hmmm. tmr and friday no school. cuz i finished the s&w le. den no cd tutorial. no need to go to ita lesson. den not going to study skills lecture on friday. so no lesson this 2 days lor. haa. anyone want to go out to study with me? >.<
short and sweet.
im still thinking about the policeman. haa.
and happy birthday zhen yin! =)
-pEiShi-
shagged
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
okay. shagged. im totally tired alrd. someone please save me from this stupid study. i really cannot hang on anymore. im both emotionally and physically tired alrd. it will not be very long if you cant see me on this world anymore. everything is killing me!
today is the speech training assignment, as in have to give speech, introducing a speaker. i wrote about j.k rowling. wasnt very nervous about it when i was giving the speech infront of the A0 class. i think im just trying to give my best. i tried to keep eye contact with the audience, but im not sure if i really did anot. cuz when you are giving a speech infront of the class, you will tend to forget everything mar. so i made an effort, but didnt really notice the result. i was talking about halfway, and i saw some ppl whispering, nodding. i hope they are saying that i gave a good speech. what motivates me was that i saw sin yi's smile. as in it's very encouraging lor. thanks sin yi, even though im quite sure that you wun be seeing this entry. haa.
i was the number 4 person to gave the speech. when i finish my speech and end, everyone applauded. and im glad that i had finally get over and done with my suffering le. i think i did pretty well, except for my hand shivered a lil, and my voice quiver a lil. tats all.
had cd 1.1 tutorial in the morning at 9. did some case study. i think it's quite useful lar. as in i learnt something lor. hope gladys feel that way too. =)
shagged. the squash is fun today. played with zhi ge, one on one. very rare to have this kinda chance. hope to have it often. haa. i like zhi ge. think she's a very nice person.
mh called just now to ask if im going back to kss tmr anot. but im not. cuz lesson is ending at 6. not even sure if i can wake up tmr anot. >.<
am listening to k-one's bei ying now.
-pEiShi-
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today is the speech training assignment, as in have to give speech, introducing a speaker. i wrote about j.k rowling. wasnt very nervous about it when i was giving the speech infront of the A0 class. i think im just trying to give my best. i tried to keep eye contact with the audience, but im not sure if i really did anot. cuz when you are giving a speech infront of the class, you will tend to forget everything mar. so i made an effort, but didnt really notice the result. i was talking about halfway, and i saw some ppl whispering, nodding. i hope they are saying that i gave a good speech. what motivates me was that i saw sin yi's smile. as in it's very encouraging lor. thanks sin yi, even though im quite sure that you wun be seeing this entry. haa.
i was the number 4 person to gave the speech. when i finish my speech and end, everyone applauded. and im glad that i had finally get over and done with my suffering le. i think i did pretty well, except for my hand shivered a lil, and my voice quiver a lil. tats all.
had cd 1.1 tutorial in the morning at 9. did some case study. i think it's quite useful lar. as in i learnt something lor. hope gladys feel that way too. =)
shagged. the squash is fun today. played with zhi ge, one on one. very rare to have this kinda chance. hope to have it often. haa. i like zhi ge. think she's a very nice person.
mh called just now to ask if im going back to kss tmr anot. but im not. cuz lesson is ending at 6. not even sure if i can wake up tmr anot. >.<
am listening to k-one's bei ying now.
-pEiShi-
i lost my handphone.
Sunday, August 28, 2005
i've lost my handphone. so dun bother to call or msg me.
haiz. i got onto the bus after a whole day of studying in the woodlands library with lixian. i took my brother's handphone today 'cause i wanted to listen to f.m when i was studying. but in the end, i lost it in the bus.
anyway, the best thing that happened today is that when i report it to the police, i saw a handsome policeman. nice person. =) from marsiling npp.
anyway, i hope you guys understand cantonese. change blog song again.
im damn sad now. im sorry, brother.
-pEiShi-
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haiz. i got onto the bus after a whole day of studying in the woodlands library with lixian. i took my brother's handphone today 'cause i wanted to listen to f.m when i was studying. but in the end, i lost it in the bus.
anyway, the best thing that happened today is that when i report it to the police, i saw a handsome policeman. nice person. =) from marsiling npp.
anyway, i hope you guys understand cantonese. change blog song again.
im damn sad now. im sorry, brother.
-pEiShi-
studying
Saturday, August 27, 2005
*phew* i guess this must be the time which i actually is studying bah.
well, woke up at 8+ haa. supposed to wake up at 8 de, but *wo you lai chuang le!!* haa. more than half an hour bah. den chop chop bath le and get my butt out of the house before im really super late.
met mh at cck, supposingly at 9. BUT! a big but, haa. we were both late. i really think it's very unhealthy to be late. see. i didnt mean to be late everytime, but just that i have friends who's always late, even later than me, so is they pampered me to let me be late one. haa. *crap* anyway, went to redhill for the music therapy talk. late. haa. even if we took cab there, we were still late. so is a lil embarassed when me and mh walked into the room. sat at the front, because that's the only seats that were not taken by the other volunteers. then the speaker, angela was quite a fun lady. she has a great voice, and almost 180? yups. she is! no doubt about that. haa. esp the contrast when she stood beside huafang. opps. im bad. haa. *evil grins*
hmmm.. after the talk, went to eat with mh at bugis while the others went back to kemb cafe for lunch. i didnt follow them because i was meeting wilber. haa. now im so used to calling him wilber already that sometimes when ppl tell me things about 'jason', i will like "huh". =X
hmmm. so you see, i was meeting him 2 in the afternoon., but i cant get to woodlands in time, so he had to walk ard the library to see if there's place anot. poor him. walked for an hour before i came. haa. den as we were finding place, saw lixian. really surprised to see her. haa. so went to find place for the three of us, in the end went to cwp's food junction to study.
haa. first time study in food junction. seems weird. but the result was not that bad though. except that i didnt study my own subject, ended up doing chinese essay for lixian. haa. but it's alright lar. makes me feel that i've missed chinese so much man.! >.<
hmmm. studying is quite alright. need to buy chocolate to study next time. haa. ^^ going to find ppl to study with me already, since exam is ard 3 weeks time. mayb can ask wilber out to study again. and lixian, always making me *wu2 li4* haaa.
ep is having teachers' day celebration today. but i didnt go. *sad* haa. anyway, heard that the food was great! and greedy mh ate 2 rounds of it. haa.
-pEiShi-
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well, woke up at 8+ haa. supposed to wake up at 8 de, but *wo you lai chuang le!!* haa. more than half an hour bah. den chop chop bath le and get my butt out of the house before im really super late.
met mh at cck, supposingly at 9. BUT! a big but, haa. we were both late. i really think it's very unhealthy to be late. see. i didnt mean to be late everytime, but just that i have friends who's always late, even later than me, so is they pampered me to let me be late one. haa. *crap* anyway, went to redhill for the music therapy talk. late. haa. even if we took cab there, we were still late. so is a lil embarassed when me and mh walked into the room. sat at the front, because that's the only seats that were not taken by the other volunteers. then the speaker, angela was quite a fun lady. she has a great voice, and almost 180? yups. she is! no doubt about that. haa. esp the contrast when she stood beside huafang. opps. im bad. haa. *evil grins*
hmmm.. after the talk, went to eat with mh at bugis while the others went back to kemb cafe for lunch. i didnt follow them because i was meeting wilber. haa. now im so used to calling him wilber already that sometimes when ppl tell me things about 'jason', i will like "huh". =X
hmmm. so you see, i was meeting him 2 in the afternoon., but i cant get to woodlands in time, so he had to walk ard the library to see if there's place anot. poor him. walked for an hour before i came. haa. den as we were finding place, saw lixian. really surprised to see her. haa. so went to find place for the three of us, in the end went to cwp's food junction to study.
haa. first time study in food junction. seems weird. but the result was not that bad though. except that i didnt study my own subject, ended up doing chinese essay for lixian. haa. but it's alright lar. makes me feel that i've missed chinese so much man.! >.<
hmmm. studying is quite alright. need to buy chocolate to study next time. haa. ^^ going to find ppl to study with me already, since exam is ard 3 weeks time. mayb can ask wilber out to study again. and lixian, always making me *wu2 li4* haaa.
ep is having teachers' day celebration today. but i didnt go. *sad* haa. anyway, heard that the food was great! and greedy mh ate 2 rounds of it. haa.
-pEiShi-
baby baby tell me.
Friday, August 26, 2005
haa. new blog song again. to iL: although cyndi is from *qiao jie li*, but this is still a nice song! haaa.
okay. msged iL in the morning. i told her im pissed. but as in why, im not going to elaborate, cuz i dun want to be like others, a person who bitch abt other ppl in his or her blog.
hmmm.. went out to study with mh after school. was feeling super tired. but still must study. if not sure wun pass the exam one. must study hard! cannot slack le! haiz.. going to study with wilber tmr. first time studying with him bah. shall see how. =)
hmm.. going to the music therapy tmr. 10am at redhill. *sobz* 10am = wake up early = less sleep = sleepy = no mood.
talking to lixian now. =)
hmm.. teachers' day is ard the corner le. want to make a card for ms tok, susan leong and ms oh. but not sure if i cant find the time anot. =)
wOw. the time is 11.11pm. haa.
-pEiShi-
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okay. msged iL in the morning. i told her im pissed. but as in why, im not going to elaborate, cuz i dun want to be like others, a person who bitch abt other ppl in his or her blog.
hmmm.. went out to study with mh after school. was feeling super tired. but still must study. if not sure wun pass the exam one. must study hard! cannot slack le! haiz.. going to study with wilber tmr. first time studying with him bah. shall see how. =)
hmm.. going to the music therapy tmr. 10am at redhill. *sobz* 10am = wake up early = less sleep = sleepy = no mood.
talking to lixian now. =)
hmm.. teachers' day is ard the corner le. want to make a card for ms tok, susan leong and ms oh. but not sure if i cant find the time anot. =)
wOw. the time is 11.11pm. haa.
