天空的幸福是穿一身蓝;
森林的幸福是披一身绿;
阳光的幸福是镶一身金黄;
而我们所拥有的幸福却是五彩缤纷的。
幸福是什么?蜡烛告诉我,幸福就是鞠躬尽瘁、死而后已,尽自己的一点热来温暖人们,尽自己的一点光来照亮人们前进的道路。骏马告诉我,幸福就是自由自在,无拘无束,可以在辽阔的草原上尽情地奔跑。雄鹰告诉我,幸福就是展翅高飞博击长空,朝着自己的梦想一点点地飞近... 哦,原来幸福就是奉献,就是自由,就是为实现自己的梦想而努力奋斗。
一位老人在回答一个身处困惑中的年轻人的提问时,说:“我可以坦然地回答你我什么时候是最幸福的。我年幼的时候被父母抛弃,但在孤儿院里我却得到了无数的朋友,那时的我是最幸福的;年轻的时候失去工作,却靠自己的力量开创出一番事业;那时的我是最幸福的;现在的我失去青春,却拥有深受我的妻子,因此,现在的我是最幸福的!
为什么老人能在人生的任何阶段都感到自己是最幸福的?那是因为他从来都不对已经失去的东西耿耿于怀,在他眼里,拥有的东西才是珍贵的。
蜡烛拥有的是悲壮的幸福,骏马拥有的是豪放的幸福,雄鹰拥有的是拼搏的幸福,而我们所拥有的是什么样的幸福呢?
小时候的我们,能每天都吃好吃的糖果,每天都穿漂亮的衣服就是幸福。现在的我们,能和好朋友一起谈天说地,每次考试都能取得好成绩就是幸福。成年的我们,能找到一份满意的工作,能拥有一个美满的家庭就是幸福。年老的我们能够一家人热热闹闹地在一起吃顿团圆饭就是幸福。这种幸福虽然平淡、简单,但是却很充实。
陶渊明的“采菊东篱下,悠然见南山”是一种幸福,李白的“长风破浪会有时,直挂去帆济沧海”是一种幸福,文天祥的“人生自古谁无死,留取丹心照汗青”是一种幸福,范仲淹的“先天下之忧而忧,后天下之乐而乐”是一种幸福。既然我们不能拥有一个轰轰烈烈的幸福,那就让我们张开双手拥抱一个个平平淡淡的幸福吧!
在快乐时,能让人感到幸福;在悲伤时,更能让人反思幸福。人生时时刻刻都有幸福,需要我们用心体验,人生处处都有幸福,需要我们努力抓住。
岸与岸没有多少距离,只要有桥,或者翅膀;山与山没有多少距离,只要有路,或者脚步;人与幸福也没有多少距离,只要有爱,或者努力,跋涉沙漠的旅人,攀登高峰雪山的勇者,他们从战胜困难到取得成功的经历中感受幸福。
离开了家,能让你了解家;离开了幸福,能让你懂得幸福。也许经过痛苦的洗礼,才能更深地体会到幸福的滋味。诀这幸福的真谛吧!幸福是自己去寻找的,而不是上帝施给你的。只有忍受折磨和痛苦,经历艰难的寻找和探索,才能找到真正的幸福。
飘零燕
越来越少 和别人讨论想法
不懂的人 再解释也无法传达
可以亲切 却不亲密的我 隐藏挣扎
越来越常 去争执而不退让
现实的人 最喜欢去批评谁傻
越过现在 眺望未来的我 寂寞坚强
直到和你遇上 有一样的梦想 结伴飞翔
我们互相疗伤 也互相不认输 的成长
好朋友一句贴心话
翻不过 的心墙 至少被开了几扇窗
让飘零燕 挥舞翅膀
低空掠过 有泪的地方
带回忆的贴心话
让勇气 落了叶还能又开花
为飘零燕 指引迷惘
有梦的人 没时间绝望
我们是阳光 要绽放光芒
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越来越少 和别人讨论想法
不懂的人 再解释也无法传达
可以亲切 却不亲密的我 隐藏挣扎
越来越常 去争执而不退让
现实的人 最喜欢去批评谁傻
越过现在 眺望未来的我 寂寞坚强
直到和你遇上 有一样的梦想 结伴飞翔
我们互相疗伤 也互相不认输 的成长
好朋友一句贴心话
翻不过 的心墙 至少被开了几扇窗
让飘零燕 挥舞翅膀
低空掠过 有泪的地方
带回忆的贴心话
让勇气 落了叶还能又开花
为飘零燕 指引迷惘
有梦的人 没时间绝望
我们是阳光 要绽放光芒
Friday, June 29, 2007
OH! All thanks to Laura's reminder, I've realised I've forgot to say this!
I AM MOVING TO SEMBAWANG SOON! (:
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I AM MOVING TO SEMBAWANG SOON! (:
Monday, June 25, 2007
Just happen to come across this text. (: I like posting such entries because I know there's always someone like Nancy and Wacky Starfish who appreciate these little stories. (:
With much love.
杯子和水的故事
主人:好吧,拥有了想要的水,你就不寂寞了吗?
杯子:应该是吧。
主人把开水倒进了杯子里。
水很热,杯子感到自己快被融化了,杯子想,这就是爱情的力量吧。
水变温了,杯子感觉很舒服,杯子想,这就是生活的感觉吧。
水变凉了,杯子很害怕,怕什么他也不知道,杯子想,这就是失去的滋味吧。
水凉透了,杯子绝望了,杯子想,这就是缘分的杰作吧。
杯子:主人,快把水倒掉,我不需要了。
主人不在,杯子感觉自己压抑死了,可恶的水凉凉的,放在心里,感觉好难受。
杯子奋力一晃,水终于走出了杯子的心里,杯子好开心,突然,杯子掉在了地上。
杯子碎了,临死前,看见了,它心里的每一个地方都有水的痕迹,它才知道,它爱水,它是如此的爱着水,可是,它再也无法把水完整的放在心里了。
杯子哭了,它的眼泪和水溶在一起,奢望着能用最后的力量再爱水一次。
主人捡着杯子的碎片,一片割破了他的手指,指尖有血。
杯子笑了,爱情呀,到底是什么,难道只有经历了痛苦才知道珍惜吗?
杯子笑了,爱情呀,到底是什么,难道要到一切都无法挽回才说放弃吗?
主人笑了,爱情呀,到底是什么,难道到了最后还要伤害无辜的人吗?
...
With much love.
杯子和水的故事
主人:好吧,拥有了想要的水,你就不寂寞了吗?
杯子:应该是吧。
主人把开水倒进了杯子里。
水很热,杯子感到自己快被融化了,杯子想,这就是爱情的力量吧。
水变温了,杯子感觉很舒服,杯子想,这就是生活的感觉吧。
水变凉了,杯子很害怕,怕什么他也不知道,杯子想,这就是失去的滋味吧。
水凉透了,杯子绝望了,杯子想,这就是缘分的杰作吧。
杯子:主人,快把水倒掉,我不需要了。
主人不在,杯子感觉自己压抑死了,可恶的水凉凉的,放在心里,感觉好难受。
杯子奋力一晃,水终于走出了杯子的心里,杯子好开心,突然,杯子掉在了地上。
杯子碎了,临死前,看见了,它心里的每一个地方都有水的痕迹,它才知道,它爱水,它是如此的爱着水,可是,它再也无法把水完整的放在心里了。
杯子哭了,它的眼泪和水溶在一起,奢望着能用最后的力量再爱水一次。
主人捡着杯子的碎片,一片割破了他的手指,指尖有血。
杯子笑了,爱情呀,到底是什么,难道只有经历了痛苦才知道珍惜吗?
杯子笑了,爱情呀,到底是什么,难道要到一切都无法挽回才说放弃吗?
主人笑了,爱情呀,到底是什么,难道到了最后还要伤害无辜的人吗?
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
黄泉路上的第一站,就是我的奈何桥。奈何桥,奈何桥,踏上这座桥,人间的一切割舍不下,也只不过是一声奈何...
我是孟婆,奈何桥头便是我的祠堂,里面一排排一列列摆满了黄泥大碗。碗中或多或少或清或浊的便是世人所说的孟婆汤。阳间的每个人在这里都有自己的一只碗,碗里的孟婆汤,其实就是活着的人一生所流的泪。
每个人活着的时候,都会落泪:因喜,因悲,因痛,因恨,因愁,因爱。我将他们一滴一滴的泪收集起来,煎熬成汤,在他们离开人间,走上奈何桥头的时候,让他们喝下去,忘却活着时的爱恨情愁,干干净净走上黄泉路,重新投胎,或为人,或为畜。
不是每个人都会心甘情愿地喝下孟婆汤。因为这一生,总会有爱过的人不想忘却。我会告诉他(她):你为她(他)一生所流的泪都熬成了这碗汤,喝下它,就是喝下了你对她(他)的爱。忘了她(他),清清白白地重新投胎吧。
来的人眼中最后的一抹记忆便是他今生挚爱的人,喝下汤,眼里的人影慢慢淡去,眸子如初生婴儿般澄彻。
只是一碗汤,便忘了你爱的人吗?
这一生的最爱,在下一世,却是连一丝痕迹都不曾留下。
爱情,竟是如此吗?不堪一击,却又甘愿让人为它受苦。
爱着的人啊,好好握着他的手。下辈子,你身边的人就不再是他了。
来生,你还能记得爱过谁?
喝一碗孟婆汤,走一遍奈何桥 !
孟婆说:“行路的人,喝碗孟婆汤解解渴。”
“不,不不,我不喝,我宁愿在忘川河边忍受水淹火炙的磨折,我也一定要记得,前世,是谁爱过我...”
遥远的铃声轻颤,
在天边渺茫的响起,
再沉落...
那是奈何桥上,
亡魂不舍昼夜的歌声...
奈何桥上,孟婆悠悠端起汤碗...
来者形形色色。
有木然,有平静,有狰狞,有恐惧...
半推半就,颤颤微微...
汤端一饮而尽。
终究没人逃的脱,
终究要喝的一点不少,一点不多...
孟婆悠悠端碗汤,
孟婆悠悠收汤碗...
前生再怎么深恋,
走在这奈何桥上也是步履稳稳,丝毫不乱...
心静如镜,心沉如石...
桥这边寂寂无声...
因为心死,失了往生的记忆...
桥那边哀哀呛天...
因为心动,忘不掉今世的缠缠绵绵。
“来生,再续前缘”...
孟婆偶尔听到飘至耳边的来声言,浅浅一笑...
低头看那一锅汤,一锅普通的汤...
只因加了一味叫遗忘的调料,也抵过了曾经的山盟海誓。
记忆小舟搁浅...
苍海一栗,
大风大浪已是过眼云烟...
偶尔觉得许多今生从未做过
却似曾相识的事...
没有什么磐石真的不移,
世间最残酷的事是等待...
等待,是一生最初的苍老...
等到昙花再开,
等到风景看透,
饮尽孟婆汤的刹那,
没有和着泪水吞咽...
这一生,牵她的手,
爱了,就牢牢的、牢牢的贴近,
不要在茫茫人海中丢了彼此。
还是...
你是你,我是我,互不相欠,各奔幸福...
即使梦中遇见了也不要打招呼,
笑笑,然后擦肩过。
或者让我一生都拥有着你,
或者我们永远都不要相见...
...
我是孟婆,奈何桥头便是我的祠堂,里面一排排一列列摆满了黄泥大碗。碗中或多或少或清或浊的便是世人所说的孟婆汤。阳间的每个人在这里都有自己的一只碗,碗里的孟婆汤,其实就是活着的人一生所流的泪。
每个人活着的时候,都会落泪:因喜,因悲,因痛,因恨,因愁,因爱。我将他们一滴一滴的泪收集起来,煎熬成汤,在他们离开人间,走上奈何桥头的时候,让他们喝下去,忘却活着时的爱恨情愁,干干净净走上黄泉路,重新投胎,或为人,或为畜。
不是每个人都会心甘情愿地喝下孟婆汤。因为这一生,总会有爱过的人不想忘却。我会告诉他(她):你为她(他)一生所流的泪都熬成了这碗汤,喝下它,就是喝下了你对她(他)的爱。忘了她(他),清清白白地重新投胎吧。
来的人眼中最后的一抹记忆便是他今生挚爱的人,喝下汤,眼里的人影慢慢淡去,眸子如初生婴儿般澄彻。
只是一碗汤,便忘了你爱的人吗?
这一生的最爱,在下一世,却是连一丝痕迹都不曾留下。
爱情,竟是如此吗?不堪一击,却又甘愿让人为它受苦。
爱着的人啊,好好握着他的手。下辈子,你身边的人就不再是他了。
来生,你还能记得爱过谁?
喝一碗孟婆汤,走一遍奈何桥 !
孟婆说:“行路的人,喝碗孟婆汤解解渴。”
