Because I found a cockroach's leg in my bee hoon soup.
I feel like vomitting.
Because my colleague found 2 vegetable worms inside her soup.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
我今天早上，在闹钟响之前，我被吓醒了。不是被周围的声音还是东西吓醒，我是被我的梦吓醒的。
我没有梦见怪物，也没有梦见被追杀，更没有梦见被人推下楼。
我梦见我的工作还没做完。吓死我了。
我想是工作压力太大了吧。
昨天，Sean 传了封简讯给我，说他梦到我在生他的气，都不理他。
我想呀，他现在面对的人生压力也太大了。真可怜。
还有，我想他。(:
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我没有梦见怪物，也没有梦见被追杀，更没有梦见被人推下楼。
我梦见我的工作还没做完。吓死我了。
我想是工作压力太大了吧。
昨天，Sean 传了封简讯给我，说他梦到我在生他的气，都不理他。
我想呀，他现在面对的人生压力也太大了。真可怜。
还有，我想他。(:
I watched Made of Honour last night, with Junrui, and it is simply great. (:
Stop Crying Your Heart Out
Hold up Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change whats been and gone
May your smile shine on
Don't be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm
'Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Get up Come on
Why are you scared? (I'm not scared)
You'll never change
What's been and gone
'Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
'Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Were all of us stars
Were fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see us some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
...
Stop Crying Your Heart Out
Hold up Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change whats been and gone
May your smile shine on
Don't be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm
'Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Get up Come on
Why are you scared? (I'm not scared)
You'll never change
What's been and gone
'Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
'Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Were all of us stars
Were fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see us some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
传说
刘：宇宙洪荒那时候
第一句爱是谁说出口
当时的他 如何形容
对方 听懂不懂
林：开天辟地了以后
第一对恋人什么结果
洞穴湖泊 日升月落
他们 爱了多久
林：如果我们那时就相遇
会不会爱得比较放心
合：也许分离 还没被发明 来折磨爱情
林：一千次轮回都不错过
刘：一万里相随都不放手
合：在每个尽头 再约好碰头
再睁开眼 就认出你我
刘：一千次轮回足不足够
林：一万里漂泊又算什么
合：这人海辽阔 爱总被蹉跎
总该留一篇传说
合：我会尽我全力 抵抗时间的侵袭
不停的爱你
刘：还好我有你
林：幸好你有我
合：一起写一篇传说
...
刘：宇宙洪荒那时候
第一句爱是谁说出口
当时的他 如何形容
对方 听懂不懂
林：开天辟地了以后
第一对恋人什么结果
洞穴湖泊 日升月落
他们 爱了多久
林：如果我们那时就相遇
会不会爱得比较放心
合：也许分离 还没被发明 来折磨爱情
林：一千次轮回都不错过
刘：一万里相随都不放手
合：在每个尽头 再约好碰头
再睁开眼 就认出你我
刘：一千次轮回足不足够
林：一万里漂泊又算什么
合：这人海辽阔 爱总被蹉跎
总该留一篇传说
合：我会尽我全力 抵抗时间的侵袭
不停的爱你
刘：还好我有你
林：幸好你有我
合：一起写一篇传说
Sunday, May 25, 2008
I want to tell you, I trekked the park connector last weekend and we walked more than 7km that night. (: I just kept forgetting to blog about this until I saw I-Lin's blog. Haha.
I did a standard thing after every graduation. :D
I attended a secret talk last morning and I certainly think it's useful. Ain't supposed to spread the seminar's content to others, so shhh.
Okay, I think I'm lame. Like what wilber said, "You need a wheelchair!" LOL. I just feel like blogging, but there's so much secrecy in my life that I feel almost like a FBI right now. =P
Anyhow, I feel touched after reading though Lishan's email. Hmm, it's like her first personal email to me and I really appreciated it from her.
Sometimes, I wondered, are the things I do really right? Or am I just wasting my time and living my life away minutes by minutes. Just exactly are the things we do worth it? Nonetheless, we can only continue doing these things because we can only see their worth at the very end of them.
牵牵牵手
我的话不多不会讨好
一句我爱你都说不好
全世界相求都没解药
只有你给我微笑
该怎么去爱 我没学好
太多的招式 我没记牢
原来牵了手就会知道
爱情不需要套招
这招只有你知道
牵牵牵 牵手
一直走到 最后
我们开心的梦游
牵牵牵 牵手
永远十指紧扣
我相信 我会永远在你左右
该怎么去爱 我没学好
太多的招式 我没记牢
原来牵了手就会知道
爱情不需要套招
这招只有你知道
...
I did a standard thing after every graduation. :D
I attended a secret talk last morning and I certainly think it's useful. Ain't supposed to spread the seminar's content to others, so shhh.
