rocks that stood in my way to get to you. please be patient. i might take a long time to do so, but do believe that im putting in effort.
we both know what is important in an relationship. mutual respect, trust, and most important, love. i thank god for showing you to me. take care my dear. (:
-pEiShi-
你就是我要的幸福
你就是我要的幸福
这样看着你
不太敢相信
你已属于我
感觉如此地深情
学习去爱你
爱需要努力
流言和蜚语
让我们懂得更加珍惜
我只要永远和你在一起
要一万万次勇气
我要陪你笑陪你哭
你就是我要的幸福
如果真有一天
我一不小心令你受伤
请你相信
是我一时任性
我不会说放弃
永远不离不弃
终于在一起
真的谢谢你
爱多不容易
真的好爱你
只要为了你
什么都愿意
永远一起
...
这样看着你
不太敢相信
你已属于我
感觉如此地深情
学习去爱你
爱需要努力
流言和蜚语
让我们懂得更加珍惜
我只要永远和你在一起
要一万万次勇气
我要陪你笑陪你哭
你就是我要的幸福
如果真有一天
我一不小心令你受伤
请你相信
是我一时任性
我不会说放弃
永远不离不弃
终于在一起
真的谢谢你
爱多不容易
真的好爱你
只要为了你
什么都愿意
永远一起
任性的我。
Sunday, October 08, 2006
我想我还是一个任性的小孩吧。 很任性，甚至是非常任性。现在的脑子里想的所有的事情都是关于他。不是我已经不爱他了，而是越来越爱他，爱到怕如果有一天如果失去他，我该怎么办？是不是每一对正在恋爱中的情侣都是这样想呢？还是只有我特别爱庸人自扰？
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celebrated mooncake festival with ep and bktg yesterday. (: 1st time collaborating. not an bad experience. hope they'll have more such joint events. hehs. =P
anyway, the haze was really bad yesterday. the psi actually hit 143 in the night! i had a serious bad headache and vomited twice to ease my dizziness. dear was busy looking after his trainee then. haha. and thanks to grace for looking after my teck peng when im not feeling well. hmm. and teck peng had a bad fall on sat morning too. he was doing some business in the toilet and suddenly his fits siezed him. and BOOM, he fell to the ground, with some terrifying injury marks left on his face, hands and legs. poor him. ): i was so heartached when i saw him.
well, we decorated the place with lanterns and balloons, of course, with some colored grass papers too. (were they called grass papers? well, cant rem, shall edit if i rem the actual name for it.) anyway, took pics, drank tea, ate mooncake and pomeloes. it was really fun. ((:
at last, everything ended with the bus ride to chinatown, little india and the malay village to admire their lightings. haha. it was fun too, because im actually on the same bus with dear. lOl. and this grace lee, pinched my face so hard! i shall never forget. haha.
went to have dinner with ep while grace went off, heading home. felt kinda bad for pulling dear to join ep for dinner, because he was stuck with ernest in some army or whatsoever stuff conversation. haha. could see that he missed bk too. so in the end, we ended up having dinner with bk whom were eating along the same road.
felt a lil awkward at first. but i have to admit that they were fun people. (: and this daniel who always have this power to blend the atmosphere and people from different walks of life together. (:
watched rob-b-hood today! it was funny! and the baby is simply adorable. haha. enjoyed it. hehs. walked around, looking for my adidas bag, but in vain. dinner at pizza hut. (: enjoyed the breeze along the singapore river which made us forgot the time of the night. reached home only at 12+. lOl. had a pleasant time with dear. hehs. =P
going shopping with junrui tmr! hehs. hope i can find something decent for aunt's wedding lunch. it actually spread over 3 days! one dinner buffet on the coming fri, one lunch on both sat and sunday. *tsk tsk.
-pEiShi-
tell me you wouldnt leave me.
