was working on sunday at dnp again. slotting in brochure into envelope. haa. double pay.! lOl. my arms become rather sore after that, but quite worth it lar. just that i cant really raise up my arms too much. den watched *prime* with mh, her sis and her cousin at bugis. the show is not bad. just that a few jokes are stupid. haa. and there are quite alot of *bed rolling* scenes. at least 4-5 times. the woman seemed so desprate. but it's her needs too lar. the ending is quite plain. the story is about the guy being 23 and the woman 37, divorced. they met, fell in love. but separated because the guy's too young. one year after they separated, the guy saw the woman again. they smiled, and the guy walked away. hmm. but i will prefer to think that after that they will be together again, mayb a few years later, after the guy is matured.
let's talk about today now.. i've decided to buy *li jiu zhe*'s cd. that is, provided i can find it. i think his songs are really nice. and the best thing is, i just found out that he is a korean.!! woo.! that's so cool lar.! haa. and now listening to *jie tuo* by him. haa. nicky. so cute. and he's so shy, and handsome now. haa.
went to field pract this morning. was dragging myself out of the warm and cosy bed this morning. slept ar 8.30pm last night. lack of sleep is so terrible.! dun ever try it. haa. doubt anyone want to try unless being forced by circumstances bah. hmm. it was terrible yet sweet this morning for fp. the few kids in the cemtre were like super hyper man. haa. they just took me as a playground, play on me. yes.! ON me. haa. climbed over me, sat on my legs like see-saw. aww. so tired. esp castell. sqeezing towards me when there's no one. i even had 5 kids over me at one time. vernicia keep throwing tandrumt today. hais. *bashed* actually, i cant really imagine me being a preschool teacher/educator. i just dun have the energy that i need to deal with kids. im now wondering if i've choose the course that actually will do me good and suits me for my future. and lately, i've been thinking that - have interest doesnt mean you are suitable.
den went home. sat for awhile. den went for school again for music lecture. *yawn. watched videos today during lecture. but soon falling asleep during the 3rd part out of the 5 parts. woke up at the 5th part. lOl. *big yawn. den went to meet mh at lot 1 library after that. saw peimin, and she told me she lost her labby. felt rather sad for her. just cant think of why those ppl are so desprate to take other ppl's things.
going to make sushi with mh and iL on thurs, watching movies and going to new balance open warehouse sale on fri. haa. gotta hand in fp assignment on fri too. lesson that is supposed to be 2pm was shifted up to 10am cuz 2 of my morning lecture was cancelled. actually, next week friday no lectures too. so no need to go to school on fri. haa. 0.0v
omg. i like li jiu zhe's song so much. haa. listening to it again and again. the song is so sad and heart-breaking. mayb i'll translate it below.
yeah, sean coming back in like 4 days time? haa. gonna see him soon. so excited. haa. hmm. heard from tianhui kang sheng came back last night alrd. from australia too. hmm. australia. huaytyng, sean and kangsheng are there. two of my best friends are there, and one of my 4yrs classmate too. =( bad australia. took away all my friends. *childish thoughts*
yea.! haa. tv is now showing machi! got nicky.!! so C.U.T.E!! *muackz!x100000
-pEiShi-
li jiu zhe's jie tuo
love forever is a difficult question
too easy to lose control
evryone is a human
not careful enough
sometimes we forget to treasure
hurt comes unwarily
sometimes love is too fast
needs some space to breath
the pain is deep when quarel becomes too fierce
then we often regret
and we forgot the initial happiness
the pain is deep when hug becomes too tight
who can just let go
now what i give might not be what you want
if separate is the only way to be free
let me say the words then
if forever you can dont be sad
let me bear the regrets then
given that the memories are so weak
even it doesnt have me in the future
loving you is what i want to do
im sorry to let you cry
to suffer because of love
those promises said are still remembered
getting along becomes difficult
because we cared too much for each other
hurting you, i lose my courage too
walking to the key point of love
but i cant hold your hand
what excuses can i still give to make love turns back to me?
how mucjh love unble to say
let time do the shows it for me
i struggled alone
is better than the two of us suffering