Okay, I think I'm lame. Like what wilber said, "You need a wheelchair!" LOL. I just feel like blogging, but there's so much secrecy in my life that I feel almost like a FBI right now. =P
Anyhow, I feel touched after reading though Lishan's email. Hmm, it's like her first personal email to me and I really appreciated it from her.
Sometimes, I wondered, are the things I do really right? Or am I just wasting my time and living my life away minutes by minutes. Just exactly are the things we do worth it? Nonetheless, we can only continue doing these things because we can only see their worth at the very end of them.
牵牵牵手
我的话不多不会讨好
一句我爱你都说不好
全世界相求都没解药
只有你给我微笑
该怎么去爱 我没学好
太多的招式 我没记牢
原来牵了手就会知道
爱情不需要套招
这招只有你知道
牵牵牵 牵手
一直走到 最后
我们开心的梦游
牵牵牵 牵手
永远十指紧扣
我相信 我会永远在你左右
该怎么去爱 我没学好
太多的招式 我没记牢
原来牵了手就会知道
爱情不需要套招
这招只有你知道
Thursday, May 22, 2008
I have decided, at least I think I have. (:
Somehow, I think this is the best way to get what I want. I didn't want to feign like it didn't happen.
And I know right now, you don't understand a single thing of what I had said, because I haven't told anyone about it. Somehow, I haven't been telling people around me (those I have met within these few days) about my plans, nor anything about myself in facto. And I had realised that I have been bottling things up too. Great huh, to have such good self-awareness. I guess I need someone to talk to soon. But I am picky, you know.
I need a break at Bugis TCC.
...
Somehow, I think this is the best way to get what I want. I didn't want to feign like it didn't happen.
And I know right now, you don't understand a single thing of what I had said, because I haven't told anyone about it. Somehow, I haven't been telling people around me (those I have met within these few days) about my plans, nor anything about myself in facto. And I had realised that I have been bottling things up too. Great huh, to have such good self-awareness. I guess I need someone to talk to soon. But I am picky, you know.
I need a break at Bugis TCC.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
有些人想用天使的笑容来迷惑大家，要别人为她做事。
可是，殊不知，她的笑容一点也不天使。
哈哈。
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可是，殊不知，她的笑容一点也不天使。
哈哈。
今天，我学会了‘诚’字怎么写。
言字边，说话的意思。
成字旁，成功的意思。
做人要说话诚恳，忠诚，诚实，才会成功。
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言字边，说话的意思。
成字旁，成功的意思。
做人要说话诚恳，忠诚，诚实，才会成功。
是不是很勇敢，我不知道。但是我很努力的让自己更坚强。
可是很早以前我就发现，原来不是催眠就可以想怎样就怎样的。
下一段路可能会很崎岖，我胆却了。
我... 已经很久没做自己喜欢做的事了。
人啊，还是不得不对生活屈服。
...
可是很早以前我就发现，原来不是催眠就可以想怎样就怎样的。
下一段路可能会很崎岖，我胆却了。
我... 已经很久没做自己喜欢做的事了。
人啊，还是不得不对生活屈服。
I like this song. (:
下一个天亮
用起伏的背影挡住哭泣的心
有些故事不必说给每个人听
许多眼睛看的太浅太近
错过我没被看见那个自己
用简单的言语解开超载的心
有些情绪是该说给懂的人听
你的热泪比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力更有勇气
等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂
等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光
时间可以磨去我的棱角
有些坚持却永远磨不掉
请容许我小小的骄傲
因为有你这样的依靠
...
下一个天亮
用起伏的背影挡住哭泣的心
有些故事不必说给每个人听
许多眼睛看的太浅太近
错过我没被看见那个自己
用简单的言语解开超载的心
有些情绪是该说给懂的人听
你的热泪比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力更有勇气
等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂
等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光
时间可以磨去我的棱角
有些坚持却永远磨不掉
请容许我小小的骄傲
因为有你这样的依靠
Friday, May 16, 2008
I must have slept continuously for two days.
Because today, I remember to bring my handphone, but forgot to bring my watch. Thanks ar, pea brain.
你是我现在就想见的人
两个人边走也边确认的过程
爱慢慢踏实的不再裹着云层
想天天醒在有你陪伴的早晨
...
Because today, I remember to bring my handphone, but forgot to bring my watch. Thanks ar, pea brain.
你是我现在就想见的人
两个人边走也边确认的过程
爱慢慢踏实的不再裹着云层
想天天醒在有你陪伴的早晨
Thursday, May 15, 2008
I must have been still sleeping when I got out of the house this morning.
Because I left my handphone on my bed. Hmmppf!
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔
...
