BOO. I am pretty emo today after school. Eh, I think it started yesterday, after the 200 pounds beauty show with Jerison, Hui Ngee and Andrew at Toa Payoh. You know, sometimes some scenes from the show will just hit you like nothing and make you fall back in your hole or tear your wound again when you watch it. To me, it's not about the weight but more of another issue.

Anyhow, darn pissed off. I just hope that person can be more sensitive and maybe SMARTER too. He was like freaking #$%@& and I seriously wonder how much dumber and insensitive can he get. &%$#@!

I think I have been making myself uber tired ever since school reopens and sometimes, I find no strength to blog anymore. Now that I have changed my tutoring to Monday and Wednesday. So both days start at 6.45am when I wake up. School at 9am and I only get to end the day when I reached home which is like almost 10o'clock. Hallelujah! By the time I washed up and rest, I seriously have no more extra energy to spare for anything else. Probably only left with the strength to talk to Jerison. LOL. But that's not the point because the point is, I solemnly question myself that why do I have to make myself tired to that extent. Better get married early and live on my husbad. GEEGEEGEE. Tell me I will, pleaseeeeeeee.

Yesterday I was talking to myself. Yes, talking to myself. LOL. And i just kind of cannot imagine how is it like to be someone's girlfriend/wife. It's like you have lived for 18 going 19 years being single (except for some period of time, you know what I mean). When one person becomes two person, how different would it be? How would you know if he is the one? What should you do in different circumstances throughout the relationship? I wish there is a Practical Survival Guide for Relationship dummies. Sheesh.

Okay, I am done with ramblings. And I am tired now. Hahaha. Yawn.

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