I could say that I hate you for having had neglected me, I could say that I feel hurt that you choose not to confide in me. But I choose not to, because I don't feel that way at all so don't worry about me feeling that way because seriously, I don't (: I don't mind that you don't tell me stuffs (or maybe it's just that you don't have the time and I've not been coming online).
Sometimes, you don't have to talk to let me know that I am still on your mind and vice versa. I guess we've come to the stage where we don't really have to talk or be together 24/7 just to let each other know that we care. Unlike in the past, there was this feeling that I always have to be there for you or be with you so that you know I care. I guess I always have that morbid fear of the opposite party not knowing how much I care about them. But for us, I guess, we've progressed on from there with leaps and bounds (:
I don't mind having to stand by one side to look on at you as long as you are still smiling. Nothing matters more than your happiness because you are everyone's sunshine. You are always there to cheer the group up (especially after your ice-creams) and encouraging all of us when we are just about to keel over and die. You matter to the group, you matter to ME, your wacky starfish. So dear, you don't have to feel bad or guilty for having had neglected me (I admit, it's my bad too since I do not come online as much and I have been rather busy of late - not with homework, teehee) because really, at the end of the day, all that matters is your smile.
I am glad for having had that small talk while we were purchasing our sandwiches. Even a mere few minutes is more than enough and sometimes, mere few minutes are better treasured than when you spend so much time together because then, everything would be taken for granted.
Love you babe, and you know that (:
Xoxo
Wacky Starfish.
