hmmm.. okay, went to childcare centre for my attachment today. hmmm.. was a little late. next week going to reach there at 7.00am. yawn, so early. >.<
hmmm.. so reached there le. they were already singing and dancing le. so i just put my bag. i was rather happy tat their faces lit up when i reached there. haaa.. esp si ying. haaa.. i always like her. although she's not particularly *guai*, nor the prettiest, and of cuz not the naughtiest, but i still have a affection towards her. haaa.. okay, so as i was putting my bag, si ying came running to me. haaa.. she hugged me. den castell saw si ying liddat, he run and hugged me too. next is cheng ze. haaa.. he's the most cute one. he even kissed me. haaa. den the others, like renzoand ivan came running to me. haaa.. den my hands are like full of kids, den no hands to hold anymore. and finally, to much for me to take, becuz each of them wanted to squeeze infront of me to kiss me, they toppled onto me. haa... i think it's kinda *xin fu de gan jue* haaa.. it's just so sweet. not trying to compare, but i doubt they did it to pamela. lOlz~ the teacher had to stop the lesson and wait for all the kids to go back to their place. lOlz~ i disrupted their lesson. haaaa. luckily the teacher aint angry at all. haaa.. but smiling all the way. ^.^v
okay, so today, first time wasnt feeling sleepy. dunno why too. haa. after all the thing, it's time for me to leave already. so as i was saying goodbye to teacher manjit, she told me tat it's the first time si ying is emotionally attached to someone, which is me. haaa. she first time likes to hug someone, and so many times in a day. and it's the first time she and peggy kissed ppl bah. yeah! im so proud yea? haaa.. but praise me!! lOlz~ haaa.. *so bhb. haa..* castell today also very cute, he keep hugging me too! haaa.. cheng ze also. he likes to hug me instead of pamela. vernicia too! she din even want others to hold my hands except for herself. haaa.. so it's like everyone wants to hold my hands, but i only have 2 hands lar. so have to take turns. haaa. and when she finished her lunch today, she said," the end!" lOlz~ so cute! and ivan is a lil shy today. chiya is quite okay today. lOlz~ im bad, keep comparing with pamela. haaa.. i really have an special affection towards them. next week no attachment. and the week after is my last week with them! i dun want to leave them. >.<
okay. so i love si ying. i love peggy. i love castell. i love cheng ze. i love vernicia *she's my princess*. haaa.. im someone's princess too! except tat im from india. haaa.. lOlz~
okay. so went home. took the bus back home. haaa.. guess who i saw on the bus! tian hui. yupz! is yap tian hui! haaa.. my dear pri sch frend. errr.. he's like super tall already. 182cm? lOlz~ didnt managed to talk to him. so reach home managed to change my shoes only, didnt get to rest. >.<
so on the way to school, was msg-ing with allan. haaa.. so cute, the way he asked number last night. haaa. ^.^
hmmm.. den while walking to school, saw dickson. he was rather shocked tat i had school so late. haaa.. hmmm.. so anyway, it's judith's class of.. errr... stb. *speech training basic* teached us how to write introduction of someone who is giving speech. something like em-cee's speech liddat. hmmm.. wasnt feeling well again. im quite sick lar. as in i feel sick for being always sick. i think i really dunno how to take care of myself. >.<
hmmm.. something triggers me to cry. so i quickly went to the toilet before my tears drop. hmmm.. so i just closed the door and cried inside. sat there for like 2 to 3 mins. den i tot i hear someone coming into the toilet. but not sure if there really is anot. so quicky dried my tears and went back for class. i really hope no one knows i cried. and luckily, gladys didnt know. but then, i noticed winnie was not in her place. which means she is in the toilet!! oh gosh. think she know i cried in the toilet, den she told xu zhen. winnie purposely called me in class to make sure im alright. i gave her a smile, and do my work.
so after the class, i talked to judith after everyone has gone. hmmm.. cant help to cry again. *im a crybaby. bleah* den was talking to her. really very grateful of her to counsell me. usually is i counsell ppl one, to think i have someday for ppl to counsell me. lOlz~ so she was telling me alot of things. she thinks tat things went out of way wasnt my fault. and i didnt say or do anything tat is bad or wat. hmmm.. im really not sure about it. i still feel bad. but not as bad as the time before talking to her. thank you judith. she said i found the right person le. cuz last time she shared the same thinking as me. hmmm... den she passed me the personality test one. well, got to rem to return her tmr.
so was going back home after the 'talk'. skipped squash again. cuzreally not feeling well. i scared later if i go squash, will be like last time liddat. vomit during the training. >.<
met jasline and mi juan on the way. so told them not feeling well, and went back home. i think i look very sick, lack from sleep and not feeling good. i hope my eyes are not puffy due to the crying during tat time.
hmmm.. so saw sock ruan in the bus-stop. and talk a lil. she took the same bus as me. hmmm.. den nothing much le.
went home. online and blogged the short entry. changed my blog song to this *shou xin de tai yang* by zhang shao han. i love it. haa.. esp the mtv.! kinda a sad song. just like the *tong hua* but *tong hua* worse. i hear the song already will cry, at least this song wun. just very touching only. hmmm.. den nv see allan. so decided to go and take a bath and force myself to eat something. my mind's like fighting. the stomach dun want to eat, den the mind keep forcing. in the end, negotiation made. lOlz~ eat the fish only.
okay. so allan is online now le. talked to him on msn, and i-Lin via my blog. lOlz~ kinda funny to chat on the blog. haaa. okay. finish, im ending le. so long-winded. haaa..
-pEiShi-