“不,不不,我不喝,我宁愿在忘川河边忍受水淹火炙的磨折,我也一定要记得,前世,是谁爱过我...”
遥远的铃声轻颤,
在天边渺茫的响起,
再沉落...
那是奈何桥上,
亡魂不舍昼夜的歌声...
奈何桥上,孟婆悠悠端起汤碗...
来者形形色色。
有木然,有平静,有狰狞,有恐惧...
半推半就,颤颤微微...
汤端一饮而尽。
终究没人逃的脱,
终究要喝的一点不少,一点不多...
孟婆悠悠端碗汤,
孟婆悠悠收汤碗...
前生再怎么深恋,
走在这奈何桥上也是步履稳稳,丝毫不乱...
心静如镜,心沉如石...
桥这边寂寂无声...
因为心死,失了往生的记忆...
桥那边哀哀呛天...
因为心动,忘不掉今世的缠缠绵绵。
“来生,再续前缘”...
孟婆偶尔听到飘至耳边的来声言,浅浅一笑...
低头看那一锅汤,一锅普通的汤...
只因加了一味叫遗忘的调料,也抵过了曾经的山盟海誓。
记忆小舟搁浅...
苍海一栗,
大风大浪已是过眼云烟...
偶尔觉得许多今生从未做过
却似曾相识的事...
没有什么磐石真的不移,
世间最残酷的事是等待...
等待,是一生最初的苍老...
等到昙花再开,
等到风景看透,
饮尽孟婆汤的刹那,
没有和着泪水吞咽...
这一生,牵她的手,
爱了,就牢牢的、牢牢的贴近,
不要在茫茫人海中丢了彼此。
还是...
你是你,我是我,互不相欠,各奔幸福...
即使梦中遇见了也不要打招呼,
笑笑,然后擦肩过。
或者让我一生都拥有着你,
或者我们永远都不要相见...
I am resolutely considering quiting EP.
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007
我不想忘记你
我在向前走却像在退后
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起
一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
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我在向前走却像在退后
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起
一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
Whee! Okay, I don't know what I whee for. -_-"
Laura is now in HK. I wished that I was in her lagguge. BOO. ):
Somehow, this is the second week of school holiday already. And very soon, attachment is going to start again. I just can't help feeling siann when I think about the lessons that I have to carry out, plus the field supervisor coming down and evaluation the lesson. But on a lighter note, I am going to Zoo with the kids tomorrow! :D If you want to ask me isn't the trip supposed to be last Friday? Yes, it SUPPOSED to be, but somehow, because of the HFMD, it's postponed to this Wednesday.
Has been viewing houses these few nights. But they're not really to our liking. BOO. I think I can start thinking of the colour scheme of my room already. Heehee! :D
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Laura is now in HK. I wished that I was in her lagguge. BOO. ):
Somehow, this is the second week of school holiday already. And very soon, attachment is going to start again. I just can't help feeling siann when I think about the lessons that I have to carry out, plus the field supervisor coming down and evaluation the lesson. But on a lighter note, I am going to Zoo with the kids tomorrow! :D If you want to ask me isn't the trip supposed to be last Friday? Yes, it SUPPOSED to be, but somehow, because of the HFMD, it's postponed to this Wednesday.
Has been viewing houses these few nights. But they're not really to our liking. BOO. I think I can start thinking of the colour scheme of my room already. Heehee! :D
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Whee!
Met up with Xingzhen, Gim Hwa, their girl - Xing En (En En), Christine, Boon Hao, Gerald, Guan Wee, Yinhong, Hua Fang and Sarah this afternoon for lunch at Changi Airport Swensen. :D
En En is so cute! Haha.
Okay, I don't know what else to write. But I did had a great time meeting up with them.
PS. It has been more than three weeks already. ):
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Met up with Xingzhen, Gim Hwa, their girl - Xing En (En En), Christine, Boon Hao, Gerald, Guan Wee, Yinhong, Hua Fang and Sarah this afternoon for lunch at Changi Airport Swensen. :D
En En is so cute! Haha.
Okay, I don't know what else to write. But I did had a great time meeting up with them.
PS. It has been more than three weeks already. ):
OH MY GOODNESS! My 马浚伟 is so 帅!I am so in love with him! :D
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Friday, June 15, 2007
It's a sweet sad song. Though it don't reflect my position now, but I still think it's a great song. (:
Never Let You Go
The rain, just never seems to bring the joy
I feel the same everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hole you left your mark
All that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
A part of me was dying
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you give me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you give me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know, I'd never let you go
The way, you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything of that day
I can't, believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset of our last romance
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
A part of me was dying
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you give me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you give me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know, I'd never let you go
...
Never Let You Go
The rain, just never seems to bring the joy
I feel the same everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hole you left your mark
All that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
