it's a peaceful day for me today, except for sending my dad off to the airport. he's going to be there for at least 2 months, thats what he said. all the while i thought it will last only a month, or even only a few weeks. didnt expect that he will be gone for so long. well, he woke up early, went to the office for while, and bought us each a $3 nasi lemak for breakfast. thats quite a big packet, with egg, fish and chicken wing. ((: and everyone woke up to eat. haha. not like what we usually did, eat only after we slept through the morning. haha.
anyway, after sending dad off, watched first love of a royal prince. nice! ((: all the sceneries are so beautiful! korea, japan and bali! haha. and sung yu-ri is beautiful! haha. had afternoon nap for awhile before going off to sebastian house for tuition.
i think i kind of get a lil pissed off when he gives me the 'i-dont-want-to-study' attitude today. so i raised my voice a lil, and the both of us got a lil pissed with each other. pms is coming alrd i think. not very sure. ): so better dun provoke me these few days.
hmm. havent been talking to him for the past 3 or 4 days alrd? i dunno how am i supposed to feel now. sad? angry? sometimes i hate myself for being so understanding. i know i would like to talk to him, sms him or even see him. but we cant. he even too nusy to reply me. forget it. things wouldnt get any better in near future, and i just hope that i can make it through.
kaiwei and guilong suddenly popped into my head this week. wonder how they are doing now.
-pEiShi-
i felt as if im single for these few days again.
