hmmm... been feeling bored these few days. no one to go out with, no place to go. and no money to spend too. actually wanted to go play badminton de. cuz my elder brother wanna date me. lOlz~ but he cant make the time out these few days. =X so the only entertainment is my *bA Li Lian rEn* de vcd. haaa... and i've finished it le. and tat means i've been staying at home and sit infront of the tv in my room almost everyday. *blEah*

yesterday went to NP for the dunno wat international student seminar. yesh, dunno why am i considered an international student. and international student = foreign student. which... haaa.. i really am lar~ lOlz~ no one to go there with me. and i sat there alone for like 3 hrs? hmm... tats quite okiE too lar. den got lunch provided, but i run as fast as i could. stay there for wat? to make yourself feel lonely? lOlz~

after tat went to sunshine place to take my x-ray with my big goodie bag from np. den went to cck de library to return books. den went to buy lunch. haaa... usually i dun, but im hungry yesterday. haaa...

wOoOo~ yesterday slept at 3+ cuz watching *bA Li Lian rEn* its sooooooooo nice. think im going to buy the soundtrack. cuz yesterday try to download the soundtrack, but is those remix version. and i cant find the normal ones. (x_x)

suddenly received a msg in the middle of the night. the beep tone seemed defening comparing to the silent of the night. not very silent too lar. cuz watching vcd mar. haaa... but i still got a scare, cuz so late le still got ppl havent sleep meh? i tot im the only one left wide awake in this entire world. lOlz~ honestly, im so scared tat its kaiwei. haiz~ dunno wat the hell he wants. was watching vcd again tat afternoon. and i set away for msn. and he talked to me, but i din see it. when i saw it, he was like, "dun wan to talk to me? nvm." huh?? hello~ i set away!! cant you see? (>_<) really very pissed off with him. did he failed his english???!! and when the msg came, im so afraid tat its him. =X he has successfully injected fear into my life. but *heng ar* its wilber. lOlz~ worried for nothing. (^o^)

haiz~ whenever the house phone rings, im so scared. scared tat they called bac from m'sia and tell us there's a funeral. scared it will be like last time when my great granny past away like tat. ask us to go back and see her for the last time. but 5 mins later, they called to say its too late le. i dun want tat.!! somebody save the baby pls... at least show me there's still some miracles tat i can depend on to see hope in life.

-pEiShi-

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