Because I left my handphone on my bed. Hmmppf!
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Mary Jane
I didn't cry the day you moved away
I didn't think that I could feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you
Whatever happened to our innocence
And the somethin' that you said about being friends
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud
Could it be
That nothings gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see the girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to Mary Jane
Ooh ooh
I need to wake up from this state of mind
The situation is the same kind
I gotta get your memory out of my head
Would you catch me if I had to fall
Would you even find the time for that at all
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud
Could it be
That nothings gonna change
Time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see the girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to Mary Jane
Ooh ooh
Cause time has taken back
Everything I thought we had
Mary Jane..
Could it be
Nothings gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see the girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to Mary Jane
Ooh ooh
Oh whatever happened to
Ooh ooh Mary Jane
...
I didn't cry the day you moved away
I didn't think that I could feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you
Whatever happened to our innocence
And the somethin' that you said about being friends
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud
Could it be
That nothings gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see the girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to Mary Jane
Ooh ooh
I need to wake up from this state of mind
The situation is the same kind
I gotta get your memory out of my head
Would you catch me if I had to fall
Would you even find the time for that at all
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud
Could it be
That nothings gonna change
Time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see the girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to Mary Jane
Ooh ooh
Cause time has taken back
Everything I thought we had
Mary Jane..
Could it be
Nothings gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see the girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to Mary Jane
Ooh ooh
Oh whatever happened to
Ooh ooh Mary Jane
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
The planet is spoiled. Cyclone and earthquake killing. People and living things dying. Maybe they are punishing us for not being caring enough. ):
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Sunday, May 11, 2008
Oh well, I met Peimin on the train. And I think it's a FINALLY that we saw each other, knowing that we kept saying that we want to meet up in the canteen during our polytechnic days. Not wanting to have empty promises set again, we had a dinner appointment with each other in 6 June. (:
It's Mothers' Day today! Yayyay, I know it's dumb to have 2 post just a few minutes apart, could have put my words into one entry, but I want a different atmosphere for these two entries. (: Huhhuh, bought a bouquet of carnations at Bugis before having dinner with EP last night. I-Lin bought one bouquet home too. Actually, I like hers better than mine. Because it's a much more simpler bouquet with carnations, carnations and more carnations, while mine was decorated with other species of flowers, more complicated.
Oh, I want to complain about Bugis Junction's Swensen. I think it was a big disappointment last night. The food was okay, but my banana crumble which was supposed to be on sizzling plate, was not hot! And I think it failed terribly which ultimately dampened my already-melancholic spirit. So in the end, I wrote a feedback form stating my disappointment in them. I think I blasted ateveryone people who just happened to annoy me. I am not trying to be critical, but I can be very mean when I am unhappy. Hurhur! ):
So, I walked home with the bouquet of flowers in my hand. And along the way, I could hear people saying, "Oh, flowers for her mother," and "How sweet!" even with my earpieces stuck inside my ears. In the deepest of me, I know that I preferred them saying, "How sweet her boyfriend is!" when I had a bouquet of roses with me. LOL. =P
Oh oh! I, erm, didn't go to Kelvin's 21st birthday party despite any thing. Eh, it just so happened that I wasn't in good mood last night, which was rather rare. So I didn't turn up yesterday. Hope he wasn't angry since he asked me personally. =X And I feel that it's rather, erm, awkward to go to your ex-boyfriend's party? ppfft!
I have just recovered from sickness and in fact, still suffering from some 'leftover debris' of it. LOL. And thanks I-Lin honey! I will be fine soon! (:
天使说
我流着眼泪 看不到天空
乌云开始这样的放纵
我找不到想要的面容
在许愿池中 铜币没有梦
发呆望着广场的时钟
忘了理会路过的微风
突然想到 如果年老
会不会想起就微笑
你的微笑 我忘不掉
怎么说永远都做不到
天使说 你的脆弱
不会太久 因为我还没走
怎么我还看见他离开我的梦
天使说 他保护我
决不会错 因为我真的懂
也许我可以看见属于我的天空
...
It's Mothers' Day today! Yayyay, I know it's dumb to have 2 post just a few minutes apart, could have put my words into one entry, but I want a different atmosphere for these two entries. (: Huhhuh, bought a bouquet of carnations at Bugis before having dinner with EP last night. I-Lin bought one bouquet home too. Actually, I like hers better than mine. Because it's a much more simpler bouquet with carnations, carnations and more carnations, while mine was decorated with other species of flowers, more complicated.