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celebrated mooncake festival with ep and bktg yesterday. (: 1st time collaborating. not an bad experience. hope they'll have more such joint events. hehs. =P
anyway, the haze was really bad yesterday. the psi actually hit 143 in the night! i had a serious bad headache and vomited twice to ease my dizziness. dear was busy looking after his trainee then. haha. and thanks to grace for looking after my teck peng when im not feeling well. hmm. and teck peng had a bad fall on sat morning too. he was doing some business in the toilet and suddenly his fits siezed him. and BOOM, he fell to the ground, with some terrifying injury marks left on his face, hands and legs. poor him. ): i was so heartached when i saw him.
well, we decorated the place with lanterns and balloons, of course, with some colored grass papers too. (were they called grass papers? well, cant rem, shall edit if i rem the actual name for it.) anyway, took pics, drank tea, ate mooncake and pomeloes. it was really fun. ((:
at last, everything ended with the bus ride to chinatown, little india and the malay village to admire their lightings. haha. it was fun too, because im actually on the same bus with dear. lOl. and this grace lee, pinched my face so hard! i shall never forget. haha.
went to have dinner with ep while grace went off, heading home. felt kinda bad for pulling dear to join ep for dinner, because he was stuck with ernest in some army or whatsoever stuff conversation. haha. could see that he missed bk too. so in the end, we ended up having dinner with bk whom were eating along the same road.
felt a lil awkward at first. but i have to admit that they were fun people. (: and this daniel who always have this power to blend the atmosphere and people from different walks of life together. (:
watched rob-b-hood today! it was funny! and the baby is simply adorable. haha. enjoyed it. hehs. walked around, looking for my adidas bag, but in vain. dinner at pizza hut. (: enjoyed the breeze along the singapore river which made us forgot the time of the night. reached home only at 12+. lOl. had a pleasant time with dear. hehs. =P
going shopping with junrui tmr! hehs. hope i can find something decent for aunt's wedding lunch. it actually spread over 3 days! one dinner buffet on the coming fri, one lunch on both sat and sunday. *tsk tsk.
-pEiShi-
tell me you wouldnt leave me.
将将-将将！
Saturday, October 07, 2006
将将-将将！哈哈！我又回来了哦！呵呵。
今天是中秋节哦！陪妈咪逛了一整天的街，好累哦~ 到了 Jurong Point， 也没买到什么东西啦。遇到了好久不见的 Mun Jee 和 Ai Suan。哈哈，挺想念 MunJee 的。哈哈。希望他快点回来 EP 哦！呵呵！
今天是亲爱的 POP 哦！呵呵！终于毕业了。哈哈。虽然不代表不用当兵了啦，但至少到他当完兵的日子越来越靠近了嘛。哈哈。虽然，虽然还有多一年。哈哈。
“我一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐
像绿洲给了沙漠”
今年的中秋节晚餐少了哥哥。太可惜了，因为今年的中秋节晚餐是吃日本大餐！哇哈哈！真没口福啊！哈哈。好啦，看在他有送我一个蛋糕做生日礼物，我就好心一点，不在他面前气他了。哇哈哈！是时候改名了。请容我自我介绍，大家好，我叫“曾邪恶”。呵呵！不然，叫“曾恶劣”好了！*晕。
听说今晚的月亮是九年来最大的一次，也是九年来离地球最近的一次。也没什么特别啦。因为今晚的烟雾特别多，月亮似乎也有点朦胧。和君瑞，惠萍和 Joy 到公园去玩烟花棒和蜡烛。已经快成为惯例了吧。每年的中秋节都会到公园点蜡烛。玩到快十一点的时候，才发现时间不早了。大家就决定陪 Joy 走一段路，因为她住最远嘛。走在路上，可能是烟雾的关系，总觉得今晚似乎感觉很诡异。就不知道为什么。是感觉吧。尤其为时已晚，路上也没看到几个人。
最近总爱听 Sweety 的“甜甜圈”。虽然有点悲伤，但还是很喜欢。
好久没有甜甜的思念
到我心里画圈圈
撒上糖分幸福的感觉
为什么还没出现
你说爱的形状会是圆的
相恋不分离
简单原味的曾经
很熟悉却哭泣
别以为我会傻傻一直等
不要了
排队排得爱情等到了
心动的味道还会在吗
爱是否已经冷
别以为我对爱情都不懂
只剩糖衣的你和我
空心的爱我不痛
今天起是朋友
不能打折扣
没幸福就放手
走过门口吵杂的人群
还是有人愿意等
你的甜言欺骗了味觉
我把虚假当真诚
爱的圆圈不会都是蜜糖
苦涩比较多
戒掉会胖的感伤
快乐不必报酬
吃完剩下的甜甜圈
这回忆还很黏
最后一次回味
你给过的甜
耶！明天就可以看到亲爱的。哈哈！要早点睡了哦！
...