-pEiShi-
dream 2
Thursday, August 25, 2005
hmm.. this is another dream. last night. hmmm. thought i could jot it down in my diary.
the dream is in ep. i was holding this guy's hand. you can NEVER guess who it is. boy! i was shocked myself too! i never thought there could be anything between me and him. and i never thought of him before. so is not those *ri you shou si, ye you shou meng*
hmmm. den he was really vey tired. we were in the camp i think. the camp is at changi airport. weird right? anyway, we sat down on the floor. it was night time le bah. den he lay on my leg. i was touching his face and hair. sounds sweet right? haa. den we were talking lor. but i just dun understand why he was so tired in my dream. mayb because of his responsibility? i could just feel that he is those kinda mentally tired le. hmmm. den he was falling asleep. so i just let him sleep quietly on my lap and. haa. kissed his forehead. you knw those kinda goodnight kiss? =)
den after that, out of the sudden, teck peng popped out. dun understand why too. he was running ard. den about to run outside le. he was disturbed and woke up because of the noise teck peng made. as tp is my trainee, so i had to control him lar. den he sat up, so i just ran to tp to prevent him from running about. den i hold tp back to where he is. and we just sat down there.
den *pOp* i woke up. haa.
i mean it's weird to dream of him, like you dreamt of someone who is never on your mind, esp considering the age gap between us. =X
-pEiShi-
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the dream is in ep. i was holding this guy's hand. you can NEVER guess who it is. boy! i was shocked myself too! i never thought there could be anything between me and him. and i never thought of him before. so is not those *ri you shou si, ye you shou meng*
hmmm. den he was really vey tired. we were in the camp i think. the camp is at changi airport. weird right? anyway, we sat down on the floor. it was night time le bah. den he lay on my leg. i was touching his face and hair. sounds sweet right? haa. den we were talking lor. but i just dun understand why he was so tired in my dream. mayb because of his responsibility? i could just feel that he is those kinda mentally tired le. hmmm. den he was falling asleep. so i just let him sleep quietly on my lap and. haa. kissed his forehead. you knw those kinda goodnight kiss? =)
den after that, out of the sudden, teck peng popped out. dun understand why too. he was running ard. den about to run outside le. he was disturbed and woke up because of the noise teck peng made. as tp is my trainee, so i had to control him lar. den he sat up, so i just ran to tp to prevent him from running about. den i hold tp back to where he is. and we just sat down there.
den *pOp* i woke up. haa.
i mean it's weird to dream of him, like you dreamt of someone who is never on your mind, esp considering the age gap between us. =X
-pEiShi-
tramatised
hmmm. okay. so fast thursday le. didnt realised that. on tuesday was asking sandy was it wed le, so is too fast, den today thought is wed, too slow le. what the hell was happening to me?? >.<
the squash on tuesday was VERY sian. cuz stephen didnt teach us. as in no more court to use le, thats why. hmm.. so in the end, i think.. (what's the guy's name.. =X) zhenjie? err.. watever, i think this is not his name. okay, den he coach us. but i mentally reject his teaching, cause im not used to other ppl's teaching, other than stephen. hmm.. so was little sianz and *buai shong* during the training. in the end, me and sandy left early.
hmmm.. wed, i skipped ita lesson, 1 hour lecture. need to wait three hours for it. we thought that since mingfang jie nv come on that day, so it's quite boring to wait for 3 hrs for an 1 hour lesson. in the end, went to ita lab to finish up the recording for our assignment. den iLin called me, about her piano exam. she was rather panicky for not able to be on time for the schedule she planned for the day. dun worry! =)
den after that met mh for golf. she was practicing her pitching. for pitching, the ball is supposed to be high, yet not further than 50m. but hers is either it goes slanted yet high, or straight yet low. not very pleasing. den i tried. hmm.. my ball went high and straight. all the times i tried. and mh simply hates me for that. =X my full swing was not bad, improved a very mild little bit lar. cant help it, so long nv touch golf le. at least got improve can le lar. den as usual went to eat the XXL chicken chop. haa. so nice! but not as spicy as before. >.<
hmmm.. den today is supposed to be going to watch movie with the softball mates one. but i got squash. so sad. i didnt watched movie for like so long le. thought can go watch with them, but in the end time table clashes. =(
reached the squash court at 3. but the training starts at 5.30pm. had to kill time lor. initially decided to go shit in the toilet, den stay there for an hour. but not used to the toilet in school lar, so in the end went back to the squash court. *phew* got ppl come le. =) talked to bo wee for awhile, den read book, listen to music and wait for sandy. =)
squash was fun today. sandy didnt want to go in in the first place, but i dragged her in anyway. i fed her balls, den change the other way round. den as err.. i forgot the person's name again. shit! anyway, this guy in red shirt came in, we decided to play one point. quite fun lar. cuz is *yi fen zhong de rong yao* cuz everyone go hit the ball one time, den kena thrashed by the opponent. so the ppl in the court keep changing. =) today skye looked quite sicked, think he is bah. feel sad for him. get well soon!
wanted to chop my feet off on the way home. i dunno why it is so painful. as i was limping on the way home, praying that im not a easy prey for bad ppl. =X
changed blog son.g *what can i do* by nan quan ma ma. cute. *wo ai ni, ke bu ke yi ni ye hen qiao de ai shang wo?*
-pEiShi-
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the squash on tuesday was VERY sian. cuz stephen didnt teach us. as in no more court to use le, thats why. hmm.. so in the end, i think.. (what's the guy's name.. =X) zhenjie? err.. watever, i think this is not his name. okay, den he coach us. but i mentally reject his teaching, cause im not used to other ppl's teaching, other than stephen. hmm.. so was little sianz and *buai shong* during the training. in the end, me and sandy left early.
hmmm.. wed, i skipped ita lesson, 1 hour lecture. need to wait three hours for it. we thought that since mingfang jie nv come on that day, so it's quite boring to wait for 3 hrs for an 1 hour lesson. in the end, went to ita lab to finish up the recording for our assignment. den iLin called me, about her piano exam. she was rather panicky for not able to be on time for the schedule she planned for the day. dun worry! =)
den after that met mh for golf. she was practicing her pitching. for pitching, the ball is supposed to be high, yet not further than 50m. but hers is either it goes slanted yet high, or straight yet low. not very pleasing. den i tried. hmm.. my ball went high and straight. all the times i tried. and mh simply hates me for that. =X my full swing was not bad, improved a very mild little bit lar. cant help it, so long nv touch golf le. at least got improve can le lar. den as usual went to eat the XXL chicken chop. haa. so nice! but not as spicy as before. >.<
hmmm.. den today is supposed to be going to watch movie with the softball mates one. but i got squash. so sad. i didnt watched movie for like so long le. thought can go watch with them, but in the end time table clashes. =(
reached the squash court at 3. but the training starts at 5.30pm. had to kill time lor. initially decided to go shit in the toilet, den stay there for an hour. but not used to the toilet in school lar, so in the end went back to the squash court. *phew* got ppl come le. =) talked to bo wee for awhile, den read book, listen to music and wait for sandy. =)
squash was fun today. sandy didnt want to go in in the first place, but i dragged her in anyway. i fed her balls, den change the other way round. den as err.. i forgot the person's name again. shit! anyway, this guy in red shirt came in, we decided to play one point. quite fun lar. cuz is *yi fen zhong de rong yao* cuz everyone go hit the ball one time, den kena thrashed by the opponent. so the ppl in the court keep changing. =) today skye looked quite sicked, think he is bah. feel sad for him. get well soon!
wanted to chop my feet off on the way home. i dunno why it is so painful. as i was limping on the way home, praying that im not a easy prey for bad ppl. =X
changed blog son.g *what can i do* by nan quan ma ma. cute. *wo ai ni, ke bu ke yi ni ye hen qiao de ai shang wo?*
-pEiShi-
sorry
Monday, August 22, 2005
opps. someone complain i nv update den still ask her to tag me. you know who you are. haa. okay, i shall update now.
hmm. didnt go anywhere on sunday. i think i stayed at home the whole day bah. cant really rem. hmm. at least i think so lar. my parents and younger brother went back to m'sia. haa. den slept till 12. actually before that got wake up, den my brother just returned from breakfast. think is ard 9+ bah. den he say he bought curry puff, den ask me eat. and i thought since he buy for me le, den i must as well go back to sleep, later den wake up can eat le. but when i woke up at 12, he ate it already! *qu si bah* den i flared at him, cuz he always like this de. say want to save some things for me, but in the end he ate it up. den crap say who ask you to wake up so late. wake up late got crime izzit? the food wun turn bad after 2 to 3 hours lor. crap. total crap. >.<
anway, i was guai okay, i went to buy lunch myself, and for my stupid brother. >.<
hmmm.. den first time after so long i've touched my piano. super long le bah. played cannon in d. i missed the sound of the piano. haa.
err. den.. errr. no den le.
now is monday le. hmm.. nothing much. just the bazaar thingy. errr. den no more le. haa.
hmmm. might be going to study with wilber at wed.
updated.
-pEiShi-
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hmm. didnt go anywhere on sunday. i think i stayed at home the whole day bah. cant really rem. hmm. at least i think so lar. my parents and younger brother went back to m'sia. haa. den slept till 12. actually before that got wake up, den my brother just returned from breakfast. think is ard 9+ bah. den he say he bought curry puff, den ask me eat. and i thought since he buy for me le, den i must as well go back to sleep, later den wake up can eat le. but when i woke up at 12, he ate it already! *qu si bah* den i flared at him, cuz he always like this de. say want to save some things for me, but in the end he ate it up. den crap say who ask you to wake up so late. wake up late got crime izzit? the food wun turn bad after 2 to 3 hours lor. crap. total crap. >.<
anway, i was guai okay, i went to buy lunch myself, and for my stupid brother. >.<
hmmm.. den first time after so long i've touched my piano. super long le bah. played cannon in d. i missed the sound of the piano. haa.
err. den.. errr. no den le.
now is monday le. hmm.. nothing much. just the bazaar thingy. errr. den no more le. haa.
hmmm. might be going to study with wilber at wed.
updated.
-pEiShi-
friends
Saturday, August 20, 2005
yippy! haa. went out with lee chiu today. feeling great! went to dine with her at cwp, pastamania. hmm.. didnt go for ep today. cuz butt is pain due to excessive excersie - squash and softball. lOlz~ hmmm. so cannot really walk around, let alone go ep and chase anyone. haa. so took the time to stay at home to study.
well, i supposed that i have to start studying already. i dun want to fail any module. and i think i really cannot study alone nor study at home. i'll go berserk. hmmm.. so wanted to ask mh or yan or cheng to study with me one. but i guess mh will be studying at home, her mum wun really let her come out when it's near exam. den yan ar. think she's someone who study alone one bah. nv heard her going out in grp study. den cheng was busy, so didnt ask. i didnt ask i Lin too cuz she's one who study at home. but i cant study in MY house or SOMEBODY'S house. haa. so in the end, i asked wilber! haa.
hmmm.. okay. anyway, coming back to today's dinner. haa. was rather surprise chiu will ask me out for dinner. haa. i told my mum not to cook my share, den went out with her to cwp to eat. ate pastamania. now thinking of it, i feel like vomiting le. cuz i ate *al funghi* it's mushroom in cream rich sauce. the sauce is so creamy that i was feeling sick when eating it. and the mushroom, is the one that i dun like the most. *puke* haa. so i din finish everything. chiu's one looked delicious, mussel and clam pasta.
talked alot with her. about my life, her life. missed sa, jh, yunjie, gz and every other girls. haa. and weichian is mad le. cuz chiu told me that wc said i asked everyone out for lunch yesterday. and he went out with me. haa. funny guy, with *huan xiang zheng* haa.
went to see the giodarno disney series shirt. hmm.. think im going to buy the tigger ine. it's nice! haa. den walked around cwp, i bought a water bottle that looks like a milk bottle. so cute! haa.
going to keep this entry short. if not iL and yan will complain again. haa.
and i really miss the others in 4B!
and HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY ANITA!!
