PLAY MY FAVOURITE SONG (:

hmm. im having this feeling that something is wrong somewhere in my life. something that i forget to do. but i just cant rem what is it. something bad is stirring in my heart. but what is it??! gosh. i think im having a alzheimer's disease at such a young age. =(

hmm. finished burning the ep cd last night. put in some of the funny song like *da du nan* and *tarzan and jane* haa.

hmm. class started two weeks earlier alrd. quite hectic i will say. projects and projects coming in. need to finish up at least 11 projects this semester. and many read-ups to do also. they're so thick! haiz.

lately, there's seems to be nothing on the net for me to do. i dunno what i want to find when i was surfing the net. i dunno what to write when i am writing my blog. i dunno who to talk to when im in msn. i dun feel like talking to anyone, except probably wilber cuz he always make me laugh. and mayb iL too. i dunno if this is the sign of me sinking into isolation again anot. but... nvm. i just dunno what to say, as if i've lost the sense of expression alrd. to think i even got an A for my speech training module.

sometimes i feel like giving myself up. but i dun even know how. and now, i feel like crying. this feeling has been with me for days alrd. *so fed up with myself* i think i just dun understand myself, who i am and what i want. mayb my life is too plain alrd? i need some adventure to spur me up, but according to my life at this current stage, i think it's impossible.

meeting iL 11 at marsiling mrt lately to prepare ep's teabreak. fruit sticks.

i've lost my smile, the only thing i want to do is to cry.

-pEiShi-

im sinking... sinking deep. closing my eyes, and taking the last breath.

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