A part of me was dying
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you give me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you give me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know, I'd never let you go
The way, you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything of that day
I can't, believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset of our last romance
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
A part of me was dying
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you give me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you give me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know, I'd never let you go
YAY! We are finally done with CIRPE projects! :D
It was terrible I tell you. So much things have to do. I almost freaked out when my mailbox died on me and mails couldn't come over to me! Why of this time? PPFFT! But thank goodness I still have the hotmail account. Hallelujah! I've never been more appreciative of my hotmail account than last night. LOL.
I've been editing the report till 2am consecutive for two nights. LOL. What's past has passed, so I shall not grumble anymore! (:
I am going to cut my hair later! :D And going to tomorrow's meet up with Xingzhen and the rest! Whee! :D
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It was terrible I tell you. So much things have to do. I almost freaked out when my mailbox died on me and mails couldn't come over to me! Why of this time? PPFFT! But thank goodness I still have the hotmail account. Hallelujah! I've never been more appreciative of my hotmail account than last night. LOL.
I've been editing the report till 2am consecutive for two nights. LOL. What's past has passed, so I shall not grumble anymore! (:
I am going to cut my hair later! :D And going to tomorrow's meet up with Xingzhen and the rest! Whee! :D
I am dead. So dead.
Bang! Dead.
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Bang! Dead.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
My mailbox failed me, terribly. BOO. ):
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Daddy is coming back in a few hours time! GRINS! <3
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
爱是一本书
爱的样子像首歌
几亿万人都不懂
你今天在做什么
你是怎样回忆我
故事书写的很美
谈爱情的人类
总是要掉眼泪
可是爱比逻辑厉害
我们都要自由也要彼此的未来
这好奇怪
结局的状态被时间摧坏
很久很久之后会
把来龙和去脉
写下来
我们会来读爱这本书
怎样才会幸福
爱谁清楚
两颗心在记录
从热到冷多辛苦
Baby
我们会来读爱这本书
哪个人先结束
爱好残酷
到分开那一天
我才真正的领悟
莫非你也孤独
爱加恨等于什么
你用多久忘了我
不好心的给了谁
反正在几年内
总是会有点醉
不是爱比逻辑厉害
我们都要自由也要彼此的未来
这好奇怪
结局的状态被时间摧坏
很久很久之后会把来龙和去脉
写下来
我们会来读爱这本书
怎样才会幸福
爱谁清楚
两颗心在记录
从热到冷多辛苦
Baby
我们会来读爱这本书
哪个人先结束
爱好残酷
到分开那一天
我才真正的领悟
莫非你也孤独
...
爱的样子像首歌
几亿万人都不懂
你今天在做什么
你是怎样回忆我
故事书写的很美
谈爱情的人类
总是要掉眼泪
可是爱比逻辑厉害
我们都要自由也要彼此的未来
这好奇怪
结局的状态被时间摧坏
很久很久之后会
把来龙和去脉
写下来
我们会来读爱这本书
怎样才会幸福
爱谁清楚
两颗心在记录
从热到冷多辛苦
Baby
我们会来读爱这本书
哪个人先结束
爱好残酷
到分开那一天
我才真正的领悟
莫非你也孤独
爱加恨等于什么
你用多久忘了我
不好心的给了谁
反正在几年内
总是会有点醉
不是爱比逻辑厉害
我们都要自由也要彼此的未来
这好奇怪
结局的状态被时间摧坏
很久很久之后会把来龙和去脉
写下来
我们会来读爱这本书
怎样才会幸福
爱谁清楚
两颗心在记录
从热到冷多辛苦
Baby
我们会来读爱这本书
哪个人先结束
爱好残酷
到分开那一天
我才真正的领悟
莫非你也孤独
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
BOO! Heehee!
Been going to school these few days for projects, and I have been enjoying myself. I've realised that I like who I am these few days and I feel genuinely happy for that within myself. (: And partially, I think it has been quite long since we enjoyed ourselves during our discussion for projects, even though Sean just sit in and listen to us talking. LOL.
Alright! Shall update about the ACID (Annual Camp for Intellectually Disabled) Camp now. :D
After attachment on Friday, as I was walking out of the centre with Huizhen, I was grinning away like nobody's business because I feel so damn excited about the camp that was going to take place in the night. Heehee. And Huizhen thought I was on the verge of going mad and crazy. LOL. And I even messaged Minhui and Hui Ngee about it. Haha.
And so, I went home to finish my halfway-packed bag and rush off to meet Minhui at BP. This time, I was the one who was late. LOL. Then we went off to buy McDonald for dinner, which turned out to be supper for me because I didn't have time to eat it. Haha. Took bus to PJC and waited with Charles Daddy for EP to reach. While waiting, we saw Lee Chiu and Libei. (:
Whee! After they've finally reached, we went to unload our bags in the classroom and went up to the hall for ice breaker activities. Okay, just want to say, I really like Brent. Heehee. I've been taking him on and off throughout the camp. Even though he is non verbal and likes to lean around everywhere, anywhere, but I just like him. (: He's just so adorable even if he's not easy to be taken care of. (: So yeaps, I took Junxian together with Teck Peng for the time being before Christine came over and took JX. And then, Brent and Gerald came. ((:

Brent, Gerald and me! :D
And then, before long, it's nearly 10 and time for wash up and bedtime. (:
I always like first night during ACID because I know that the trainees don't sleep and I too, like the trainees, don't feel like sleeping too. So at least I have something to do in the night, that is to coax them to sleep? LOL. I think I am preparing myself to be a great mother, coaxing my kids to sleep in the night in case that they don't feel like sleeping. LOL. That sounds so wrong. Hahaha. And then, when the second night comes, I'll be too tired to do anything to coax them except for patting them on their stomach and tell them to sleep. Haha.
Oh, anyway, I went to Minhui's house to bathe on the first night since everyone (I-Lin, Grace, Munjee, Minhui) are returning home to wash up and rest for a while. Might as well go somewhere to bathe comfortably right? Don't have to squeeze with the rest of the trainees and volunteers. :D
And we had our McDonald (which were meant to be dinner) for supper. Went to 7-11 to help Charles Daddy to buy Christine Mummy's supper. LOL. And Christine wanted to be my husband! Because we bought food for her instead of Charles Daddy. Anyhow, we stayed up till 3am in the morning to guard the trainees, supper and chit chat too. (:
I guess there's always the lack-of-sleep post effect when we slept at 3am and tried to wake up at 6.30am. LOL. I-Lin and I snoozed our alarm three times before waking up. As usual, washed up and breakfast. We deely-dally so much that we missed the morning exercise. Might as well lar. LOL. No excess energy to do excercise anymore! Haha.
After breakfast, we had some activities (I forgot what activities we did already due to short term memory. LOL) before going out to Jurong Point for the so-called Treasure Hunt. And then lunch time at NUS. Oh! I don't know what I keep having problem getting Teck Ann and Teck Peng to eat their food during meal time. It's like they've always like FOOD. Generally any food. But lately, they have been developing weird eating habits such as not eating rice. It had been such a difficult task to get them to finish up their food. PPFFT!
And then we went back to PJ for killing-ears activities. LOL. The organising committee put up a sing-a-long session together with Marsiling Secondary's choir. I mean, how bad can a choir get? BUT! It's the 'lead singer'(one of the committee member) who grabbed the mic and have it all by herself who is terrible. The first one sang somewhat like half an octave higher than the music for 小人物的心声 which obviously means out of tune and the second one sang in a kiddish way which she didn't shape her voice and it turned out that she's yelling when the pitch got higher and higher.
-_-"
But we had fun laughing. They're such an entertainment that the whole EP group kept moving backwards, towards the exit of the hall. LOL. We had balloon sculpture after the ears-torturing session. It was alright, but the balloonist was extremely fast in twisting and turning the balloons. And he made cartoon characters like tweety bird, duffy duck, donald duck and many more. I was just wondering if he knows how to make mickey mouse or not. Haha. And he wore the clown shirt which made me extremely uneasy. LOL. Shouldn't have watched 咒乐园 in the first place. Bleah. ):
Anyhow, I am glad that Gerald find those Mambo songs irritating too. LOL. :D
Dinner time. Pull and tug war with Teck Ann and Teck Peng again. Boo. ): Then briefing for night activities again. I think there's movie screening and station games. But I-Lin, Grace and I didn't join in as usual. LOL. We were too tired after a long day. So after settling our trainees down, we decided to go to Grace's house for bathing since there's a long queue in the shower room and her house is only like 10mins walk away from school.
So after we bathe bathe, talk talk, rest rest and nap nap, it was near 12. We rushed back to school since the guard said we should reached back by 12.
And then, after some tibits and drinks, my freak-out night began. =X
After I went in and coax Teck Peng to sleep, Yinhong told me that Goon Tat took Teck Ann for a walk since he was disturbing everyone. It had been an hour plus since they went for a walk. I mean, what kind of walk last for an hour? They should have been back long ago but where the hell are they? So we decided to walk around the school and look for them. All kinds of ideas form inside us. Like maybe we'll find Teck Ann's body somewhere lying in school. Or maybe Goon Tat will abuse TA or bring him to an isolated corner and do bad things to him. =X Those thoughts are crazy.
So after walking around 3times around the school to look for them, we decided to go back to the classroom and get more help. Seriously, I was kind of freak out because such things has never ever happened before. How am I/us supposed to answer to their mother? The parents entrusted their kids with us, hoping that they will be in safe hands but what now? Her son is missing. BOO. I felt like crying then.
So Gerald, I-Lin, Grace and I went to walk around the school again. We basically combed the area, even the darkest corners in the school. It really feels eerie if you walk down the corridors, hoping to see the both of them but the other part of you hope that you wouldn't see any dirty things. =X After walking around for like at least 40mins, we finally found them near the track, SLEEPING ON THE HIGH JUMP MATTRESS! WHAT THE @#$%^&*! They were sleeping so comfortably while everyone else are frantically looking for them. PPFFT!
Alright. Sighh. At least they are safe and sound already.
Bedtime. And we all fell asleep as soon as our head touched the sleeping bag. ZZZ.
Woke up at 6.50am after snoozing for a few times. LOL. Breakfast, then station games again. We had fun fishing excluding standing under the scorching sun. LOL. Packed up and gathered at the hall. A round of photo taking session. (: And then, off we went home! Heehee.
It always feels good after ACID camp every year. It feels so fulfilling and all the things you've done over the weekend during the camp will fill up your heart and makes it feel contented. I like the feeling. (: It simply feels wonderful. (:
Wah, darn long post. LOL.
It's BEDTIME! :D
When you're really happy, the birds chirp and the sun shines even on cold dark winter nights - and flowers will bloom on a barren land.
- Grey Livingston
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Been going to school these few days for projects, and I have been enjoying myself. I've realised that I like who I am these few days and I feel genuinely happy for that within myself. (: And partially, I think it has been quite long since we enjoyed ourselves during our discussion for projects, even though Sean just sit in and listen to us talking. LOL.
Alright! Shall update about the ACID (Annual Camp for Intellectually Disabled) Camp now. :D
After attachment on Friday, as I was walking out of the centre with Huizhen, I was grinning away like nobody's business because I feel so damn excited about the camp that was going to take place in the night. Heehee. And Huizhen thought I was on the verge of going mad and crazy. LOL. And I even messaged Minhui and Hui Ngee about it. Haha.
And so, I went home to finish my halfway-packed bag and rush off to meet Minhui at BP. This time, I was the one who was late. LOL. Then we went off to buy McDonald for dinner, which turned out to be supper for me because I didn't have time to eat it. Haha. Took bus to PJC and waited with Charles Daddy for EP to reach. While waiting, we saw Lee Chiu and Libei. (:
Whee! After they've finally reached, we went to unload our bags in the classroom and went up to the hall for ice breaker activities. Okay, just want to say, I really like Brent. Heehee. I've been taking him on and off throughout the camp. Even though he is non verbal and likes to lean around everywhere, anywhere, but I just like him. (: He's just so adorable even if he's not easy to be taken care of. (: So yeaps, I took Junxian together with Teck Peng for the time being before Christine came over and took JX. And then, Brent and Gerald came. ((:

Brent, Gerald and me! :D
And then, before long, it's nearly 10 and time for wash up and bedtime. (:
I always like first night during ACID because I know that the trainees don't sleep and I too, like the trainees, don't feel like sleeping too. So at least I have something to do in the night, that is to coax them to sleep? LOL. I think I am preparing myself to be a great mother, coaxing my kids to sleep in the night in case that they don't feel like sleeping. LOL. That sounds so wrong. Hahaha. And then, when the second night comes, I'll be too tired to do anything to coax them except for patting them on their stomach and tell them to sleep. Haha.
Oh, anyway, I went to Minhui's house to bathe on the first night since everyone (I-Lin, Grace, Munjee, Minhui) are returning home to wash up and rest for a while. Might as well go somewhere to bathe comfortably right? Don't have to squeeze with the rest of the trainees and volunteers. :D
And we had our McDonald (which were meant to be dinner) for supper. Went to 7-11 to help Charles Daddy to buy Christine Mummy's supper. LOL. And Christine wanted to be my husband! Because we bought food for her instead of Charles Daddy. Anyhow, we stayed up till 3am in the morning to guard the trainees, supper and chit chat too. (:
I guess there's always the lack-of-sleep post effect when we slept at 3am and tried to wake up at 6.30am. LOL. I-Lin and I snoozed our alarm three times before waking up. As usual, washed up and breakfast. We deely-dally so much that we missed the morning exercise. Might as well lar. LOL. No excess energy to do excercise anymore! Haha.
After breakfast, we had some activities (I forgot what activities we did already due to short term memory. LOL) before going out to Jurong Point for the so-called Treasure Hunt. And then lunch time at NUS. Oh! I don't know what I keep having problem getting Teck Ann and Teck Peng to eat their food during meal time. It's like they've always like FOOD. Generally any food. But lately, they have been developing weird eating habits such as not eating rice. It had been such a difficult task to get them to finish up their food. PPFFT!
And then we went back to PJ for killing-ears activities. LOL. The organising committee put up a sing-a-long session together with Marsiling Secondary's choir. I mean, how bad can a choir get? BUT! It's the 'lead singer'(one of the committee member) who grabbed the mic and have it all by herself who is terrible. The first one sang somewhat like half an octave higher than the music for 小人物的心声 which obviously means out of tune and the second one sang in a kiddish way which she didn't shape her voice and it turned out that she's yelling when the pitch got higher and higher.
-_-"
But we had fun laughing. They're such an entertainment that the whole EP group kept moving backwards, towards the exit of the hall. LOL. We had balloon sculpture after the ears-torturing session. It was alright, but the balloonist was extremely fast in twisting and turning the balloons. And he made cartoon characters like tweety bird, duffy duck, donald duck and many more. I was just wondering if he knows how to make mickey mouse or not. Haha. And he wore the clown shirt which made me extremely uneasy. LOL. Shouldn't have watched 咒乐园 in the first place. Bleah. ):
Anyhow, I am glad that Gerald find those Mambo songs irritating too. LOL. :D
Dinner time. Pull and tug war with Teck Ann and Teck Peng again. Boo. ): Then briefing for night activities again. I think there's movie screening and station games. But I-Lin, Grace and I didn't join in as usual. LOL. We were too tired after a long day. So after settling our trainees down, we decided to go to Grace's house for bathing since there's a long queue in the shower room and her house is only like 10mins walk away from school.
So after we bathe bathe, talk talk, rest rest and nap nap, it was near 12. We rushed back to school since the guard said we should reached back by 12.
And then, after some tibits and drinks, my freak-out night began. =X
After I went in and coax Teck Peng to sleep, Yinhong told me that Goon Tat took Teck Ann for a walk since he was disturbing everyone. It had been an hour plus since they went for a walk. I mean, what kind of walk last for an hour? They should have been back long ago but where the hell are they? So we decided to walk around the school and look for them. All kinds of ideas form inside us. Like maybe we'll find Teck Ann's body somewhere lying in school. Or maybe Goon Tat will abuse TA or bring him to an isolated corner and do bad things to him. =X Those thoughts are crazy.
So after walking around 3times around the school to look for them, we decided to go back to the classroom and get more help. Seriously, I was kind of freak out because such things has never ever happened before. How am I/us supposed to answer to their mother? The parents entrusted their kids with us, hoping that they will be in safe hands but what now? Her son is missing. BOO. I felt like crying then.
So Gerald, I-Lin, Grace and I went to walk around the school again. We basically combed the area, even the darkest corners in the school. It really feels eerie if you walk down the corridors, hoping to see the both of them but the other part of you hope that you wouldn't see any dirty things. =X After walking around for like at least 40mins, we finally found them near the track, SLEEPING ON THE HIGH JUMP MATTRESS! WHAT THE @#$%^&*! They were sleeping so comfortably while everyone else are frantically looking for them. PPFFT!
Alright. Sighh. At least they are safe and sound already.
Bedtime. And we all fell asleep as soon as our head touched the sleeping bag. ZZZ.
Woke up at 6.50am after snoozing for a few times. LOL. Breakfast, then station games again. We had fun fishing excluding standing under the scorching sun. LOL. Packed up and gathered at the hall. A round of photo taking session. (: And then, off we went home! Heehee.
It always feels good after ACID camp every year. It feels so fulfilling and all the things you've done over the weekend during the camp will fill up your heart and makes it feel contented. I like the feeling. (: It simply feels wonderful. (:
Wah, darn long post. LOL.
It's BEDTIME! :D
When you're really happy, the birds chirp and the sun shines even on cold dark winter nights - and flowers will bloom on a barren land.
- Grey Livingston
Sunday, June 10, 2007
I LOVE ACID CAMP! *GRINS!
I think it's the most fulfilling camp that I have been to. I mean compared to those chalets and whatever adventure camps, or even NP camps during secondary school times. LOL. I am sure I-Lin will agree with me. :D I wish ACID camp can be much longer, minus the lack of sleep post effect. LOL.
I shall update again! Going to hit the sack early tonight since it's always lack of sleep every night during the camp. Gagaga.
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I think it's the most fulfilling camp that I have been to. I mean compared to those chalets and whatever adventure camps, or even NP camps during secondary school times. LOL. I am sure I-Lin will agree with me. :D I wish ACID camp can be much longer, minus the lack of sleep post effect. LOL.
I shall update again! Going to hit the sack early tonight since it's always lack of sleep every night during the camp. Gagaga.
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Finding Neverland
有些事情不必解释得太过清楚
偶尔模糊不算犯多大的错误
我只相信眼睛看到的世界
什么错与对和我没有关联
恐惧占领我的思绪
脑袋没有氧气
是谁将我的城堡粉碎剩下灰烬
怎么耳朵听见天使的声音
可我听不见自己的呼吸
Hey Peter Pan
带我飞往世界的角落
紧握住手中的梦
别让那阵风吹走
Where's Neverland
传说中守护梦的乐园
我乘着白色翅膀飞
多远
没有悲伤
没有眼泪
我还学着飞
寻找远方美
要共同指引我梦在眼前
会是谁
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有些事情不必解释得太过清楚
偶尔模糊不算犯多大的错误
我只相信眼睛看到的世界
什么错与对和我没有关联
恐惧占领我的思绪
脑袋没有氧气
是谁将我的城堡粉碎剩下灰烬
怎么耳朵听见天使的声音
可我听不见自己的呼吸
Hey Peter Pan
带我飞往世界的角落
紧握住手中的梦
别让那阵风吹走
Where's Neverland
传说中守护梦的乐园
我乘着白色翅膀飞
多远
没有悲伤
没有眼泪
我还学着飞
寻找远方美
要共同指引我梦在眼前
会是谁
BOO! It has been super long since the last time I used 'BOO!' to start my post. :D
Attachment started this week and it is extremely tiring. But I like attachment, except for the time when the children are having their naps. LOL. It always makes me feel like sleeping also. YAWN. *Covers mouth.
I have been having heartburn so often these days that I think I must be dying. LOL.
Anyhow, conclusion: Attachment is tiring yet fun. (:
Laura sent me an email! Eh, this sentence sounds kind of funny since technology is so convenient right now, but nevermindd. It still feels lovely to receive a personalised email. (: Even though she was asking a favour. =P Haha. This woman has an apple of her eye in the centre! TSKTSK! That's not supposed to be the way, Laura! LOL.
I am taking the K2s. They're wild, I tell you! Super wild. Haha. I haven't practice my classroom management until now since I haven't been officially taking them for classes and most of the time, the other teacher is around too. Because Teacher Vasanthi, my mentor, has been taking up relief classes for the Nursery class, I have been staying in the K2 class with the Chinese teacher, 倪老师. She's nice and cheerful and cute and pretty and smiley. To me only. But not to the kids. LOL. She seriously looked like a 母夜叉 to me when she is with the children. And somemore, she's from China. LOL. But she's one of the 'alrights' among the people from her hometown to me. And OH! She's pregnant! :D
I think for now, the class seriously need some proper classroom management technics on them because their teachers have not been practice 'handsigns' like clenching the fist to show silence and etc. For all you know, the field supervisor might be very particular about classroom management! Bleah.
And OH! There's this kid I like the most. LOL. The apple of my eye too! Heehee! Laura, I have one too! And his name is.... Kelvin. LOL. It just so happened that he is of that name. (: He always have the blur look on his face and when the teachers call on him, his expression is so innocent! But prolly innocent face = know nothing at all = irritates the teachers. LOL. There are always some funny characters in the class too. Like Kimberline. She likes to look at you and try to attract your attention. Usually I'll ignore her and look elsewhere because her seeking for attention behaviour is too frequent. Then there's this girl call Corin. She likes to suck up to the teachers. LOL. Say I went in to the bay this morning wearing skirt. Then she'll come running to me and tell me, "Teacher, today you wear skirt ar? You looked so pretty!" And in the afternoon, I've realised that she said it to the chinese teacher too, because she wore a new dress.