-pEiShi-
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well, i supposed that i have to start studying already. i dun want to fail any module. and i think i really cannot study alone nor study at home. i'll go berserk. hmmm.. so wanted to ask mh or yan or cheng to study with me one. but i guess mh will be studying at home, her mum wun really let her come out when it's near exam. den yan ar. think she's someone who study alone one bah. nv heard her going out in grp study. den cheng was busy, so didnt ask. i didnt ask i Lin too cuz she's one who study at home. but i cant study in MY house or SOMEBODY'S house. haa. so in the end, i asked wilber! haa.
hmmm.. okay. anyway, coming back to today's dinner. haa. was rather surprise chiu will ask me out for dinner. haa. i told my mum not to cook my share, den went out with her to cwp to eat. ate pastamania. now thinking of it, i feel like vomiting le. cuz i ate *al funghi* it's mushroom in cream rich sauce. the sauce is so creamy that i was feeling sick when eating it. and the mushroom, is the one that i dun like the most. *puke* haa. so i din finish everything. chiu's one looked delicious, mussel and clam pasta.
talked alot with her. about my life, her life. missed sa, jh, yunjie, gz and every other girls. haa. and weichian is mad le. cuz chiu told me that wc said i asked everyone out for lunch yesterday. and he went out with me. haa. funny guy, with *huan xiang zheng* haa.
went to see the giodarno disney series shirt. hmm.. think im going to buy the tigger ine. it's nice! haa. den walked around cwp, i bought a water bottle that looks like a milk bottle. so cute! haa.
going to keep this entry short. if not iL and yan will complain again. haa.
and i really miss the others in 4B!
and HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY ANITA!!
-pEiShi-
softball and squash!
Friday, August 19, 2005
softball and squash
yuppy. promise chun yan that i will blog today, cuz this few days is too tired le. slept quite early this few days too. >.<
okay. here, today im blogging about softball and squash. well, they are super duper ultra nice! haaa. let me talk about squash first, since it's on tuesday. hmmm.. first training that we actually have formal training. haa.. yups, it's going to be tough. the training head, sam, lead the very first formal training's warm-up. from head to toe. nah, actually is till ankle only. haa.. okay, anyway, got to run for 3 rounds around the track. in 18 mins for girls? haa.. yups. that was like, you can finish the 3 rounds even if you walked. haa. so wasnt a big problem to me lar. i wasnt feeling very well that evening, cuz jeannie let us see a stupid video about anatomy, which i ran away after the video started 1 sec later. and she even had a video about a girl vomiting, and later drink back the vomit again. yucky. imagine im someone who vomit often. eeee... cant think about it anymore. *faint* okay, anyway, i finish the 3 rounds, and i didnt walk okay! i ran all the way, just behind mi juan. *grins*
hmmm.. so after running, have some drive training. stephen feed the ball, and all the year ones, at least 20, just have to drive it straight to the wall. err.. okay, not bad, at least not boring lar, cuz the queue is fast. hmmm.. den 7.30, mj had to go off le, den me and sharon went off with her.
okay. so is wednesday le. err. went to renew PR with my family. set off in the morning, still feeling super sleepy and want to cont to *lai chuang* but obviously, cant. if i do, sure get killed by my mum one. haa. den quite fast lar. before that went to eat breakfast with them. wanted to eat *you tiao* for a few days already, and saw it at the stalls there. but mum dun allow me to eat because im having sore throat. den after that, supposed to go sign tuition grant one. but blur me got the time mixed up, it started in the afternoon. so we got to wait. so dad dropped us at beauty world. my 2 brothers went to play pool while my mum and i went shopping ard the plaza. after that, mum felt lazy, so we took cab to my school! haa. sign the tuition grant le went to eat in the canteen while waiting for my dad to drive my mum and brothers home. anyway, i think my younger brother is like more and more timid. he din even dare to order the chicken rice in my school. haa. so we were laughing at him. haa.
then.. err. softball! hmm.. only one word to describe it. FUN! haa.. it's really very fun, esp during the attachment. supposed to be going there at 5.30, but my lesson ended at 6. so had to go there late. and they already started batting. they were almost finished, so i went to bat. haa.. err.. cant rem the guy's name, err... think is ivan or err.. cant really rem, but nvm, he praised my batting, say i have very good batting techniques. haa. ^.^v
hmmm.. den we started playing a game. as in 3 teams. the usual team A and B, and another team form up by the make-up class. hmm.. it was fun. although it rained in the afternoon, just before we started the class, the field was dry, which was lucky for us playing softball. =) hmmm.. was very fun. i bat-ted quite well, i think. errr.. played i think 3 inches. den the lesson ended. everyone still wanted to play somemore, which was like rather rare, cuz usually ppl will be rushing to end the class. haa. so some of us, in fact, MOST of us stayed after the class to play. the fun part comes. we did some practice, separating into diff bases. me and charlotte were in the same group as zep and err.. darrel i think. haa.. i cant rem ppl's name! but zep cant rem my name too. haa. =X okay. anyway, we were talking among ourselves and having fun, esp me and charlotte. haa. we stationed at short-stop. den changed to base 2. den darrel a.k.a *mi mi yan* supposed to catch the ball one, but he missed, and i was wearing glove, supposed to catch the ball that he missed. and i caught it with my left hand. i always wear right hand glove one, but that day, no left-hander glove mar, so had to wear the glove on the left hand. anyway, the ball went perfectly into my glove, and i think another softball player who is coaching us that day, not the ivan, praised me! haa. he keep saying good catch! wow! good catch! haa..
after the base catching, we did some competition. hmm. as in when the captain points to the left, we have to do mirror image. so he did left, right, up, down, front and back. den he changed the rule now we have to point to the same side as he is. as in when he points to the left, we have to point to the opposite direction of his. we were separated into 2 groups, and compete against each other to see whose member lasted the longest without doing any wrong ones. and my group won! haa. the captain did super fast, and i am the only one left after eveyone squat down when they did wrongly. haa. i have fast reaction time! i got praised again. lOlz~ and the ah ben like dun believe liddat. haa. nvm. the others know can le. haa.
hmmm.. now coming to thursday. when writing this, come to think of it, i think i didnt blog a few days already. and i didnt realised that myself. haa. thanks for reminding chun yan! ^^ okay. now thursday. nothing particular special happened. errr. anyway, talking about thursday made me rem about getting back the assignment for fp last thursday. it's a group work, and we - winnie, xu zhen, gladys and me got A! *grins* haa. another A for my assignment now. we could have do better and get A+, but we did everything last min and should be feeling lucky we didnt get B or C already. haa.
err.. okay. back to this thurdays, which is yesterday. err. well, ita lesson quite short, the lecturer released us early these few days. den it was raining. yucky. got softball for s&w. so the field was muddy!! yucky. my shoes was in the mud. *cry* i have to wash it again. *sObz* so decided i had to wash it afterall, and last s&w lesson, i dun care about whether it is clean already anot. hmmm.. it was fun, playing in the rain. super fun. we had a competition between team A and team B. we FINALLY won them. haa. yups. finally. haa. the score was 7-6. *grins* they wanted to have the whole team go to mCdonald to eat, but i have squash training, den ling and charlotte didnt go because i didnt go. haa. bad influence huh? lOlz~ >.<
squash was simply FUN tat day. i think i, having alot of fun these few days. haa. stephen coached us. fun, fun, fun, plus MORE fun! went running in the track 4 rounds and in the end, my butt is super pain today. *bleah* haa. me, wenfang and sandy were in the 3rd court, with stephen. had a good talk with him. haa. he's quite fun and cute lar. haa. and i got to know that his life is full of ups and downs. =X only i know it. haa. opps. and i finally told skye to smile more le. think wenfang is crazy over dion and skye's smile. lOlz~!>.<
hmmm.. today after school *school ends at 12 today*, went to canteen 3 to buy food before going to the study area to eat and do some project with winnie, xu zhen and gladys. haa. when i walked into the canteen, i was like waving to someone i know after every few steps. haa. like ling, zhi ge, dhar and another 1 or 2 i dun quite rem. err.. at the study area was quite okay, folded some paper bags for bazzar too. den went off to meet mh. she was late as usual. so i went to the library to read some books. i think im very interested in ww2 stuff. den read some chinese ww2 recount books. profound? haa. nah. not at all. almost fell asleep in the library with my md. den borrowed and read a chinese novel. it's been long since i last touched chinese novel le. to think that i last time had a craze over it. haa.
hmmm.. den meet mh at cwp. went to walked around. bought a necklace, cuz decided to throw away my old one. den tried giodarno khaki 3-quarter. i really think i can be a giodarno spokeperson le. haa. and the 3-quarter pants that i wanted was back again! haa. *relieved* thought no more le, cuz i like it very much mar, and wanted to buy it. haa. and, saw yasin and xiao hui in cwp too. ate happy meal and had a hamtaro toy. i dun like hamtaro, as in im neutral to it lar. but decided to give it to chun yan since she like it sooo much. haa. *YAN!! DID YOU SEE THIS?? haa.* ^.^v
on the way home, met my younger brother at the interchange. he was returning home after his guitar lesson. hmmm. i told him my bag was heavy, and he offered to take it for me. haa. nice brother right? haa. mayb this is the only time i appreciated him. lOlz~ just kidding. and imagine he is carrying my sling bag which is rather girly. haa. *laughing*
anyway, reached home le. dun feel like eating dinner. den my older brother said he bought a cake for me. haa. i dunno what occasion was it, but i just ate it anyway cuz i like cakes. later did i know that because last night, they finished the honeydew which i like, without leaving any for me. so when he saw a slice of swiss roll, with chocolate on it's side, he bought it for me since he know i will like it. only for me wor! haa. *grins* den my mum told me she went to buy another honeydew *which is soooo juicy and sweet* for me, specially. haa.. hmmm. was rather surprise lar. cuz if is last time, dun think they will do that specially for me. no more means no more le lor. still buy for what. but this time they bought another one. =) yuppy, i love my family. haa.
wanted to find someone to study with my tmr. but mh is going to ep, while im not going. den junrui is having exam on monday and not coming out. wanted to ask cheng or wilber one. but cheng is busy at the moment, dun wanna disturb him. and wilber is not online. >.<
err. this blog is super duper ultra mega long. haa. sorry for being long winded. cuz have to jot down what happened in the last few days. in case next time i lose my memory can look back mar. haa.goodnight.
-pEiShi-
chun yan
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
okay. this entry title is chun yan. but my blog doesnt have any blog entry title or wat, so i guess YOU (yan) probably wun see this title appearing at all. haa. told her i got nothing to blog about, but still feel like writing something, if not keep writing on cygnus, yan will say me bias one. haa.
okay, tuesday again. went for the last field practicum for the year. hmm.. if going back, should be next year thing already. but im still glad that im not leaving them. so still have at least half a yr before i leave the centre. they atre REALLY REALLY VERY CUTE!! haa.. all kissed and hug me today. im sad that vernicia and chang ming did not come today. cuz they were sicked. not sure about vernicia, but chang ming got fever. =( going to visit them as and when i have time.
did i tell you im going to have exma soon? in less than a mth's time.
not going for morning class tmr, cuz need to renew the pr thing.
am doing personality test with yan and doro right now. haa.. crazy over it. and no time to blog le. haa.. bye. shall show you next time something i wrote literaturily. *no such word, i just crap it out* haaa.
