PLAY MY FAVOURITE SONG (:

hey. i truly sorry about it. you know nothing's going to be the same anymore, kw. it has been 2 years alrd. i know i've changed so much myself. and im sure you know it too. from the tone of mine, what i said and how i respond to you. you should know it. i wouldnt say all this things to you because i know you have your own pride. what for, holding to the past which had left so many years ago? chances given to you slipped through your fingers again and again.

2 years isnt short. i've cried, i've laughed, i've been hurt and i've grown. if you want to be with me, you wouldnt regret and take action only after you have lose it. if you take this amount of time to realise that you still love me the most, den im sorry, i can only say it's too late. forgive me for being so cruel, but you and i know that it's too late alrd.

you know what? it seemed like you only make me feel miserable. all those things you do, the song you sent me, the words you said, only hurts the both of us even more. i need someone who can make me smile. and i know you are not the one. you used to be the one. but not now anymore. you are not the one i want now. probably not in the future too.

what is love to you? im sure there's many other good and nice girls around you. why are you still holding on to a relationship that is not going to work out or a relationship that you've alrd know the ending. you could have accepted another girl and love her more than you did to me. i didnt want to give you false hope anymore, thats why i keep myself away from you all these years. it pains me, to see you walking on the spot, still hoping for something to happen. when would you even learn that no miracle will happen anymore, no matter what you do or how long it has been?

you are a secret that i told no one about. i didnt want to think back of the past. in fact, i feel better to have moved on from the past. i wish you had too. but obviously, you didnt. i still care for you as a friend, in case you didnt know it.

take care.

-pEiShi-

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