ironically, im more afraid of getting old rather than death. because as you get older, and i mean like the age of 50+/60s, you need to rely more on others when your motor skills and mental development starts to deteriorate. thats when your organs are failing too. i dun want to be relying on my sons or daughters, that is if i were able to get married and give birth, haha. i mean okay, the feeling of vulnerability that i will experience during the later phase of my life and feel that the life is slipping away slowly and silently. okay. creepy. but as for death, heh. i dunno. i wouldnt be feeling anything. but maybe it's more of the people around me? i wouldnt say they wouldnt care if im alive or dead lar. thats lame. because i know they care. (: heh. they will be sad though.
side note: guo rong sounded like little boy! so excited about christmas! made me so excited too! lOl. and something funny. bro just now was telling me about deathnote. there had been so many unpredicted death these few months. without any signs of death. and he said someone is using deathnote. haha. this entry is getting more and more creepy. grrr.
hmm. okay. i was saying about fainting. yeah. i dunno why too. *hur. it's so scary.
anyway, went to school today and did proj. quite pissed during the beginning. why did SHE think she can choose to come or not to come when this is a group proj? and her attitude is pissing everyone's off. and in the end, she will complain that she dd everything, when she didnt even bother to discuss the topic with us. like what nancy said, we are always following her schedule to meet up, and everyone is sick of that alrd. the second PP. making everyone more united. =P
anyway, im supposed to be posting pictures of my room up. but it's still in a mess now. haha. so next time! (:
-pEiShi-
