hmm. stayed at home the whole day. didnt go out. but i didnt feel bored, because i had a book in my hand the whole day. i finished 4 novels in 1 day. so with the speed im going, lOl. i wun be able to find any novels that i didnt read before. >.<
anyway, went out with mh and iL plus some of their classmates on thurdays after their last paper. walked ard. lazy to mention le. go to see mh's blog if you wat to know more about that day. and *shun bian* on yesterday's ep. some sort of lazy to blog nowadays. lOl.
hmm. somehow started the chinese story le. =) but the big problem now is no chinese software to type into my long-lost com that just came back not more than a week ago. so now need to find if there's anyone with *han-shen* software. think wilber have, cuz last time he use it to write his chinese assignment. maybe borrow from him. ^^
yea.! like i mentioned in the last paragraph, my dearie com is finally back. =) with all my old songs.! haa. cuz before sending for operation, my super ultra meha brilliant brother copy all the songs to E: drive. so when my father's office worker repair the com, he formatted the C: drive, but not the E: drive. and so.. we kept all the songs.!! *wahaha. now listening to *tian di nan er* by chen song ling and zhang zhi ling. i miss my songs.! haa. the song just ended, now is edison's *i never told you* ^^
hmm. i was thinking since the talk with mh after the train ride home from ep. am i being bad to treat kaiwei like this.? cant we be friends? maybe he meant no harm. maybe im over-protective of myself? or izzit that it's me who still havent forget about all the hurt and everything? im lost and confuse. i always run away when a new relationship is about to start. what izzit that im afraid of? i don't know. what issit that i fear of? i need to ask myself too.
going out with mh and iL to kite flying tmr. maybe steamboat after that too. =)
-pEiShi-
- *how would it be* by lene marlin (lost in a moment album).
how would it be?
what have I done?
what if it's too late now?
did i do all i could, did i?
did i make it good, did i?
somehow it doesn't feel right
is it really all over?
did I think it through, did i?
what if all i want is you?
and now
i won't see you again
the moment was there but we lost it
time changed it all
and we let it
we let it happen
i wonder how it would be
if things stayed the same and we liked it
the end of a search 'cos we found it
how would it be?
what have we done?
was it always like this, was it?
was it something we missed, was it?
was it all it could be, was it?
did I give you the best of me?
