Anyhow, never mind. It doesn't matter now, because I know that as long as they are happy, WITHOUT me, and having fun (even though they thought I don't know a single thing). Sometimes I really feel like laughing at them. Is it that they think that they hid it so well and think that I wouldn't find out anything, or do they think I am too naive to feel or know anything. I just feel like laughing and crying at the same time.
Alright, I must admit that I am a little jealous. Okay, very jealous. I think I feel more hurt. But like what I've said, it doesn't matter now. I know I am not going to make the first move. I mean in fact, if they know me well enough, I believed that both of them know I am not going to make the first move. Haiya, just forget it. The world don't stop spinning because of this two friends. So, move on!
Just simply ramblings, ignore this post if you don't understand anything about it.
I am beginning to dislike you. Because you're just another hypocrite adding to the cunning and irritating population which everyone despise and look down on.
I hate myself.