-_-"
So, yeah. That's Corin.
And OH! This girl that I like the most. LOL. Xinyi! (Laura, not you! =P) Xiao Xinyi. She has high language ability in Chinese. Because her parents are from China, duh! And she always have this blur and stony look on her after naptime. And I think it's adorable. And moreover, she always plays with Kelvin. Heehee! :D There was once I saw her playing with Kelvin's hair, poking and twinning. And Kelvin just let her do it. :D I think it's sweet lar. Haha. 青梅竹马耶! Whee!
Anyhow, during the one hour break, my partner, Huizhen, and I went to explore around the neighbourhood. LOL. We've been to the Sembawang Mart and Sun Plaza already. This is the third day only and we felt bored. LOL. OHOH! I wanna blog about the food in the centre. LOL. Faint, I tell you! The centre cooks 1 dishes only everyday. The first day, they threw the cube cucumber, carrots and fish into the steamer with gravy. The fish has the soil smell. Bleah. The second day we had soup with vegetable, carrots, chicken, celery and BARLEY in it. Eh, I can't believe that they actually put BARLEY in the soup! LOL. Initially I thought the barleys were in the rice. BUT THEY ARE NOT! LOL. They were in the soup! Arh. Okay, I think I sounded so traumatised. LOL. I am. Because all along I thought barley is a dessert, a sweet drink which I quite like.
-_-"
Enough of centre news. (: But come to think of it, other than that, I don't think there's anything else to blog about already, since it's a big HU-HA thing for me this week. (:
Happiness always looks small while you hold it in your hands, but let it go, and you learn at once how big and precious it is.
- Maxim Gorky
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Attachment started this week and it is extremely tiring. But I like attachment, except for the time when the children are having their naps. LOL. It always makes me feel like sleeping also. YAWN. *Covers mouth.
I have been having heartburn so often these days that I think I must be dying. LOL.
Anyhow, conclusion: Attachment is tiring yet fun. (:
Laura sent me an email! Eh, this sentence sounds kind of funny since technology is so convenient right now, but nevermindd. It still feels lovely to receive a personalised email. (: Even though she was asking a favour. =P Haha. This woman has an apple of her eye in the centre! TSKTSK! That's not supposed to be the way, Laura! LOL.
I am taking the K2s. They're wild, I tell you! Super wild. Haha. I haven't practice my classroom management until now since I haven't been officially taking them for classes and most of the time, the other teacher is around too. Because Teacher Vasanthi, my mentor, has been taking up relief classes for the Nursery class, I have been staying in the K2 class with the Chinese teacher, 倪老师. She's nice and cheerful and cute and pretty and smiley. To me only. But not to the kids. LOL. She seriously looked like a 母夜叉 to me when she is with the children. And somemore, she's from China. LOL. But she's one of the 'alrights' among the people from her hometown to me. And OH! She's pregnant! :D
I think for now, the class seriously need some proper classroom management technics on them because their teachers have not been practice 'handsigns' like clenching the fist to show silence and etc. For all you know, the field supervisor might be very particular about classroom management! Bleah.
And OH! There's this kid I like the most. LOL. The apple of my eye too! Heehee! Laura, I have one too! And his name is.... Kelvin. LOL. It just so happened that he is of that name. (: He always have the blur look on his face and when the teachers call on him, his expression is so innocent! But prolly innocent face = know nothing at all = irritates the teachers. LOL. There are always some funny characters in the class too. Like Kimberline. She likes to look at you and try to attract your attention. Usually I'll ignore her and look elsewhere because her seeking for attention behaviour is too frequent. Then there's this girl call Corin. She likes to suck up to the teachers. LOL. Say I went in to the bay this morning wearing skirt. Then she'll come running to me and tell me, "Teacher, today you wear skirt ar? You looked so pretty!" And in the afternoon, I've realised that she said it to the chinese teacher too, because she wore a new dress.
-_-"
So, yeah. That's Corin.
And OH! This girl that I like the most. LOL. Xinyi! (Laura, not you! =P) Xiao Xinyi. She has high language ability in Chinese. Because her parents are from China, duh! And she always have this blur and stony look on her after naptime. And I think it's adorable. And moreover, she always plays with Kelvin. Heehee! :D There was once I saw her playing with Kelvin's hair, poking and twinning. And Kelvin just let her do it. :D I think it's sweet lar. Haha. 青梅竹马耶! Whee!
Anyhow, during the one hour break, my partner, Huizhen, and I went to explore around the neighbourhood. LOL. We've been to the Sembawang Mart and Sun Plaza already. This is the third day only and we felt bored. LOL. OHOH! I wanna blog about the food in the centre. LOL. Faint, I tell you! The centre cooks 1 dishes only everyday. The first day, they threw the cube cucumber, carrots and fish into the steamer with gravy. The fish has the soil smell. Bleah. The second day we had soup with vegetable, carrots, chicken, celery and BARLEY in it. Eh, I can't believe that they actually put BARLEY in the soup! LOL. Initially I thought the barleys were in the rice. BUT THEY ARE NOT! LOL. They were in the soup! Arh. Okay, I think I sounded so traumatised. LOL. I am. Because all along I thought barley is a dessert, a sweet drink which I quite like.
-_-"
Enough of centre news. (: But come to think of it, other than that, I don't think there's anything else to blog about already, since it's a big HU-HA thing for me this week. (:
Happiness always looks small while you hold it in your hands, but let it go, and you learn at once how big and precious it is.
- Maxim Gorky
I'm not holding on anymore, instead, I am letting go. Say 'Good for you' to me please. (:
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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
I hate everything in the world right now.
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We have hurt each other too much. It's time to talk. I hate the way things are now. What's wrong with us, or maybe me. It doesn't matter what is the ending already. If it's good, then good. If it's bad, then there's nothing much we both can do. We both know we hate this kind of situation. We understand each other too much. Way too much to not know how each other thinks. But there's always the hidden part of us which no one, not even you and I can see. And because we didn't explain and talk things out, it turned out to be this way.
I HATE THIS. I HATE THIS. I HATE THIS!!
天灰
如果你不再出现
我的世界还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间
让我们试验什么叫永远
想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭
如果你从没出现
我会不会觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言一点点摧毁
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I HATE THIS. I HATE THIS. I HATE THIS!!
天灰
如果你不再出现
我的世界还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间
让我们试验什么叫永远
想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭
如果你从没出现
我会不会觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言一点点摧毁
Monday, June 04, 2007
It seems like he is contented with just having her around. I guess he don't really need me, so I seriously don't understand why he keeps making comments such as 'I miss you and really want to see you soon."
Anyhow, never mind. It doesn't matter now, because I know that as long as they are happy, WITHOUT me, and having fun (even though they thought I don't know a single thing). Sometimes I really feel like laughing at them. Is it that they think that they hid it so well and think that I wouldn't find out anything, or do they think I am too naive to feel or know anything. I just feel like laughing and crying at the same time.
Alright, I must admit that I am a little jealous. Okay, very jealous. I think I feel more hurt. But like what I've said, it doesn't matter now. I know I am not going to make the first move. I mean in fact, if they know me well enough, I believed that both of them know I am not going to make the first move. Haiya, just forget it. The world don't stop spinning because of this two friends. So, move on!
Just simply ramblings, ignore this post if you don't understand anything about it.
I am beginning to dislike you. Because you're just another hypocrite adding to the cunning and irritating population which everyone despise and look down on.
I hate myself.
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Anyhow, never mind. It doesn't matter now, because I know that as long as they are happy, WITHOUT me, and having fun (even though they thought I don't know a single thing). Sometimes I really feel like laughing at them. Is it that they think that they hid it so well and think that I wouldn't find out anything, or do they think I am too naive to feel or know anything. I just feel like laughing and crying at the same time.
Alright, I must admit that I am a little jealous. Okay, very jealous. I think I feel more hurt. But like what I've said, it doesn't matter now. I know I am not going to make the first move. I mean in fact, if they know me well enough, I believed that both of them know I am not going to make the first move. Haiya, just forget it. The world don't stop spinning because of this two friends. So, move on!
Just simply ramblings, ignore this post if you don't understand anything about it.
I am beginning to dislike you. Because you're just another hypocrite adding to the cunning and irritating population which everyone despise and look down on.
I hate myself.
Sunday, June 03, 2007
WHEE! I am back from a short escape! :D
It's certainly a fulfilling one. With all the cousins and aunts and uncles, we had fun! Just too bad Daddy and 哥哥 are not there. Haha.
So we boarded the Star Virgo cruise at Habourfront. We've got our access cards and off we went to our rooms! ((:

Ta-ta! The room! It's messy yeah. Haha.
We have our room facing the sea! Whee! So as the cruise move towards the big sea, we were able to see the waves caused by the sailing of the big ship! Basically, in a room, there's 4 beds (2 beds, 1 upper decker bed and 1 sofa bed), a TEEVEE, a wardrobe, dressing table and toilet cum bathroom. Haiya, room are just for sleeping and resting, it's not that important. LOL.
And then, we have buffet for breakfast, lunch and dinner everyday! Haha. So in the pictures below, please pardon me if my face is a bit round. LOL.
Second day, we went to Redang Island! Hehehe! It's so so so so so fun! Though it didn't look as clear as the pictures I saw online, but it's still enjoyable and beautiful! The few of us tried banana boat and it's extremely exciting! Haha. We divided ourselves into two groups. Dada, Junwei, Angie, my brother, liqi and lishan VS Sherli, Weipeng, Shih Lei, Shih Hui, 二舅 and me! Meehee! The first group fell into the sea 6 times and we only fell 2 times! Wahaha! :D And we visited the 夏日嬷嬷茶 house. (:
Later in the night, back in the cruise, lishan, liqi and I went gymming. LOL. First time gymming and we ran for 45mins on the trend mill. Did other scretching exercises too. But in the end, we had buffet for supper and it kind of put some calories back to us. LOL. Wasted.
Alright, I shall not say much, but let the pictures do the talking for me instead. Hehehe! These are the photos I took using my phone, so kind of limited. I am still waiting for my cousins to send me their photos!

