I think work has took over for the past one month. In a flash, one month passed without me knowing. I have been doing some thinking for quite some time, and have to a conclusion to not deny myself anymore that this is another phase of my life. Another phase of growing up into adulthood. So I have outgrown teenage-hood for quite some time, then outgrown youngster-hood already, and proceeding to adulthood? I feel a little lost and hmm, stuck. Stuck in my present situation.
"There are moments when I don't know if it's real, or if anybody feels the way I feel."
I just feel that something is lacking in my life.
"I need inspiration, not just another negotiation."
Way Back Into Love
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