-pEiShi-
ps. to doro. cheer up! i'll always be here for you.! love ya always. smilez!
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okay, tuesday again. went for the last field practicum for the year. hmm.. if going back, should be next year thing already. but im still glad that im not leaving them. so still have at least half a yr before i leave the centre. they atre REALLY REALLY VERY CUTE!! haa.. all kissed and hug me today. im sad that vernicia and chang ming did not come today. cuz they were sicked. not sure about vernicia, but chang ming got fever. =( going to visit them as and when i have time.
did i tell you im going to have exma soon? in less than a mth's time.
not going for morning class tmr, cuz need to renew the pr thing.
am doing personality test with yan and doro right now. haa.. crazy over it. and no time to blog le. haa.. bye. shall show you next time something i wrote literaturily. *no such word, i just crap it out* haaa.
-pEiShi-
ps. to doro. cheer up! i'll always be here for you.! love ya always. smilez!
im a spoilt brat
Monday, August 15, 2005
hmmm.. i think im the spoilt brat. whenever im feeling moody, i will want to spend money or eat my heart out. spoilt brat i am.
okay, today spoilt brat bought a perfume. at least spoilt brat like it lar, so is not really considered anyhow waste money. anyway, im going to claim this from my dad.
den at dinner time, really eat alot.
hmm.. nothing much to update. was talking to dorothy and yan last night. talked quite alot.
am watching a cool hong kong series now, channel 55, *ge kong zhui xiong* - *get stuck in time* so cool!! about cops. haa.. i love cops show.! haa.. actually there was a time when i wanted to be a police, tats why i joined npcc despite netball and choir wants me. haa. actually it's quite an odd feeling lar. now come to think of it, i rather join choir or netball, cuz after i joined npcc, i keep *pon* training. so quite bad.
okay. shall *bao4 liao4* about myself since i was talking about dream jobs. the occupation i wanted when i was young. as in not that im not young now lar. but when i was in my pri and sec sch days. haa. okay. here i go. i wanted to be a police for a period of time, and i wanted to... dun be shock wor! haa.. super extreme from police one. haaa. i wanted to be a *da ge da's* woman. lOlz~ cuz watched alot of police and thief show, den in the end... haaa. =X
okay. finally.
im a spoilt brat.
a super big spoilt brat.
-pEiShi-
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okay, today spoilt brat bought a perfume. at least spoilt brat like it lar, so is not really considered anyhow waste money. anyway, im going to claim this from my dad.
den at dinner time, really eat alot.
hmm.. nothing much to update. was talking to dorothy and yan last night. talked quite alot.
am watching a cool hong kong series now, channel 55, *ge kong zhui xiong* - *get stuck in time* so cool!! about cops. haa.. i love cops show.! haa.. actually there was a time when i wanted to be a police, tats why i joined npcc despite netball and choir wants me. haa. actually it's quite an odd feeling lar. now come to think of it, i rather join choir or netball, cuz after i joined npcc, i keep *pon* training. so quite bad.
okay. shall *bao4 liao4* about myself since i was talking about dream jobs. the occupation i wanted when i was young. as in not that im not young now lar. but when i was in my pri and sec sch days. haa. okay. here i go. i wanted to be a police for a period of time, and i wanted to... dun be shock wor! haa.. super extreme from police one. haaa. i wanted to be a *da ge da's* woman. lOlz~ cuz watched alot of police and thief show, den in the end... haaa. =X
okay. finally.
im a spoilt brat.
a super big spoilt brat.
-pEiShi-
ep at changi airport.
Saturday, August 13, 2005
towner was closed today. heard from gim hwa it's mis-communication between the projects and the school. but nevertheless, we are still having ep today. so where did we went to if the school is closed. haa.. we went to the airport!! haa.
was late again. cuz went to the ntuc to buy tea-break stuff with minhui. den on the way to airport, met guirong, so went together. they were at terminal 1 viewing gallery. i was quite free today, cuz i no need to take teck peng. an ex-volunteer, took him.
today's tea-break is kinda poor thing. is supposed to be angelfish's turn to make tea-break, but i got to help out, using hands. poor me. den make the smelly egg mayonnise. but it turned out not that bad lar. still edible.
ep camp commitee meeting. ended up in-charge of food. and i guess they tot i could provide good food. lOlz~ lets wait and see. hope the chalet is a bungalow.
now watching a great show at HBO. The Frighteners, by michael j. fox, trini alvarado and dee wallace stone.
btw, any 4b-ians second the chalet thing that i brought up?
-pEiShi-
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was late again. cuz went to the ntuc to buy tea-break stuff with minhui. den on the way to airport, met guirong, so went together. they were at terminal 1 viewing gallery. i was quite free today, cuz i no need to take teck peng. an ex-volunteer, took him.
today's tea-break is kinda poor thing. is supposed to be angelfish's turn to make tea-break, but i got to help out, using hands. poor me. den make the smelly egg mayonnise. but it turned out not that bad lar. still edible.
ep camp commitee meeting. ended up in-charge of food. and i guess they tot i could provide good food. lOlz~ lets wait and see. hope the chalet is a bungalow.
now watching a great show at HBO. The Frighteners, by michael j. fox, trini alvarado and dee wallace stone.
btw, any 4b-ians second the chalet thing that i brought up?
-pEiShi-
dansical of kranji.
=)
im smiling. =) today is kranji dansical. hmm.. need to go to school till 3pm. let's talk about this first. hmm.. study skill was talking about memory, den speech training basic practical was to give speech. i got paired up with jessica. hmm.. dunno what to ask her too.
after the class, wet to meet iL. but she was still slacking at home. so took a bus to bp with terrence, cuz met him while taking the bus. so iL was still not ready. she took so long to come down. in the mean time, went to walk around bp plaza, and look around in popular. was surprised that i stayed there for like 45 mins while waiting for my darling. haaa. was looking at the children education cd-rom. I SAW THE FAIRY TALE THAT I LIKE!! haaa.. it's the snow queen. i think not much ppl had heard of this story before bah.
anyway, went to jp with iL. den ate *you tiao* bought a pair of earing. went to meet xiao hui. den saw dickson, cuz he was waiting for wenliang they all. after that wen liang came, den mh came too.
hmm.. den ate dinner at the pizza place at jp. not bad lar. just that the crust like a lil hard. i will recommend the cold chocolate though, and the apple juice.
okay, now the dansical part. ppl is musical, but we focus more on dancing mar, so is called *dansical* was actually quite tired when i went there. and as usual, i was like keep condemning wats on stage. but i need to say, the em-cee, her leg was standing too far apart le lar. seems a lil weird. the whole dansical was about *alice in the wonderland*, how she ended up in kranji. thats was lame right?? haa.. >.<
the best part was after the dansical performance. we saw alot of ppl, like my 2 sons, kok howe and cheong keat, weichian, peir meng, hong wei, dorothy, lee chiu, benedict, amos, xue qin, de li, kevin koo, an an, and alot of other ppl. took alot of photos too. the most stupid thing i did for the day was that i cried. -_-" cuz i saw jia hui mar. and it was like soooo long since i last seen her. and i must say, only when you see that person, you will den know how much you miss that person. and too bad melissa and guizhen + peimin nv come. i really missed them!! >.<
saw david cheng's gf. she's really pretty! haa.. and margaret was jealous of her. lOlz~
shasi is a lil slimmer now lar. haa.. he promised nxt time i see him, he will be more slim than now. haa.
just reached home not long ago. wanted to write this beautiful moment down.
and i guess i should be acting like their ex-vice-chairperson already, to organise an end-of-year chalet for the 4bians. haa..
-pEiShi-
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im smiling. =) today is kranji dansical. hmm.. need to go to school till 3pm. let's talk about this first. hmm.. study skill was talking about memory, den speech training basic practical was to give speech. i got paired up with jessica. hmm.. dunno what to ask her too.
after the class, wet to meet iL. but she was still slacking at home. so took a bus to bp with terrence, cuz met him while taking the bus. so iL was still not ready. she took so long to come down. in the mean time, went to walk around bp plaza, and look around in popular. was surprised that i stayed there for like 45 mins while waiting for my darling. haaa. was looking at the children education cd-rom. I SAW THE FAIRY TALE THAT I LIKE!! haaa.. it's the snow queen. i think not much ppl had heard of this story before bah.
anyway, went to jp with iL. den ate *you tiao* bought a pair of earing. went to meet xiao hui. den saw dickson, cuz he was waiting for wenliang they all. after that wen liang came, den mh came too.
hmm.. den ate dinner at the pizza place at jp. not bad lar. just that the crust like a lil hard. i will recommend the cold chocolate though, and the apple juice.
okay, now the dansical part. ppl is musical, but we focus more on dancing mar, so is called *dansical* was actually quite tired when i went there. and as usual, i was like keep condemning wats on stage. but i need to say, the em-cee, her leg was standing too far apart le lar. seems a lil weird. the whole dansical was about *alice in the wonderland*, how she ended up in kranji. thats was lame right?? haa.. >.<
the best part was after the dansical performance. we saw alot of ppl, like my 2 sons, kok howe and cheong keat, weichian, peir meng, hong wei, dorothy, lee chiu, benedict, amos, xue qin, de li, kevin koo, an an, and alot of other ppl. took alot of photos too. the most stupid thing i did for the day was that i cried. -_-" cuz i saw jia hui mar. and it was like soooo long since i last seen her. and i must say, only when you see that person, you will den know how much you miss that person. and too bad melissa and guizhen + peimin nv come. i really missed them!! >.<
saw david cheng's gf. she's really pretty! haa.. and margaret was jealous of her. lOlz~
shasi is a lil slimmer now lar. haa.. he promised nxt time i see him, he will be more slim than now. haa.
just reached home not long ago. wanted to write this beautiful moment down.
and i guess i should be acting like their ex-vice-chairperson already, to organise an end-of-year chalet for the 4bians. haa..
-pEiShi-
blog song
Thursday, August 11, 2005
oh. heard that my blog song have problem. hope this song is okay. *cai hong.yan lei* >.<
opps. short short entry. today mingfang jie asked me what happened. hmmm.. didnt really answer her question. den she said mayb becuz im still havent tot of the answer, thats why like these few days dun feel like eating. but i today very guai wor, i ate breakfast finally. hmmm.. once half a year? =X
-pEiShi-
_i looked up into the deep sky___
__but cant find the star___
___that is suppose to light up my life___
____so, my life is still dark___
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opps. short short entry. today mingfang jie asked me what happened. hmmm.. didnt really answer her question. den she said mayb becuz im still havent tot of the answer, thats why like these few days dun feel like eating. but i today very guai wor, i ate breakfast finally. hmmm.. once half a year? =X
-pEiShi-
_i looked up into the deep sky___
__but cant find the star___
___that is suppose to light up my life___
____so, my life is still dark___
national day
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
okay. national day today. nothing special happened to me, cuz im not a Singporean. slept till 1pm. =X
stayed at home till ard four, went out with junrui cuz dun want to shut myself at home.
went woodlands central to eat ice kachang, den walk around there.
finally bought a pair of shoes.
went swimming after that with junrui.
and watched the vcd of k-one nancy lent me. i think they rockz, esp gino and li yang. but i still love my energy better. thats all.