今天是中秋节哦！陪妈咪逛了一整天的街，好累哦~ 到了 Jurong Point， 也没买到什么东西啦。遇到了好久不见的 Mun Jee 和 Ai Suan。哈哈，挺想念 MunJee 的。哈哈。希望他快点回来 EP 哦！呵呵！
今天是亲爱的 POP 哦！呵呵！终于毕业了。哈哈。虽然不代表不用当兵了啦，但至少到他当完兵的日子越来越靠近了嘛。哈哈。虽然，虽然还有多一年。哈哈。
“我一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐
像绿洲给了沙漠”
今年的中秋节晚餐少了哥哥。太可惜了，因为今年的中秋节晚餐是吃日本大餐！哇哈哈！真没口福啊！哈哈。好啦，看在他有送我一个蛋糕做生日礼物，我就好心一点，不在他面前气他了。哇哈哈！是时候改名了。请容我自我介绍，大家好，我叫“曾邪恶”。呵呵！不然，叫“曾恶劣”好了！*晕。
听说今晚的月亮是九年来最大的一次，也是九年来离地球最近的一次。也没什么特别啦。因为今晚的烟雾特别多，月亮似乎也有点朦胧。和君瑞，惠萍和 Joy 到公园去玩烟花棒和蜡烛。已经快成为惯例了吧。每年的中秋节都会到公园点蜡烛。玩到快十一点的时候，才发现时间不早了。大家就决定陪 Joy 走一段路，因为她住最远嘛。走在路上，可能是烟雾的关系，总觉得今晚似乎感觉很诡异。就不知道为什么。是感觉吧。尤其为时已晚，路上也没看到几个人。
最近总爱听 Sweety 的“甜甜圈”。虽然有点悲伤，但还是很喜欢。
好久没有甜甜的思念
到我心里画圈圈
撒上糖分幸福的感觉
为什么还没出现
你说爱的形状会是圆的
相恋不分离
简单原味的曾经
很熟悉却哭泣
别以为我会傻傻一直等
不要了
排队排得爱情等到了
心动的味道还会在吗
爱是否已经冷
别以为我对爱情都不懂
只剩糖衣的你和我
空心的爱我不痛
今天起是朋友
不能打折扣
没幸福就放手
走过门口吵杂的人群
还是有人愿意等
你的甜言欺骗了味觉
我把虚假当真诚
爱的圆圈不会都是蜜糖
苦涩比较多
戒掉会胖的感伤
快乐不必报酬
吃完剩下的甜甜圈
这回忆还很黏
最后一次回味
你给过的甜
耶！明天就可以看到亲爱的。哈哈！要早点睡了哦！
*wahaha!
