anyway, 4 projs to be handed in this week. namely the dle poster board, aw, mayc and fp. of which the first two were up on the lecturers' desks alrd. i've finished mayc, and so im left wth fp essay to do. phew. hectic week for me. haha.
hmmm. lil talks on pp among the clique as usual this week. im getting more and more irritated of her. and you know what? she even got her mum to call, it's just so unfortunate that i picked up the phone and waste some of my precious time talking to her mum, while i could have just hang up the phone and enjoy my cup of noodle then. things wouldnt have turned so bad if her mum was more rationale and stay objective to the whole situation. so in the end, my cup noodle expanded like nobody's business and i have to eat that disgusting thing up, of which 3/4 i feed the rubbish bin of mine.
there's nothing much to say about her anymore. it's like, the glass had cracked. what else can you do besides giving it to the garang-guni? it might have no use to them too. things wouldnt be the same anymore after these few episodes. i wouldnt say we are entirely right about the whole situation, both parties have done something wrong. but it's beyond our control now. if her mum hadnt called, things might not turn out to be so bad. but unfortuantely, from her mum, it seemed that she thinks she did nothing wrong to deserve this. and she thinks that we did not give her chance to change and turn better. well, i personally feel that we have given her enough chances to make us sick of hearing, "i will change. will you give me a chance?' again. it's just so unbearable to listen to this kind of fake sentence when she only reform herself for two days.
there's just so much things about her that leads to this outcome. all her fakeness, her backstabbings, her two-sided face and her intentional motives behind everything. she's those kind of people who will only show her trueself after quite some time of interaction. she takes advantages, in a sense lar. if she feels better having joining the apple, grapes and pear group, go ahead. it's not that we dun care, but we were all too tired to care. we wouldnt say all the bad things about her infront of them, because we didnt want to be pp2 and because people will see her character sooner or later. they might like it, they might not. we are not the ones who determine or decide this for them. but still, i wish her all the best, because i have shed enough tears for her alrd.
i admit im being subjective now, because the above are all my personally feelings. but of course, the examples are justifiable by others. sigh. if you know who im talking about, dun judge her by what i say okay? weigh her with only your heart, eyes, ears and a clear mind of yours. let her have a fair chance of her share.
sigh.
some happy things now. =) well well. hehs. WE exchanged numbers, and sms like nobody's business. think we've reached 100 over sms on just the first day. and it had continued for 3 days? =X yeaps. both positive and negative parts of this thing. positive as in i get to know him better, negative as in my bills will go higher. haha.
lalala~ might have a camp for mooncake festival cum children's day with bk. hehs. =) looking forward to it. it's on the oct 7th. 4 days after my birthday. he'll be back from taiwan by then. haha.
grace wouldnt be coming to ep for 1 1/2 months. going to miss her. myg badminton league is on the 12th aug. and im looking forward to it.
hmmm. well well. holiday is coming soon. going to search for my cake's recipe next week. =)) and i hope to stay in msia for at least a week. enjoying the slow pace life, refreshing air in the morning, the delicious local breakfast. wow. i can foresee a great week during the break. it's going to be a fantastic holiday i promise. =))
-pEiShi-