-pEiShi-
_things have changed, i have changed___
__nothing's going to be the same like the past___
___gimme sommore time pls___
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stayed at home till ard four, went out with junrui cuz dun want to shut myself at home.
went woodlands central to eat ice kachang, den walk around there.
finally bought a pair of shoes.
went swimming after that with junrui.
and watched the vcd of k-one nancy lent me. i think they rockz, esp gino and li yang. but i still love my energy better. thats all.
-pEiShi-
_things have changed, i have changed___
__nothing's going to be the same like the past___
___gimme sommore time pls___
thinking part 2.
Sunday, August 07, 2005
still thinking.
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thinking part 1.
Saturday, August 06, 2005
thinking.
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closed down.
Friday, August 05, 2005
notice
hmmm.. something terrible had happened to me today. not going to mention it. didnt feel like, and didnt want to. pls dun ask me why too. i need time to think about this serious question. dun try to msg me, in msn or hp, cuz i dun think i will reply. hmmm.. how should i say. this question is a serious and important one, can even say that it will affect my whole life. if i dun think about it carefully, i might ended up in the wrong track and ruin myself.
so pls, do give me time to think about. i need mayb a day, or days, or if my brain process the question slowly, den it might even take up to a week, or worse, a month.
i will still continue my usual routine, going to school, to ep or attachment. no need to worry for me. now what you can help is give me some personal space and time for me to think, and not asking any question about it. i appreciate that greatly. you might not think tat there's nothing in life tat is so serious till i need to isolate myself, but i think otherwise.
i will try to blog sometimes, just in case you think tat i am dead.
arh. to minhui, yes, im happy tat jason and candyce are out. =) and i will take care of myself for the time being, until someone i can trust takes over this job.
and to yan, nah. there's nothing in it. believe me. i will tell you if there is.
so for now, do let me ponder over this question so i can freed myself.
bye.
-pEiShi-
my shoes are dirtied.!
arghh..! my poor shoes are dirtied again. *sObs* i just washed it like last week? *bursting into tears.* had to clean again, but im feeling soooo lazy. but luckily tmr is friday already. haa.. i still have a weekend. haa. ^.^v lazy queen. lOlz~
okay. err. so wat happened today.? let me recall. err.. supposed to wake up at 7, but i *lai chuan* again as usual. haa.. den till 7.15am den wake up, bathe and get ready to go to school. hmmm.. reached school is a lil late le. so told gladys not to meet me, just in case she'll be late too. so i went to the classroom myself. on the way, need to pass the co-op at the so-called orchard road. haaa. i saw a indian girl, wanted i think is her bf to hug her. den the bf like a lil paiseh to do it in the public bah, hug le den release her. den the indian girl keep pulling the guy's hand and put on her waist. lOlz~ den the guy like dun really want. so the girl like unhappy and wanted to kiss the guy. but the guy ducked a lil. haa... hmmm.. not trying to laugh or wat lar. just feel kinda funny to see this in school. haaa.
hmmm.. went into the classroom, thought agnes dieu had started the class and will be like angry. but she did not. she even smiled at me. haa.. i guess im pretty lucky this few days bah. the IT teacher like me, den agnes dieu did not flared. haaa. so after tat the class started lor. and was talking about the cognitive development. was wearing a skirt and a polo-tee today, den sit on the floor felt a lil uncomfortable. after tat is free time. agnes dieu let us do our own project work, as in the cognitive development one. so decided to go to canteen 2 to do it. -_-" regret going there. cuz like super super cold. and so unfortunately, i forgot to bring my jacket. haiz~ so was freezing down there, with the fan in full blast and not knowing how to off it. plus it's raining, so worse. and before i woke up, i was like freezing already. it wasnt raining, i didnt on the fan, i din even open the window, plus im still in the blanket covering from head to toes, but im still freezing. the hand like totally cold liddat. >.<
hmmm.. ate yong tau fu for lunch today. xu zhen, gladys, nancy, winnie and me ate the same thing. den our stomach kinda feel funny after tat. and wats more funny is i bought the dragonfruit juice, den xu zhen, gladys, winnie and me shared it. haaa.. so we ate the same thing, drink the same cup of thing too. haaa. so after tat went to the @co-op to print the IT assignment i owe Mrs Cheong becuz my file was corrupted. hmmm.. print le den winnie and elaine saw this cute lil handphone chain. it's tigger one. i think it look so sweet lar. haaa. den me and winnie decided to buy one for gladys and xu zhen, and for ourselves too. haaa. den elaine showed me this cute lil winnie the pooh. i think it's kinda cute lar, but winnie think it looks weird. haaa. den elaine pointed out tat it's head is bigger than the body. ppl baby pooh mar, havent fully develop yet, nv listen to agnes dieu's class ar. haaa. so rem-ed yesterday me and allan talking about pooh and tigger mar. so decided to buy one for him. but come to think of it, it feels kinda funny for guys to put winnie the pooh right? haaa. too bad dun have hello kitty or doraemon lar. cannot buy for iL and mh. >.<
okay, so stomach was feeling kinda funny after lunch. den went for the IT lesson. suckz. =X my IT project, which i didnt put in effort in, got B+. haaa.. gladys got B only. and she was like asking," why she get B+ i only get B." cuz our project have 2 section mar. one paired work, 1 individual work. den the teacher said i did better in individual work, so i get better marks. lor. haaa.. okay lar. didnt really spent effort to do it den still can have B+ (75% to 79%). ^.^v
den finally finished ITA lesson le. really feel sick. den went to the toilet and vomited. was feeling dizzy too. haiz~ den gladys told me not to go for softball le. but i dun want to do make-up lesson. it's so stupid to do alone with no one you know. so i decided to still go for the s&w. and sadly, my hp no batt le. like totally died out. cuz i forget to charge it. >.<
the field was super muddy today. cuz it just rained in the afternoon. and my shoes's like ruin. mine is not so bad actually lar. you should see charlotte's, jasmine, laura or ling ying's one. cuz i nv run mar, wasnt feeling well, so the teacher dun want me to run. but this charlotte hor, very bad. cuz she was throwing the ball, den nv aim properly mar, so hit the puddle of water infront of me. den splashed on me. yucky. and due to her shitty aiming, haaa.. i was hit by her hard and powerful ball twice on my hand, the part near the thumb there. so it's so painful tat i took out my glove and squat there, holding my hand. den edmund oh like asking wat happened. den my hand is red. so he asked me to go wash water cooler. i just sat down there after tat with charlotte. den saw my hand turned blue-black. *bleah* it was so bad. and hurts alot too. den it got swollen, not very big lar. but still can see it. >.<
hmmm.. den is squash le. well, hmmm.. waited for a lil while. den ginny asked me if i want to play anot. so went to court one with her. den saw mi juan and jasline. went to find them cuz dun really want to play with ginny. she's hmmm.. a lil arrogant. i think so lar. so met a new frend, sharon. haaa. err.. den waited for wenfang, mi juan, jasline they all to change. den sandy came. lOlz~ i think i like have alot of friends. haaa.
den training start le. court run at court 1. first is mj, ginny, another elaine, and i think sandy bah. den 1 min court run. nxt is me, wenfang, jasline and sharon. den i ran the fastest. i think the senior who did the timing one like quite surprised i ran quite fast, but den i forget to count how many laps i run too. sad. haa. den mj like quite unhappy. cuz i vomited just now and i still run. i forgot about it too le. so she was telling the senior not to let me run cuz i vomited just now. -_-" haiz.. so i din get to run the second and third time. practice time. mj told the senior not to be too hard on me. haa.. den he whispered something like this to me," she looked down on you. prove it to her. haa." den we both laughed, and only we two know wat happened. haaa.
hmmm.. saw cindy da ma. talked to her for like 15 mins. haa. den before tat i ran out of the court to yoke sum and her two sweet lil daughters. haa.. they're cute. lOlz~ den mj, jasline, wenfang and elaine came out too. haaa. peer influence. lOlz~
okay. so went home with sharon. haaa. took bus home. haaa.. den mayb i can only buy the bus consession only, cuz cheaper. haaa.. but i still dun like to take bus lar. >.<
hmmm.. den watched project superstar just now. i LOVE kelly. haa.. i think the result is out le bah. haaa.. who's in who's out?
okay. was talking to allan and sin yi. den asked sin yi wat happened between her and elaine. hmmm.. she felt elaine like not very responsible lar. about the cs thing bah. hmmm.. she's cooling herself now. not talking to elaine. mayb give her a lil more time bah.
hmmm.. allan bought a squeezeable tigger for me. lOlz~ a long entry again.
the end. haaa.. it simply makes me think of vernicia. haaa.
-pEiShi-
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okay. err. so wat happened today.? let me recall. err.. supposed to wake up at 7, but i *lai chuan* again as usual. haa.. den till 7.15am den wake up, bathe and get ready to go to school. hmmm.. reached school is a lil late le. so told gladys not to meet me, just in case she'll be late too. so i went to the classroom myself. on the way, need to pass the co-op at the so-called orchard road. haaa. i saw a indian girl, wanted i think is her bf to hug her. den the bf like a lil paiseh to do it in the public bah, hug le den release her. den the indian girl keep pulling the guy's hand and put on her waist. lOlz~ den the guy like dun really want. so the girl like unhappy and wanted to kiss the guy. but the guy ducked a lil. haa... hmmm.. not trying to laugh or wat lar. just feel kinda funny to see this in school. haaa.