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
*boo! my second cake of this year's birthday. (: from elder brother.
from breadtalk.
well, after having tasted so much cake over the years, i still like prima deli's cake. hehs. ((:
felt so *wahaha today. i asked sebastian, my tuition boy, some questions.
me: do you like all your tuition teacher?
sebas: err, no.
me: then who do you like the most?
sebas (blushing a lil): huh, dunno?
me: haha, must choose one lar. which one do you like most?
sebas (acting as if he's concentrating in his work): you lor.
then i was like *wahaha! lar! haha. of course, without him noticing. haha. den i asked him which teacher treated him the best, lOl, 'you lor.' *wahaha! =P felt so guilty after that, for tricking him to answer the questions. haha! ((:
-pEiShi-
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from breadtalk.
well, after having tasted so much cake over the years, i still like prima deli's cake. hehs. ((:
felt so *wahaha today. i asked sebastian, my tuition boy, some questions.
me: do you like all your tuition teacher?
sebas: err, no.
me: then who do you like the most?
sebas (blushing a lil): huh, dunno?
me: haha, must choose one lar. which one do you like most?
sebas (acting as if he's concentrating in his work): you lor.
then i was like *wahaha! lar! haha. of course, without him noticing. haha. den i asked him which teacher treated him the best, lOl, 'you lor.' *wahaha! =P felt so guilty after that, for tricking him to answer the questions. haha! ((:
-pEiShi-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
part 1
haha. firstly, happy birthday to myself. (:
im rather surprised that ppl actually remed it. haha. ppl like benedict shocked me with his msg. haha. and a BIG thank you to those who sent their msges just to wish me happy birthday. and with my dear ard this year, i felt extra blessed. thanks to all! (:
to ppl like minhui, iL, mum jee and grace, thanks for organising to eat with me on this day! (:
to ppl like sean who called and video call even though he's in aust, a big hug to you! (:
and to ppl like laura who surprised me on my blog, thanks too yo! ((:
18, not a BIG number, but neither is it SMALL too. so i've been ard here for 18 years alrd. a young adult they said. responsibility getting heavier and heavier? haha. yeah. i cant promised that i will be perfect in everything, but the least that i can do is to try my best. (:
shall update tonight again. ((:
-pEiShi-
part 2
had lunch with iL, mh and grace this afternoon. ((: but grace was SUPER late today! haha. just a meal with my close friends. i love them ((: walked ard and sang my birthday song with a cheesecake from mh outside lot 1. haha.
my beautiful ice kachang. <3
look at the button mushroom in my soup! it's HUGE! haha.
now you see it...
now you don't! lOl.
small eyed grace and me. =P
dear iL and me! (:
ms mh and me. =)
grace: what is she trying to do? 0.0?
my birthday cake! (:
attaching candles in progress.
the 'eng-eng bo dai chi' person. lOl.
i wish, i wish... cannot tell you lar! haha. =P
well, really thanks to all the ppl who remed my birthday. all your wishes make me smile. hmm. 18 yrs old is just a normal day for me, but it gives me a reason to lunch with my love ones. ((:
-pEiShi-
...
haha. firstly, happy birthday to myself. (:
im rather surprised that ppl actually remed it. haha. ppl like benedict shocked me with his msg. haha. and a BIG thank you to those who sent their msges just to wish me happy birthday. and with my dear ard this year, i felt extra blessed. thanks to all! (:
to ppl like minhui, iL, mum jee and grace, thanks for organising to eat with me on this day! (:
to ppl like sean who called and video call even though he's in aust, a big hug to you! (:
and to ppl like laura who surprised me on my blog, thanks too yo! ((:
18, not a BIG number, but neither is it SMALL too. so i've been ard here for 18 years alrd. a young adult they said. responsibility getting heavier and heavier? haha. yeah. i cant promised that i will be perfect in everything, but the least that i can do is to try my best. (:
shall update tonight again. ((:
-pEiShi-
part 2
had lunch with iL, mh and grace this afternoon. ((: but grace was SUPER late today! haha. just a meal with my close friends. i love them ((: walked ard and sang my birthday song with a cheesecake from mh outside lot 1. haha.
my beautiful ice kachang. <3
look at the button mushroom in my soup! it's HUGE! haha.
now you see it...
now you don't! lOl.
small eyed grace and me. =P
dear iL and me! (:
ms mh and me. =)
grace: what is she trying to do? 0.0?
my birthday cake! (:
attaching candles in progress.
the 'eng-eng bo dai chi' person. lOl.
i wish, i wish... cannot tell you lar! haha. =P
well, really thanks to all the ppl who remed my birthday. all your wishes make me smile. hmm. 18 yrs old is just a normal day for me, but it gives me a reason to lunch with my love ones. ((:
-pEiShi-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Monday, October 02, 2006
Dear Smelly Starfish,
Because I don't think I will be able to stay up till 12 midnight to text you, I am just going to dedicate an entry to you (on your blog!).