Alright, me in the room. LOL.


Nothing better to do than camwhoring while waiting to disembark to Redang Island.

As I am uploading these pics, my WMP is playing 'Beautiful Girl'. And it keeps repeating 'I'm a beautiful girl', I feel like laughing while looking at this pic. LOL.

Shih lei and me. We both have nothing to do. LOL.

I got bored after that, so instead of taking pictures of myself, I took Kaikai's too! Heehee!

Whee! I like this pic! So 复古!And I didn't mean to capture my uncle into the picture. He just happened to be there posing for me. LOL.

Redang Island! I guess it was a lil cloudy when I took this pic. But it was bloody hot after that!

I was just anyhow taking pictures and coincidentally, there's always my relatives posing for me.

Some crazy people getting so excited over the sea and sand. Opps, on a closer view, I think they're my relatives. LOL.

Oh! The 'More More Cha' house. :D

丽琪 and me!

Opps, you know why I cover up. =P

Ah! This is the famous Ah Gong hand sign, 2 dol-lar. :D

Eh, I can't explain why we took this picture. LOL. ((: And I haven't turn dark after a day at Redang! Whee! :D

He's cute! Heehee!
Alright, so far that's all. ((:
And so, after coming back from cruise, we went back to Malaysia again for paternal side, Grandma's birthday. (: We had BBQ. I guess it's time I gotta put myself on diet again. LOL.

Well, told you, I've put on weight. =/

It's raining quite heavily when we went back.

Xiao yu, Bryan and me! :D

They were made to do this, poor cousins. LOL.

Ah Ling and me! :D

见鬼了!

I think my cousin looked so feminine when he did this! Hahaha!

Eh, scandalous! LOL! =P

My brother took secret snap shot of me. LOL.

Finally, I think this picture looks cute. LOL. Their expression, like gek sai. Wahahaha! Opps! =P
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It's certainly a fulfilling one. With all the cousins and aunts and uncles, we had fun! Just too bad Daddy and 哥哥 are not there. Haha.
So we boarded the Star Virgo cruise at Habourfront. We've got our access cards and off we went to our rooms! ((:

Ta-ta! The room! It's messy yeah. Haha.
We have our room facing the sea! Whee! So as the cruise move towards the big sea, we were able to see the waves caused by the sailing of the big ship! Basically, in a room, there's 4 beds (2 beds, 1 upper decker bed and 1 sofa bed), a TEEVEE, a wardrobe, dressing table and toilet cum bathroom. Haiya, room are just for sleeping and resting, it's not that important. LOL.
And then, we have buffet for breakfast, lunch and dinner everyday! Haha. So in the pictures below, please pardon me if my face is a bit round. LOL.
Second day, we went to Redang Island! Hehehe! It's so so so so so fun! Though it didn't look as clear as the pictures I saw online, but it's still enjoyable and beautiful! The few of us tried banana boat and it's extremely exciting! Haha. We divided ourselves into two groups. Dada, Junwei, Angie, my brother, liqi and lishan VS Sherli, Weipeng, Shih Lei, Shih Hui, 二舅 and me! Meehee! The first group fell into the sea 6 times and we only fell 2 times! Wahaha! :D And we visited the 夏日嬷嬷茶 house. (:
Later in the night, back in the cruise, lishan, liqi and I went gymming. LOL. First time gymming and we ran for 45mins on the trend mill. Did other scretching exercises too. But in the end, we had buffet for supper and it kind of put some calories back to us. LOL. Wasted.
Alright, I shall not say much, but let the pictures do the talking for me instead. Hehehe! These are the photos I took using my phone, so kind of limited. I am still waiting for my cousins to send me their photos!

Alright, me in the room. LOL.


Nothing better to do than camwhoring while waiting to disembark to Redang Island.

As I am uploading these pics, my WMP is playing 'Beautiful Girl'. And it keeps repeating 'I'm a beautiful girl', I feel like laughing while looking at this pic. LOL.

Shih lei and me. We both have nothing to do. LOL.

I got bored after that, so instead of taking pictures of myself, I took Kaikai's too! Heehee!

Whee! I like this pic! So 复古!And I didn't mean to capture my uncle into the picture. He just happened to be there posing for me. LOL.

Redang Island! I guess it was a lil cloudy when I took this pic. But it was bloody hot after that!

I was just anyhow taking pictures and coincidentally, there's always my relatives posing for me.

Some crazy people getting so excited over the sea and sand. Opps, on a closer view, I think they're my relatives. LOL.

Oh! The 'More More Cha' house. :D

丽琪 and me!
Opps, you know why I cover up. =P

Ah! This is the famous Ah Gong hand sign, 2 dol-lar. :D

Eh, I can't explain why we took this picture. LOL. ((: And I haven't turn dark after a day at Redang! Whee! :D

He's cute! Heehee!
Alright, so far that's all. ((:
And so, after coming back from cruise, we went back to Malaysia again for paternal side, Grandma's birthday. (: We had BBQ. I guess it's time I gotta put myself on diet again. LOL.

Well, told you, I've put on weight. =/

It's raining quite heavily when we went back.

Xiao yu, Bryan and me! :D

They were made to do this, poor cousins. LOL.

Ah Ling and me! :D

见鬼了!

I think my cousin looked so feminine when he did this! Hahaha!

Eh, scandalous! LOL! =P

My brother took secret snap shot of me. LOL.

Finally, I think this picture looks cute. LOL. Their expression, like gek sai. Wahahaha! Opps! =P
ZOMG! Attachment is just a day away! SHEESH! A month ago, everyone was saying, "Haiya, still a month away lar." And now, it's just tomorrow! BOOBOO! I'll be taking the K2s. Bless me since I haven't have any experience with them. Seriously, none at all. May god bless me. Amen!
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