hmmm.. went into the classroom, thought agnes dieu had started the class and will be like angry. but she did not. she even smiled at me. haa.. i guess im pretty lucky this few days bah. the IT teacher like me, den agnes dieu did not flared. haaa. so after tat the class started lor. and was talking about the cognitive development. was wearing a skirt and a polo-tee today, den sit on the floor felt a lil uncomfortable. after tat is free time. agnes dieu let us do our own project work, as in the cognitive development one. so decided to go to canteen 2 to do it. -_-" regret going there. cuz like super super cold. and so unfortunately, i forgot to bring my jacket. haiz~ so was freezing down there, with the fan in full blast and not knowing how to off it. plus it's raining, so worse. and before i woke up, i was like freezing already. it wasnt raining, i didnt on the fan, i din even open the window, plus im still in the blanket covering from head to toes, but im still freezing. the hand like totally cold liddat. >.<
hmmm.. ate yong tau fu for lunch today. xu zhen, gladys, nancy, winnie and me ate the same thing. den our stomach kinda feel funny after tat. and wats more funny is i bought the dragonfruit juice, den xu zhen, gladys, winnie and me shared it. haaa.. so we ate the same thing, drink the same cup of thing too. haaa. so after tat went to the @co-op to print the IT assignment i owe Mrs Cheong becuz my file was corrupted. hmmm.. print le den winnie and elaine saw this cute lil handphone chain. it's tigger one. i think it look so sweet lar. haaa. den me and winnie decided to buy one for gladys and xu zhen, and for ourselves too. haaa. den elaine showed me this cute lil winnie the pooh. i think it's kinda cute lar, but winnie think it looks weird. haaa. den elaine pointed out tat it's head is bigger than the body. ppl baby pooh mar, havent fully develop yet, nv listen to agnes dieu's class ar. haaa. so rem-ed yesterday me and allan talking about pooh and tigger mar. so decided to buy one for him. but come to think of it, it feels kinda funny for guys to put winnie the pooh right? haaa. too bad dun have hello kitty or doraemon lar. cannot buy for iL and mh. >.<
okay, so stomach was feeling kinda funny after lunch. den went for the IT lesson. suckz. =X my IT project, which i didnt put in effort in, got B+. haaa.. gladys got B only. and she was like asking," why she get B+ i only get B." cuz our project have 2 section mar. one paired work, 1 individual work. den the teacher said i did better in individual work, so i get better marks. lor. haaa.. okay lar. didnt really spent effort to do it den still can have B+ (75% to 79%). ^.^v
den finally finished ITA lesson le. really feel sick. den went to the toilet and vomited. was feeling dizzy too. haiz~ den gladys told me not to go for softball le. but i dun want to do make-up lesson. it's so stupid to do alone with no one you know. so i decided to still go for the s&w. and sadly, my hp no batt le. like totally died out. cuz i forget to charge it. >.<
the field was super muddy today. cuz it just rained in the afternoon. and my shoes's like ruin. mine is not so bad actually lar. you should see charlotte's, jasmine, laura or ling ying's one. cuz i nv run mar, wasnt feeling well, so the teacher dun want me to run. but this charlotte hor, very bad. cuz she was throwing the ball, den nv aim properly mar, so hit the puddle of water infront of me. den splashed on me. yucky. and due to her shitty aiming, haaa.. i was hit by her hard and powerful ball twice on my hand, the part near the thumb there. so it's so painful tat i took out my glove and squat there, holding my hand. den edmund oh like asking wat happened. den my hand is red. so he asked me to go wash water cooler. i just sat down there after tat with charlotte. den saw my hand turned blue-black. *bleah* it was so bad. and hurts alot too. den it got swollen, not very big lar. but still can see it. >.<
hmmm.. den is squash le. well, hmmm.. waited for a lil while. den ginny asked me if i want to play anot. so went to court one with her. den saw mi juan and jasline. went to find them cuz dun really want to play with ginny. she's hmmm.. a lil arrogant. i think so lar. so met a new frend, sharon. haaa. err.. den waited for wenfang, mi juan, jasline they all to change. den sandy came. lOlz~ i think i like have alot of friends. haaa.
den training start le. court run at court 1. first is mj, ginny, another elaine, and i think sandy bah. den 1 min court run. nxt is me, wenfang, jasline and sharon. den i ran the fastest. i think the senior who did the timing one like quite surprised i ran quite fast, but den i forget to count how many laps i run too. sad. haa. den mj like quite unhappy. cuz i vomited just now and i still run. i forgot about it too le. so she was telling the senior not to let me run cuz i vomited just now. -_-" haiz.. so i din get to run the second and third time. practice time. mj told the senior not to be too hard on me. haa.. den he whispered something like this to me," she looked down on you. prove it to her. haa." den we both laughed, and only we two know wat happened. haaa.
hmmm.. saw cindy da ma. talked to her for like 15 mins. haa. den before tat i ran out of the court to yoke sum and her two sweet lil daughters. haa.. they're cute. lOlz~ den mj, jasline, wenfang and elaine came out too. haaa. peer influence. lOlz~
okay. so went home with sharon. haaa. took bus home. haaa.. den mayb i can only buy the bus consession only, cuz cheaper. haaa.. but i still dun like to take bus lar. >.<
hmmm.. den watched project superstar just now. i LOVE kelly. haa.. i think the result is out le bah. haaa.. who's in who's out?
okay. was talking to allan and sin yi. den asked sin yi wat happened between her and elaine. hmmm.. she felt elaine like not very responsible lar. about the cs thing bah. hmmm.. she's cooling herself now. not talking to elaine. mayb give her a lil more time bah.
hmmm.. allan bought a squeezeable tigger for me. lOlz~ a long entry again.
the end. haaa.. it simply makes me think of vernicia. haaa.
-pEiShi-
yi bi yi.
Thursday, August 04, 2005
haaa.. just changed my blog song to *yi bi yi* by fan wei qi. i think it's super nice. haaa.. and it's a happy song. haaaa. ^.^v okay, so after changing the blog song, i must be like the song rhythm liddat, stay happy. ^.^ haaa.. and btw, it's the same blog song as darling. i wanted to put it le, den today went to her blog, heard this song. *bleah* she put it first le. haaa.. anyway, i guess this shows that we have *mo qi* bah. right, darling? haaa.. ^^
saw the mickey and minnie below?? haaa.. i love them! ^^ it's a super belated present from mh, yan, ryl, dean, shou cheng, and i think no more le. haaa.. but they are really sweet aint they?
although i think this present they gave it to me very long time ago, which is before sean had went off to australia, i still find it lovely. haaa. talking about sean, hmmm.. i missed him. haiz.. and he's only coming back in december i think. >.<
hmmm.. okay. i love mickey and minnie. haaa... they're great. not like doraemon. im not sure i even got the correct spelling. lOlz~ so sad. nah. haaa.. im not discriminating doraemon, and of cuz definitely not his fans, like mh and wilber, haaa.. but i just dun really like it. haaa.. although i would very much have his *bai bao dai* and the time travelling drawer. lOlz~ i think the mickey and minnie are really a couple. they looked really sweet, aint they?? haaa. ^.^
haaa.. okay. so hmmm.. overslept today. *bleah* was rather angry with myself for that. haiz~ gladys called at 9am, supposed to meet her at 8.45am one. i was awoken by the phone call. hmmm.. jumped up cuz the volume like super loud. she asked where am i. den i heard her voice, i was still like blur blur one. why she call me? i dun even know. den, i saw the clock. *bleah* omg! it's 9 already. so i just missed the whole lecture. haiz~ i set 3 alarms and ALL of them cannot wake me up. wat happened? and i swear i nv hear the alarms ringing. err.. i guess i must be like clicked them off without me knowing after they went off. =X
hmmm.. so decided to use the free time to finish gladys left-over work of the IT activity. feel rather sad lar. becuz the file was like corrupted, den cannot print at the last minute. haiz~ like wasted effort liddat. but anyway, haaa, the teacher like me lar. wahaha.. so bhb lar. haaa.. but really lar. anyway, so she asked me to open the file for her to see. haa.. and she was like feel so sorry for me, den think of many excuses for me how come will liddat. haaa.. it's like rather funny though. haaa. den she very good lar. asked me to hand in tmr to her. or save into thumb-drive den give her oso can. haaa.. ^.^ she's so good.
hmmm.. so what happened today. err.. oh.. allan msg me asked me if i fainted le anot. den i say havent. haaa.. so lame. den msg with him during the cs lesson. hmmm.. our cs wasnt very well. cuz we didnt have the cover sheet. den sukuna a lil angry. hmmm.. den kinda affected us, cuz we nv even saw tat paper b4. *sad* so i think overall, we did quite lousy. i wanted to msg allan tell him one, just nice he msg-ed me tat time. =) and so good of him to cheer me up. haaa..
hmmm.. so now we are debating which is better, pooh or tigger. of cuz, i insisted is tigger. and he liked pooh better. haa.. in the end, he said both rank first. haaa. errr.. i managed to squeeze my tigger into his first ranking. haaa..
okay. nothing much to write le bah. oh yar, the prokect superstar. quite disappointed with kelvin. i think he didnt really project his voice nor sing out the song as good as he can. haiz~ so sad. but instead, i think jun yang is really really, super super good! haa.. he got a high score of 41.5/50. which i think is like super good. and somehow he managed to get the judges to debate about how he sing. haa.. first time in history bah. lOlz~ i think he might win, and kelly too. too bad i might missed tmr's series. got squash. >.<
i've also changed my nick to ]]` [pEiShi][[` have you ever seen such a beautiful night?`[ with you im not sad at all. thanks for everything. =)
okay. so i think really no more to write le. mum and dad are nagging.
-pEiShi-
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saw the mickey and minnie below?? haaa.. i love them! ^^ it's a super belated present from mh, yan, ryl, dean, shou cheng, and i think no more le. haaa.. but they are really sweet aint they?
although i think this present they gave it to me very long time ago, which is before sean had went off to australia, i still find it lovely. haaa. talking about sean, hmmm.. i missed him. haiz.. and he's only coming back in december i think. >.<hmmm.. okay. i love mickey and minnie. haaa... they're great. not like doraemon. im not sure i even got the correct spelling. lOlz~ so sad. nah. haaa.. im not discriminating doraemon, and of cuz definitely not his fans, like mh and wilber, haaa.. but i just dun really like it. haaa.. although i would very much have his *bai bao dai* and the time travelling drawer. lOlz~ i think the mickey and minnie are really a couple. they looked really sweet, aint they?? haaa. ^.^
haaa.. okay. so hmmm.. overslept today. *bleah* was rather angry with myself for that. haiz~ gladys called at 9am, supposed to meet her at 8.45am one. i was awoken by the phone call. hmmm.. jumped up cuz the volume like super loud. she asked where am i. den i heard her voice, i was still like blur blur one. why she call me? i dun even know. den, i saw the clock. *bleah* omg! it's 9 already. so i just missed the whole lecture. haiz~ i set 3 alarms and ALL of them cannot wake me up. wat happened? and i swear i nv hear the alarms ringing. err.. i guess i must be like clicked them off without me knowing after they went off. =X
hmmm.. so decided to use the free time to finish gladys left-over work of the IT activity. feel rather sad lar. becuz the file was like corrupted, den cannot print at the last minute. haiz~ like wasted effort liddat. but anyway, haaa, the teacher like me lar. wahaha.. so bhb lar. haaa.. but really lar. anyway, so she asked me to open the file for her to see. haa.. and she was like feel so sorry for me, den think of many excuses for me how come will liddat. haaa.. it's like rather funny though. haaa. den she very good lar. asked me to hand in tmr to her. or save into thumb-drive den give her oso can. haaa.. ^.^ she's so good.
hmmm.. so what happened today. err.. oh.. allan msg me asked me if i fainted le anot. den i say havent. haaa.. so lame. den msg with him during the cs lesson. hmmm.. our cs wasnt very well. cuz we didnt have the cover sheet. den sukuna a lil angry. hmmm.. den kinda affected us, cuz we nv even saw tat paper b4. *sad* so i think overall, we did quite lousy. i wanted to msg allan tell him one, just nice he msg-ed me tat time. =) and so good of him to cheer me up. haaa..
hmmm.. so now we are debating which is better, pooh or tigger. of cuz, i insisted is tigger. and he liked pooh better. haa.. in the end, he said both rank first. haaa. errr.. i managed to squeeze my tigger into his first ranking. haaa..
okay. nothing much to write le bah. oh yar, the prokect superstar. quite disappointed with kelvin. i think he didnt really project his voice nor sing out the song as good as he can. haiz~ so sad. but instead, i think jun yang is really really, super super good! haa.. he got a high score of 41.5/50. which i think is like super good. and somehow he managed to get the judges to debate about how he sing. haa.. first time in history bah. lOlz~ i think he might win, and kelly too. too bad i might missed tmr's series. got squash. >.<
i've also changed my nick to ]]` [pEiShi][[` have you ever seen such a beautiful night?`[ with you im not sad at all. thanks for everything. =)
okay. so i think really no more to write le. mum and dad are nagging.
