It's amazing how true happiness can be. And I experienced it last night, all thanks to Jerison. He made me realised how beautiful happiness can be, how wonderful life can be too. Seriously, sometimes even when people asked me 'how are you feeling? Don't be sad alright?' I told them everything and anything I could to just make them stop asking and stop worrying. But deep down I know I wouldn't be able to let it go so soon, not after struggling for so long. But only Jerison took my hand and showed me the 'the other side' of life in a night. And honestly, I am grateful for what he had done. He told me it's alright to be imperfect. And I was like 'Whatever, I have heard this ample time. Enough for me to collect a piece of jigsaw everytime I hear this and complete a set of puzzle.' But then, he continued to tell me what is more important about being perfect. I have been leading towards the wrong way all the while.

Jerison says:
完美是没有终点的
别人的完美可能是你得不完美
只要你快乐，不完美的也能变成完美

-pEiShi- says:
我常常在问自己什么是完美。没有人有一个对‘完美’的标准定义。

Jerison says:
完美是没有定义的

-pEiShi- says:
完美只是一件让人辛苦的事。既看不到，也摸不着。

Jerison says:
如果你不快乐，天底下再完美也变得不完美
所以，快乐才是最重要
人生大概也是这样
往往我们都为了追求完美而忘了完美的意义。

-pEiShi- says:
完美的意义是为了快乐？
要怎样才能快乐呢？

Jerison:
快乐就是在不完美的情况下感觉完美
而完美就是在不快乐的时候感到快乐
人生就是这样
有对比才特别

I especially like this part:
快乐就是在不完美的情况下感觉完美
而完美就是在不快乐的时候感到快乐

He opened another viewpoint of mine. (:

BOO! My 大哥哥 is flying off on Saturday, but it's alright, I get to see him on Friday. (: He's going to fly off to Japan and become a music teacher! And to get a music teaching degree there. Cool huh? He sent me a picture that he took during his last few trip and amazingly, I couldn't take my eyes off it. Because I feel LIFE. A part of my is jumping in joy, astonished by the beauty of the place, but the other part of me feels as calm as the still water. It's an indescribable feeling, really. The good thing about Jerison is that he makes me feel, not telling me how I should feel. I am truely grateful for that because it has a very big impact on me. LOL. I should stop nagging about how great he is but he is really a light in my dark days.

THANK YOU! (:

I can't wait for Friday to come! We might have a special guest too! hahaha. (:

Anyway, do this test, it's more than accurate! (: Imagini Visual Profile

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