I think I haven't been blogging faithfully for the past few weeks, say 2? It's just that I have started working, like what khengloon said, "FINALLY!" LOL.

I am working in a landscape company right now, in purchasing department. Not bad, for the first two weeks. But maybe because of not feeling very well, I am feeling a bit sick of it. I had to come back home 2 hours before work ends, and tata! Here you see I am blogging. If not, I guess it will be 45723948601years later until you see my next post. LOL.

Bosses have been pretty good there. Always buying nice food for us (psst, the next time you see me, I prolly get fatter. Boo.) like Han's, hotel cakes and stuff like that. Auntie always cook herbal tea for us too! She likes to add in ginseng and some other stuff good for complexion, because most of us are girls working in the office. Hahaha. And oh! I have got a pay rise on the second day! Heh hehs.

Anyhow, before I forget, I must really thank Gerald for sending me home from Holland V yesterday. (: I wasn't feeling well and honestly, I really appreciate him driving all the way to Sembawang from Holland V, then back to Marine Parade again, when he could easily drop me at Orchard road and leave me dying there. Bleah. =P

I guess getting sick is the last thing I want in my life. It had never been easy, that prolly is just the same as anyone else. But I always feel at my worst when I fell ill. 难过的时候，是记性最好的时候。This sentence is so true. Sometimes I feel weak mentally because I always feel like calling my Daddy when I fell sick. ):

I have been missing out a few friends during these period of time. No outing for cranes and geese, no meeting up for lixian, tianhui and others. And Junrui too. ): But at least I am still glad that I-Lin, Minhui and I went to 茶渊 last Friday to reminisce the good old times of secondary school days.

I have a lot of rambling to do! But I guess I shall stop here for bathing time. (:

I miss everyone, including you, reading this post. <3

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

I don't wanna lose you,
but I don't wanna use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't wanna hate you,
I don't wanna take you,
but I don't wanna be the one to cry.

That don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Now, I could never change you,
I don't wanna blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you,
but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just wanna have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder,
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

And there's no way home,
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love, it just ain't enough.

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