-pEiShi-
sadness.
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
hmmm... okay. 2nd blog, errr.. to be exact, 3rd blog of the day.
hmmm.. okay, went to childcare centre for my attachment today. hmmm.. was a little late. next week going to reach there at 7.00am. yawn, so early. >.<
hmmm.. so reached there le. they were already singing and dancing le. so i just put my bag. i was rather happy tat their faces lit up when i reached there. haaa.. esp si ying. haaa.. i always like her. although she's not particularly *guai*, nor the prettiest, and of cuz not the naughtiest, but i still have a affection towards her. haaa.. okay, so as i was putting my bag, si ying came running to me. haaa.. she hugged me. den castell saw si ying liddat, he run and hugged me too. next is cheng ze. haaa.. he's the most cute one. he even kissed me. haaa. den the others, like renzoand ivan came running to me. haaa.. den my hands are like full of kids, den no hands to hold anymore. and finally, to much for me to take, becuz each of them wanted to squeeze infront of me to kiss me, they toppled onto me. haa... i think it's kinda *xin fu de gan jue* haaa.. it's just so sweet. not trying to compare, but i doubt they did it to pamela. lOlz~ the teacher had to stop the lesson and wait for all the kids to go back to their place. lOlz~ i disrupted their lesson. haaaa. luckily the teacher aint angry at all. haaa.. but smiling all the way. ^.^v
okay, so today, first time wasnt feeling sleepy. dunno why too. haa. after all the thing, it's time for me to leave already. so as i was saying goodbye to teacher manjit, she told me tat it's the first time si ying is emotionally attached to someone, which is me. haaa. she first time likes to hug someone, and so many times in a day. and it's the first time she and peggy kissed ppl bah. yeah! im so proud yea? haaa.. but praise me!! lOlz~ haaa.. *so bhb. haa..* castell today also very cute, he keep hugging me too! haaa.. cheng ze also. he likes to hug me instead of pamela. vernicia too! she din even want others to hold my hands except for herself. haaa.. so it's like everyone wants to hold my hands, but i only have 2 hands lar. so have to take turns. haaa. and when she finished her lunch today, she said," the end!" lOlz~ so cute! and ivan is a lil shy today. chiya is quite okay today. lOlz~ im bad, keep comparing with pamela. haaa.. i really have an special affection towards them. next week no attachment. and the week after is my last week with them! i dun want to leave them. >.<
okay. so i love si ying. i love peggy. i love castell. i love cheng ze. i love vernicia *she's my princess*. haaa.. im someone's princess too! except tat im from india. haaa.. lOlz~
okay. so went home. took the bus back home. haaa.. guess who i saw on the bus! tian hui. yupz! is yap tian hui! haaa.. my dear pri sch frend. errr.. he's like super tall already. 182cm? lOlz~ didnt managed to talk to him. so reach home managed to change my shoes only, didnt get to rest. >.<
so on the way to school, was msg-ing with allan. haaa.. so cute, the way he asked number last night. haaa. ^.^
hmmm.. den while walking to school, saw dickson. he was rather shocked tat i had school so late. haaa.. hmmm.. so anyway, it's judith's class of.. errr... stb. *speech training basic* teached us how to write introduction of someone who is giving speech. something like em-cee's speech liddat. hmmm.. wasnt feeling well again. im quite sick lar. as in i feel sick for being always sick. i think i really dunno how to take care of myself. >.<
hmmm.. something triggers me to cry. so i quickly went to the toilet before my tears drop. hmmm.. so i just closed the door and cried inside. sat there for like 2 to 3 mins. den i tot i hear someone coming into the toilet. but not sure if there really is anot. so quicky dried my tears and went back for class. i really hope no one knows i cried. and luckily, gladys didnt know. but then, i noticed winnie was not in her place. which means she is in the toilet!! oh gosh. think she know i cried in the toilet, den she told xu zhen. winnie purposely called me in class to make sure im alright. i gave her a smile, and do my work.
so after the class, i talked to judith after everyone has gone. hmmm.. cant help to cry again. *im a crybaby. bleah* den was talking to her. really very grateful of her to counsell me. usually is i counsell ppl one, to think i have someday for ppl to counsell me. lOlz~ so she was telling me alot of things. she thinks tat things went out of way wasnt my fault. and i didnt say or do anything tat is bad or wat. hmmm.. im really not sure about it. i still feel bad. but not as bad as the time before talking to her. thank you judith. she said i found the right person le. cuz last time she shared the same thinking as me. hmmm... den she passed me the personality test one. well, got to rem to return her tmr.
so was going back home after the 'talk'. skipped squash again. cuzreally not feeling well. i scared later if i go squash, will be like last time liddat. vomit during the training. >.<
met jasline and mi juan on the way. so told them not feeling well, and went back home. i think i look very sick, lack from sleep and not feeling good. i hope my eyes are not puffy due to the crying during tat time.
hmmm.. so saw sock ruan in the bus-stop. and talk a lil. she took the same bus as me. hmmm.. den nothing much le.
went home. online and blogged the short entry. changed my blog song to this *shou xin de tai yang* by zhang shao han. i love it. haa.. esp the mtv.! kinda a sad song. just like the *tong hua* but *tong hua* worse. i hear the song already will cry, at least this song wun. just very touching only. hmmm.. den nv see allan. so decided to go and take a bath and force myself to eat something. my mind's like fighting. the stomach dun want to eat, den the mind keep forcing. in the end, negotiation made. lOlz~ eat the fish only.
okay. so allan is online now le. talked to him on msn, and i-Lin via my blog. lOlz~ kinda funny to chat on the blog. haaa. okay. finish, im ending le. so long-winded. haaa..
-pEiShi-
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hmmm.. okay, went to childcare centre for my attachment today. hmmm.. was a little late. next week going to reach there at 7.00am. yawn, so early. >.<
hmmm.. so reached there le. they were already singing and dancing le. so i just put my bag. i was rather happy tat their faces lit up when i reached there. haaa.. esp si ying. haaa.. i always like her. although she's not particularly *guai*, nor the prettiest, and of cuz not the naughtiest, but i still have a affection towards her. haaa.. okay, so as i was putting my bag, si ying came running to me. haaa.. she hugged me. den castell saw si ying liddat, he run and hugged me too. next is cheng ze. haaa.. he's the most cute one. he even kissed me. haaa. den the others, like renzoand ivan came running to me. haaa.. den my hands are like full of kids, den no hands to hold anymore. and finally, to much for me to take, becuz each of them wanted to squeeze infront of me to kiss me, they toppled onto me. haa... i think it's kinda *xin fu de gan jue* haaa.. it's just so sweet. not trying to compare, but i doubt they did it to pamela. lOlz~ the teacher had to stop the lesson and wait for all the kids to go back to their place. lOlz~ i disrupted their lesson. haaaa. luckily the teacher aint angry at all. haaa.. but smiling all the way. ^.^v
okay, so today, first time wasnt feeling sleepy. dunno why too. haa. after all the thing, it's time for me to leave already. so as i was saying goodbye to teacher manjit, she told me tat it's the first time si ying is emotionally attached to someone, which is me. haaa. she first time likes to hug someone, and so many times in a day. and it's the first time she and peggy kissed ppl bah. yeah! im so proud yea? haaa.. but praise me!! lOlz~ haaa.. *so bhb. haa..* castell today also very cute, he keep hugging me too! haaa.. cheng ze also. he likes to hug me instead of pamela. vernicia too! she din even want others to hold my hands except for herself. haaa.. so it's like everyone wants to hold my hands, but i only have 2 hands lar. so have to take turns. haaa. and when she finished her lunch today, she said," the end!" lOlz~ so cute! and ivan is a lil shy today. chiya is quite okay today. lOlz~ im bad, keep comparing with pamela. haaa.. i really have an special affection towards them. next week no attachment. and the week after is my last week with them! i dun want to leave them. >.<
okay. so i love si ying. i love peggy. i love castell. i love cheng ze. i love vernicia *she's my princess*. haaa.. im someone's princess too! except tat im from india. haaa.. lOlz~
okay. so went home. took the bus back home. haaa.. guess who i saw on the bus! tian hui. yupz! is yap tian hui! haaa.. my dear pri sch frend. errr.. he's like super tall already. 182cm? lOlz~ didnt managed to talk to him. so reach home managed to change my shoes only, didnt get to rest. >.<
so on the way to school, was msg-ing with allan. haaa.. so cute, the way he asked number last night. haaa. ^.^
hmmm.. den while walking to school, saw dickson. he was rather shocked tat i had school so late. haaa.. hmmm.. so anyway, it's judith's class of.. errr... stb. *speech training basic* teached us how to write introduction of someone who is giving speech. something like em-cee's speech liddat. hmmm.. wasnt feeling well again. im quite sick lar. as in i feel sick for being always sick. i think i really dunno how to take care of myself. >.<
hmmm.. something triggers me to cry. so i quickly went to the toilet before my tears drop. hmmm.. so i just closed the door and cried inside. sat there for like 2 to 3 mins. den i tot i hear someone coming into the toilet. but not sure if there really is anot. so quicky dried my tears and went back for class. i really hope no one knows i cried. and luckily, gladys didnt know. but then, i noticed winnie was not in her place. which means she is in the toilet!! oh gosh. think she know i cried in the toilet, den she told xu zhen. winnie purposely called me in class to make sure im alright. i gave her a smile, and do my work.
so after the class, i talked to judith after everyone has gone. hmmm.. cant help to cry again. *im a crybaby. bleah* den was talking to her. really very grateful of her to counsell me. usually is i counsell ppl one, to think i have someday for ppl to counsell me. lOlz~ so she was telling me alot of things. she thinks tat things went out of way wasnt my fault. and i didnt say or do anything tat is bad or wat. hmmm.. im really not sure about it. i still feel bad. but not as bad as the time before talking to her. thank you judith. she said i found the right person le. cuz last time she shared the same thinking as me. hmmm... den she passed me the personality test one. well, got to rem to return her tmr.
so was going back home after the 'talk'. skipped squash again. cuzreally not feeling well. i scared later if i go squash, will be like last time liddat. vomit during the training. >.<
met jasline and mi juan on the way. so told them not feeling well, and went back home. i think i look very sick, lack from sleep and not feeling good. i hope my eyes are not puffy due to the crying during tat time.
hmmm.. so saw sock ruan in the bus-stop. and talk a lil. she took the same bus as me. hmmm.. den nothing much le.
went home. online and blogged the short entry. changed my blog song to this *shou xin de tai yang* by zhang shao han. i love it. haa.. esp the mtv.! kinda a sad song. just like the *tong hua* but *tong hua* worse. i hear the song already will cry, at least this song wun. just very touching only. hmmm.. den nv see allan. so decided to go and take a bath and force myself to eat something. my mind's like fighting. the stomach dun want to eat, den the mind keep forcing. in the end, negotiation made. lOlz~ eat the fish only.
okay. so allan is online now le. talked to him on msn, and i-Lin via my blog. lOlz~ kinda funny to chat on the blog. haaa. okay. finish, im ending le. so long-winded. haaa..