It's been a swell half year with you and the days are just getting better. We still have a long way to go and I'm sure it will go a long long way.
Thank you for all the happy and laughie-heehaha days you've given me and I will never forget the fun we had on zoo-day and Mad Jack day too! :D
So here's to you babe, HAPPY HAPPY BLESSED 18TH. :) I hope the year will see many good things going your way.
Love,
Wacky Starfish.
...
Because I don't think I will be able to stay up till 12 midnight to text you, I am just going to dedicate an entry to you (on your blog!).
It's been a swell half year with you and the days are just getting better. We still have a long way to go and I'm sure it will go a long long way.
Thank you for all the happy and laughie-heehaha days you've given me and I will never forget the fun we had on zoo-day and Mad Jack day too! :D
So here's to you babe, HAPPY HAPPY BLESSED 18TH. :) I hope the year will see many good things going your way.
Love,
Wacky Starfish.
不完美
Sunday, October 01, 2006
我想人还是不完美的吧。不管你怎么做，怎么想，只要是人，就有不完美的地方。而我，也是一个不完美的人。
有时想做的，未必真地会做出来。有时是因为无聊的自尊，有时是因为可笑的想法。 明明很想做的事情，总在最后一刻失信于自己。然后就告诉自己：“明明就是一个笨想法，还好自己没去做。” 安慰完自己后，暗自庆幸，可是心里却痛得在流血。我是一个那么会自欺欺人的人啊。
我不想做个完美的人，因为完美的人一旦碰到失败，就很难再站起来。真可笑，完美的人是不会遇到失败的吧。在他们失败之前会尽权力挽回局势。但完美的人不会感到悲伤，因为他们把所有的事情都做得很完美，所以他们无法体会到快乐的心情。
因为把所有的心事藏在心里面，所以心很重。放不开的为什么总是我？像鸵鸟一样，以为把事情埋起来，就好像不曾发生过什么。反正看不到也听不到。可不可以有一个人在我心事重重或我表现失常的时候逼问我？我不想再把那些心事藏起来了。
最近真的很爱哭。一眨眼，眼泪就掉了下来。自尊却不让我在别人面前掉眼泪。骄傲的公主，只能让泪往心里吞。
如果看不懂这片长篇大论，就别管他了。
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有时想做的，未必真地会做出来。有时是因为无聊的自尊，有时是因为可笑的想法。 明明很想做的事情，总在最后一刻失信于自己。然后就告诉自己：“明明就是一个笨想法，还好自己没去做。” 安慰完自己后，暗自庆幸，可是心里却痛得在流血。我是一个那么会自欺欺人的人啊。
我不想做个完美的人，因为完美的人一旦碰到失败，就很难再站起来。真可笑，完美的人是不会遇到失败的吧。在他们失败之前会尽权力挽回局势。但完美的人不会感到悲伤，因为他们把所有的事情都做得很完美，所以他们无法体会到快乐的心情。
因为把所有的心事藏在心里面，所以心很重。放不开的为什么总是我？像鸵鸟一样，以为把事情埋起来，就好像不曾发生过什么。反正看不到也听不到。可不可以有一个人在我心事重重或我表现失常的时候逼问我？我不想再把那些心事藏起来了。
最近真的很爱哭。一眨眼，眼泪就掉了下来。自尊却不让我在别人面前掉眼泪。骄傲的公主，只能让泪往心里吞。
如果看不懂这片长篇大论，就别管他了。
