Actually, in the morning, I wasn't really feeling kan chiong at all. Then Ni Lao Shi came and talk to me. She told me that how come Kimberly is doing up her learning corners, so busy with everything, but I like bo dai ji one? Then I was like, 'HUH?' OMG. So I suddenly remember that I should feel kan chiong also. -_-" I think sometimes it what I like about my character, because if no one reminds me that I should feel scare or kan chiong or angry, I wouldn't feel that way. Maybe others call this blur or retard in emotions. But this time round, too bad, Ni Lao Shi reminded me about it. Then I started thinking about it. Then I started to feel that kan chiongness that is supposed to be there. Then I started to be kan chiong. =(
Last night, I was thinking that I should spend my time learning something new. Like another foreign language (I was thinking about either Korean, Japanese or French or even Portuguese. Actually, any language also can, as long as I don't learn it alone. LOL. No one to practice with me mar), international dance, yoga, pilates, piano, cooking, baking, brewing tea, handcrafts and so much more. LOL. I am looking for something different in my life. :D
Okay, I should stop thinking about my field supervision first. But on the other hand, I should start to visualise the lesson first hor. So contradicting, haiyo. That's me, Chen Pey Shy. (:
