anyway, i was thinking for the whole day. when you find a boyfriend or a husband, are you going to find someone that you have a liking towards and feel peaceful and comfortable when you are with him, or do you find someone who can make your heart skip a beat? i was suddenly confused by this. and i fear for those relationship that comes too easily. so afraid that they will slipped away as easy as they come. =(
anyway, was supposed to meet kaishin, andrew and cat for tennis today. but unfortunately, it rained. andrew called and tell me that it's cancelled at 5.50pm and he called me again and said it was resumed at 6.50pm, asking me if i still want to join them. *gek. haa. but no use rushing down. it's at bedok. i will need to take an hour of train, and only reach at ard 8, which means i will only have less than an hour to play, den i will have to take an hour of train back home. which is rather lame. so i told them to call me next time bah. kaishin's so funny. i mean his sms. haa.
hmmm. mum cooked *zhu jiao mian xian* okay lar. is it supposed to be dry one? *curious. hmmm. talked on the phone with mh and iL. 2 of my best friends. lOl. mh is always capable of making me face something that i will not want to face in the past. i think i've ought to accept that failure is normal and neccessary in life. but sometimes, thinking of failure makes me back out, be it anything. im too much of a perfectionist. cant tolerate any of the failure in MYSELF. that'a very bad. i dun want to be a perfectionist! sigh. i know even if i admit where the prob is, i dunno how to help myself too! think i should go back to school and ask susan to psycho me. haa. susan~ help!
was quite impressed by what i saw in nineballs. *duanzhi is teaching *youli about failure. accept failure readily. sigh, sigh, sigh.
anyway, cousins are coming this afternoon. they wanted to have sushi buffet. should be accompanying them bah. going to be fatter again. >.<
-pEiShi-
wedding photos
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
dad's car. that is the wedding car for the day too! haa.
think it's time to cut my hair alrd.
where are you looking at, little bryan?
are you taking a picture of me?
the happy bride and happy groom.
bryan: ohh! i saw a.. what's that? camera? *blank look*
let me present... the bride and groom!
bryan: yeah.! extra hongbao for future new year! =)
bryan: see. today's my big day. i got a new bed, and a new bride. lOl.
sweet picture of mum and dad. haa.
love song by... the groom!
little braden.
aunties at work! keep clear!
poor me. peeling prawns for everyone.
the happy family! =)
HELP!
the lily that tianhui made.
the swan that tianhui made.
help! i need help on my notebook. haa. im going crazy. just hope junwei can quickly save me! argh!
went to visit ms oh yesterday. i was damn late. but luckily tianhui wasnt angry. lOl. haa. quite a short visit because she's busy with her work. walked ard the new school. not much feeling, except for the old teachers like lily tan. haa. and the tuckshop auntie and bookshop uncle. still so familiar. haa.
went for lunch at cwp foodcourt. den walked ard, went to bank and library. den decided to watch a movie. sadly, there wasnt any show at cwp, so we went to orchard cathay.
tianhui made a lily flower out of the the bk coupon that i took. and a swan from my $2 notes. haa. (no wonder i was short of money that day.) what a talented boy. lOl.
anyway, watched cry wolf. the show was great. thriller. lOl. i was scared by tianhui 3 times. idiot. haa. how could he do this! but the ending rather stupid. but still worth watching. haa.
walked ard and went back to cwp's starhub to ask some questions. den went back home. there's no one home. mum left me at home alone. today's the same. home alone again. =( she went out with her friends to sing karaoke. without me! =( mothers should stay at home, isnt it?
ended up watching vcds. so funny. the lil boy named zheng yuan chang. den when he grow up, is zheng yuan chang act one. haa. omg! he's so handsome!!! haa. oh! haa. he look so nice in 'nine-balls' and 'er zhou ju zhi wen'. what a handsome man! *wahahaa. im ga-ga over him now. rather heartbroken when he lost a match. awwww.
yeah. andrew just called. tmr going to play tennis! *wahaha. so happy to learn another sports! haa.! but like quite weird, 'course no young ppl there. only got andrew, cat, kaishin and andrew's friend. anyone wants to join us? yO! cant wait for tmr to come. lOl.!
-pEiShi-
new laptop
Monday, March 27, 2006
*wahaha. using my very first and brand new labby to type this blog entry. lOl.! haa. feeling quite lazy to blog these few days. haa. shall update now about what is happening last week.
wedding
hmmm. starting with uncle's wedding. it was very simple. well, too simple till it wouldnt be my ideal wedding. lOl. i think it's probably because he is 'buying' a indonesia wife bah. not meant to be too 'pu-zhang'. haa.
had quite a hectic morning. wake up very early and start preparing after a long and tiring night of buffet. 5th and 6th uncle drove us to fetch the bride. hmm. took a lot of picture. well, some little thing cropped up. the bride's brother accidentally stepped on the bride's wedding dress and it tore! a bit only lar. lOl.
hmm. the food in the night are pretty terrible. and they made me drink red wine too. lousy red wine. lOl. haa. i was the photographer for that day. so, all the pictures, you know lar. haa. they dun turn out really well. *wahaha. im not a professional photographer afterall! haa.
ep agm
ep agm was not bad. had some trouble ordering the cake. but thanks to junrui. haa. ordered a 1.5kg chocolate craving from prima deli. it was so big! took teck ann that day because he was feeling agitated an im afraid that grace cant handle him. and my darling, iL, is there to help me once a month, haa, finally get to see her! haa. she helped me with teck peng. did some art and craft with the kids. i like teck ann's green elephant. it was so nice that i feel like bringing it home. haa. had quite alot of food and i brought a big container of chicken wings home! haa.
den went for some bowling session with some volunteers. haa. had a fun time there. i was being interrogated by cat, huingee, verna, lishan and kaishin. yinhong joined them later because she came late. haa. it was so bad. soomeone started it first. because i was feeling restless and the person say my motivator wasnt there. so everyone started asking me who he is! *hmmmppff. anyway, i was surprised that kaishin was so kpo also. haa. he was so interested! haa. and hui ngee badly wanted to know about it. they got the right correct answer, but i told them no anyway. it will be so embarrassing if they know who he is, esp when his project is so near us. =S
anyway, huingee and yinhong were so determined to know who he is, so i told them. i trust them not to tell. haa. we headed for hagen daz for some ice-cream. and it was quite late alrd when grace, iL and me finish a bowl of ice-cream. yinhong paid us us! haa. thanks! *muacks. and so we hop onto a cab and *whoosee! we reached home. haa. and on the cab, iL said that kaishin was cute today. haa. she's in love. haa.
pri sch chalet
yeah! finally settled the pri school chalet alrd. haa. at least, partially settled. haa. booked the chalet on 21st apr. which means i will not be going to ep on that sat alrd. ep parents meeting session is this month. *headache. anyway, we are inviting some of the 6i ppl. generous huh? lOl. going back to siling to ask ms oh if she want to join us, and *SHUN BIAN* chip in. lOl.! yeap. i hope everyone can make it. looking forward to it. haa.
new laptop
yeah. bought a new laptop today. had quite a tiring day. went back to m'sia at ard 8. den starting to do things and get busy till 11+. came back to singapore and reached ard 12+. oh. my little cousin bing rong was so pitiful. haa. he cried when his mother couldnt get back home in time.... to sign his spelling. lOl. so cham. hmm. den meet my dad and went to fetch grace and her mum to buy laptop from school. my mum asked alot of funny questions. haa. so funny. den yeah. bought a laptop from acer. haa. travelmate 3282MWi. den send grace and her mum back, went to cwp to have breakfast cum lunch cum dinner at 3. haa. bad? haa. den went back home and wait for mh's call, meanwhile try out my labby. haa. den meet mh at cck station, talked for like 15mins. yeap. den someone call without leaving any number. haa. den saw a voicemail. i think it's from tianhui. haa. and it was. lOl. called back. den buy my brother's lunch as i call. walked home and battery is flat. slept at 10.30pm. lOl.
will load some wedding picture when im free. =)
-pEiShi-
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wedding
hmmm. starting with uncle's wedding. it was very simple. well, too simple till it wouldnt be my ideal wedding. lOl. i think it's probably because he is 'buying' a indonesia wife bah. not meant to be too 'pu-zhang'. haa.
had quite a hectic morning. wake up very early and start preparing after a long and tiring night of buffet. 5th and 6th uncle drove us to fetch the bride. hmm. took a lot of picture. well, some little thing cropped up. the bride's brother accidentally stepped on the bride's wedding dress and it tore! a bit only lar. lOl.
hmm. the food in the night are pretty terrible. and they made me drink red wine too. lousy red wine. lOl. haa. i was the photographer for that day. so, all the pictures, you know lar. haa. they dun turn out really well. *wahaha. im not a professional photographer afterall! haa.
ep agm
ep agm was not bad. had some trouble ordering the cake. but thanks to junrui. haa. ordered a 1.5kg chocolate craving from prima deli. it was so big! took teck ann that day because he was feeling agitated an im afraid that grace cant handle him. and my darling, iL, is there to help me once a month, haa, finally get to see her! haa. she helped me with teck peng. did some art and craft with the kids. i like teck ann's green elephant. it was so nice that i feel like bringing it home. haa. had quite alot of food and i brought a big container of chicken wings home! haa.
den went for some bowling session with some volunteers. haa. had a fun time there. i was being interrogated by cat, huingee, verna, lishan and kaishin. yinhong joined them later because she came late. haa. it was so bad. soomeone started it first. because i was feeling restless and the person say my motivator wasnt there. so everyone started asking me who he is! *hmmmppff. anyway, i was surprised that kaishin was so kpo also. haa. he was so interested! haa. and hui ngee badly wanted to know about it. they got the right correct answer, but i told them no anyway. it will be so embarrassing if they know who he is, esp when his project is so near us. =S
anyway, huingee and yinhong were so determined to know who he is, so i told them. i trust them not to tell. haa. we headed for hagen daz for some ice-cream. and it was quite late alrd when grace, iL and me finish a bowl of ice-cream. yinhong paid us us! haa. thanks! *muacks. and so we hop onto a cab and *whoosee! we reached home. haa. and on the cab, iL said that kaishin was cute today. haa. she's in love. haa.
pri sch chalet
yeah! finally settled the pri school chalet alrd. haa. at least, partially settled. haa. booked the chalet on 21st apr. which means i will not be going to ep on that sat alrd. ep parents meeting session is this month. *headache. anyway, we are inviting some of the 6i ppl. generous huh? lOl. going back to siling to ask ms oh if she want to join us, and *SHUN BIAN* chip in. lOl.! yeap. i hope everyone can make it. looking forward to it. haa.
new laptop
yeah. bought a new laptop today. had quite a tiring day. went back to m'sia at ard 8. den starting to do things and get busy till 11+. came back to singapore and reached ard 12+. oh. my little cousin bing rong was so pitiful. haa. he cried when his mother couldnt get back home in time.... to sign his spelling. lOl. so cham. hmm. den meet my dad and went to fetch grace and her mum to buy laptop from school. my mum asked alot of funny questions. haa. so funny. den yeah. bought a laptop from acer. haa. travelmate 3282MWi. den send grace and her mum back, went to cwp to have breakfast cum lunch cum dinner at 3. haa. bad? haa. den went back home and wait for mh's call, meanwhile try out my labby. haa. den meet mh at cck station, talked for like 15mins. yeap. den someone call without leaving any number. haa. den saw a voicemail. i think it's from tianhui. haa. and it was. lOl. called back. den buy my brother's lunch as i call. walked home and battery is flat. slept at 10.30pm. lOl.
will load some wedding picture when im free. =)
-pEiShi-
so funny!
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
these are some jokes that i saw on the webby tianhui gave me. haa.
Q. Which china emperor is blind?
A: kang xi (can't see)
Q. Who have been around longer? KFC or McDonald's?
A. KFC. Coz 'mai dang lao' is shu shu (uncle), Kfc is ye ye (grandpa)
Q: why batman always feels painful???
A: in Chinese...batman is call Bian Fu Sia (painful sia)
Q: One day, a black and white cat walked together down the street..
Then they saw a puddle... The black cat jump over it
but the white cat missed and fell into the puddle...
what did the black cat tell the white cat next?
A. Meow (cats can't talk )
Q. Why didn't hello kitty answer Xiao ding dang when he asked her questions?
A. because hello kitty got no mouth...
Q. if hello kitty got mouth and answered Xiao ding dang, why Xiao ding dang bochup her?
A. Because Xiao ding dang got no ears...
Q: What did sushi A from new york say to Sushi B when they met each other at singapore?
A. Wasabi.............Wat's up B
Q: Who picks up the ba zhang?
A: xiang long (xiang long shi ba zhang)
Q: Whats the heaviest noodle in the world?
A: WanTon Mee (One Tonne Mee)
Q: Whos the heaviest man in the world?
A: The person who ate the wanton mee.
New Arrivals in Heaven r comparing stories on how they died..
1st woman:I froze to death
2nd woman:I had a heart attack, i suspected my husband was cheating, so i came home early to catch him. I found him alone, but i was sure there was a woman there somewhere. I ran all over to house looking, from the attic to the basement, in every closet and under every bed. Finally i kneeled over, dead.
1st woman:Too bad u didn't look in the freezer - we'd both still be alive.
lOl. that's all for now. *smiles
-pEiShi-
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Q. Which china emperor is blind?
A: kang xi (can't see)
Q. Who have been around longer? KFC or McDonald's?
A. KFC. Coz 'mai dang lao' is shu shu (uncle), Kfc is ye ye (grandpa)
Q: why batman always feels painful???
A: in Chinese...batman is call Bian Fu Sia (painful sia)
Q: One day, a black and white cat walked together down the street..
Then they saw a puddle... The black cat jump over it
but the white cat missed and fell into the puddle...
what did the black cat tell the white cat next?
A. Meow (cats can't talk )
Q. Why didn't hello kitty answer Xiao ding dang when he asked her questions?
A. because hello kitty got no mouth...
Q. if hello kitty got mouth and answered Xiao ding dang, why Xiao ding dang bochup her?
A. Because Xiao ding dang got no ears...
Q: What did sushi A from new york say to Sushi B when they met each other at singapore?
A. Wasabi.............Wat's up B
Q: Who picks up the ba zhang?
A: xiang long (xiang long shi ba zhang)
Q: Whats the heaviest noodle in the world?
A: WanTon Mee (One Tonne Mee)
Q: Whos the heaviest man in the world?
A: The person who ate the wanton mee.
New Arrivals in Heaven r comparing stories on how they died..
1st woman:I froze to death
2nd woman:I had a heart attack, i suspected my husband was cheating, so i came home early to catch him. I found him alone, but i was sure there was a woman there somewhere. I ran all over to house looking, from the attic to the basement, in every closet and under every bed. Finally i kneeled over, dead.
1st woman:Too bad u didn't look in the freezer - we'd both still be alive.
lOl. that's all for now. *smiles
-pEiShi-
shopping
went shopping with my mum and cousin and da jiu mu. watched thunderbird this morning at HBO. it was so nice, made me so excited after watching a nice movie.
den went out with mum. didnt want to go out. haa. but since got someone drive us, den just go lor. haa. went to bugis to have lunch. at the resturant near edge, at v8. the food there was not bad. had silion steak. mum and da jiu mu ate the same thing. but mum and i had medium rare, da jiu mu had the steak well done. shirley ate lamb chop. she was so pissed with the service. we had almost finish eating but her lamb chop had still not arrive. maybe it flew from other country to the resturant. thats why took so long. anyway, their soup is so terrible. it had those chao tao smell. i gave my soup to my mum. i think im really like a spoilt brat. whatever i dun like, i will not eat. >.<
den walk ard bugis. didnt buy anything. but shirley bought paris hilton's perfume. i want perfume too!! i think paris hilton's one is really very nice. I WANT PARIS HILTON'S PERFUME TOO!!! haa.
while we were going back, a taxi driver keep looking at us. mayb he thinks that it's a scene for a girl to drive a 3000CC bmw. lOl.
anyway, after that, shirley drove us back to woodlands. bought a shirt. i like the shirt. it's the first brown shirt that i have own. haa. and i was thinking of buying a surf short or just a normal short.
kinda moody now. >.< shall upload the neoprints that we took today next time.
-pEiShi-
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boon hao and christine.
we are going on an adventure! =)
how long have you last seen an elephant?
izznt this elephant sculpture very cute? haa.
orang utan swinging during an animal show.
the australia kangaroo.
what is the tiger trying to do? haa.
the sealion!
yeah. this is the guy grace had a crush on. haa.
grace and ps
looking dumb don't i? haa. holding a piece of chicken that look like a heart shape.
yeah. came back from the zoo alrd. haa. had such a fun time there. lOl.
supposed to meet grace at cck at 9. but i only reach at 9.15pm. mum and i was doing a yes/no tug. that is, she asked me to eat breakfast, but i dun want. anyway, met her and we walked to the interchange. and you know who i saw?! *wahaha. him! yeah! haa. it's a good start for the morning, forgetting about the yes/no tug. lOl.! haa. yups. didnt see him at first. he waved at me. haa. den we stood together and talk a little. only to realise that he and bro went into the same sergeant sch at boon lay. =) *big smiles. he told me that he saw bro and his gf, sussany at the pop. ad looks kinda disappointed when i told him i didnt go. lOl. mayb i imagined it. =X
so waited for the bus for like ard 5-10 mins while reading the laptop brochure grace brought for me. WE did talked a lil on the bus. *grin
reached the zoo at 9.50am. thought ep had reached because grace and i were supposed to be at the entrance at 9.45am, but they wasnt there yet. so sat ard the place. then grace saw a guy that was from the csit (the joint org. for the day - also kai shin's co.) she saw him at cck and wanted to show me, but unfortunately, i was late. haa. and she was surprised to see him at the zoo, doing volunteer with us too. she find it so coincidence, in other words, they have fate. lOl.! *big smiles
as usual, ep was the last project to reach the zoo. get ready and off we go to start the day! =) although ep and bktg are of the same route, but we are going separately. *sniff. anyway, we saw alot alot of monkeys at the zoo. different ones. but hong ngee and i decided that there are too many types of monkeys, so they shall have a universal name, that is - monkey. haa. be it red buttock monkeys or white tail monkeys, they are just MONKEYS when they are on the tree tops. haa. saw otters. dunno what's that too. =X some special species of fishes, hippoportumous (however it's spelled), wallaby (which is australia kangaroo), white tigers, and lastly, elephants! haa.
had lunch. it is terrible. the food are quite inedible. teck peng/ann's mum treated me and grace a cup of blended grape syrup. heard that it's $3.50 per cup. awww. think it's meant for the tourists. we then proceeded to the amphitheatre to watch animal show. hmmm. think it's about the same over the years. nothing much fansinating. just orang utan swinging, a small animal picking up rubbish, sealion jumping hooks etc. teck ann and teck peng were bored because they had to sit there for so long.
took alot of pictures. well, and i secretly snap a shot of him! *grin. so proud of myself. haa. shall frame it. nah. just kidding. *wahaha. sound like a psycho, don't i? haa. while waiting for the bus, crazily snapped alot of shots of the trainees. charles told me that i was supposed to do a presentation next week at ep agm. as in a gl presentation, or something like that. but i wasnt sure. =S *grrr.
finally, it's time to go home. still wondering if he is going back with his project or is he taking bus home from the zoo just like how we came. lOl. think he went back with his project bah. haa. bro say next week might not have breaks to come home, which means, he wun be going for project next week too. *sobs. (stop sounding like an obsessed woman!) lOl.
unable to upload pics. will try next time.
-pEiShi-
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den went out with mum. didnt want to go out. haa. but since got someone drive us, den just go lor. haa. went to bugis to have lunch. at the resturant near edge, at v8. the food there was not bad. had silion steak. mum and da jiu mu ate the same thing. but mum and i had medium rare, da jiu mu had the steak well done. shirley ate lamb chop. she was so pissed with the service. we had almost finish eating but her lamb chop had still not arrive. maybe it flew from other country to the resturant. thats why took so long. anyway, their soup is so terrible. it had those chao tao smell. i gave my soup to my mum. i think im really like a spoilt brat. whatever i dun like, i will not eat. >.<
den walk ard bugis. didnt buy anything. but shirley bought paris hilton's perfume. i want perfume too!! i think paris hilton's one is really very nice. I WANT PARIS HILTON'S PERFUME TOO!!! haa.
while we were going back, a taxi driver keep looking at us. mayb he thinks that it's a scene for a girl to drive a 3000CC bmw. lOl.
anyway, after that, shirley drove us back to woodlands. bought a shirt. i like the shirt. it's the first brown shirt that i have own. haa. and i was thinking of buying a surf short or just a normal short.
kinda moody now. >.< shall upload the neoprints that we took today next time.
-pEiShi-
at the zoo
Sunday, March 19, 2006
boon hao and christine.
we are going on an adventure! =)
how long have you last seen an elephant?
izznt this elephant sculpture very cute? haa.
orang utan swinging during an animal show.
the australia kangaroo.
what is the tiger trying to do? haa.
the sealion!
yeah. this is the guy grace had a crush on. haa.
grace and ps
looking dumb don't i? haa. holding a piece of chicken that look like a heart shape.
yeah. came back from the zoo alrd. haa. had such a fun time there. lOl.
supposed to meet grace at cck at 9. but i only reach at 9.15pm. mum and i was doing a yes/no tug. that is, she asked me to eat breakfast, but i dun want. anyway, met her and we walked to the interchange. and you know who i saw?! *wahaha. him! yeah! haa. it's a good start for the morning, forgetting about the yes/no tug. lOl.! haa. yups. didnt see him at first. he waved at me. haa. den we stood together and talk a little. only to realise that he and bro went into the same sergeant sch at boon lay. =) *big smiles. he told me that he saw bro and his gf, sussany at the pop. ad looks kinda disappointed when i told him i didnt go. lOl. mayb i imagined it. =X
so waited for the bus for like ard 5-10 mins while reading the laptop brochure grace brought for me. WE did talked a lil on the bus. *grin
reached the zoo at 9.50am. thought ep had reached because grace and i were supposed to be at the entrance at 9.45am, but they wasnt there yet. so sat ard the place. then grace saw a guy that was from the csit (the joint org. for the day - also kai shin's co.) she saw him at cck and wanted to show me, but unfortunately, i was late. haa. and she was surprised to see him at the zoo, doing volunteer with us too. she find it so coincidence, in other words, they have fate. lOl.! *big smiles
as usual, ep was the last project to reach the zoo. get ready and off we go to start the day! =) although ep and bktg are of the same route, but we are going separately. *sniff. anyway, we saw alot alot of monkeys at the zoo. different ones. but hong ngee and i decided that there are too many types of monkeys, so they shall have a universal name, that is - monkey. haa. be it red buttock monkeys or white tail monkeys, they are just MONKEYS when they are on the tree tops. haa. saw otters. dunno what's that too. =X some special species of fishes, hippoportumous (however it's spelled), wallaby (which is australia kangaroo), white tigers, and lastly, elephants! haa.
had lunch. it is terrible. the food are quite inedible. teck peng/ann's mum treated me and grace a cup of blended grape syrup. heard that it's $3.50 per cup. awww. think it's meant for the tourists. we then proceeded to the amphitheatre to watch animal show. hmmm. think it's about the same over the years. nothing much fansinating. just orang utan swinging, a small animal picking up rubbish, sealion jumping hooks etc. teck ann and teck peng were bored because they had to sit there for so long.
took alot of pictures. well, and i secretly snap a shot of him! *grin. so proud of myself. haa. shall frame it. nah. just kidding. *wahaha. sound like a psycho, don't i? haa. while waiting for the bus, crazily snapped alot of shots of the trainees. charles told me that i was supposed to do a presentation next week at ep agm. as in a gl presentation, or something like that. but i wasnt sure. =S *grrr.
finally, it's time to go home. still wondering if he is going back with his project or is he taking bus home from the zoo just like how we came. lOl. think he went back with his project bah. haa. bro say next week might not have breaks to come home, which means, he wun be going for project next week too. *sobs. (stop sounding like an obsessed woman!) lOl.
unable to upload pics. will try next time.
-pEiShi-
oh yeah! zoo tmr!
Saturday, March 18, 2006
oh. im feeling so happy! *woo-hoo!!! haa. lOl.
lOl. just saw the weekly annoucement that yinhong sent for tmr's programme. ep and bktg are in the same route. *wahaha. i know i must be sounding like a mad woman, jumping in joy, but i cant hide it right!!! *wahahaa. yeah yeah yeah!!! haa. *opps. must control. haa. *blush
okay. anyway, guirong just called me and told me that he's having a diarrhea right now. might not be going for the trip tmr. munjee is having runs and vomited too. have yet to ask grace and mh. 3 out of 5 is bad enough. so the conclusion is, the particular steamboat shop, named *long chun*, which is just in front of the superbowl, is unhygenic and not clean. i will never ever patron the resturant from now on. i rather go back to chin huat *zheng fa* instead of the dragon village. *yuck.
reading up some medical information online such as asperger's syndrome, allergic, asthma, parkinson's diesese etc.
oh yar. i've won myself 2 tickets to angela zhang shao han's campus concert *xiao yuan yan chang hui* anyone interested? it's on the 24th of mar. at NUS, 6pm. i dun think i can make it. last uncle finally getting married the day before. lOl. he's not left on the shelf anymore. *grin
lalalala~ countdown again, 9 hrs 37 mins more to the zoo! yeah!! lOl. i must be mad to post 3 entries today. haa.
-pEiShi-
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lOl. just saw the weekly annoucement that yinhong sent for tmr's programme. ep and bktg are in the same route. *wahaha. i know i must be sounding like a mad woman, jumping in joy, but i cant hide it right!!! *wahahaa. yeah yeah yeah!!! haa. *opps. must control. haa. *blush
okay. anyway, guirong just called me and told me that he's having a diarrhea right now. might not be going for the trip tmr. munjee is having runs and vomited too. have yet to ask grace and mh. 3 out of 5 is bad enough. so the conclusion is, the particular steamboat shop, named *long chun*, which is just in front of the superbowl, is unhygenic and not clean. i will never ever patron the resturant from now on. i rather go back to chin huat *zheng fa* instead of the dragon village. *yuck.
reading up some medical information online such as asperger's syndrome, allergic, asthma, parkinson's diesese etc.
oh yar. i've won myself 2 tickets to angela zhang shao han's campus concert *xiao yuan yan chang hui* anyone interested? it's on the 24th of mar. at NUS, 6pm. i dun think i can make it. last uncle finally getting married the day before. lOl. he's not left on the shelf anymore. *grin
lalalala~ countdown again, 9 hrs 37 mins more to the zoo! yeah!! lOl. i must be mad to post 3 entries today. haa.
-pEiShi-
it's raining
it's raining heavily outside. i feel like going and and let the hard rain fall on me and drench me. but unfortunately, dad's at home. lOl. if i were to go now, he will be freakingly mad. haa.
anyway, i think it has a meaning for the sky to rain. dad just came home a few mins ago and passed me the wife biscuits that *ER JIU MU* bought. wow! she actually bought us SOMETHING okay! lOl. it's just that SHE has some misunderstanding with my MUM, and we havent been contacting since i was pri 6 or sec 1? yeaps. i dun rem alrd. but i know the misunderstanding was real deep. and it was caused by so silly ideas of hers. she even moved away as we are staying in the same block. exaggerating? no, im not. i think it's because we met up and become a LITTLE better after grandfather's death and wake. if not, i really doubt that she will buy anything for us, let alone these wife biscuits.
hmm, but im glad that at least her children are still on good terms with us. her kids are great. probably except for her youngest daughter. haa. a lil hyper. that's her. and i think her children are sensible enough to understand that the adults' 'war' doesnt mean the kids one. children are innocent! *bleah
hmm. stayed at home the whole day. but i think i will at least step out of the house tonight. cuz got to have dinner mar. mum is going to be back soon with my brother. so think we will go out to dine. pray hard that we will be having some good meals. lOl.
yeah. countdown. haa. 17 hours 6 mins to zoo trip. haa. 17 hours 6 mins to see him. *grin
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anyway, i think it has a meaning for the sky to rain. dad just came home a few mins ago and passed me the wife biscuits that *ER JIU MU* bought. wow! she actually bought us SOMETHING okay! lOl. it's just that SHE has some misunderstanding with my MUM, and we havent been contacting since i was pri 6 or sec 1? yeaps. i dun rem alrd. but i know the misunderstanding was real deep. and it was caused by so silly ideas of hers. she even moved away as we are staying in the same block. exaggerating? no, im not. i think it's because we met up and become a LITTLE better after grandfather's death and wake. if not, i really doubt that she will buy anything for us, let alone these wife biscuits.
hmm, but im glad that at least her children are still on good terms with us. her kids are great. probably except for her youngest daughter. haa. a lil hyper. that's her. and i think her children are sensible enough to understand that the adults' 'war' doesnt mean the kids one. children are innocent! *bleah
hmm. stayed at home the whole day. but i think i will at least step out of the house tonight. cuz got to have dinner mar. mum is going to be back soon with my brother. so think we will go out to dine. pray hard that we will be having some good meals. lOl.
yeah. countdown. haa. 17 hours 6 mins to zoo trip. haa. 17 hours 6 mins to see him. *grin
-pEiShi-
ep young vol. day
im the standing luncheon meat.
munjee's disgusting zi cai tang.
okay. i didnt know how to turn the picture. lOl but it depicts the future big chef here. haa.
munjee eating happily. =)
young (yang) guirong. haa. looked so silly. *grin
haa. although the title is ep young vol day, but it's only the few of us going out. me, guirong, mh, grace and munjee. anyway, met the guys at cityhall. decided to watch a movie. on the train there, mh said i didnt have those nun look. err as in not the look lar. but she cannot imagine me staying in a temple and knock the *mu yu* lOl. why?!
anyway, while walking to marina sq, a bad woman knocked onto me! it was obviously her fault because she was coming in from a corner and turn into the shopping centre. she didnt care to take a look or slow down to see if there's anyone in front. yes. i know although it's a small incident, and ACTUALLY, i intended to apologise, as a courteousy. BUT! before i say that, she actually *tsk* me! *pissed. i didnt think that she would do that. and i was like in shock that she is actually so impolite and RUDE. YES! i think she was super rude. and im so sure that she's going sprain her leg that day. because i cursed her. *wahaha. grace and munjee keep telling me to continue my princess gracious. lOl. i shall not get angry over this kinda evil ppl.
went to watch *date movie* after that. it's a super lame show. the make-over of the female lead is so exergerating lar.! the pump the fat like nothing and transfer the fats into a big container that says mayonnise. yuck! at a later part, she actually drank it.! made me want to puke in the cinema.
anyway, when all the ppl are laughing like hell, i was so bored that i could almost fall asleep alrd. it was only the last part that when she is going to marry the guy that she didnt like that i sniff my tears back. it feels so terrible to be marrying the guy that you didnt like at all. im glad that the dad actually understands her and voiced out his objection. *thank god!
went to walk ard and had steamboat at marina bay. we went to *long chun* the food is okay lar. not very nice. the onlu best thing was the luncheon meat. haa. so delicious! munjee so bad. he put so many zi cai into the soup, den in the end it become *zi cai tang* alrd. and no one wants to eat the zi cai, except for him himself. haa. and because he soaked the zi cai for too long, in the end, the fishball and taupok in the soup also turned purple alrd. like those blue-black fishball. -_-" wasnt feeling very well towards the end of the steamboat. body suddenly aching all over. felt very terrible. so decided to go back early. called cab home. *yuck. i swear i wun go to marina to eat steamboat again. made me vomited verything out at home.
hmmm. kinda bored today. but at least got grace accompany me. sigh. still have to go to the zoo on sunday. talking about zoo, i sang this to grace. "we are going to the zoo, zoo, zoo. what about you? you? you? you can come too, too, too. we are going to the zoo, zoo, zoo." sigh. going to be a tiring day on sunday. i hope i can see him! *wahaha.
that day, mr fam kw asked him if i like the song that he sent me the other day. i thought that i should give him a clear signal alrd. i told him "no, i dun like it." i said i find the song too pessimestic. and it is not my cup of tea. it dun suits me. hmmm. clear enough? i really hope he understand and stop all these funny funny thing. if there is no jail term for killing and injuring another party, i would definitely throw a brick at him. =X
yeah. going to buy a labby soon! O.Ov
-pEiShi-
pri school gathering
Thursday, March 16, 2006
yesterday was the so-called pri school friend gather for my group of friends. so pathetic. only 5 ppl came. lOl. there were jason, yujun, tianhui, meiteng and me. lixian was supposed to come, but because she went to tianhui's party, so she decided not to go for the gathering, to make up for the time that she needs for studying her block test.
im a good girl, because i helped mummy to mop the floor. lOl.! haa. grace keep saying that im a princess, who never needs to hold the door, who walks so slowly, who talks so chim and profound etc. and by mopping the floor shows that im not a princess lor. lOl. haa. anyway, did i tell you that amirah said that im like those kind of princess in ancient china? i think she mean *ge2-ge2* lOl.
okay. enough of crap. haa. then met tianhui at admiraty at 1.30pm to go to bugis. talked all the way there. ate at food junction. bought sean's masks at faceshop and iL's present there. tianhui was looking for a present for his 'di-di' whose bday is today. but he didnt get to see any bag that suits the *di-di*.
after that walked ard at taka. i think it looks funny whenever we enter a shop. we will go into separate way and look at our own things. hmmm. stopped for a drink at *da shi dai*, forgot the english name alrd. the milk tea somehow sucks. auntie put too much tea leaves to brew the tea alrd. took so long to finish it. went to sportlinks after that. was trying to see if there's any squash racquet anot, but none came into my view.
went back to cwp to meet meiteng. im so so so excited and almost got a stomachache. haa. it's so *ci-ji* while we are looking for meiteng. in he end, she's at burger king. *dOtz. made us look ard the control station. haa.
went to mos burgur. talked alot and waited for almost 2 hours before mr jason and mr yujun came. *tsk tsk. so late. some topics were super funny and i laughed so hard that i almost have an tummyache. lOl. oh. tianhui and meiteng were so bad. because the auntie took the food to our table, and she got the order wrong, and gave us an extra teriyaki chicken burgur without onion. i was telling them to give the burgur back, but those two keep insisting that we should keep the burgur because the auntie has an attitude problem and her service is not very good. well. no comments for that. anyway, the two had quite a hard time to finish up the burgur because they were so full. haa.
went home after that. felt so good after meeting up with them. going to have a chalet at sentosa at april. yeah! =) i think im finally not the organiser alrd. haa.
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im a good girl, because i helped mummy to mop the floor. lOl.! haa. grace keep saying that im a princess, who never needs to hold the door, who walks so slowly, who talks so chim and profound etc. and by mopping the floor shows that im not a princess lor. lOl. haa. anyway, did i tell you that amirah said that im like those kind of princess in ancient china? i think she mean *ge2-ge2* lOl.
okay. enough of crap. haa. then met tianhui at admiraty at 1.30pm to go to bugis. talked all the way there. ate at food junction. bought sean's masks at faceshop and iL's present there. tianhui was looking for a present for his 'di-di' whose bday is today. but he didnt get to see any bag that suits the *di-di*.
after that walked ard at taka. i think it looks funny whenever we enter a shop. we will go into separate way and look at our own things. hmmm. stopped for a drink at *da shi dai*, forgot the english name alrd. the milk tea somehow sucks. auntie put too much tea leaves to brew the tea alrd. took so long to finish it. went to sportlinks after that. was trying to see if there's any squash racquet anot, but none came into my view.
went back to cwp to meet meiteng. im so so so excited and almost got a stomachache. haa. it's so *ci-ji* while we are looking for meiteng. in he end, she's at burger king. *dOtz. made us look ard the control station. haa.
went to mos burgur. talked alot and waited for almost 2 hours before mr jason and mr yujun came. *tsk tsk. so late. some topics were super funny and i laughed so hard that i almost have an tummyache. lOl. oh. tianhui and meiteng were so bad. because the auntie took the food to our table, and she got the order wrong, and gave us an extra teriyaki chicken burgur without onion. i was telling them to give the burgur back, but those two keep insisting that we should keep the burgur because the auntie has an attitude problem and her service is not very good. well. no comments for that. anyway, the two had quite a hard time to finish up the burgur because they were so full. haa.
went home after that. felt so good after meeting up with them. going to have a chalet at sentosa at april. yeah! =) i think im finally not the organiser alrd. haa.
-pEiShi-
outings!
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
i guess im going to die someday this week.
went out on saturday with lixian and tianhui.
just came back from m'sia on monday.
mh, mj and grace came over to bake cookies.
tmr, that is wed, going to pri sch outing.
thurs, most prob going out with shih lei.
friday going out with young volunteers.
saturday going to cousin's house.
sunday ep zoo outing.
wow. everything is packed in a week. when i wanted to go out, it seems like no one can. but look at this week! gosh.
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went out on saturday with lixian and tianhui.
just came back from m'sia on monday.
mh, mj and grace came over to bake cookies.
tmr, that is wed, going to pri sch outing.
thurs, most prob going out with shih lei.
friday going out with young volunteers.
saturday going to cousin's house.
sunday ep zoo outing.
wow. everything is packed in a week. when i wanted to go out, it seems like no one can. but look at this week! gosh.
-pEiShi-
cookie baking
okay. so today suppose to bake cookie. BUT! it's a big failure. so the conclusion is - online recipe cannot be trusted. =(
grace and my batter
mh and munjee's batter
dear munjee beating the batter.
the unhygienic mh, using hand to hold the choco chips.
made specially for guirong dearie. haa.
im going to try another time. lOl. probably on thursday bah. pray hard that i will succeed. =)
-pEiShi-
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grace and my batter
mh and munjee's batter
dear munjee beating the batter.
the unhygienic mh, using hand to hold the choco chips.
made specially for guirong dearie. haa.
im going to try another time. lOl. probably on thursday bah. pray hard that i will succeed. =)
-pEiShi-
the pri school days...
Monday, March 13, 2006
went out with lixian and tianhui on saturday. just nice that day no EP. haa. so while i was still being indecisive over whether to go for MYG AGM anot, tianhui asked if i want to go out anot.
so supposed to meet lixian and tianhui 1pm at woodlands control station. but unfortunately, haa, i didnt bring my ez-link card out! haa. i had a hunch while i was walking to mrt station. i knew i forgot to bring something out. but i waved it off by thinking i forgot to put perfume. lOl.
so met them at amk instead. den talked with tianhui. recalled all those funny funny things in pri sch. haa. den went to somerset and walked ard. supposed to watch a movie, but the time slot is bad. haa. went to IT show at suntec too.
ate super full that day, be it lunch or dinner. settled lunch at pepper lunch at taka. not bad. but serving quite big. lOl. poor lixian. being 'forced' to eat beef with me and tian hui. haa. ate dinner at swensen. had breaded chicken. so nice.! haa, heard dad had dinner at woodgrove resturant. i want to go there too! haa. anyway, it was so long that i since ate till so full. couldnt finish the breaded chicken. =X
well, talked about the tammy in tianhui's school. lOl.
haa. so sorry that i couldnt go to tianhui's party on sunday. got to go back to m'sia.
minhui, munjee and grace are coming over to my house tmr to bake cookies. =) going to find a day out with shih lei. haa.
looking forward to wednesday. =)
-pEiShi-
opps. i miss k**** haa.
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so supposed to meet lixian and tianhui 1pm at woodlands control station. but unfortunately, haa, i didnt bring my ez-link card out! haa. i had a hunch while i was walking to mrt station. i knew i forgot to bring something out. but i waved it off by thinking i forgot to put perfume. lOl.
so met them at amk instead. den talked with tianhui. recalled all those funny funny things in pri sch. haa. den went to somerset and walked ard. supposed to watch a movie, but the time slot is bad. haa. went to IT show at suntec too.
ate super full that day, be it lunch or dinner. settled lunch at pepper lunch at taka. not bad. but serving quite big. lOl. poor lixian. being 'forced' to eat beef with me and tian hui. haa. ate dinner at swensen. had breaded chicken. so nice.! haa, heard dad had dinner at woodgrove resturant. i want to go there too! haa. anyway, it was so long that i since ate till so full. couldnt finish the breaded chicken. =X
well, talked about the tammy in tianhui's school. lOl.
haa. so sorry that i couldnt go to tianhui's party on sunday. got to go back to m'sia.
minhui, munjee and grace are coming over to my house tmr to bake cookies. =) going to find a day out with shih lei. haa.
looking forward to wednesday. =)
-pEiShi-
opps. i miss k**** haa.
a place to go?
Thursday, March 09, 2006
I, Chen Pey Shy, shall solemnly declare that im not so desperate anymore! haa.
i went out with junrui this afternoon, after waking up at ard 11. haa. went to eat kfc. *wahaha. talk alot. it's amazing that everytime after so long, whenever i see her, we still have alot, i really mean ALOT to talk about. haa. =)
hmm. the so-called pri school class gathering at wed night. the guys are so ma-fan. pls.! decide a place. haa. looking forward. =)
btw, did i say sean finally received my letter in aust?! haa. yeah. yesh. he did receive it. im looking forward to his reply. O.Ov
-pEiShi-
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i went out with junrui this afternoon, after waking up at ard 11. haa. went to eat kfc. *wahaha. talk alot. it's amazing that everytime after so long, whenever i see her, we still have alot, i really mean ALOT to talk about. haa. =)
hmm. the so-called pri school class gathering at wed night. the guys are so ma-fan. pls.! decide a place. haa. looking forward. =)
btw, did i say sean finally received my letter in aust?! haa. yeah. yesh. he did receive it. im looking forward to his reply. O.Ov
-pEiShi-
im desperate!... to go out. XD
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
opps. i think i have nothing better to do, to post 3 entries in a day. sadly and honestly, i have NOTHING to do. really. nothing. sigh. im sad. i want to go out! out as in out of my house, to a faraway land. opps. nah. just kidding. not that far till it's an isolated island. maybe taiwan?? *wahaha. i must be crazy! haa. actually, im still contented with singapore's ecp. lOl.
anyway, was talking to mh over the phone at around 9. we planned to go to ecp this sat. BUT! unfortunately, wilber cant make it. marg cant make it. chun yan cant make it. i doubt iL can make it too and cheng havent reply. i guess the outing plan has flow into the ocean, along with my sadness. *opps. too emotional. writing rubbish. haa* but i really want to go out! O.U.T! with my FAMILIAR friends. =( sigh. i want to watch *wo he wo de nv you*
yEppy! haa. mum got retrenched!!! *woo-hoo! haa. aint i bad? to be still screaming in joy and laughing horrendously while seeing my mum got retrenched? haa. actually, im partially happy and partially sad. of course, the happy part seems to be larger than the sad part. happy is that i dun have to help her do household chores alrd! haa. im freed. haa. nah. just kidding. will still help her lar. but im only a helper from now on. and the sad part is i cannot pretend to be home alone now. with her around means wake up more early (probably 1 or 2 hours earlier), that means less sleep as well! yawn. hmm. honest speaking, we dun need mum's earning actually. what she needs is company when we are all off to work and schooling. she needs friends. *sounds bitter, like a loner* =X
anyway, outing is gone. sleep is gone. i just want to watch movies! haa, maybe i should go learn international dance? *wahaha, that will be cool. hmm. what else can i do?
-pEiShi-
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anyway, was talking to mh over the phone at around 9. we planned to go to ecp this sat. BUT! unfortunately, wilber cant make it. marg cant make it. chun yan cant make it. i doubt iL can make it too and cheng havent reply. i guess the outing plan has flow into the ocean, along with my sadness. *opps. too emotional. writing rubbish. haa* but i really want to go out! O.U.T! with my FAMILIAR friends. =( sigh. i want to watch *wo he wo de nv you*
yEppy! haa. mum got retrenched!!! *woo-hoo! haa. aint i bad? to be still screaming in joy and laughing horrendously while seeing my mum got retrenched? haa. actually, im partially happy and partially sad. of course, the happy part seems to be larger than the sad part. happy is that i dun have to help her do household chores alrd! haa. im freed. haa. nah. just kidding. will still help her lar. but im only a helper from now on. and the sad part is i cannot pretend to be home alone now. with her around means wake up more early (probably 1 or 2 hours earlier), that means less sleep as well! yawn. hmm. honest speaking, we dun need mum's earning actually. what she needs is company when we are all off to work and schooling. she needs friends. *sounds bitter, like a loner* =X
anyway, outing is gone. sleep is gone. i just want to watch movies! haa, maybe i should go learn international dance? *wahaha, that will be cool. hmm. what else can i do?
-pEiShi-
don't say you love me
m2m don't say you love me
got introduced to you by a friend
you were cute and all that
baby, you set the trend
yes, you did, oh
the next thing i know
we're down at the cinema
we're sittin' there
you said you love me
what's that about?
you're movin' too fast
i don't understand you
i'm not ready yet
baby, i can't pretend
no, i can't
the best i can do is tell you to talk to me
it's possible, eventual
love will find a way
love will find a way
don't say you love me
you don't even know me
if you really want me
then give me some time
don't go there, baby
not before i'm ready
don't say your heart's in a hurry
it's not like we're gonna get married
give me, give me some time
here's how i play
here's where you stand
here's what to prove
to get any further than where it's been
i'll make it clear
not gonna tell you twice
take it slow
you keep pushing me
you're pushing me away
Pushing me away
don't say you love me
you don't even know me, baby
Baby, don't say you love me
don't say you love me
you don't even know me
Hey, baby
if you really want me
then give me some time
give me some time
i feel so lucky!
haa. i feel so lucky. but stupid at the same time too. lOl.
i called into the radio station again yesterday! to be exact, is this morning ard 1+. the last caller. i was reading the book den suddenly headache. so i put the book down and call. lOl!
think peifen is quite cute. haa. just like me! *wahaha. i dedicate superwoman to junrui, iL, mel, jh, lc and tian hui! haa. plus all the ech classmates. lOl.
anyway, mum and dad went to elder bro's graduation of btm at tekong. so no one cook dinner last night. but young bro was good to me. haa. cuz i was having bad stomachache. went to toilet a few times too. and i was feeling hungry. haa. so i called him back. and he like very on. haa. bought dinner for me somemore.
hmm. now big bro is on 'holiday' too. 14 days. im going to share the house 14 days with him! >.<
-pEiShi-
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i called into the radio station again yesterday! to be exact, is this morning ard 1+. the last caller. i was reading the book den suddenly headache. so i put the book down and call. lOl!
think peifen is quite cute. haa. just like me! *wahaha. i dedicate superwoman to junrui, iL, mel, jh, lc and tian hui! haa. plus all the ech classmates. lOl.
anyway, mum and dad went to elder bro's graduation of btm at tekong. so no one cook dinner last night. but young bro was good to me. haa. cuz i was having bad stomachache. went to toilet a few times too. and i was feeling hungry. haa. so i called him back. and he like very on. haa. bought dinner for me somemore.
hmm. now big bro is on 'holiday' too. 14 days. im going to share the house 14 days with him! >.<
-pEiShi-
im feeling sick!
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
argh.! i feel like im dying alrd.!
was trying to bake cookies today. bought all the neccessary ingredient last night and started to work on it this morning. while lloking for sugar, i found a packet of flour in the cupboard. so i decided to use it. BUT!!! i forgot to check the expiry date! BIG SHIT man! only realised it after stomach feels weird. im feeling ill and sick. grr! another shity thing is that i scalded my hand! >.<
-pEiShi-
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was trying to bake cookies today. bought all the neccessary ingredient last night and started to work on it this morning. while lloking for sugar, i found a packet of flour in the cupboard. so i decided to use it. BUT!!! i forgot to check the expiry date! BIG SHIT man! only realised it after stomach feels weird. im feeling ill and sick. grr! another shity thing is that i scalded my hand! >.<
-pEiShi-
crap or crab?
Sunday, March 05, 2006
it seems like there's not much things to do online now. i was trying to find something to do, but didnt have any idea what to do.
so i was browsing a 933 dj's blog. hmm. i think some things he said indeed reflects our society. lOl. but he's a christian. not that i have any ill remarks or thinking about christian, for i still believe in Jesus, just like i worship *guan yin* or any other god, but im more to the buddhism. XD
anyway, talking about religion, i heard a 'amazing' story from grace about her life. i mean the other grace from ep, not the grace lee. she was from catholic school, 10 years there since young. and she worship Him since schooltime then too. but apparently when she was 19, something happened. she dreamt of *guan yin* and she told grace to do things for her. hmm. fastforward a little, she found out that she's the disciple of guan yin and the god use her body and answer questions for ppl. something like *ji tong* i think. not too sure what izzit called.
hmmm. just find it quite amazing that guan yin can choose her disciple and what her disciples can do.
god is a believe, is a psychological console for pathetic human beings.
hmmm. total crap. i dunno what's the conclusion for my entry. mayb im just feeling bored. more than that? *scratch head*
hmm. i think there's a lot of things i want to do in life. a lot of ambitions, a lot of wishes, a lot of thinkings and a lot of everything. i wish to be a teacher, but i dun want to be a teacher. i wish to be a singer, but i dun want to be a singer. i wish to be a writer, but i dun want to be a writer. i wish to be a dj, but i dun want to be a dj. confusing enough? i think so too.
let's make it simpler. maybe i just want to try out the different kind of job, but i dun want the job to be my occupation. understand? so what's the ultimate last job that i would settle for, i dunno too. =(
hmmm. it's the same at the present phase of my life. for example in school, i want to try out different CCAs - dancesport, choir, lyrics writing, tennis, fencing etc. but it's impossible. so is it that im hard to please or satisfied? or am i simply too greedy? grr. i dunno.
i guess this holiday is going to be boring and meaningless one. feel like trying something new during this holiday. planned to bake cookies, or if possible, cakes. haa. or learnt some new skills. i've done my first cross stitches. feels great somehow. haa. other skills that i can pick up? hmm. no idea. like some new sports? or repicking up piano? haa. whatever. as long as i dun waste this good old holiday. before exam, i was thinking of going to stay in the temple. insane? haa. to calm myself and find a peaceful mind. or i might turn into a nun!
I DUN WANT TO WASTE MY HOLIDAY AWAY WITH TONS OF USELESS AND MEANINGLESS ACTIVITIES. i dun want to waste my time on computer. i dun want to waste my time on tv. i dun want to wish my time on not-so-important stuff. grr. how i wish ep last for the whole week, not just saturday. or i could probably find some other volunteer work? *grin
waiting for my handphone to make some noise. from who? heh. lOl. from... okay lar. any noise. pls. just any noise. im dying from isolation.!!!
anyway, the conclusion is... i should find something meaningful to do this term break for the leftover 49 days. *yawn. that's long! near two mth. unblocked cheng from msn alrd anyway. feel very wrong. *puzzled.
-pEiShi-
grew up in a small town
and when the rain would fall down
i just stared out my window
dreaming of what could be
and if i'd end up happy
i would pray
i would pray
trying not to reach out
but when i'd try to speak out
felt like no one could hear me
wanted to belong here
but something felt so wrong here
so i pray
i would pray
i could breakaway
i'll spread my wings
and i'll learn how to fly
i'll do what it takes till i touch the sky
i'll make a wish
take a chance
make a change
and breakaway
out of the darkness
and into the sun
but i won t forget all the ones that i loved
i'll take a risk
take a chance
make a change
and breakaway
wanna feel the warm breeze
sleep under a palm tree
feel the rush of the ocean
get onboard a fast train
travel on a jet plane
far away I will
and breakaway
buildings with a hundred floors
swinging around revolving doors
maybe i don't know where they'll take me
but gotta keep moving on
moving on
fly away
breakaway
i'll spread my wings
and i'll learn how to fly
though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
i gotta take a risk
take a chance
make a change
and breakaway
out of the darkness
and into the sun
but i won't forget the place i come from
i gotta take a risk
take a chance
make a change
and breakaway
breakaway
breakaway
...
so i was browsing a 933 dj's blog. hmm. i think some things he said indeed reflects our society. lOl. but he's a christian. not that i have any ill remarks or thinking about christian, for i still believe in Jesus, just like i worship *guan yin* or any other god, but im more to the buddhism. XD
anyway, talking about religion, i heard a 'amazing' story from grace about her life. i mean the other grace from ep, not the grace lee. she was from catholic school, 10 years there since young. and she worship Him since schooltime then too. but apparently when she was 19, something happened. she dreamt of *guan yin* and she told grace to do things for her. hmm. fastforward a little, she found out that she's the disciple of guan yin and the god use her body and answer questions for ppl. something like *ji tong* i think. not too sure what izzit called.
hmmm. just find it quite amazing that guan yin can choose her disciple and what her disciples can do.
god is a believe, is a psychological console for pathetic human beings.
hmmm. total crap. i dunno what's the conclusion for my entry. mayb im just feeling bored. more than that? *scratch head*
hmm. i think there's a lot of things i want to do in life. a lot of ambitions, a lot of wishes, a lot of thinkings and a lot of everything. i wish to be a teacher, but i dun want to be a teacher. i wish to be a singer, but i dun want to be a singer. i wish to be a writer, but i dun want to be a writer. i wish to be a dj, but i dun want to be a dj. confusing enough? i think so too.
let's make it simpler. maybe i just want to try out the different kind of job, but i dun want the job to be my occupation. understand? so what's the ultimate last job that i would settle for, i dunno too. =(
hmmm. it's the same at the present phase of my life. for example in school, i want to try out different CCAs - dancesport, choir, lyrics writing, tennis, fencing etc. but it's impossible. so is it that im hard to please or satisfied? or am i simply too greedy? grr. i dunno.
i guess this holiday is going to be boring and meaningless one. feel like trying something new during this holiday. planned to bake cookies, or if possible, cakes. haa. or learnt some new skills. i've done my first cross stitches. feels great somehow. haa. other skills that i can pick up? hmm. no idea. like some new sports? or repicking up piano? haa. whatever. as long as i dun waste this good old holiday. before exam, i was thinking of going to stay in the temple. insane? haa. to calm myself and find a peaceful mind. or i might turn into a nun!
I DUN WANT TO WASTE MY HOLIDAY AWAY WITH TONS OF USELESS AND MEANINGLESS ACTIVITIES. i dun want to waste my time on computer. i dun want to waste my time on tv. i dun want to wish my time on not-so-important stuff. grr. how i wish ep last for the whole week, not just saturday. or i could probably find some other volunteer work? *grin
waiting for my handphone to make some noise. from who? heh. lOl. from... okay lar. any noise. pls. just any noise. im dying from isolation.!!!
anyway, the conclusion is... i should find something meaningful to do this term break for the leftover 49 days. *yawn. that's long! near two mth. unblocked cheng from msn alrd anyway. feel very wrong. *puzzled.
-pEiShi-
grew up in a small town
and when the rain would fall down
i just stared out my window
dreaming of what could be
and if i'd end up happy
i would pray
i would pray
trying not to reach out
but when i'd try to speak out
felt like no one could hear me
wanted to belong here
but something felt so wrong here
so i pray
i would pray
i could breakaway
i'll spread my wings
and i'll learn how to fly
i'll do what it takes till i touch the sky
i'll make a wish
take a chance
make a change
and breakaway
out of the darkness
and into the sun
but i won t forget all the ones that i loved
i'll take a risk
take a chance
make a change
and breakaway
wanna feel the warm breeze
sleep under a palm tree
feel the rush of the ocean
get onboard a fast train
travel on a jet plane
far away I will
and breakaway
buildings with a hundred floors
swinging around revolving doors
maybe i don't know where they'll take me
but gotta keep moving on
moving on
fly away
breakaway
i'll spread my wings
and i'll learn how to fly
though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
i gotta take a risk
take a chance
make a change
and breakaway
out of the darkness
and into the sun
but i won't forget the place i come from
i gotta take a risk
take a chance
make a change
and breakaway
breakaway
breakaway
yes 933
wOO-hOO! haa. last night i called into 93.3. lOl. i forgot who the dj is. anyway, i dunno his name. haa. but i think he went for the project superhost de. not li-teng, but the other one. anyway, i was soooo bored after doing some cross-stitch. so when i heard the radio that ppl can call in, i just do it. *wahaha. after a few tries, i got through! haa.
den that guy asked me what song do i want to listen. i told him i want to listen to fan wei qi's *yi ge ren shi mian* he couldnt find it. den he asked me fan wei qi's *da bu liao* can anot. i said okay. den after that on air alrd, we talked. haa. he asked who i want to dedicate to. guess who i said??
*wahaha. chua minhui!!! haa. lOl. i dedicate song to you okay! haa. den i say i want to dedicate to minhui, and tell her to pick herself up in ep. can always try again. den he asked about the volunteer thing, like what happened to mh. so i told him something like things didnt go as what she planned. den she feels that everything is in a mess and out of place. and somemore got ppl 'badmouth' about her. he asked me who. i say the volunteer's group's *tou tou* - head. *wahaha.
den he said im a good friend wor. haa. lOl.
anyway, quite excited when i got through the line. haa. mayb you guys should try it too. it's nice to talk with him. quite comfortable. haa. after that, at ard 3+ in the morning, the radio played chen yi xun's quan shi jie shi mian, den i realised that i told him the wrong name. *wahaha. opps.
hmmm. did cross stitch till ard 4+. almost finish le. haa.
sean still havent got my letter. wonder did it went missing again halfway on the flight. =(
-pEiShi-
...
den that guy asked me what song do i want to listen. i told him i want to listen to fan wei qi's *yi ge ren shi mian* he couldnt find it. den he asked me fan wei qi's *da bu liao* can anot. i said okay. den after that on air alrd, we talked. haa. he asked who i want to dedicate to. guess who i said??
*wahaha. chua minhui!!! haa. lOl. i dedicate song to you okay! haa. den i say i want to dedicate to minhui, and tell her to pick herself up in ep. can always try again. den he asked about the volunteer thing, like what happened to mh. so i told him something like things didnt go as what she planned. den she feels that everything is in a mess and out of place. and somemore got ppl 'badmouth' about her. he asked me who. i say the volunteer's group's *tou tou* - head. *wahaha.
den he said im a good friend wor. haa. lOl.
anyway, quite excited when i got through the line. haa. mayb you guys should try it too. it's nice to talk with him. quite comfortable. haa. after that, at ard 3+ in the morning, the radio played chen yi xun's quan shi jie shi mian, den i realised that i told him the wrong name. *wahaha. opps.
hmmm. did cross stitch till ard 4+. almost finish le. haa.
sean still havent got my letter. wonder did it went missing again halfway on the flight. =(
-pEiShi-
communication breakdown
Friday, March 03, 2006
lOl. im having a communication breakdown with my future shen shen. haa. because she's a indonesian, den only know how to speak hokkien and a little of chinese only. so because i totally dunno hokkien, den whatever she say to me, I DUN UNDERSTAND TOTALLY! *wahahaa.
it's soooo funny. haa. the way my mum talks hokkien to her, i almost laugh to death. because my mum also dun speak hokkien really well. haa. lOl. think after my uncle marries her, will be quite chaotic in conversation. =X+
im doing a cross stitch now. not VERY bad. haa. i was thinking of giving to mh to encourage her. but like not very presentable. haa. im still not very sure. haa. got to think about it. =)
wanted to start the story soon. might rewrite some part. but got to wait for my grandma to go back first before i start. =(
lOl. wilber gave me this website. quite interesting. but i guess most of you guys will be frustrated when doing the game. petals around the rosesclues will be given upon requested. i spent like ten mins trying to figure out. haa. good luck!
-pEiShi-
im feeling gloomy
...
it's soooo funny. haa. the way my mum talks hokkien to her, i almost laugh to death. because my mum also dun speak hokkien really well. haa. lOl. think after my uncle marries her, will be quite chaotic in conversation. =X+
im doing a cross stitch now. not VERY bad. haa. i was thinking of giving to mh to encourage her. but like not very presentable. haa. im still not very sure. haa. got to think about it. =)
wanted to start the story soon. might rewrite some part. but got to wait for my grandma to go back first before i start. =(
lOl. wilber gave me this website. quite interesting. but i guess most of you guys will be frustrated when doing the game. petals around the rosesclues will be given upon requested. i spent like ten mins trying to figure out. haa. good luck!
-pEiShi-
im feeling gloomy
thanks mh!
hEy hEy! haa. just wanna thank mh for borrowing *my story- the child called 'it'* from her school library. been wanting this book very much. thanks pal! =)
...
story
Thursday, March 02, 2006
just realise i should be going back to my story again. been neglecting it for so long. =X HOPE TO finish it during this holiday. =)
-pEiShi-
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-pEiShi-
exam's over!
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
yO-hO! exam is over! *wahaha. happy days is coming alrd. haa.
anyway, after today's cs exam, im so excited. i was laughing my way out. before anyone thinks that im mad, i quickly concealed my evil smile. *wahaha! den i called mh. she just got her ao chinese result. and she was celebrating!!! haa. so i went down and joined in. haa. we went to sing k-box with mun jee, mh, grace, run jie and xiao yi. had quite alot of fun.
yO. brother had just got his A level result. he got As for physics and mathematics, B for Gp paper and F maths. i think his result not bad lar. haa. i wonder what ah ze got. lOl.
yEah! holiday starts from this very moment, very hour and very second. so what are you waiting for? let's party!!! *wahahaa. no lar. i think this holiday will be quite bored. 'cause mh iL they all still having lessons and classes. only me. only ME! *sad. but im waiting for the young volunteers outing and outing with mh iL they all at ecp. *waiting for you.. im waiting for you...* lOl.
i strive to do 2 cross-stitches this holiday. strive to. you know? haa. meaning might not be able to finish lar. 'cause mayb do halfway den dun feel like doing le mar. haa. =X
i guess i wouldnt have much to blog about during the holiday.
-pEiShi-
...
anyway, after today's cs exam, im so excited. i was laughing my way out. before anyone thinks that im mad, i quickly concealed my evil smile. *wahaha! den i called mh. she just got her ao chinese result. and she was celebrating!!! haa. so i went down and joined in. haa. we went to sing k-box with mun jee, mh, grace, run jie and xiao yi. had quite alot of fun.
yO. brother had just got his A level result. he got As for physics and mathematics, B for Gp paper and F maths. i think his result not bad lar. haa. i wonder what ah ze got. lOl.
yEah! holiday starts from this very moment, very hour and very second. so what are you waiting for? let's party!!! *wahahaa. no lar. i think this holiday will be quite bored. 'cause mh iL they all still having lessons and classes. only me. only ME! *sad. but im waiting for the young volunteers outing and outing with mh iL they all at ecp. *waiting for you.. im waiting for you...* lOl.
i strive to do 2 cross-stitches this holiday. strive to. you know? haa. meaning might not be able to finish lar. 'cause mayb do halfway den dun feel like doing le mar. haa. =X
i guess i wouldnt have much to blog about during the holiday.
-pEiShi-
