haaa... today *xin qing* rather happy. dun know why. mayb im beginning to learn to accept things as they are. not tat im surrending to fate, but learning to accept it. accept is always the quicker and fastest way to adapt to your surrounding rite? =) so i decided to accept. accept is my way of starting a new life for me.

well, im going to change myself. change... hmmm... mayb not totally bah. cuz dun tink one can change totally diff from his/her nature. i dunno wat im going to change to, but we shall see. =)

so firstly, i decided tat i should join a sports for cca. it really takes up much of my time if i really do tat. but i did it anyway. *bleah* so went to joined squash and hand sign club.. the HI club. lOlz~ so my monday, tuesday and thurs is taken up already. but it's very *chong shi*, felt really nice. =P

hmmm... did nothing much today. except for like going for pe. oh ya, my mentor is mrs cheong. she's soooo sianz one. teaches us IT. and her IT skills like oso very *lOusy* de. lOlz~ always feel like sleeping in her class. but luckily, i have very motivating class, who passes sweet ard to keep ppl awake, and do countdowns for her lesson. lOlz~!! haaa... so went for pe today. tried out the softball. bluff ppl de. the ball not soft at all lor. soooooo hard and painful. *bleah* but it's fun. just as the training starts, i suddenly rem tat i have grass allergy. *bleah* joined the wrong sports. the teacher like said," oh, poor thing. den you want to wear track pants?" siaoz lar.. haaa... so hot still wear track pants meh? i rather have allergy lor. lOlz~ so he allowed me to go wash my legs and hands whenever i want to. no need to ask him. =P hmmm, so played the not-so-soft de softball. fun. really very fun. although like ran 5 rounds ard the field, but i still enjoyed it till the end. i like my teammates and the softball teacher too! =D

well, canteen 2 in np suckz, totally. *bleah* hmmm... dun really like xin yi. tink all those calling xin yi one oso like dis de lar. i dunno how to say, but just the feeling of not liking her. and elaine too. my feelings never fails me before. so i trusted them, and decided to not like them. but im like very good with gladys le. she's really one nice woman you must know. haaa... and anita is getting better with me too. she's also a good person who will support you thru thick and thin de. im glad i know them. =)

yEa~!! tmr only got 2 hrs lesson. den can go back home le. but tink going to junrui's house to rot. cuz long time nv see my mei le. so must go visit her oso. haaa... i so sweet hor. lOlz~ today's child developement lesson, we are doing meteorphosis about children. everyone's like racking their brain, but i nv. den i gave like 7 out of 12 of the meteorphosis in the grp. and everyone's like, wOw~ your lit so good. =P for e.g. children are like cupboard cuz you'll nv know what's inside them after you open it. children are like lost sheep cuz they need to be guided. and so on. and they say my handwriting soooo nice. lOlz~ *paisEh lE* must learn from as. *lao shi bu yao zai kua wo le* (#^-^#) lOlz~!!!

hmmm... well, talked to mh on the phone this evening. talked abt... hmmm... i oso forgot le. lOlz~ talked for like 38+ mins. =X haaaa.... luckily i got the free incoming call. if not... (x_x)

tink lately i like quite withdraw myself from my frends. isolate myself. lOlz~ *bleah* but im not use like initiating the talk. not even to my close frends like mh or iL or jR or cy. is all they initiate the calls or sms or talks one. if they dun, den tink we wun be contacting bah. lOlz~ *shi1 bai4 ar*

-pEiShi-

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