Oh, I want to complain about Bugis Junction's Swensen. I think it was a big disappointment last night. The food was okay, but my banana crumble which was supposed to be on sizzling plate, was not hot! And I think it failed terribly which ultimately dampened my already-melancholic spirit. So in the end, I wrote a feedback form stating my disappointment in them. I think I blasted at
So, I walked home with the bouquet of flowers in my hand. And along the way, I could hear people saying, "Oh, flowers for her mother," and "How sweet!" even with my earpieces stuck inside my ears. In the deepest of me, I know that I preferred them saying, "How sweet her boyfriend is!" when I had a bouquet of roses with me. LOL. =P
Oh oh! I, erm, didn't go to Kelvin's 21st birthday party despite any thing. Eh, it just so happened that I wasn't in good mood last night, which was rather rare. So I didn't turn up yesterday. Hope he wasn't angry since he asked me personally. =X And I feel that it's rather, erm, awkward to go to your ex-boyfriend's party? ppfft!
I have just recovered from sickness and in fact, still suffering from some 'leftover debris' of it. LOL. And thanks I-Lin honey! I will be fine soon! (:
天使说
我流着眼泪 看不到天空
乌云开始这样的放纵
我找不到想要的面容
在许愿池中 铜币没有梦
发呆望着广场的时钟
忘了理会路过的微风
突然想到 如果年老
会不会想起就微笑
你的微笑 我忘不掉
怎么说永远都做不到
天使说 你的脆弱
不会太久 因为我还没走
怎么我还看见他离开我的梦
天使说 他保护我
决不会错 因为我真的懂
也许我可以看见属于我的天空
I bet I have watched Music & Lyrics for more than 5 times and the song that Alex Fletcher and Sophie Fisher wrote still surrounds me with love. (:
I think work has took over for the past one month. In a flash, one month passed without me knowing. I have been doing some thinking for quite some time, and have to a conclusion to not deny myself anymore that this is another phase of my life. Another phase of growing up into adulthood. So I have outgrown teenage-hood for quite some time, then outgrown youngster-hood already, and proceeding to adulthood? I feel a little lost and hmm, stuck. Stuck in my present situation.
"There are moments when I don't know if it's real, or if anybody feels the way I feel."
I just feel that something is lacking in my life.
"I need inspiration, not just another negotiation."
Way Back Into Love
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
...
I think work has took over for the past one month. In a flash, one month passed without me knowing. I have been doing some thinking for quite some time, and have to a conclusion to not deny myself anymore that this is another phase of my life. Another phase of growing up into adulthood. So I have outgrown teenage-hood for quite some time, then outgrown youngster-hood already, and proceeding to adulthood? I feel a little lost and hmm, stuck. Stuck in my present situation.
"There are moments when I don't know if it's real, or if anybody feels the way I feel."
I just feel that something is lacking in my life.
"I need inspiration, not just another negotiation."
Way Back Into Love
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
Sunday, May 04, 2008
It's Sunday! (:
I, well, the whole EP in fact, went to Sentosa yesterday! :D Whee, and I swear it's a great fun to go Underwater World again, after 483750278175years from the last visit. LOL.
I actually wanted to fill this entry full of pictures from my camera, but the thing you see, I have yet to figure out how to upload them onto the desktop. Hahaha.
Well, I wore twin shirt with Daniel yesterday! It is sweet! :D We both wore Elmo and walked around hands-in-hands. Big Elmo and small Elmo. Hahaha.
Alright, I don't know what else to blog about now. zzz.
Hmm, I have been thinking about quite a bit of things over and over these few days. But yet to reach a conclusion. Or maybe, it didn't have a conclusion to end with.
The other day, I was watching 溏心风暴 with my mother and I slipped a question accidentally.
Me: 为什么世界上会有这种（坏）人？
Mummy: 如果没有这种挑拨离间的人，就没有好人存在的意义了。
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I, well, the whole EP in fact, went to Sentosa yesterday! :D Whee, and I swear it's a great fun to go Underwater World again, after 483750278175years from the last visit. LOL.
I actually wanted to fill this entry full of pictures from my camera, but the thing you see, I have yet to figure out how to upload them onto the desktop. Hahaha.
Well, I wore twin shirt with Daniel yesterday! It is sweet! :D We both wore Elmo and walked around hands-in-hands. Big Elmo and small Elmo. Hahaha.
Alright, I don't know what else to blog about now. zzz.
Hmm, I have been thinking about quite a bit of things over and over these few days. But yet to reach a conclusion. Or maybe, it didn't have a conclusion to end with.
The other day, I was watching 溏心风暴 with my mother and I slipped a question accidentally.
Me: 为什么世界上会有这种（坏）人？
Mummy: 如果没有这种挑拨离间的人，就没有好人存在的意义了。
Friday, May 02, 2008
I am finally going to Under Water World tomorrow, after so many years! :D
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