-pEiShi-
almost fainted.
hmmm.. last night i think i almost fainted. as in really very dizzy and almost fainted tat kind. i think is becuz i didnt eat yesterday bah. so instead of chatting with allan, i went to sleep le. last night as i was sitting infront of the com, talking to allan and doing assignment, suddenly there's this shaking of the earth liddat. i tot is really earthquake, which after tat i find it very lame. =X so i concluded tat im feeling dizzy and almost fainted. im glad tat i was actually sitting down and not standing up. if not, i cant imagine wat will happen to me. >.<
hmmm.. till now, i havent eaten anything. and i wasnt hungry. but i guess later i will force myself to eat a little thing. cant imagine tat i only eat 1 meal for 2 days. if i still dun eat tonight, i think you guys really have to bring white roses and white tulips to my wake already. >.<
will blog later again.
-pEiShi-
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hmmm.. till now, i havent eaten anything. and i wasnt hungry. but i guess later i will force myself to eat a little thing. cant imagine tat i only eat 1 meal for 2 days. if i still dun eat tonight, i think you guys really have to bring white roses and white tulips to my wake already. >.<
will blog later again.
-pEiShi-
1st day of the month
hmmm.. today is the first day of the month le. haaa.. it's oso a monday. but fear not! i dun have monday blues like others. haaa. ^.^ okay, anyway, missed a two hours lecture because of the stupid stomach pain and diarrhoea. *bleah* so on the way to school, went to the family clinic to took a packet of medicine for my poor stomach.
hmmm.. reach school le. den did some cs project thing with winnie, gladys and xu zhen. hmmm... nothing much oso. den is agnes dieu lecture again. and before tat, gladys went to the toilet to.. you know you know. haaa.. den elaine came, gave her the birthday present. after tat in ss lesson, i asked her if she likes the present anot. and she loves it. haaa.. she wanted it very much. ^.^ yeah! it's good to make someone happy! haaa..
den nothing much too le. was feeling sleepy during agnes dieu's lesson. cuz just ate the medicine, feeling sleepy. but im proud of myself wor! i managed to stay awake for the whole day, despite feeling super drowsy. haaa.
den after tat another 2 hours break before judith's lesson. hmmm.. so went to canteen 2 to do props. quite fun. cuz everyone do things together. den rest together. den draw together. rehearse together. talk together. eat together. it's so fun! haaa... i mean there's like unity in the grp lor. haaa. ^.^ and i told them about the racist jokes tat allan told me. the dots one and the 'pls save me' one. i think they are like... *lame!* haaa.. lOlz~
okay. den after tat is ss tutorial. the venue is changed to #04-04. played a teamwork game. very fun. testing our perseverance. haaa.. supposed to hold each other den alternately, leaning forward and backward. den need to balance yourself and see how long you can last. hmmm.. then the other group have to observe us and write things down. well, one of the question is who is the leader in the grp. den anita is the one who get everyone started, i am the stratergiser. gladys is the standard-setter and liyana is the encourager. hmmm.. it made me think of the question allan asked me. which one do you think are you. a. leader b. follower c. failure. of cuz, i will nv choose failure, cuz i dun think im to tat extent lar. den i dun think im a follower. as in to certain extent lar. unless i think the idea is a good one. haa. hmmm.. so left with leader. i dunno how to say. but mayb becuz my family always teached me to be independent. den made me make decision for myself. thus mayb a lil of the leader side. but i hope im not dictator or tolitarian. *bleah* tat sounds bad izznt it? to be a dictator.
hmmm.. so today. i feel kinda bad. cuz we are suppose to write down about a lil reflection of our group and the other group tat we observed. so supposed to be like someone sharing about it while looking at the paper. den like no one want to say liddat. so i voiced out in explaining wat our grp have written. den the second paper oso like this. after tat when me and gladys were in the canteen again, doing her fp and my cs, i asked her. just now was i like very wat. as in explained about everything? den she think for awhile, and said not really. but mayb ppl want to say something but i said it le. so upon hearing it, i feel so bad. haiz... i dunno too. i feel so bad. >.<
so during the ss tutorial, elaine cried. cuz today's topic is about teamwork. and i think she faced like bad things during her cs project. im not sure about it too, so not going to mention here in case i got the situation wrong. hmmm... den judith was saying tat we should all learn to say 'no', or learn to voice out about our thoughts. haiz.. hope elaine is feeling better now. >.<
hmmm.. anyway, went home le. super tired. opps. did i mention tat i didnt eat breakfast, errr.. mayb 1/4 of the 'bao' lar. cuz really no *wei kou* den threw the rest away. wasted. and ate my medicine before agnes dieu's lesson. den after her lesson, drink a small bowl of only soup de *qing tang* cuz inside dun really have much ingredient lar. haa. den go for class. den go home le. but i din eat anything. cuz im really tired and i only want to sleep. *bleah* so slept for 1 hour, woke up by my brother shout. cuz he was like," jie! wake up!" i was startled and woke up immediately. -_-" brother, i only want to sleep for awhile also cannot ar? -_-" so now, is so hungry. *bleah*
was talking to allan again. he went for jogging now, right in the middle of the night. *hope he wun get kidnapped. haa.* while i do my work and chat with cheng. haa.. so long nv chat with him le. and he always give me short short answers. haa.. -_-" yesterday, not long ago, was min yi's bday. haa.. happy birthday to her! and when she received my msg, she was so touched tat she cried. haaa.. *lamer ar* like this also cry. den she said she missed me. me too! haaa.. hope to see her soon. =)
this song is real nice and simple. i like it very much, wat about you? =) i think it sounds like the musical box, which i always like the songs in it. cuz i like musical box! haaa.. they are so sweet. haa. ^.^ too bad i dunno wat title izzit. =X
hmmm.. this entry is long, izznt it? i took 2 hours to write bah. =X erp, by the time i finish this entry, is already the 2nd of the month le. >.<
-pEishi-
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hmmm.. reach school le. den did some cs project thing with winnie, gladys and xu zhen. hmmm... nothing much oso. den is agnes dieu lecture again. and before tat, gladys went to the toilet to.. you know you know. haaa.. den elaine came, gave her the birthday present. after tat in ss lesson, i asked her if she likes the present anot. and she loves it. haaa.. she wanted it very much. ^.^ yeah! it's good to make someone happy! haaa..
den nothing much too le. was feeling sleepy during agnes dieu's lesson. cuz just ate the medicine, feeling sleepy. but im proud of myself wor! i managed to stay awake for the whole day, despite feeling super drowsy. haaa.
den after tat another 2 hours break before judith's lesson. hmmm.. so went to canteen 2 to do props. quite fun. cuz everyone do things together. den rest together. den draw together. rehearse together. talk together. eat together. it's so fun! haaa... i mean there's like unity in the grp lor. haaa. ^.^ and i told them about the racist jokes tat allan told me. the dots one and the 'pls save me' one. i think they are like... *lame!* haaa.. lOlz~
okay. den after tat is ss tutorial. the venue is changed to #04-04. played a teamwork game. very fun. testing our perseverance. haaa.. supposed to hold each other den alternately, leaning forward and backward. den need to balance yourself and see how long you can last. hmmm.. then the other group have to observe us and write things down. well, one of the question is who is the leader in the grp. den anita is the one who get everyone started, i am the stratergiser. gladys is the standard-setter and liyana is the encourager. hmmm.. it made me think of the question allan asked me. which one do you think are you. a. leader b. follower c. failure. of cuz, i will nv choose failure, cuz i dun think im to tat extent lar. den i dun think im a follower. as in to certain extent lar. unless i think the idea is a good one. haa. hmmm.. so left with leader. i dunno how to say. but mayb becuz my family always teached me to be independent. den made me make decision for myself. thus mayb a lil of the leader side. but i hope im not dictator or tolitarian. *bleah* tat sounds bad izznt it? to be a dictator.
hmmm.. so today. i feel kinda bad. cuz we are suppose to write down about a lil reflection of our group and the other group tat we observed. so supposed to be like someone sharing about it while looking at the paper. den like no one want to say liddat. so i voiced out in explaining wat our grp have written. den the second paper oso like this. after tat when me and gladys were in the canteen again, doing her fp and my cs, i asked her. just now was i like very wat. as in explained about everything? den she think for awhile, and said not really. but mayb ppl want to say something but i said it le. so upon hearing it, i feel so bad. haiz... i dunno too. i feel so bad. >.<
so during the ss tutorial, elaine cried. cuz today's topic is about teamwork. and i think she faced like bad things during her cs project. im not sure about it too, so not going to mention here in case i got the situation wrong. hmmm... den judith was saying tat we should all learn to say 'no', or learn to voice out about our thoughts. haiz.. hope elaine is feeling better now. >.<
hmmm.. anyway, went home le. super tired. opps. did i mention tat i didnt eat breakfast, errr.. mayb 1/4 of the 'bao' lar. cuz really no *wei kou* den threw the rest away. wasted. and ate my medicine before agnes dieu's lesson. den after her lesson, drink a small bowl of only soup de *qing tang* cuz inside dun really have much ingredient lar. haa. den go for class. den go home le. but i din eat anything. cuz im really tired and i only want to sleep. *bleah* so slept for 1 hour, woke up by my brother shout. cuz he was like," jie! wake up!" i was startled and woke up immediately. -_-" brother, i only want to sleep for awhile also cannot ar? -_-" so now, is so hungry. *bleah*
was talking to allan again. he went for jogging now, right in the middle of the night. *hope he wun get kidnapped. haa.* while i do my work and chat with cheng. haa.. so long nv chat with him le. and he always give me short short answers. haa.. -_-" yesterday, not long ago, was min yi's bday. haa.. happy birthday to her! and when she received my msg, she was so touched tat she cried. haaa.. *lamer ar* like this also cry. den she said she missed me. me too! haaa.. hope to see her soon. =)
this song is real nice and simple. i like it very much, wat about you? =) i think it sounds like the musical box, which i always like the songs in it. cuz i like musical box! haaa.. they are so sweet. haa. ^.^ too bad i dunno wat title izzit. =X
hmmm.. this entry is long, izznt it? i took 2 hours to write bah. =X erp, by the time i finish this entry, is already the 2nd of the month le. >.<
-pEishi-
